[comprehensive] dream maker
Chapter 94
Karma Taj's practice field is near the southwest of Zangshu Pavilion. It is not so very wide and open. It can accommodate about 60 disciples to practice at the same time. Usually, Modu or Wang will lead those disciples, almost all of them are ancient disciples. The apprentices I accepted had a wide range of ages, from teenagers to [-]-year-olds, and they learned together the basic control of Weissandi's power, how to draw a magic circle and so on.
Su Qin took Peter to join in, and stood in the last row. Peter was quite embarrassed at first, thinking that this was a very secret skill, and he shouldn't have come with Su Qin to watch other people practice, and even joined in. Follow along.
Seeing his hands and feet bound, Su Qin said comfortingly: "Don't think too much, these are very basic things, whoever wants to learn can do it, if you learn it, it's yours, if you can't learn it, don't blame others. .”
"Yes." Modu has a different sense of Su Qin now. He used to think that this child is a big devil who hides the dark reserves, but after knowing what Su Qin has done, he treats Su Qin with special care and trust and admiration , I feel that Su Qin is a good revolutionary comrade, and I am willing to express my admiration to Su Qin every minute; "Don't have too much psychological burden, let go of studying, you are Su's friend, I believe you have the same qualities as Su .”
"Okay, thank you." Peter saw that Modu, who was in charge of teaching, said so, and finally relaxed completely. After he didn't have any burden in his heart, he learned to breathe and breath with the people next to him, and he was in a better state than when he was nervous just now. a lot of.
Su Qin would also tell him some basic experience and practice the basic five-element boxing. Su Qin even specifically told him not to memorize the movements too much, the important thing is the footwork.
After practicing in the morning, Peter's whole body was trembling, his muscles were so sore that he couldn't even walk. Su Qin laughed when he saw him slumped on the ground like a dog from exhaustion: "Is it okay, I'll help you ?”
Peter panted and shook his head, and he would get up by himself after lying down, his calves were still shaking: "...Why, why do other people seem to be fine, and I feel very tired after learning the whole set?"
"This..." Su Qin really didn't touch him, put his hands behind his back, and said with a brisk smile; "In fact, everyone is the same, anyway, as far as I know, many people just started It’s always like this. When the power of Weishandi was first formed, it consumed a lot of energy and stamina. Once you master it well, you can keep up with the consumption... Today is the first time you learn how to form the power of Weishandi in your body , It will be like this if the consumption speed exceeds your recovery speed, just get used to it slowly."
"You too?" Peter wiped the sweat off his face with his sleeves, and stood still a little bit.
Su Qin just followed him, walking slowly like a snail, with a cheerful smile on his face, and brighter eyebrows and eyes, and said: "No, I am very talented, and I learned the mirror space in two or three days, so It’s been a long time since I stopped going to the training ground to practice the basics~”
Peter felt that he had been hit hard. The person he knew was so much stronger than himself, it was easy to hit people...
Peter, who silently swallowed a mouthful of blood, felt that the pain in his limbs was getting worse, but he still tried his best to walk forward steadily step by step: "Would you like to go and see Grena, she has been worried about you since she came back. It's not the calming tea from Master Ancient One, she almost collapsed emotionally."
The joy in Su Qin's eyes dimmed slightly, and the upward curve of the corners of his lips remained unchanged, but his eyes were faintly covered with shadows: "Well, I see, if you walk along this corridor, you can smell it at the end, management Chef Zhang in the kitchen likes to keep healthy, and most of the time he likes to eat steamed buns with soy milk and miscellaneous grains in the morning.
"What do you want to eat, let me get it for you first?" Peter was really hungry. He had already exhausted all his strength after learning that Wuxingquan in the morning. He needed something to replenish energy, take a bath or something... ...let's do it when we're done eating, so hungry right now!
"Farewell, I don't know how long I'll talk to Grena. I'll go get some food by myself. You can wash it up first, and go to the cafeteria covered in sweat. Be careful in public places and affect other people's appetites!" Yan The implication is that Su Qin himself doesn't mind. After all, Su Qin did this kind of thing in the early afternoon. He ran to toss and eat food first when he was covered in stinky sweat. After eating, the sweat almost evaporated before going back to wash it off.
"Alright, then I'll go back and take a shower first..." Peter said as he thought of something, turned his head to look at Su Qin, frowned and let go, and held her hand with a smile: "No matter what you want to do, I will stand For your part, you didn't do anything wrong, so don't beat yourself up too much."
Su Qin also shook his hand, and nodded with a quiet smile: "Understood, you go, see you later."
Peter was finally relieved, let go and walked a few steps forward, then turned around suddenly, Su Qin raised his eyebrows suspiciously and was about to ask what was wrong, the boy strode up to her and hugged her: "Hmm , that's right!"
