I may have had a fake childhood

He opened his eyes in a daze, put an arm across his eyes to block the dazzling light that hit his eyelids, turned his head and looked around the room, and then Juxing realized what happened last night.

Now I have been taken to my home by a man, as if I have been taken care of, but my mind was in a mess yesterday, will I wake up and realize that they didn't do anything last night, just hugged and slept like this?

I still can't believe it, can that person really bear it? Usually, he has to create opportunities when he has no chance, but now he has already delivered himself to the door and turned into Liu Xiahui?Are you a gentleman?

Looking around again, Song Shanglu didn't seem to be in the room at this time. He pursed his lips and quietly lifted the quilt to look at his messy but well-worn pajamas and pajamas. He frowned and untied the blanket. Two buttons, seeing that the skin on the chest is still white and smooth, it really doesn't look like what happened.

It’s just that I don’t know what kind of posture I slept in last night. This will cause my whole body to feel sore and weak, and even raise my arms and shoulders. Was it halfway through the night that the beast crawled into the bed?

No, it was on the bed.

Thinking about it again, I seem to have a nightmare and woke up in the middle of the night. After waking up for a few minutes, I fell asleep again soon, but I vaguely remember that Mr. Song comforted himself, biting his lip, he seemed to say Don't be afraid, he is here.

The most important thing is that after hearing this, Jupiter seems to be really not afraid anymore, and he has become more familiar with sleep.

Swallowing a mouthful of saliva, um, it seems like this.

Lying on the bed half-closed his eyes to see the faint sunlight coming through between his fingers, Jupiter took a deep breath and smelled the smell of tobacco on the man's body in the air, which was a bit pungent but generally within the tolerable range.

He suddenly remembered the information that suddenly broke into the brain nerve center last night, and wondered if the system that had been uninstalled was taking the opportunity to help him.

Jupiter's expression froze, taking advantage of this time, he quickly pulled out the information and checked it carefully.

When he turned to the last page, Ju Xing limp on the bed and his mind went blank. He didn't know what he was thinking, and he wrote clearly in black and white.

Although there is still no specific personal information of the man, it also introduces the origin of these illusory worlds in a more comprehensive and detailed manner than in the previous threat.

After reading it, Jupiter also confirmed that the information was transmitted from the system. As for the reason for the transmission of the information, it is also written at the end of the information. Running so many worlds with one's own power leads to the disorder of one's own data, so the phenomenon of distorted personality occurs in the previous world.

If the program is terminated without forceful intervention, perhaps the founder's data will be completely disordered, and the nerve centers of men in the real world will also be affected, and the consequences will be unimaginable.

Later, there is a systematic summary of the illusory world, detailing what Jupiter should and should not do, and finally wrote a paragraph in red letters.

When his eyes fell on that line, Jupiter sighed deeply.

Maybe Jupiter's attitude was a bit tough when he talked to the system last time, and this time he directly uninstalled the system, all kinds of behaviors showed that Jupiter was very dissatisfied with the system and the way the boss behind him did, so the system said very tactful.

But the general meaning is to pray for Jupiter's forgiveness, and it also sincerely explains that the owner of the house is only asking for it but not using the wrong method, but the point is to ask Jupiter to cooperate to end this illusory world, and do it in a harmless way to men. Way to end this world.

System: I really broke my heart.

The information also introduces this world. As Jupiter guessed, the general background of the world is indeed the fairy tale of Nightingale. The reason why the background is modern is because the creator wants to give Jupiter an immersive feeling, and Not just treating it as a game, but the first thing to do to enhance the sense of substitution is to change the background to the modern one that is closest to the real world.

The system focuses on the second method of exiting the world through harmless means, which is actually not difficult, and it is similar to the previous method, just complete the story of the fairy tale world and escape to death.

The only difference this time is that he needs to create a real feeling for Song Shanglu while completing the fairy tale plot, and make him believe that he is really in love with him.

