Did Not Say Anything About My Feelings

It was just dawn, and there were office workers rushing to catch the subway and bus after buying breakfast on the street.

There was silence in the dimly lit room, only the even breathing of the two hugging each other on the big bed could be heard.

At this time, the mobile phone rang suddenly, waking up the couple who were sleeping soundly.

Ling Pan frowned, moved a few times, her whole body was weak, she didn't even open her eyes lazily.She stretched out her hand from under the quilt to hook the phone, but the phone was placed too far away, and she didn't have the energy to get up.After punching Wang Jiulong who had been holding her behind him, he said in a daze, "Telephone."

Wang Jiulong snorted dissatisfied, hugged her even tighter, buried his face in her smooth neck, and said in a muffled voice, "Your."

"Go and get it for me."

"Don't go."

"Then I'll go, you let go." Saying that, she was about to get up.

Wang Jiulong pressed her into the bed, raised his legs to press her legs, Ling Pan said helplessly, "Then you go."

"Sleepy."

The two were in a stalemate like this, but the bell still rang over and over again unrelentingly.Both of them suffered from the quarrel, and Ling Pan really had no energy, so he insisted on asking Wang Jiulong to get the phone.

Wang Jiulong snorted a few times irritably, opened his mouth and bit her shoulder lightly, stretched out his long arms to take her mobile phone, and put the mobile phone next to her ear.

"Sister-in-law, aren't you in the hotel?"

When Ling Pan heard it was Shanshan's voice, he became sober in an instant, glanced at Wang Jiulong, and coughed lightly: "Yes..."

"I knocked on my brother's door just now, but no one responded. I knocked on your door again and there was no response. I called both of your mobile phones several times and didn't answer. Where did you two go?"

"Uh……"

Ling Pan didn't know how to answer, so he looked at Wang Jiulong and winked at him.

Wang Jiulong understood, raised the corners of his mouth, and took the phone: "Do you have something to do?"

Shanshan was obviously taken aback, and said, "Where are you two...?"

"At the hotel, what are you looking for with us?"

"..." Shanshan was silent for a moment, then immediately said, "It's okay, I'm worried about you, I'm dead, you are busy."

Wang Jiulong hung up the phone, threw the phone aside, hugged her again and got into bed.

Ling Pan turned around, hugged his waist, and rubbed against his chest.

Wang Jiulong patted her smooth and white back, and his voice was hoarse when he just woke up: "Are you still sleeping?"

Ling Pan snorted and said, "Tired."

Wang Jiulong chuckled, resting his chin on the top of her head, and gently stroking her back: "Thank you for your hard work..."

The two were silent for a long time, Ling Pan sighed, raised his head, pecked his chin lightly, and said in a low voice, "Brother Da Nan, I'm sorry..."

Wang Jiulong remained silent, as if waiting for her next words.

"I actually wanted to separate from you for a moment..."

Ling Pan choked up, his eyes were red, and he had a nasal voice: "But... I don't want to lose you. I love you..."

Wang Jiulong closed his eyes, put his lips on her forehead, and nodded slightly: "I know, I love you too..."

"Brother Da Nan, please don't be influenced by Ling Yun, please..."

Wang Jiulong chuckled and comforted, "I know what you're afraid of, but I'm not. Don't worry, I won't let you get hurt."

Ling Pan shook his head, cupped his cheeks, and kissed his nose: "No, now, I'm not afraid anymore."

Because now, she felt the fiery love and sincere emotion from this man, and this feeling gave her unprecedented courage.

In the past, she always used indifference to hide her inner cowardice, but now she will no longer be afraid, nor will she escape.For the first time, she was so eager for a future with him...

Wang Jiulong wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, rubbed his thumb against her lips, and said, "If you're tired, sleep a little longer. I'm here."

Ling Pan smiled slightly and nodded: "Yeah."

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The two slept until noon. After Wang Jiulong woke up, he got dressed and walked out of the room.

He knocked on Shanshan's door, and after a while, the door opened.

Shanshan showed her head, raised her eyebrows, and asked teasingly, "Yo, are you awake?"

Wang Jiulong scratched his eyebrows and raised his chin at her: "Go, go, what do little brats know?"

"Cut!" Shanshan curled her lips.

"When Ling Pan wakes up, go have lunch."

Shanshan nodded, then remembered something, and said, "Hey, bro. Yesterday our mother called and asked us to go back to Tianjin directly on the fifteenth."

Wang Jiulong was stunned for a moment, and thought for a moment: "Back to Tianjin?...I see."

Back in Ling Pan's room, there was no one on the bed.Wang Jiulong heard the sound of a shower coming from the bathroom, smiled, opened the door and walked in.

Startled, Ling Pan looked back and saw him leaning against the wall staring at her with a half-smile.With a sigh of relief, he said to the bath liquid on his body, "I was scared to death."

Wang Jiulong still had a smile in his dark eyes: "How are you doing now? Are you tired?"

Ling Pan, a precocious and strange flower, said very calmly: "It's okay, it's just that my waist is a little sore."

"Can you still go to the show?"

Ling Pan turned off the shower, took the towel, put it on his body, and got into his arms, coquettishly said: "Just rub it for me."

Wang Jiulong was actually quite surprised that she was not as shy as other little girls who had just experienced bed affairs.

He wrapped her bathrobe tightly and said, "Let's talk after dinner, get dressed quickly, don't catch a cold."

Wang Jiulong walked out of the bathroom, stood by the window and lowered his head in thought.

After a while, there was a rustling sound behind him.

A pair of jade hands wrapped around his waist, Ling Pan rested his chin on his shoulder and asked, "What are you thinking?"

Wang Jiulong held her hand and said, "Will you come home with me for the Lantern Festival?"

Ling Pan paused, raised her head to look at him, and there was a rippling in her eyes, she asked: "Go... go home?"

Wang Jiulong turned around, held her shoulders, stared into her eyes, and replied seriously: "Go back to my house, back to Tianjin."

Ling Pan's chest rose and fell slightly, and the corners of his mouth raised involuntarily, but he still asked uncertainly, "Going back to your house?"

Wang Jiulong nodded, with a smile on his lips: "What? Are you nervous?"

Ling Pan pretended to be arrogant and turned his head away: "No...why am I nervous?"

After speaking, she glanced at him quickly.

Wang Jiulong laughed and embraced her: "Don't worry, don't be nervous."

"not nervous!"

"nothing…"

"I'm not nervous!"