Su Qin listened to his self-contained words, and later realized what he meant, and laughed with a puff. When Peter let go of his palm and was about to walk contentedly, Su Qin refused to let him go, and grabbed him by the front of his front. With a tug, you can exchange breath with his lips heavily without standing on tiptoe.
It wasn't a lingering long kiss, they separated after touching like a superficial touch, Peter didn't even have time to recover, when he saw Su Qin's gentle and wanton smile, she stepped back and raised her eyebrows and said triumphantly: "That's right, Learn to be a little fool!"
Peter stared at Su Qin leaving in a daze, and it took a few seconds for him to realize that he lost his aura again and was molested by the other party - but even if he lost his aura, he was still very happy!
Covering his blushing face and leaning against the wall, he recalled the soft touch at that moment, and couldn't help licking his lips. He always felt that the fragrance of a girl's soft and sunny day remained on his lips. Swallow along the throat, and finally digest and melt into the flesh and blood in the stomach.
After walking for a while, the smile on Su Qin's face slowly faded. Su Qin was actually very contradictory. She really wanted to tell the truth directly. Greina had the right to know the truth. After all, she was occupying her daughter's body now.
On the other hand, Su Qin was afraid of telling the truth to Greina, and it was not simply because she was worried that Greina would not be able to accept it.
In fact, the most fundamental reason was that she was afraid of being rejected by Greina and hated by her.
Su Qin is still selfish, she is reluctant to leave when she touches some warmth, the beauty she feels around Greina is like candy wrapped in poison, if you eat too much, you will become addicted, and if you want to quit, you will have to scrape your bones detox.
Su Qin is not that powerful after all, she is still afraid of pain, so she dare not take the risk to quit, thinking maybe, maybe no one will know, even if they know, maybe, maybe they won't expose her.
I kept deceiving myself with a fluke mentality, and I was also afraid that if it was really exposed, how would I face Grena on that day, and I thought that it might never be exposed. Reina will live forever, so how about giving her a chance...
Too many emotions are backlogged in his heart, and Su Qin sometimes feels that he is on the line and may be broken at any time.
Su Qin feels that now he has more and more scruples, wrapped around his body layer by layer, unable to figure out whether it is good or bad if this continues, so he must move forward carefully, fearing that he will fall directly into the cold pool if he makes a wrong step. There are so many that if you fall into the water, you will sink to the bottom.
Outside the door of the room where Greina was resting, Su Qin had settled down the turbulent emotions, rubbed his face to relax his expression, and then reached out to knock on the door: "Mom, are you awake, Mom?"
It took a few seconds for Greina's voice to come from the door: "Susie?...Wait a minute, it will be fine..."
Su Qin could hear some movement of Greina in the room, but she didn't look at it, just waited quietly.
Greina quickly opened the door, her eyes turned red when she saw Su Qin, she seemed to have put in a lot of effort to calm herself down, she smiled and looked Su Qin up and down with a teary smile: "It's good to be back, come back It's good...you're not hurt, are you?"
Su Qin saw that she seemed to want to hug him, and was afraid that she would hurt if she was hurt, so he hesitated and dared not stretch out his hand. He felt so sad immediately, and then threw himself into Greina's arms Holding her waist: "It's okay, I'm fine, mom, don't worry about me, I scared you, I'm sorry..."
Greina hugged her and kept shaking her head with tears in her eyes. After shaking her head, she remembered that Su Qin held her with her chin on her shoulder and couldn't see her movements, so she said, "I'm fine, really. , mom is not afraid of anything, as long as you are well, mom has nothing to be afraid of."
Su Qin could hear the deeper meaning in Greina's words. At that moment, she rushed to her heart as if an electric current had been accumulated. The paralysis caused the brain's short-term lack of oxygen, and she was a little dizzy.
"...Mom..." Su Qin felt that some words were like boiling magma, and he was impatient to find an outlet to spew out, but when it got stuck in his throat and was about to rush out, a basin of ice water poured it down.
Gleina rubbed the child's head, then let go of her and kissed her forehead: "So don't worry about me, just let it go... I can't help you, at least I won't be your drag."
Su Qin grabbed her hand in a panic: "Mom, what's wrong with you, you are not my drag, I never thought about it that way..."
"I know, but in fact..." Greina looked at Su Qin with a sad yet relieved smile; "I have indeed become a drag, Susie."
"No, no, mom, I know what you want to do..." Su Qin looked at her anxiously and scaredly and said; "You don't need that, mom, you believe me, I'm very good, so don't do anything Think about it, don't do anything, you trust me, okay?"