As long as you get the trust value of Song Shanglu, you will not enter the new fairy tale world when you exit this world, but will directly return to the real world, and all this is really over.

After sorting out the materials, Ju Xing lowered his arms and stared blankly at the flawless white ceiling. His mind seemed to be blank, and his heart felt a little empty.

To be honest, he did know that this was a huge project before, but he really didn't expect that creating these worlds would take so much energy, and even hurt himself in the real world.

Although he was not a young man who had just begun to fall in love at the age of seventeen or eighteen, this method of chasing people was a bit weird, and some people might not be able to accept it, but he was inexplicably moved.

The system said that if he keeps dragging down the man's data in this world, he can return to the real world when he can no longer support it, but at that time the man will be backlashed by the data of the illusory world, and he may become insane after the shock. Silly, really pay the price for your waywardness.

But if Jupiter cooperates with the man's wishes and shows the emotion of loving him, the man will feel that his goal has been achieved, then the illusory world will be untied on its own, and Jupiter will naturally return to the real world.

Jupiter turned around, since he can return to the real world, why not choose the second world, although that person hurt himself, but in the end he didn’t do anything harmful, even if he wanted revenge, he didn’t need to use it. Such a despicable means caused such serious consequences.

As for the matter between the two of them, maybe they have to wait until they return to the real world and then settle it slowly.

At that time, don't blame yourself for being rude, Jupiter clenched his fists tightly and gritted his teeth.

"Are you awake? If you wake up, come down and eat."

As soon as Song Shanglu came in, he saw Jupiter rolling back and forth wrapped in a quilt on the bed. It seemed that he had slept all night before finally regaining consciousness and living in a stranger's house.

Completely different from the calmness of last night, this meeting finally looks like a person who has just grown up.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he called again: "Get up and eat."

Jupiter was originally entangled in the relationship between the two people. At this time, he felt that he was thinking a little too far, and suddenly he heard Song Shanglu's familiar voice and his body froze. The ground is a Gulu turning over and sitting up.

His eyes were still a little sticky and he couldn't see clearly. Looking towards the direction of the voice, he met Song Shanglu's slightly smiling eyes. Thinking that his childish behavior just now would be a bit embarrassing, he stiffened his neck and nodded. He nodded and said, "Well, I'm going to wash up."

After speaking, he didn't dare to look at Song Shanglu, but immediately lifted the quilt and climbed out of bed with his hands and feet, and went into the bathroom in embarrassment.

Looking at the toiletries on the sink, my heart that was already a little shaken will be soft again. Although the extra toiletries are brand new, the brand and even the style are the same as those in my small rental house. The ones are exactly the same, but because I don’t like the smell of the toiletries that Lu owes very much, Jupiter even changed it once, but because I can’t make it too abrupt, sometimes I buy two kinds of toiletries of the same brand, but only use one.

This time, the ones I often use are all placed here. I glanced at the shadowy shadow of Song Shanglu outside the door. Even Jupiter, who has been taking care of himself for more than ten years, can't guarantee such fineness, whether it's a coincidence or him. I really have a heart, what I have to say is that although this person is really self-serving and forcibly squeezed into his life, no matter which world he is in, this person really takes good care of himself, making him slow down. Slowly getting used to the people around him, and even almost forgot the independent life before, Jupiter had to flower art. If he went back to the real world, and he was the only one left, would he really be able to adapt well?

Pick up the toothbrush and squeeze the toothpaste on it, shake your head, now you have completely gone astray, it must be because you have the attitude of wanting to give it a try after thinking about it yesterday, now you can't see the shortcomings of this person at all , on the contrary, he gradually magnified his advantages. If this continues, there will definitely be only one answer, that is, he is really trapped in this relationship.

It's okay, it's okay, when the middle peasant really doesn't show up in the real world, all I recall will be his shortcomings, and I will definitely escape at that time.

Jupiter gritted his teeth and brushed the mint flavor in his mouth, just like the taste of a man's kiss to himself at night.

It smells so damn good.

