[comprehensive] dream maker

If I die young—

There is such an article in Su Qin's first collection of travel essays, inspired by a song "If Die Young" by The Band Perry

It was a song with a brisk melody, and the lyrics were like a medieval poem, lyrical and moving.

The background of the writing is that Su Qin and Zhou Ji are traveling in Erice, Italy. It is a very beautiful place. The 751-meter-high San Giuliano Mountain soars into the sky. The lit street lights along the way can vaguely see the meandering posture of San Giuliano Mountain, and many hazy street lights render the fog color somewhat ghostly.

They shared a pair of earphones and stood in the narrow and complete alley overlooking the mountain. Su Qin suddenly felt very sad, and the indescribable sadness of parting seemed to be stuffed into her heart through the vague mountain top.

"...Zhou Ji, if I died tomorrow, what would you do?"

Zhou Ji looked at her a little strangely, and then laughed out loud: "Daqin, what are you talking about? With your physique, you will die tomorrow. I'm really worried that you can live for decades after I die. Okay. !"

She gave him a nod: "Speak seriously, don't give me nonsense."

"...What can I do, I should eat and sleep, you are dead and easy, I still have to live." Zhou Ji rubbed his head and his face wrinkled in pain.

Su Qin felt the same when he heard it, what else could he do, should he die with her?That made her feel sick, the sun doesn't rise as usual after someone dies.

But Zhou Ji suddenly added: "Oh, yes, if you die tomorrow, I am so young and promising, I will find another one in two years, and then I should get married and have two children..."

Su Qin pulled his face down: "Hehe, yeah, do you still want to find someone who is prettier than me and gentle and considerate?"

"...That's necessary, find another one like you, and I can live well for the rest of my life?" Zhou Ji is not afraid of death, counting with a face of "I'm serious"; Your lungs and eyes grow on the top of your head, you are proud of you all day long, you are amazing..."

Su Qin listened to him very calmly, and started to roll up his sleeves by the way, Zhou Ji crackled on the phone, and then suddenly kissed her: "But I'm good for you, who told me to shake M! Come on, Queen, how about we tonight Make a quilt every day and make a bed, hey, hey, hey?"

Su Qin paused for a moment when he turned his wrist to move his muscles and bones, then raised his face and smiled very sinisterly: "Okay~"

When she came out of the dark alley, Su Qin looked refreshed, and Zhou Ji stood behind her with one hand on his waist and the other on the wall.

After going back, Su Qin pondered for a while, and opened the file——

[If I die young.

I hope my queen mother will not be too sad, let alone blame herself for not taking good care of me.

In fact, she has paid a lot for me. Over the years, I know that there are many uncles who pursued her, but she never agreed.

Many people think that those uncles' conditions are not good, but I know that she thinks that if she remarries, my situation will be very embarrassing, and she doesn't want to make me feel uncomfortable.

When we were still living together, she liked to sit on the sofa every night while watching TV, while waiting for me to come back from outside, not saying that she was waiting for me, just sitting there quietly, and getting up after I said good night Back to the room to rest.

When my boyfriend just graduated, he was dizzy looking for a job, and I also helped him to see the recruitment unit. My queen mother almost gave me a letter of introduction, which made me almost exhausted in the interview. The boyfriend on the Internet got a good job.

The queen mother is not very good at expressing her kindness to me in words, but her actions are never late.

If I am leaving tonight, I hope that she will get out of the sadness as soon as possible and not stick to me. She should have a beautiful love and a happy family. I hope there will be a good man who understands her and makes her smile. Live like a little princess.

And suppose I die young.

I hope that my boyfriend, as he himself said, eats and sleeps when he should, and goes to work when he should go to work. How he lived before will remain the same in the future.

He can suddenly think of me in the middle of the night, and then hide in the quilt and cry trembling all over. The next day, with red and swollen eyes, he still lives step by step.

Ten days and a half months later, he gradually remembered me in midnight dreams, but he stopped crying. After half a year, he gradually no longer thought of me, and he could go to the invitations of his friends according to his mood.

A year later, he still throbs when he thinks of me, but he has become accustomed to the pain. He doesn't even bother to wrinkle his brows. Drinking a sip of coffee relieves all emotions.