"Susie..." Grena couldn't hold back her tears, but she insisted; "I know you can't bear it, and mom can't bear it either, this is only temporary, just like when you asked me to go to Martha's house before, okay? "
"No, this is not temporary..." Su Qin looked at Greina pleadingly; "And this is not going to work, mother, you think as long as I go to Tony's side, Tony is convening the media to release the news that I am his daughter, Will it be fine if you follow Tony through official channels to give up my custody? You have raised me for more than ten years, and even if there is no responsibility between us, there will still be feelings between us. Someone will still try to catch you and threaten me..."
"So you have to act." Although the tears in her eyes couldn't stop, Gleina's eyes were very firm without questioning; "Susie, you can do it, just like we said before, you let mom do it , Mom can do it, and now it's you, you can do it too."
Su Qin stared at her blankly. She had always known how strong and brave Grena was as a single mother, but when this strength and bravery was applied to her, she felt that Grena was so great that it almost made people feel heartbroken: "... ...if, if I..."
[If I'm not your child, do you insist on sacrificing everything for me? 】
Su Qin wanted to speak, but his voice was stuck in his throat and was squeezed by the airflow brought by his panting, and he couldn't get out of it anyway.
Greina thought that what Su Qin was going to say was 'what if I can't do it', she held Su Qin's face in her hands, and looked at the bewildered expression on the child's face with distress and love, but she never wavered in her decision: "You It must be done, or do you really want me to be kidnapped by someone again? Are you sure you can find me in time every time? Susie! Are you more willing to accept that I will be killed at any time than to be separated from me?"
Su Qin looked at Greina tremblingly, her mind was empty, she heard the sound of her breathing, and the sound of her vocal cords vibrating: "... I see, I will arrange a press conference with Tony, you Be mentally prepared, you will probably be sued for child abuse, although it is just a show, and then you will settle in private...but your reputation, and your future life..."
"Stupid boy..." Greina stroked Su Qin's face, her smile was full of love and reluctance; "You are my everything, nothing is more important than you, you are my life."
Single mothers who raise children alone are less likely to remarry than single fathers who raise children alone. Why?
Su Qin remembered such a question, which came from a web survey. At that time, the options below were: A. Most single mothers are worried that their new husbands will not have a good impression of their ex-husband’s children, especially the feelings of their parents. B is afraid that if they remarry, they will be asked to have another child that belongs to each other. C has already devoted all his affection to his child, so he has no energy to manage an equal relationship.
Then, the following question is, single mothers, especially those whose children are girls, are less likely to want to get married than those with boys. Why?
Multiple-choice questions, the answer is ABC, Su Qin ticked all the boxes at the time - A was afraid that her daughter would be harassed by her stepfather, B was worried that after remarrying, she would have to give birth to another child for the other party, and her daughter's status at home would change, C Worried that the other party's family will think that they can't give birth to a son.
The questionnaire was very gender-discriminatory and highly suggestive. Su Qin could see that he knew it, but he did it anyway because he was asked by a friend to do it.
In fact, you can tick all the answers to both questions. The world is always harsher and full of malice towards women, so women are becoming stronger and more independent, using their inherently weaker structure than men to fight against the world. The wind, frost, rain and snow poured on them.
Sometimes they even have to face the malice from the same sex. When some women are bound by those shackles and become slavish, they become pets kept in the rules and regulations, and try to dismantle them outside the rules at any time in order to keep their own authorities in captivity. The framed women howled.
Su Qin took a deep breath slowly, so that his legs that felt as if filled with lead could continue to move forward, and it was indeed a great idea to treat children as the whole of his life, including this decision, which was also the best rational choice.
But Su Qin felt more and more heavy, because she was not Susie, and she didn't deserve to be treated like this by Greina.
It would be easy for Su Qin to tell the truth, but what about Greina, who regarded Susie as her whole life?
Grena would loathe her, hate her, and even ask her to give Susie's body back to her, which would be light.
What Su Qin is more afraid of now is—if she tells the truth, will Greina commit suicide!
She walked in a daze, and when she raised her head, she came to the astrology room. After a moment of hesitation, Su Qin walked into the room and saw Gu Yi who was looking up at the sky.
Gu had noticed her early in the morning when Su Qin came to the door of the house, and when Su Qin got closer, he smiled and looked back at her: "Actually, the stars are there during the day, do you want to try to see?"
Su Qin shook his head: "I haven't reached this level yet, and I may not be able to understand it at night, and it's even more difficult during the day."
Gu Yi still looked at Su Qin with a smile, but he didn't force Su Qin to watch the stars anymore, but changed the topic: "When do you plan to leave?"
"...Master, you want to drive me away?" Su Qin looked at her sadly; "Master, you don't want me anymore?"
Gu Yi's smile didn't change at all, but his eyes were much gentler. She walked a few steps to Su Qin's side and waved to her, motioning her to follow.