After Jupiter finished packing, he hesitated and dragged down the stairs when Song Shanglu was already sitting on the long table in the living room and flipping through newspapers. In front of him was a long white square table with European and American styles. Two Chinese breakfasts.

One copy was in front of him, the other was right on his side, the stool had been pulled out for him, and everything seemed to be waiting for his appearance.

Juxing pursed his lips and slowly moved down the stairs while holding on to the handrail, his eyes swept back and forth between breakfast and men's time, and there were obscure emotions in his eyes that he couldn't even look in the mirror.

Hearing the slight sound of footsteps on the wooden stairs, Song Shanglu put down the newspaper in his hand, took a sip from the coffee cup in his right hand, raised his face after putting it down, and waved to him: "Come here."

I don’t know why, Song Shanglu’s every move seemed to shine in Jupiter’s eyes like a blessed halo, even the muscles on his raised arms looked very threatening, and he almost stepped on the air when he was not paying attention. The armrest on the side could barely stabilize his figure, he lowered his head in panic, and as expected, he heard the man's deep laughter again.

Damn it, he must have programmed himself, this man is really despicable.

I don't know whether it's embarrassment or anger, Ju Xingban straightened his face and went downstairs carefully step by step. He stood in front of the table and didn't sit down. He folded his hands in front of his belly and lowered his head to listen to his next order.

Song Shanglu looked at him with a frown, and didn't really like the restraint he had when facing him. Although this was only the first time the two met, what he wanted somehow was the kind of intimate relationship between the two.

But it seems that if the relationship is too close, he will wonder if this person is a stranger who he can't refuse to all the powerful and powerful, and he thinks that is not good, and his heart is even more chaotic. Thinking about such a relationship carefully It seems to be better.

Although he doesn't reject himself in behavior, he still has his own bottom line in his heart. It feels like he has a lot of psychological balance. Song Shanglu himself is going to laugh at himself, and he doesn't know what kind of weird emotion this is.

"sit down."

It’s not that Jupiter dares to sit until the big boss speaks. After all, he’s not afraid of Song Shanglu. It’s just that Jupiter hasn’t sorted out his emotions yet. No matter what he does, he’s entangled. , Jupiter naturally doesn't know what attitude to use to face him at this time, and he unconsciously shows a little restraint in his performance.

After sitting down, I saw him burying his head in the newspaper again, his stomach was about to growl in protest, the breakfast in front of him exuded a tempting aroma, and he realized that the man didn't pay attention to him, so Jupiter had to do it himself first.

After a little stomach filling, Jupiter poked the fried eggs on the plate with a fork in his hand, and there were more fine lines on his forehead than silk lines on multigrain bread.

Seeing his absent-mindedness, Song Shanglu pretended to be nonchalant and drank another sip of coffee, but his peripheral vision remained glued to Jupiter's body. It seemed that he couldn't get enough of this person, and even wanted to build a cage to enclose him. Lock it up and hang it in your room like a pet bird. As long as you come back, you can see him and listen to him singing for yourself, only for yourself.

Withdrawing his overly fiery eyes, Song Shanglu suppressed the hotness in his heart and drank the coffee in one gulp. He was afraid that he might lose control if he continued to look at it.

I had endured a lot last night, but I was afraid of scaring the other party, otherwise I...

"Mr. Song, I..." Ju Xing raised his head while lighting the fried eggs on the plate, hesitant to speak.

"Say."

"I want to go back." Biting his lower lip, Ju Xing still looked up at Song Shanglu's face and made his request.

Watching Song Shanglu's fingers pinching the newspaper tightly, and a corner of the crumpled newspaper was torn off, Song Shanglu still had a calm expression on his face, retracted his hand and pulled out a paper towel beside him, and pulled out a napkin gracefully and slowly, lightly He glanced at him before speaking: "What are you going back for?"