He began to be able to regain his original cheerfulness when we met a long time ago. He would show his sunny smile in front of people, and some friends would try to introduce him to new partners.

In another year, everything about me will be a thing of the past. He will keep what we shared in the corner of his heart, and he will suddenly think of it when he is particularly tired. At this time, he no longer feels sad, he will feel faint. Regret, but also satisfaction.

No one has failed us in our relationship, so we shouldn't be too sad in retrospect, let's look at it with a smile.

And in a few more years, he will meet another girl who makes his heart beat, they will fall in love sweetly, and finally get married——

I will watch quietly in the sky, and see that everyone I love is finally settled, happy and healthy.

I have died young, but their lives are still going on. Although I was selfish and hoped that none of them would forget me, I should have a strong stroke in their lives.

But then I thought, how miserable they would be living like this, they never made me sad, how could I be willing to let them live in the shadow of my death for the rest of their lives.

So that's it, as long as I exist in the depths of their memory and keep that beautiful throbbing, this life is enough for me.

If I die young, please people who love me, please leave me in the past slowly, and you still have to move forward to embrace all the good things in the future, and when you are all happy, leave you Only then can I feel at ease. 】

Wrapped in a woolen windbreaker, Su Qin walked on the sparsely populated streets at night. She really couldn't sleep. At home, she couldn't help thinking about the surging images of landslides, tsunamis and various disasters, which made her have a splitting headache.

Simply walk out the door and blow on the cold air to calm your mind down.

She doesn't need to open her senses to know that there are monitors around her, but she doesn't care anymore. Anyway, whether she has used any strange abilities or not, it's just a simple insomnia to go out for a walk, this is for a girl who has experienced so many things. That said, it's not a bad move.

She was walking aimlessly, the cold wind was blowing, and later even a trace of cold raindrops was entrained. When she realized that it was drizzling, Su Qin had no intention of turning back, and still walked in a hurry, carefully and meticulously. The heavy rain gradually wet her hair and coat.

Su Qin's eyelashes were condensed with rain, and the moment she blinked, it dripped on her lower eyelid, as if a drop of tear was sliding down her cheek.

Before she knew it, Su Qin had already walked out of Queens. It was already past one o'clock in the morning, and the surroundings were so quiet that she could clearly hear the movement of mice in the trash can, as well as the voices of wild cats and stray dogs. Her hair was completely soaked. , The ponytail is pulled down as if it will be scattered at any time.

Su Qin keenly sensed something coming out of the puddle she was stepping on. Before Su Qin could react, the surrounding rain and wind rushed towards her. Water wraps.

Considering that things like rainwater are extremely dirty, Su Qinlian didn't dare to open his eyes. Who knows if he might be infected? Even if he could heal himself automatically, but his eyes would be soaked by the water all the time, and the pain would continue!

Su Qin, who was soaking in the rain with his eyes closed, could hear some vague voices, probably saying, 'Are you sure it's her...it's too easy to catch...'.

"That's right, I've seen the portrait he gave her..." The pale man with thick dark circles stared at Su Qin who was trapped in the Water Cube with eyes full of predatory desire; "It's her..." As he said this, he suddenly smiled foolishly: "Water Demon, haven't you noticed that she is still holding her breath, but her heart rhythm is normal?"

The wet man suddenly turned his head to look at the girl submerged in the water cube. Her seaweed-green hair floated in the water like algae in the deep sea. She closed her eyes and lips tightly, but she didn't feel the anxiety of being gradually deprived of oxygen. Struggling, as if just falling asleep in the water.

The black heart demon walked a few steps and stared at Su Qin, with a cruel and crazy smile: "He would never have thought that the body he desires the most will be destroyed by me now."

At that moment, Su Qin finally opened his perception to confirm the surrounding situation - Steve will arrive in 1 minute, and the special agents appointed by the military, Melinda and Grant, will arrive in [-] and a half minutes, and at the same time she saw On the other side of the road appeared a motorcycle neighing like a burning horse.

Su Qin thought without any fluctuations in his heart, this is okay, the old man Mephisto can come out, how many forces can't let go of her polygene synthetic human body.