"What's the matter?" Su Qin immediately restrained his expression, looking serious.
Gu saw how nervous she was, but still smiled calmly and said: "I looked at the stars, Mephisto was not really swallowed by you, you just swallowed an incarnation..."
"Tsk, it's quite cunning." As expected of an old monster who has lived for hundreds of years——Su Qin secretly thought about taking Zatanos to hell first tonight, anyway, he can eat whatever he wants there , are all demons, eating them will also benefit mankind!
Gu Yi could see through what the little apprentice was thinking at a glance, raised his eyebrows, smiled helplessly and said: "Don't even think about going to hell to provoke him, no matter what, he will manage those demons in hell and rule hell Only the hell can stabilize the order, if you eat up there, the instability of the spirit will cause an earthquake, which is also a disaster for the human world."
Su Qin was a little astonished. She really didn't expect this level. She blinked and asked humbly: "So, the location of hell is the core part of the earth. If it is empty, it will collapse. The demons are there just to fill in the empty space?"
"Any existence has its meaning and reason." What Gu Yi said meant something, and his eyes fell on the thoughtful Su Qin's face, Gu Yi's smile became more gentle and tolerant; "But this is not important, What matters is the fable."
Su Qin frowned and looked at Gu Yi. She had a bad premonition, but what Gu Yi said immediately confirmed her premonition: "The fable shows that the winter is coming, and the century of frost and snow is coming."
"...It's December now, and most parts of the northern hemisphere will even snow when it enters winter. Is this language aimed at the whole world?" Su Qin still wanted to catch this fluke, the fable came at such an embarrassing time, she Even if you believe in your own master, you will inevitably develop some thoughts.
Of course Gu Yi understood his apprentice's thoughts, but he told her regretfully: "I also hope what it said, but this winter in the northern hemisphere is not easy... But it is aimed at the language of the whole world, I can see the white cold The entire star map is covered, which means that the frost and snow will submerge the entire earth."
Su Qin was not feeling well. She rubbed her painful temples and said tiredly, "So what do you want me to do, Master?"
Gu Yi brought Su Qin to Zangshu Pavilion, walked straight to Agamotto, took off the gemstone eye exuding green brilliance, turned around and handed it to Su Qin: "Take it."
Su Qin looked at Gu Yi in shock, not quite sure whether he should take over, and looked at Gu Yi hesitantly: "Master?"
Gu Yi just smiled and stuffed the Eye of Agamotto directly into Su Qin's hand: "You will use it, go, go back with your fathers and mothers."
"But, master, help me give me this important thing...in case I can't control it and swallow it all..." Su Qin was very entangled. Her control over her own origin was not so absolute, which led her to I have no confidence in myself.
Gu Yi held her hand, guiding her to hold the Eye of Agamotto tightly, and said sincerely and firmly, "That's also very good, maybe when you integrate the law of time in your body, you can control it better." For myself, I don’t have to keep wandering in time…”
Su Qin stared blankly at Gu Yi, his eyes felt sore, but his chest was filled with warmth: "Master, you are a man, a stick and a piece of candy, you treat me like a dog..."
Gu Yi smiled noncommittally, but did not continue this topic, but looked at the rows of bookshelves: "Do your best to do what you can. Is this fable specifically about the change of the weather or something else? More, I can't figure it out for the time being... I can only hope that it won't come true so quickly, give me some time to figure out what it's talking about..."
"Master..." Su Qin didn't know what to say, and felt powerless. Her master had been working hard to protect the world for hundreds of years, and when he saw danger through fables, he arranged everything in advance to minimize the danger. minimally.
These preparations are all done quietly, not publicized, not only because she is worried that she will be regarded as a dangerous existence by the governments of many countries, but also considering the psychological endurance of ordinary people. Who wants to live in a world full of unknown dangers? Huge How could Gu Yi, who has walked in the world for hundreds of years, not know what kind of stimulation the psychological pressure would bring to the spirit of ordinary people, and what kind of changes it would cause.
Because he knows too much, Gu Yi never makes any publicity, just do it silently, silently looking up at the stars to read the reminders from the stars, silently leading his apprentices to fight against the dark forces and disasters, in the unknown Place guards the blue planet.
Su Qin can't do it, she is small-minded, pretending to be her parents, family and friends, she is already too heavy to walk, and she really doesn't have the strength to carry more burdens, she is afraid that she will be crushed, and she is also afraid that if she falls, she will hurt others. All my expectations were shattered, that's why I especially admire Gu Yi, and I especially admire Professor, Father Wolf, and many people in the US team, those who gave up their simple life and chose to become heroes to stand up and protect others.
It's really great to be able to come to this world. The gentle people I met made Su Qin want to be a gentle person, a person who is gentle and tolerant to the world like those people.
