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Jin Nanfeng stood in the bathroom, the faucet was turned on, and the cold water splashed on him. The weather was still a bit chilly at this time of year, so it was not suitable for taking a cold shower, but he seemed ignorant.

The cold water rushed into his eyes and slowly flowed down his cheeks. With the complaints and incomprehension he had complained to his father, he was also washed into the sewer full of dirt.

When he came out of the bathroom, Jin Nanfeng's eyes were red. At first glance, he thought he had been secretly crying in the bathroom for a long time. Jin Nanfeng, who did not change his face before, seemed to have passed the blow that the heart of life had dealt to him.

Sitting at the table again and opening the notebook, this time Jin Nanfeng was not impatient, and read it carefully from beginning to end. People's mentality has changed, he always left a few words in a hurry, and after losing the heart of life, he didn't even leave any words.

Put yourself in his shoes and think about it, if he lost the heart of life at this moment, he might also feel lost and decadent, especially at this critical juncture even his wife left him.

And all of this was probably caused by himself. Jin Nanfeng lay on the table for a long time, with mixed feelings in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was like. He really wanted to shout and go out for a few laps, but in the end it was nothing None did.

After lying down for a while to relieve his emotions, Jin Nanfeng locked the notebook in the wooden box again, sealing it together with the pile of childhood memories.

Maybe he was a coward, afraid to face the fact that he might have killed his own father.

Maybe it was because he thought so much during the day that after falling asleep at night, Jin Nanfeng dreamed of his father for the first time since he was an adult.The man was tall and big, wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, he looked a bit gentle.

There are not many photos of Jin's father at home, but it is not difficult to see from the few ones. He was a very handsome guy when he was young, otherwise he would not be able to marry his mother who is so over the top. Jin Nanfeng has five or six points with him. similar to.

At this moment, Father Jin stood far away, looked up and looked in his direction, and frowned slightly when he saw something, but then he waved and said: "Come here, we are going home, why don't you stay home all day?" Goofing around."

Jin Nanfeng wanted to ask who he was asking, but saw a small figure pounced towards the man, hugged the man's thigh with a smile and said, "I'm tired from walking, can Dad carry me?"

Jin's father seemed a little unhappy, but he still lowered his body and carried him on the back. As he walked forward, he couldn't help nagging: "I'm so old that I need my father to carry him. You should go to school in two years." Do you still remember the numbers that Dad taught you?"

The child on the back hugged the man's neck tightly, and said with a smile: "Remember, 1, 2, 3, 4..."

Following the clear and clear child's voice, Jin Nanfeng watched the father and son leave slowly, and the next moment, he saw that the gentle man seemed to be crazy. He smashed the things in the room to pieces, shouting "impossible" , while yelling, while Grandpa Jin and Grandma Jin guarded him with tears and panic on his little face.

Scenes from childhood resumed in front of his eyes, and Jin Nanfeng gradually became the child in his dream. Then he saw that on a rainy day, his father had to go up the mountain to see the saplings regardless of his grandparents.

The little Jin Nanfeng was waiting for his father to come back at the door. He wanted his father to hug him and draw pictures. It seemed that his father hadn't hugged him for a long time, and he didn't tell him a story. He rested his chin and looked in the direction of Yueyingshan .

Waiting and waiting, the figure of the man never came back, and little Jin Nanfeng seemed to be bored, he ran to the upstairs room with a tatter of steps, trying to reach the notebook on the table with his toes.

The book had a black cover with a small lock on it. Jin Nanfeng struggled to open it after getting it, and then climbed to the table to find the things in the drawer, because his father once said that there was a treasure hidden there. , will be passed on to him in the future.

Little Jin Nanfeng looked at the things in the drawer with puffy cheeks, wanting to see what the treasure his father hid, and soon he found the innermost box. The wooden box was very simple, but inside it was made of red velvet. There is a jade pendant on it.

The jade pendant was the size of a child's palm and was extremely transparent, but the colors on it were colorful and looked very fake, just like those plastic products on the street that cost five yuan each.

But little Jin Nanfeng seemed to like it very much. He took out the jade pendant carefully, raised his hand and looked left and right under the sun. He seemed very satisfied with it, and even stuck out his tongue to lick it, wanting to taste it. A taste of baby.

The cold feeling of the jade pendant came from the tip of the tongue, and it seemed to have a strange taste. Little Jin Nanfeng licked the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to have another taste, he took the jade pendant and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Nannan, what are you doing!" Grandma Jin's voice suddenly appeared, and little Jin Nanfeng let go of her hand in fright, and the jade pendant fell to the ground.