Steve, who was the first to arrive, threw the shield and successfully forced the Black Heart Demon back into the Water Cube to try to grab Su Qin's hand. Looking at Su Qin in the Water Cube, Steve frowned and prepared to fish her out. However, the water monster suddenly sank into the ground covered with stagnant water, and the next moment Steve was dragged into a boundless cold water by the hand outstretched in the rain.

Rainy weather is an absolute advantage for the water monster. He can go wherever he wants in the boundless water, dragging the enemy directly into the water, making them struggle due to lack of oxygen, but in the end the lungs are choked with water To suffocate to death is simply the best death.

Steve's sudden fall into the ground made Melinda and Grant, who followed closely behind, realize that the two of them were not that simple. They looked at each other and felt that it was necessary to reflect the two variants the particularity of people.

However, it was just such a moment of eye contact, and the next moment they were dragged into the boundless waters just like Steve.

Su Qin watched them being dragged into the water very calmly. He didn't see any more witnesses in his perception, and there was no eyeliner from other forces nearby. Finally, he released his magic power——

With a wave of his hand, a long flame whip was stretched out and wrapped around the high railing. Su Qin pulled himself out of the shackles of the Water Cube with a forceful tug. The magic power condensed in his palm exuded high temperature and evaporated a lot of the rainwater on his face. She just opened her eyes and looked down at the black heart demon who was looking up at her obsessively.

The sense of crisis that followed caused Su Qin to hit his back with a whip, and the water monster hidden in the rain let out a scream, but Su Qin let the whip continue to extend without thinking, and peeped into the boundless waters of the water monster with his perception , wrapped up Steve, who was almost unbearable, and then pulled it out forcefully and threw it into an empty room not far away——

Steve, who was choking on water during that process, couldn't open his eyes to see anything, and he even fell his head after landing, which made him dizzy for a short half a minute, and then gradually returned to normal vision.

And Su Qin is still constantly competing with the water monster who has the fastest reaction power - the world full of rain is not friendly to Su Qin, which means that every drop of rain may become the habitat of the water monster, which makes her If it wasn't for relying on perception cheats, she would be completely defenseless, and at the same time, she would have to be alert to whether the black heart demon would suddenly attack.

When she stretched her long whip into the boundless waters of the water demon to salvage Melinda and the two, the sky suddenly brightened, and the high temperature evaporated the rainwater in this area into steam, which filled the air for a while, and Su Qin felt the scorching heat. As soon as the ground rolled, out of the corner of his eye, he saw the flaming iron chains shooting straight into a water wall, and the tragic cry of the water demon made Su Qin's eardrums sting.

But Su Qin didn't even blink his glasses and threw his whip in the direction where he just threw Steve——

Immediately afterwards, the whip was quickly withdrawn to condense it into a stick to defend——

With the sound of 'bang dang', Su Qin's mouth was numb from the shock, and the oncoming heat waves made her feel her entire cheeks were burning.

The white skull wrapped in flames was less than half a meter away from her, and the other party's ancient long-tube revolver that seemed to be melted by the flames was placed on her flame stick, and Qin Qin could smell the scorching from the flames. The hairs on Wei's back stood on end.

The moment Su Qin saw the bone's thumb buckle the safety bolt, Su Qin leaned back to avoid the bullet that had grazed her hairline, and then flipped over along the arc of his own thinking, so as not to be caught by the evil spirit The knight shot through the stomach with a wooden barn.

She didn't understand why this guy wanted to do something to herself, but she guessed that this should be when Johnny first signed the contract with Mephisto. Sometimes, Ghost Rider doesn't distinguish between enemy and friend, and will attack as long as he sees someone. The only difference is that when he finally looks at the opponent's soul, he will spare his life if he is innocent, and burn the opponent's soul into ashes if he is guilty.

In perception, Su Qin saw that Steve and Melinda had reached a consensus, and they were rushing here together. She had to get rid of Ghost Rider as soon as possible, and then pretend to faint, otherwise, if she was seen to be so good at fighting, Steve would still Well, as long as I explain my difficulties, I probably won't be too angry. Melinda and Grant belong to the S.H.I.E.L.D.It will start to be harassed by the military S.H.I.E.L.D. again!The most frightening thing is that when SHIELD is still fully controlled by Hydra, if she is targeted... Grena Martha, and even those people in the restaurant, may be pinched into a threat by that Her hostage!