"I... Brother Qiang has taken care of me for so many years, since I am now... I should tell him." After eating something in his stomach, Jupiter is no longer afraid Yes, although the background is different, I still remember the story of Nightingale roughly. It is a short story, and it seems that it is about teaching the king to know that loving someone is not to trap him by his side, but to give The freedom he wants, the happiness he wants.

Glancing at Song Shanglu, who had a secretive expression on his face, Ju Xing felt that it was quite realistic to end this story. This person really should learn how to love others.

"I'll take care of things over there, and you don't have to worry about it in the future. I'll contact the teacher to teach you how to sing at noon today." Song Shanglu made the arrangement without any rejection. Even if he wanted to object to what he said, Jupiter didn't know what to do. How to bring it up.

Looking at the situation, even if he learned to sing, he might just sing to him like the nightingale in the story. Ju Xing, who knew that it was useless to ask for advice, silently accepted this arrangement, and quietly started to eat with his head down.

Looking at the soft hair on the top of his head, Song Shanglu's eyes flashed brightly, no matter what, he still had to put the person by his side to let him be familiar with his existence, and the rest will be discussed later.

Watching him finish his meal, Song Shanglu closed the newspaper: "The phone in the living room is an internal phone, and the housekeeper usually won't come in. If there is anything, just call."

Jupiter was still thinking about his own affairs, so when he heard him speak, he immediately nodded obediently, indicating that he had heard.

Sensing his cooperation, Song Shanglu's tone softened a lot, even with a faint smile on his face, he leaned forward and pinched his rather thin face: "This will be your home from now on, you should get it as soon as possible." familiar."

His whole body froze, and it took a while for Juxing to slowly nod his head.

The reason is that the part of the face where the man touched has already burned red immediately, and it burned directly to his heart.

Damn, this man cheated.

The smile in Song Shanglu's voice deepened: "Look up."

Jupiter slowly raised his face to meet his slightly sharp gaze, instinctively trying to dodge but was forced to look at him by pinching his chin.

"Don't be afraid of me."

Jupiter shook his head and said softly, "I'm not afraid of you."

To some extent, it's really not afraid, it's just a little... awkward.

"Why." Song Shanglu smiled.

When meeting for the first time, not many people are not afraid of him. He has blood on his hands, and his body is too murderous. He even scares a man who is big and three thick. That's why even though he restrained his aura yesterday, he still feels that this child's reaction is different from ordinary people. The reason is that he is a little too calm, not like a child who has never seen the world, but rather like a child who broke through the storm.

But his information does show a blank sheet of paper, which can only mean that the two of them are destined.

Sure enough, they are a natural couple.

A little panicked, but Jupiter still looked at his smiling eyes and took a deep breath: "You won't hurt me, you like me, right?"

Quite confident, the arc of Song Shanglu's mouth widened even more, and he moved his fingers forward to the corner of his mouth: "Well, I like you, but how do you know I won't hurt you."

Shrinking his neck, Ju Xing muttered for a while as if he was trying to organize his words, and when Song Shanglu thought he would not speak, he suddenly said, "I don't know, I have never been liked, but I hope you won't hurt me."

Jupiter said it very seriously, because this sentence was not only for Song Shanglu, but also for the man behind Song Shanglu.

Song Shanglu was taken aback, hooked the corners of his mouth, and squeezed Juxing's chin to grab his lips.

Eyes wide open, I feel the dexterous tongue gently licking the line of my lips, slowly poking it in along the cracks of my lips, hooking the original resident in my mouth and pulling desperately, with increasing force until Jupiter couldn't help but want to Backing away, a big hand was placed on the back of the head, and he forcefully pushed himself into the man's mouth.

As soon as the kiss was over, Jupiter turned his face away and gasped heavily. From the corner of his eye, he saw the man licking the corner of his lips, and said with a little satisfaction: "I won't hurt you, but that's on the premise that you don't leave me." .”

His chest was undulating, trying his best to absorb the air around him, watching the man standing up and looking down at him like a king.

The author has something to say: Someone: I will not hurt you.

Jupiter clutched the quilt: Damn believe you will be a ghost, so angry.