Little Jin Nanfeng lowered his head and hurriedly picked up the jade pendant. Grandma Jin walked in and saw that her grandson's little hands were all cut open, so she didn't care about the jade pendant, and took him to work washing hands and applying medicine.

When he got into trouble, little Jin Nanfeng knew he was afraid. He pursed his lips and shed tears, crying out of breath. Grandma Jin couldn't see it, so she quickly comforted: "Nannan, don't be afraid, there is grandma here." , your father dare not scold you."

But little Jin Nanfeng said weepingly: "Father knows I'm not good, so he definitely doesn't like me."

Grandma Jin was heartbroken seeing her eldest grandson crying, and took him to the room to look again, only to find that the jade pendant was very hard, but it was just scratched a little, and she couldn't see anything if she just wiped it with a towel up.

Grandma Jin put the jade pendant back as it was, and comforted her grandson by saying, "Look, the jade pendant is not broken. If we put him back, your father won't know. Let's go, grandma made egg custard for you."

Little Jin Nanfeng looked at his fingers. When he went to pick up the jade pendant just now, he always felt that something was wrong, but the child was too young to say anything, and his attention was quickly snatched away by egg custard.

After Jin's father came back, he really didn't find out. He was still immersed in the fruitless forest as before, and he couldn't even care about his only son. This became a secret between Grandma Jin and Jin Nanfeng, just like Many of the children's childhood secrets are like that, and quickly disappear in memory, only occasionally being teased and sighed by the two old people.

Then, there was a long funeral, the kind of heartbreak covered by despair and sorrow, surrounded by the cries of adults, the tears of grandpa and grandma, the sympathy of the villagers, and the white eyes everywhere.

The rain from the sky seemed unstoppable, lingering on the funeral all the time, he stood at a loss in front of his father's coffin, and was finally embraced by his grandparents, they said: "Nannan, don't be afraid, There are grandparents too."

When he woke up from the dream, Jin Nanfeng was still overwhelmed by the sadness. He touched his cheek but found that it was full of tears. The pain he had forgotten seemed to haunt him again overnight.

Jin Nanfeng went to the bathroom and splashed cold water on his face until he fully woke up. The trembling and pain brought about by the dream were still lingering. Looking at himself in the mirror, he felt somewhat disgusted. .

This face combines the strengths of Jin's father and that woman. His eyebrows and eyes are quite delicate, and he has a bit of a boy's publicity. He was very popular in school. Later, he did a good job in business, but it was actually a trust. The blessing of this face.

Jin Nanfeng covered his forehead, took a deep breath, and finally said to himself: "It's over, people have to look forward, I still have grandparents to take care of, I have to let them live happily. "

After repeating these words over and over again, Jin Nanfeng felt better. He touched his forehead, thinking about where the so-called heart of life came from in this lesson, and why he would abandon his father. , On the contrary, it entered his body, and why it has been silent for many years, and has not awakened until now.

After the original confusion and self-loathing were driven away, Jin Nanfeng became the confident and purposeful Jin Nanfeng again. If at the beginning he just wanted to accompany the old man when he returned home, then now he has the feeling of inheriting his father's behest.

Maybe all of this was predestined, Jin Nanfeng hung up a towel and went out for a run, he didn't go to the main road in the village, instead he ran around Yueying Mountain and looked at it.

Yueying Mountain is big, but not high. This is determined by the hilly terrain in their area. There is a small river at the foot of the mountain. The water flow is not too much, but it has never stopped over the years. There is a natural lake behind Yueying Mountain.

Because the number of people going up the mountain has decreased over the years, the ecology here has recovered quite well. Occasionally, wild ducks can be seen coming and going in and out of the grass by the small river, as if there is no one else around.

There is still a large piece of wasteland between Xiaohe and Yueying Mountain. Now it is full of weeds. It is not easy to deal with it, but it is full of wild flowers in this season, and it looks a bit wild.

Back then, Jin's father contracted the small river, that is to say, the river was the natural barrier of Yueyingshan's contracted area, and the Yueyingshan area surrounded by the small river was Jin's private property.

Jin Nanfeng ran along the small river, planning in his mind while running. He had already made a preliminary plan in the past few days, but now he had a different idea in his mind as he ran. Agricultural investment is an industry that takes a long time to return and has a high risk. Jin Nanfeng He wanted to go home and continue the development of Yueyingshan, but he didn't want to lose money like his father.