Did Not Say Anything About My Feelings

As long as Wang Haonan can remember, he has been living in this small alley.

Both parents are ordinary working-class people. They live a normal life from nine to five every day.He also went to school, finished school, and played with other children in the small alley.

In his cognition, the world seems to be that long alley.

There are always laughter and laughter in the alley.Many adults and children gathered in the alley, the adults chatted happily, and the children chased and played in the alley.When it was time for dinner, the adults stood at the gate of the street and called their children's names one by one.

Wang Haonan is often followed by a little boy called "Stupid".He looks fair and clean, thin and small, and he likes to climb up and down with Wang Haonan.

A few doors away, there is a little girl who often sits at the door of a house, looking up at the sky, blankly, not knowing what she is thinking, Wang Haonan can see her every day when he passes by.

Once, the boys were playing hide-and-seek together, and he caught a glimpse of the little girl hiding in the corner by accident.

Boys at that time were all naughty. When they saw a lonely little girl hiding there, they picked up small stones and threw them at her.

The little girl didn't speak, didn't shout or shout, just stood there covering her face.

Wang Haonan stood outside the crowd, looking at the helpless figure.

He pushed the boys away and rushed over to protect the little girl.

At that time, Wang Haonan was the fattest and tallest among the friends, and no one dared to mess with him.

"Da Nan, she is a motherless child who grew up drinking wolf's milk, be careful she bites you!"

Wang Haonan scared the boys away with big rocks, and cursed while throwing them: "You are like motherless, with such stinky mouths!"

The little girl raised her head, her bright red phoenix eyes were filled with tears, Wang Haonan was about to talk to her, but she quickly ran away.

The idiot standing beside said, "Da Nan, she really doesn't seem to have a mother."

It was only later that Wang Haonan found out that she and her sick father were the only ones in her family.

Once, Wang Haonan was sitting in the yard doing his homework when a kite suddenly blew in from outside the wall of his yard.

He picked up the kite and ran out, and the little girl was standing not far away.

Wang Haonan looked at the kite in his hand, and then at her.He ran forward and returned the kite to her.

"Here, your kite."

The little girl timidly took the kite and whispered, "Thank you."

Her voice is soft, soft, and very nice.

For some reason, Wang Haonan blushed, scratched her head, and said, "You're welcome."

"My name is Wang Haonan, what about you?"

The little girl looked at her and didn't speak for a long time.After a long time, she finally said, "My name is Song Panpan."

Since then, they have played together every day and have been inseparable.

Wang Haonan has been mischievous since he was a child, always fighting with other boys, and coming home with his face covered in dust and dirt.

Song Panpan wiped his face clean every time, and used bandages to cover the small wounds.

The two were like this until elementary school, and they were best friends.

At the age of seven, he went to the first grade with his schoolbag on his back.

When returning home in the evening, a stranger came to their house.

is a man.

The man, short, fat, with a bald head.When he laughed, his eyes narrowed into a slit, and his voice was very bright.

Wang Haonan sat across from him and looked at him curiously. The man felt his gaze and said to him with a smile, "Go, uncle will take you out to play."

Boys are very playful, as soon as they hear that they want to go out to play, he immediately jumps off and follows him.

The man took him to a tea house.

There were scattered customers in the teahouse, there was a small table in the middle, and there were two people talking on it.

"Do you know what that is?"

He shook his head.

"That's called cross talk."

He glanced at the man, then at the stands, staring at the two people on the stage.

I thought to myself, it turns out that wearing a coat, standing on the stage, and telling jokes, that is cross talk.

One of them picked up two things that looked like bamboo boards, moved his hands, and made a particularly crisp and loud sound.

"That's called Allegro." The man explained with a smile.

Then the man left, and I heard that he went to Beijing.

However, those two words are still lingering in his mind, cross talk.

Every day after that, he would lead Song Panpan to that tea house, and hide under the window to listen to cross talk for a while.

This Tongrentang!

Tongrentang originally opened an old pharmacy, sir, it's like the king of letting go.

The King of Medicine sat in the middle, and the top ten famous doctors lined up on both sides.

I worship the medicine queen first and then you, you are the great apprentice of the medicine prince.

Hey, Lord Yao, whose surname is Sun, lifts the dragon and crosses the tiger, and twists the needle in his hand.