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Su Qin took Peter to join in, and stood in the last row. Peter was quite embarrassed at first, thinking that this was a very secret skill, and he shouldn't have come with Su Qin to watch other people practice, and even joined in. Follow along.
Seeing his hands and feet bound, Su Qin said comfortingly: "Don't think too much, these are very basic things, whoever wants to learn can do it, if you learn it, it's yours, if you can't learn it, don't blame others. .”
"Yes." Modu has a different sense of Su Qin now. He used to think that this child is a big devil who hides the dark reserves, but after knowing what Su Qin has done, he treats Su Qin with special care and trust and admiration , I feel that Su Qin is a good revolutionary comrade, and I am willing to express my admiration to Su Qin every minute; "Don't have too much psychological burden, let go of studying, you are Su's friend, I believe you have the same qualities as Su .”
"Okay, thank you." Peter saw that Modu, who was in charge of teaching, said so, and finally relaxed completely. After he didn't have any burden in his heart, he learned to breathe and breath with the people next to him, and he was in a better state than when he was nervous just now. a lot of.
Su Qin would also tell him some basic experience and practice the basic five-element boxing. Su Qin even specifically told him not to memorize the movements too much, the important thing is the footwork.
After practicing in the morning, Peter's whole body was trembling, his muscles were so sore that he couldn't even walk. Su Qin laughed when he saw him slumped on the ground like a dog from exhaustion: "Is it okay, I'll help you ?”
Peter panted and shook his head, and he would get up by himself after lying down, his calves were still shaking: "...Why, why do other people seem to be fine, and I feel very tired after learning the whole set?"
"This..." Su Qin really didn't touch him, put his hands behind his back, and said with a brisk smile; "In fact, everyone is the same, anyway, as far as I know, many people just started It’s always like this. When the power of Weishandi was first formed, it consumed a lot of energy and stamina. Once you master it well, you can keep up with the consumption... Today is the first time you learn how to form the power of Weishandi in your body , It will be like this if the consumption speed exceeds your recovery speed, just get used to it slowly."
"You too?" Peter wiped the sweat off his face with his sleeves, and stood still a little bit.
Su Qin just followed him, walking slowly like a snail, with a cheerful smile on his face, and brighter eyebrows and eyes, and said: "No, I am very talented, and I learned the mirror space in two or three days, so It’s been a long time since I stopped going to the training ground to practice the basics~”
Peter felt that he had been hit hard. The person he knew was so much stronger than himself, it was easy to hit people...
Peter, who silently swallowed a mouthful of blood, felt that the pain in his limbs was getting worse, but he still tried his best to walk forward steadily step by step: "Would you like to go and see Grena, she has been worried about you since she came back. It's not the calming tea from Master Ancient One, she almost collapsed emotionally."
The joy in Su Qin's eyes dimmed slightly, and the upward curve of the corners of his lips remained unchanged, but his eyes were faintly covered with shadows: "Well, I see, if you walk along this corridor, you can smell it at the end, management Chef Zhang in the kitchen likes to keep healthy, and most of the time he likes to eat steamed buns with soy milk and miscellaneous grains in the morning.
"What do you want to eat, let me get it for you first?" Peter was really hungry. He had already exhausted all his strength after learning that Wuxingquan in the morning. He needed something to replenish energy, take a bath or something... ...let's do it when we're done eating, so hungry right now!
"Farewell, I don't know how long I'll talk to Grena. I'll go get some food by myself. You can wash it up first, and go to the cafeteria covered in sweat. Be careful in public places and affect other people's appetites!" Yan The implication is that Su Qin himself doesn't mind. After all, Su Qin did this kind of thing in the early afternoon. He ran to toss and eat food first when he was covered in stinky sweat. After eating, the sweat almost evaporated before going back to wash it off.
"Alright, then I'll go back and take a shower first..." Peter said as he thought of something, turned his head to look at Su Qin, frowned and let go, and held her hand with a smile: "No matter what you want to do, I will stand For your part, you didn't do anything wrong, so don't beat yourself up too much."
Su Qin also shook his hand, and nodded with a quiet smile: "Understood, you go, see you later."
Peter was finally relieved, let go and walked a few steps forward, then turned around suddenly, Su Qin raised his eyebrows suspiciously and was about to ask what was wrong, the boy strode up to her and hugged her: "Hmm , that's right!"
Su Qin listened to his self-contained words, and later realized what he meant, and laughed with a puff. When Peter let go of his palm and was about to walk contentedly, Su Qin refused to let him go, and grabbed him by the front of his front. With a tug, you can exchange breath with his lips heavily without standing on tiptoe.
It wasn't a lingering long kiss, they separated after touching like a superficial touch, Peter didn't even have time to recover, when he saw Su Qin's gentle and wanton smile, she stepped back and raised her eyebrows and said triumphantly: "That's right, Learn to be a little fool!"