God knows what those crazy guys will do to her relatives and friends in order to make her obedient!

Can't control it anymore, Su Qin draws a circle with the hanging ring, the opposite is connected to the top of Kunlun Mountain, the moment the boundary line is formed, the wind and snow are howling, Su Qin grabs the burning iron chain of the ghost knight with his bare hands, and endures the burning of the flames The pain of burning skin and flesh pulled the skeleton covered in flames and fell into the boundary line.

And when Steve and others rushed back, there was only a scorched motorcycle left here, and there were neither the two special mutants nor Su Qin.

Steve glanced at his shield that was thrown on the ground, his chest heaved violently, and the frustration and annoyance pent up in his heart made him tremble all over - he didn't protect that child well!

This strong remorse made Steve's eyes turn red, and Melinda finally got through the connection after panting for a while: "Z1224 was taken away by the other party, repeat Z1224 was taken away by the other party... There are two mutants on the other side, one can manipulate water and can hide himself in water of any size, and the other has unknown abilities and is a high-risk mutant..."

The wind on the top of Kunlun Mountain has always been accompanied by snow, and it is even bitingly cold in winter. If Su Qin hadn't relied on the magic power to drive away the cold, he would have turned into an ice sculpture every minute.

And Ghost Rider seemed to be frightened by Su Qin's accident of dragging him to the icy world. He was left in a daze for a while, and then he realized that the fire all over his body was tossed for a while by the snowflakes and the whistling north wind. It will be wiped out after getting up, and what is even more frightening is that he soon felt that his joints were frozen and stiff, and his flat nostrils were covered with ice slag...

Su Qin quietly watched the white skeleton trembling and making teeth-acid sounds. The tall ghost knight huddled into a ball within a few minutes, squatting in the snow and looking up. A few shards of ice hung from her hollow eye sockets... She suddenly felt a little pitiful for this baby.

Su Qin touched his conscience, and then sent his voice directly into his mind: "...I will take you back, but you can't hit me again, or I will drag you back!"

The Ghost Rider, who had been frozen into a fool, nodded with difficulty and stiffly. Su Qin thought for a while, dug up his memory and looked at his residence, and was a little dumbfounded—this guy actually lives in a huge pile of abandoned cars. In the abandoned depot, he slept in a large truck compartment that he modified himself.

After all, considering that he just disappeared from that place, Melinda and Grant will definitely contact the military to take a large number of people to reconnaissance, and Steve will probably stay at the scene to look at the data they collected, so Su Qin can't bring this The skeleton frozen into a ball returned to the original place, and it was not appropriate to go directly to her own home. It was hard to guarantee that the military would not also take some people to her home to see.

So it's best to go to the place where this guy lives, and then arrange for him to cooperate in a scene later, so as to ensure Su Qin's "innocent, harmless, absolutely weak" character design all the time!

But Su Qin didn't expect that this guy lived in such a remote place, and it was so deserted... Isn't Johnny from a performance team? She remembered that this guy was interviewed on TV in the movie, so he should be quite rich...

Although his mind was full of doubts, Su Qin still drew the boundary line and dragged him back to his cabin. As soon as he returned to a slightly warmer place here, the skeleton trembled violently, and kept making that bone-shattering sound. After ten seconds, Su Qin saw a huge change in the appearance of the skeleton—he turned back into a man.

A black-haired and black-eyed man of Indonesian descent, he seemed to be suffering from a lot of energy. He was a little weak and tired at this time, and even looked up at Su Qin's eyes without any spirit: "...what the hell are you... ..."

He can't stop breathing when he says a word, which shows how weak he is now - Su Qin thought casually and tore off the hair rope, letting his wet long hair spread out: "As you can see, he is a legal underage citizen of the United States, On the contrary, the way you looked just now makes people think you are something."

Johnny was in severe pain all over his body, and he was always suffering from the aftereffects of the evil spirit's possession: "...no matter what you are, leave my territory now!"