Sun Simiao, the doctor of internal medicine, and Hua Tuozao, the doctor of surgery.

Sun Simiao, Hua Tuo Gao, 32 years old Bao Tang Chaowa.

The mother of the country in the main palace got sick, and my pulse was cured.

One needle cures nymph disease, two needles tie a dragon!

The more he listens, the more he will follow.

And his audience every time is Song Panpan.

"I also want to talk about cross talk in the future!" The chubby little boy clenched his fists and said loudly.

"Okay! You talk about cross talk, I'll listen to cross talk." Song Panpan blinked and clapped his hands with a smile.

They sat on the stone at the west corner of the small alley, looked up at the sky, and told each other their whimsical thoughts.

Wang Haonan thought that there would always be a Song Panpan by his side who would always listen to him talk about cross talk.

When Wang Haonan was ten years old, after getting up in the morning and having dinner, he went to ask Song Panpan to go to school with him as usual.

But he saw a gorgeously dressed beautiful woman walking into Song Panpan's home.

He stood there in a daze for a moment, then walked slowly to the door of Song Panpan's house.

The woman was arguing with Song Panpan's father, who was very agitated and kept coughing.

"Song Guowen, how can you take care of her like you are?! I have to take her away today!" The woman raised her head and raised her voice.

Wang Haonan glanced in, and a small face appeared in the window.

She timidly looked at the two people arguing in the yard, and suddenly saw Wang Haonan at the door, she pursed her lips and looked at him helplessly.

That look made him unable to move.

Afterwards, the beautiful woman closed the courtyard door.

The helpless face gradually disappeared.

Wang Haonan stood where he was, his heart tightened.

That evening, when Wang Haonan came home from school, Song Panpan was squatting in front of the house.Seeing him coming back, she stood up immediately.

The two of them sat on the big stone on the west wall again.

By this time the sky was full of stars.

"Brother Danan, my mother is going to pick me up." Song Panpan buried her face in her arms.

Wang Haonan scratched his neck and let out a "hmm".

"In the future, I can no longer go to the teahouse with you to listen to cross talk."

Wang Haonan smiled: "It's okay, I will talk about cross talk on TV later, so you can see me."

Song Panpan took out a small mirror from his pocket and wiped his tears: "I won't be here in the future, if you fight with someone, if there is still dirt and dust on your face, look in the mirror and wipe them off. In front of you, you are always clean and tidy."

Wang Haonan took the mirror, held it in his hand, and said in a low voice, "If I become a character in the future, will you come back?"

Song Panpan frowned, with a serious face, and nodded solemnly: "I will!"

The next day, the woman pulled Song Panpan and left the small alley in Liuxiang.

The neighbors all came out to watch the excitement, discussing while watching.

"I heard that Pan'er's mother is rich!"

"Pan'er will definitely have a bright future in the future!"

"It's also a pity that the girl didn't see her mother until she was eight years old."

"Her mother is ruthless enough! Take the child directly!"

"What will Lao Song do in the future?"

"They gave Lao Song a lot of money for medical treatment!"

"Oh, I don't know whether to pity this girl or envy her for having such a rich mother."

Wang Haonan followed them to the entrance of the alley, where the woman's car was parked.

Song Panpan looked at the small alley with three steps and one turn.

The four eyes met, but they were all helpless.

Since then, there has been no sign of that girl in Liuxiang Xiaotong. Wang Haonan goes to and from school alone every day. When he passes by her door, he will walk slowly, but her door is always closed.

Later, her father also moved away, and no one knows where he went.

In Wang Haonan's second year of junior high school, he had no intention of studying and spent his time at school every day.

His parents worried a lot about this and beat and scolded him.

He always poked his neck and said loudly: "I'm going to talk about cross talk to make money!"

No matter how many times I repeated it, my parents couldn't say anymore.

After school that day, he saw that man again at home.

The man smiled and said, "Do you like to talk about cross talk?"

Wang Haonan nodded sullenly.

"Then follow me to learn."

Wang Haonan was stunned, it was his dream.

Later, their family moved to Beijing, and Wang Haonan became Wang Jiulong, learning cross talk from his master.

From then on, the small alley in Six Alleys was like a dusty memory. When he occasionally recalled it, he also felt that it was so far away, and everything seemed like a previous experience.

Maybe it's because he's changed a lot.

The Six Alleys of that year can never go back.