Peter stared at Su Qin leaving in a daze, and it took a few seconds for him to realize that he lost his aura again and was molested by the other party - but even if he lost his aura, he was still very happy!
Covering his blushing face and leaning against the wall, he recalled the soft touch at that moment, and couldn't help licking his lips. He always felt that the fragrance of a girl's soft and sunny day remained on his lips. Swallow along the throat, and finally digest and melt into the flesh and blood in the stomach.
After walking for a while, the smile on Su Qin's face slowly faded. Su Qin was actually very contradictory. She really wanted to tell the truth directly. Greina had the right to know the truth. After all, she was occupying her daughter's body now.
On the other hand, Su Qin was afraid of telling the truth to Greina, and it was not simply because she was worried that Greina would not be able to accept it.
In fact, the most fundamental reason was that she was afraid of being rejected by Greina and hated by her.
Su Qin is still selfish, she is reluctant to leave when she touches some warmth, the beauty she feels around Greina is like candy wrapped in poison, if you eat too much, you will become addicted, and if you want to quit, you will have to scrape your bones detox.
Su Qin is not that powerful after all, she is still afraid of pain, so she dare not take the risk to quit, thinking maybe, maybe no one will know, even if they know, maybe, maybe they won't expose her.
I kept deceiving myself with a fluke mentality, and I was also afraid that if it was really exposed, how would I face Grena on that day, and I thought that it might never be exposed. Reina will live forever, so how about giving her a chance...
Too many emotions are backlogged in his heart, and Su Qin sometimes feels that he is on the line and may be broken at any time.
Su Qin feels that now he has more and more scruples, wrapped around his body layer by layer, unable to figure out whether it is good or bad if this continues, so he must move forward carefully, fearing that he will fall directly into the cold pool if he makes a wrong step. There are so many that if you fall into the water, you will sink to the bottom.
Outside the door of the room where Greina was resting, Su Qin had settled down the turbulent emotions, rubbed his face to relax his expression, and then reached out to knock on the door: "Mom, are you awake, Mom?"
It took a few seconds for Greina's voice to come from the door: "Susie?...Wait a minute, it will be fine..."
Su Qin could hear some movement of Greina in the room, but she didn't look at it, just waited quietly.
Greina quickly opened the door, her eyes turned red when she saw Su Qin, she seemed to have put in a lot of effort to calm herself down, she smiled and looked Su Qin up and down with a teary smile: "It's good to be back, come back It's good...you're not hurt, are you?"
Su Qin saw that she seemed to want to hug him, and was afraid that she would hurt if she was hurt, so he hesitated and dared not stretch out his hand. He felt so sad immediately, and then threw himself into Greina's arms Holding her waist: "It's okay, I'm fine, mom, don't worry about me, I scared you, I'm sorry..."
Greina hugged her and kept shaking her head with tears in her eyes. After shaking her head, she remembered that Su Qin held her with her chin on her shoulder and couldn't see her movements, so she said, "I'm fine, really. , mom is not afraid of anything, as long as you are well, mom has nothing to be afraid of."
Su Qin could hear the deeper meaning in Greina's words. At that moment, she rushed to her heart as if an electric current had been accumulated. The paralysis caused the brain's short-term lack of oxygen, and she was a little dizzy.
"...Mom..." Su Qin felt that some words were like boiling magma, and he was impatient to find an outlet to spew out, but when it got stuck in his throat and was about to rush out, a basin of ice water poured it down.
Gleina rubbed the child's head, then let go of her and kissed her forehead: "So don't worry about me, just let it go... I can't help you, at least I won't be your drag."
Su Qin grabbed her hand in a panic: "Mom, what's wrong with you, you are not my drag, I never thought about it that way..."
"I know, but in fact..." Greina looked at Su Qin with a sad yet relieved smile; "I have indeed become a drag, Susie."
"No, no, mom, I know what you want to do..." Su Qin looked at her anxiously and scaredly and said; "You don't need that, mom, you believe me, I'm very good, so don't do anything Think about it, don't do anything, you trust me, okay?"
"Susie..." Grena couldn't hold back her tears, but she insisted; "I know you can't bear it, and mom can't bear it either, this is only temporary, just like when you asked me to go to Martha's house before, okay? "
"No, this is not temporary..." Su Qin looked at Greina pleadingly; "And this is not going to work, mother, you think as long as I go to Tony's side, Tony is convening the media to release the news that I am his daughter, Will it be fine if you follow Tony through official channels to give up my custody? You have raised me for more than ten years, and even if there is no responsibility between us, there will still be feelings between us. Someone will still try to catch you and threaten me..."