Su Qin took off his woolen coat, and the wet shirt fabric was sticking to his skin, which was very uncomfortable: "I will go, but not now, and I can't go like this."

Johnny frowned impatiently and looked at this expressionless girl. Thinking of her magical ability, he scratched his hair anxiously: "As you like, but don't try to threaten me again, I swear, What do you do again, I will break your neck!"

"...if you can." Su Qin rolled his eyes, then picked up his coat and handed it to him; "Can you lend me some clean clothes, you won't bear to see a young girl in bloom who has a high fever in front of you so pitifully Bar?"

Johnny wanted to say that he was very cruel, but looking at Su Qin's calm and unwavering eyes, he felt a thorn in his back, and his heart trembled inexplicably. He stretched out his finger and said, "Go find it yourself, don't be too troublesome."

Su Qin threw the coat in his hand on the chair, walked over and said to him: "Thank you, and you'd better change it too, you look weaker than me, I don't want to take care of you."

The corner of Johnny's mouth twitched, and he couldn't help but say, "Isn't it your fault?"

"Wow, it sounds like I was the one who attacked first." Su Qin opened the closet and glanced at it. Judging by the height difference, even if she only wears a Johnny shirt, she can pretend to be a shirt anywhere. Long shirt dress - so angry!Why hasn't she grown taller yet!So far only 1.6 meters!What is this called!Peter next door is already 1.7 meters high!

Angry and angry, she still grabbed a shirt, and then asked Johnny where the toilet was. Johnny didn't know if he thought she was a child and didn't have to worry about it, but she had already stripped off her upper body and wiped water there. Su Qin didn't feel embarrassed when looking at the body, anyway, it's not like he hasn't seen it before, Mr. Bodybuilder's advertisement is much more exaggerated than his

The author has something to say: So Su Qin asked where the bathroom was very calmly, Johnny grabbed the towel and raised his chin annoyedly: "It's behind that door."

Su Qin rolled in quickly and changed her shirt. By the way, she thought about how to persuade Johnny to act for her after going out. After about twenty minutes, she finally finalized everything and opened the door: "Uncle, a good man will do it to the end, you Do me a favor."

Johnny, who had already climbed into bed and was about to sleep, turned his head and glanced at her, then sneered and pulled the quilt over his head: "Don't even think about it!"

Summary of this chapter——

Ghost Rider debut QVQ

The character design adopts the version of Gabriel Luna, which is the version that played a guest role in the fourth season of Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D.→_→

Su Qinqin's character design will not collapse, Su Qinqin has special skills to get back safely and continue to be a legal and good citizen of the United States 0v0

In the next chapter, on Nini's birthday, Lao Wan calls out for love on the Statue of Liberty, and the little spider finally grows up without anyone noticing [What the hell! ? 】

And the chief mobile captain of Heypaw is about to leave the mountain, and Uncle Wolf kills halfway to tear up the captain——

Okay, I'm done with the preview. I wanted to do a double update today, but after reading a comment, I was so angry that I didn't feel like coding at all_(:зゝ∠)_

I admit that Su Qinqin's personality is changeable, but who the hell can tell me that Su Qinqin's personality is still similar to the heroine in that novel! ?Don't make shit up for me and say that my family, Su Qinqin, is a patchwork of heroines from other novels!Will you talk!It's really spinning and bursting!

I really don't want to talk about the development with the king again - what happened to the king if Su Qinqin didn't come here?For any normal woman, when she wakes up and sees herself naked in the arms of a man, isn't the most important thing to reflect is that they have an intimate relationship with each other, and then under the premise of this first impression—did Su Qinqin do anything with others?

Later, it was because of decades of getting along with each other, coupled with the king's pressing every step of the way, that Su Qinqin turned against each other. How can I feel sorry for the little spider?She and Little Spider just had a kiss, a formal confession, and no confirmation of their relationship!Then just cut off contact for decades!The budding relationship has long been wiped out after decades!

What the hell is he saying that he is a little conservative Chinese? Su Qinqin has the right to face up to his feelings, fall in love and get married!She is human!She is no ascetic monk!

Oh my god, I feel like I wasted all my previous explanations, I almost doubt my life QAQ

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