[comprehensive] dream maker

Su Qin has nothing to regret about his own birth, and he must say that he has never had anything about his mother.

My father never took the initiative to mention everything about my mother, and there was no trace at all in the house. There were so many blanks that Su Qin could only fill in randomly, so there was a dark history—taking the nanny as a mother.

When she asked why her mother came every morning and left at night, Tongtong's mother was always there, why did her mother behave like this? The father kept silent and did not answer, but took Aunt Song back after a few days.

Su Qin was told so abruptly that her biological mother had passed away long ago, and from now on, the woman in front of her would be her stepmother.

Su Qin didn't lose her temper, but suddenly she didn't like staying at home. She started to run around, especially like to go to parks where there are more old people or under the flyover, sometimes riverside parks, etc. Some old people stay together, learn Tai Chi with them, learn that, learn and learn, and suddenly they are pushed to the competition.

Later, on a very sudden day, Aunt Song told her that her father had an accident and would die.

Su Qin felt more of—oh, got it—than sadness.

Su Qin's sad nerves seem to be slow to respond by nature, and it always takes a long time to be touched, and then he wants to express, but there is no one to tell, so he can only be at a loss for the surging emotions, and then gradually learn I kept silent and endured it, and swallowed it myself when no one said anything.

Later, grandpa also left. Su Qin thought about the old man's expectations for her all the time, and went back to school to study obediently. As he read, he read a week.

Zhou Ji didn't know why he just went blind, he chased her relentlessly, Su Qin was annoyed by being chased, thinking that there was no one else anyway, so he just made do with it, make do with it for a few years, the feelings are so real It was wasted.

Who ever thought that if one didn't pay attention, he would come inexplicably—at least, Su Qin himself always thought that it was like this.

"I've known you since the first day you came here." Gu Yi looked at her quietly, without pity or accusation in his eyes, but calmly conveyed a cognition; "You are not a human soul, and you have me The irresistible power, I don’t know how you formed it, but I know the power you need to continue to maintain it after you form it—the power of the soul. If you lose the power of the soul, you will collapse. You can have consciousness because you absorb it. The human soul gradually gave birth to human consciousness..."

Su Qin's eyes looked at her without blinking, and the light from the candlelight fell on her eyes, flickering and frail, as if she would be swallowed by a void in the depths of her eyes at any time.

"I've been observing you, and the longer I watch, the more I realize that you don't seem to know what you are, and you don't have the desire to control yourself..." Gu Yi paused, frowning slightly as if he was blaming himself Looking at Su Qin in general; "I have to admit, I didn't want to touch you at first... Your ability is also dangerous to me, maybe you can swallow me too."

Su Qin just listened quietly, without any intention of responding, or rather, she stood there like a doll who had lost her soul.

Gu Yi finally sighed: "... Su Qin, this is not your fault."

"...Really..." Su Qin's eyes moved slightly to look at Gu Yi, the eyes on his pale face were like two dry wells that had been abandoned for a long time; "Is there any difference?"

"...you can control your instinct, you can stop making mistakes." Gu Yi's eyes remained calm without any condemnation; "Since you are the final winner of this contest, you can control it."

"Under control and stop making mistakes, can the previous one be treated as if it didn't happen?" Su Qin stared at Gu Yi with wide eyes in a daze; "And then, then I can continue to live as Suzy?"

Gu Yi was silent, and pity finally appeared in those eyes.

Su Qin suddenly smiled: "Yes, I can. Anyway, I am nothing. Who knows what I am, Su Qin? No, this is just a soul that I devour...Then what am I...? "

"...What do you want yourself to be?" Gu Yi raised the corners of his lips slightly; "You are already you, aren't you?"

Su Qin's eyes gradually calmed down, but her smile showed exhaustion. She lowered her eyelids slightly and didn't know where she was looking: "I know the truth no less than you, although these are the things I stole by devouring other people's souls..."

If she hadn't seen how she looked different from other souls, maybe she could still struggle a bit. The person in front of her was lying. Unfortunately, Gu Yi's thinking was not abnormal, and none of her words were false, and Su Qin herself was indeed I have seen my own strange appearance.

Gu Yi's peaceful eyes fell on Su Qin, and she quietly waited for this child who was still figuring out how to exist as a human being.