"So you have to act." Although the tears in her eyes couldn't stop, Gleina's eyes were very firm without questioning; "Susie, you can do it, just like we said before, you let mom do it , Mom can do it, and now it's you, you can do it too."
Su Qin stared at her blankly. She had always known how strong and brave Grena was as a single mother, but when this strength and bravery was applied to her, she felt that Grena was so great that it almost made people feel heartbroken: "... ...if, if I..."
[If I'm not your child, do you insist on sacrificing everything for me? 】
Su Qin wanted to speak, but his voice was stuck in his throat and was squeezed by the airflow brought by his panting, and he couldn't get out of it anyway.
Greina thought that what Su Qin was going to say was 'what if I can't do it', she held Su Qin's face in her hands, and looked at the bewildered expression on the child's face with distress and love, but she never wavered in her decision: "You It must be done, or do you really want me to be kidnapped by someone again? Are you sure you can find me in time every time? Susie! Are you more willing to accept that I will be killed at any time than to be separated from me?"
Su Qin looked at Greina tremblingly, her mind was empty, she heard the sound of her breathing, and the sound of her vocal cords vibrating: "... I see, I will arrange a press conference with Tony, you Be mentally prepared, you will probably be sued for child abuse, although it is just a show, and then you will settle in private...but your reputation, and your future life..."
"Stupid boy..." Greina stroked Su Qin's face, her smile was full of love and reluctance; "You are my everything, nothing is more important than you, you are my life."
Single mothers who raise children alone are less likely to remarry than single fathers who raise children alone. Why?
Su Qin remembered such a question, which came from a web survey. At that time, the options below were: A. Most single mothers are worried that their new husbands will not have a good impression of their ex-husband’s children, especially the feelings of their parents. B is afraid that if they remarry, they will be asked to have another child that belongs to each other. C has already devoted all his affection to his child, so he has no energy to manage an equal relationship.
Then, the following question is, single mothers, especially those whose children are girls, are less likely to want to get married than those with boys. Why?
Multiple-choice questions, the answer is ABC, Su Qin ticked all the boxes at the time - A was afraid that her daughter would be harassed by her stepfather, B was worried that after remarrying, she would have to give birth to another child for the other party, and her daughter's status at home would change, C Worried that the other party's family will think that they can't give birth to a son.
The questionnaire was very gender-discriminatory and highly suggestive. Su Qin could see that he knew it, but he did it anyway because he was asked by a friend to do it.
In fact, you can tick all the answers to both questions. The world is always harsher and full of malice towards women, so women are becoming stronger and more independent, using their inherently weaker structure than men to fight against the world. The wind, frost, rain and snow poured on them.
Sometimes they even have to face the malice from the same sex. When some women are bound by those shackles and become slavish, they become pets kept in the rules and regulations, and try to dismantle them outside the rules at any time in order to keep their own authorities in captivity. The framed women howled.
Su Qin took a deep breath slowly, so that his legs that felt as if filled with lead could continue to move forward, and it was indeed a great idea to treat children as the whole of his life, including this decision, which was also the best rational choice.
But Su Qin felt more and more heavy, because she was not Susie, and she didn't deserve to be treated like this by Greina.
It would be easy for Su Qin to tell the truth, but what about Greina, who regarded Susie as her whole life?
Grena would loathe her, hate her, and even ask her to give Susie's body back to her, which would be light.
What Su Qin is more afraid of now is—if she tells the truth, will Greina commit suicide!
She walked in a daze, and when she raised her head, she came to the astrology room. After a moment of hesitation, Su Qin walked into the room and saw Gu Yi who was looking up at the sky.
Gu had noticed her early in the morning when Su Qin came to the door of the house, and when Su Qin got closer, he smiled and looked back at her: "Actually, the stars are there during the day, do you want to try to see?"
Su Qin shook his head: "I haven't reached this level yet, and I may not be able to understand it at night, and it's even more difficult during the day."
Gu Yi still looked at Su Qin with a smile, but he didn't force Su Qin to watch the stars anymore, but changed the topic: "When do you plan to leave?"
"...Master, you want to drive me away?" Su Qin looked at her sadly; "Master, you don't want me anymore?"
Gu Yi's smile didn't change at all, but his eyes were much gentler. She walked a few steps to Su Qin's side and waved to her, motioning her to follow.
"What's the matter?" Su Qin immediately restrained his expression, looking serious.
Gu saw how nervous she was, but still smiled calmly and said: "I looked at the stars, Mephisto was not really swallowed by you, you just swallowed an incarnation..."
"Tsk, it's quite cunning." As expected of an old monster who has lived for hundreds of years——Su Qin secretly thought about taking Zatanos to hell first tonight, anyway, he can eat whatever he wants there , are all demons, eating them will also benefit mankind!
Gu Yi could see through what the little apprentice was thinking at a glance, raised his eyebrows, smiled helplessly and said: "Don't even think about going to hell to provoke him, no matter what, he will manage those demons in hell and rule hell Only the hell can stabilize the order, if you eat up there, the instability of the spirit will cause an earthquake, which is also a disaster for the human world."
Su Qin was a little astonished. She really didn't expect this level. She blinked and asked humbly: "So, the location of hell is the core part of the earth. If it is empty, it will collapse. The demons are there just to fill in the empty space?"
"Any existence has its meaning and reason." What Gu Yi said meant something, and his eyes fell on the thoughtful Su Qin's face, Gu Yi's smile became more gentle and tolerant; "But this is not important, What matters is the fable."
Su Qin frowned and looked at Gu Yi. She had a bad premonition, but what Gu Yi said immediately confirmed her premonition: "The fable shows that the winter is coming, and the century of frost and snow is coming."
"...It's December now, and most parts of the northern hemisphere will even snow when it enters winter. Is this language aimed at the whole world?" Su Qin still wanted to catch this fluke, the fable came at such an embarrassing time, she Even if you believe in your own master, you will inevitably develop some thoughts.
Of course Gu Yi understood his apprentice's thoughts, but he told her regretfully: "I also hope what it said, but this winter in the northern hemisphere is not easy... But it is aimed at the language of the whole world, I can see the white cold The entire star map is covered, which means that the frost and snow will submerge the entire earth."
Su Qin was not feeling well. She rubbed her painful temples and said tiredly, "So what do you want me to do, Master?"
Gu Yi brought Su Qin to Zangshu Pavilion, walked straight to Agamotto, took off the gemstone eye exuding green brilliance, turned around and handed it to Su Qin: "Take it."
Su Qin looked at Gu Yi in shock, not quite sure whether he should take over, and looked at Gu Yi hesitantly: "Master?"
Gu Yi just smiled and stuffed the Eye of Agamotto directly into Su Qin's hand: "You will use it, go, go back with your fathers and mothers."
"But, master, help me give me this important thing...in case I can't control it and swallow it all..." Su Qin was very entangled. Her control over her own origin was not so absolute, which led her to I have no confidence in myself.
Gu Yi held her hand, guiding her to hold the Eye of Agamotto tightly, and said sincerely and firmly, "That's also very good, maybe when you integrate the law of time in your body, you can control it better." For myself, I don’t have to keep wandering in time…”
Su Qin stared blankly at Gu Yi, his eyes felt sore, but his chest was filled with warmth: "Master, you are a man, a stick and a piece of candy, you treat me like a dog..."
Gu Yi smiled noncommittally, but did not continue this topic, but looked at the rows of bookshelves: "Do your best to do what you can. Is this fable specifically about the change of the weather or something else? More, I can't figure it out for the time being... I can only hope that it won't come true so quickly, give me some time to figure out what it's talking about..."
"Master..." Su Qin didn't know what to say, and felt powerless. Her master had been working hard to protect the world for hundreds of years, and when he saw danger through fables, he arranged everything in advance to minimize the danger. minimally.
These preparations are all done quietly, not publicized, not only because she is worried that she will be regarded as a dangerous existence by the governments of many countries, but also considering the psychological endurance of ordinary people. Who wants to live in a world full of unknown dangers? Huge How could Gu Yi, who has walked in the world for hundreds of years, not know what kind of stimulation the psychological pressure would bring to the spirit of ordinary people, and what kind of changes it would cause.
Because he knows too much, Gu Yi never makes any publicity, just do it silently, silently looking up at the stars to read the reminders from the stars, silently leading his apprentices to fight against the dark forces and disasters, in the unknown Place guards the blue planet.
Su Qin can't do it, she is small-minded, pretending to be her parents, family and friends, she is already too heavy to walk, and she really doesn't have the strength to carry more burdens, she is afraid that she will be crushed, and she is also afraid that if she falls, she will hurt others. All my expectations were shattered, that's why I especially admire Gu Yi, and I especially admire Professor, Father Wolf, and many people in the US team, those who gave up their simple life and chose to become heroes to stand up and protect others.
It's really great to be able to come to this world. The gentle people I met made Su Qin want to be a gentle person, a person who is gentle and tolerant to the world like those people.
The author has something to say: Summary of this chapter——
The three foreshadowings have already been buried hehehe
The big cousin Superman has three seconds to arrive on the battlefield 0v0
Uncle Lu is not in good condition in all aspects recently. Apart from repeated fevers, severe insomnia and night sweats, he is so weak and sick that I almost kneel in the hospital and cannot get out_(:з」∠)_
In short, I will try my best to update the code words, don’t worry, my dears, I will inform you in time if there is a big event =3=
Hey, see you next update
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