Su Qin didn't want to dig into the horns, and she also knew that it didn't make any sense to think about 'I killed them' now. Even if she condemned herself in her heart, could atonement be able to revive the soul that was swallowed by herself?

But if there is no atonement, is it true that the souls who were murdered should have never happened?

"...I don't know what I am, and I don't know how to tell some people this fact..." Su Qin packed up her confused thoughts and sent them to the basement of the memory palace. Not at all shaken, but extremely determined: "But I know what I should do so that there will be no more victims."

Su Qin left Karma Taj before dawn. The talented Su Qin learned the power of Vishanti quickly and made Gu Yi feel that he is a genius in the world. It is something that others may not be able to accomplish in decades. After hours of mastery, Gu Yi, who was originally only planning to teach Su Qin how to feel himself, listen to himself, and finally restrain himself with himself--a kind of mother-in-law picked up a treasure!Although it may have something to do with Su Qin's identity, it is a precious gain for every teacher to have a student with extraordinary talents.

"She is excellent." Karl Modo watched the disappearing trajectory of the boundary drawn by Su Qin, his eyes did not appreciate, and his frowning revealed his uneasiness and defensiveness; "But she is more dangerous than Casillas."

Gu Yi showed a gentle and tolerant smile, she looked at the student beside her, her eyes were always calm and calm: "Don't worry, she is very firm... in the dark and trying to find the light, how can I continue to turn a blind eye. "

"But now that the night is coming, I'm afraid she won't last until dawn." Carl Modu still felt untrustworthy; "She is not human after all, you teach a monster how to master more powerful power, I'm afraid she will eventually become more terrifying the destroyer."

"There are no monsters, Karl." Gu Yi shook his head with a disapproving smile; "She is just a newborn girl who needs careful guidance. She can become a better version of herself, but she doesn't know how to do it yet." She turned Turning around and walking to the tea fun table to prepare a pot of tea for himself, he looked very carefree and said, "Well~ I want to say, it is quite challenging to raise such a dangerous child..."

Karl looked at the Supreme Mage helplessly, feeling powerless by the joyful smile on his face: "I just made a plan to go to some places, I don't think I have much time..."

"No, Carl, I didn't want you to help me teach students." Gu Yi calmly rinsed the tea; "She is still very dangerous, you can't resist her... I don't want to see the internal digestion of the teacher. Digestion that wasn't tied the knot would make me sad."

"...It's getting late, I wish you a sweet dream." Be calm, you can't beat it with your hands—Karl endured his itchy fists, and decided to leave this mage who turned on the teasing mode quickly. One face is never enough.

Gu Yi just smiled noncommittal, and Carl took her as acquiescence, and hurriedly evacuated from this dangerous place.

There was a little conflict on Kama Taj's side, but Su Qin's side was also not calm.

Su Qin, who used the hanging ring to send herself directly home, went downstairs to the kitchen to cook noodles as soon as she got out of the room, but just as she went downstairs, she saw Steve sitting in the living room of her house.

Su Qin felt astonished, and Steve was even more surprised: "Suzy?" After a moment, Steve's eyes became a little serious: "Where did you go and how did you come back?"

Su Qin confessed everything very honestly: "A person who called himself Gu Yi took me to her home, and she said I was not human..."

Steve's heart suddenly rose. He watched the expression changes on Su Qin's face nervously, and his brain told the operation how to explain something to her, no, the most important thing was how to comfort her——suddenly learned that his strange Life experience and life being denied, no one would be able to stand it.

"I don't believe what she said, so I refuse to talk to her. She seems to want me to be with her, but I don't want to." Su Qin's calm expression didn't seem to be affected at all, she walked down the stairs and turned to the kitchen ; "I have my own home, and I'm not going back anywhere."

Steve often let out a breath, calmed down a little, and followed Su Qin's pace: "...Your feeling is right."

Since Su Qin himself didn't believe it, then... then don't tell her that it's all true, just a child, knowing too much may not be a good thing... Steve watched Su Qin go straight to the refrigerator, and walked over knowingly: " Haven't you eaten yet, let me take you out to eat, I know a good breakfast shop."

"I just want to eat noodles." Su Qin took out what he needed, and suddenly thought of something and looked at Steve, his gaze was as deep as a deep well: "Speaking of which, why are you at my house?"

Steve was suddenly embarrassed, she, he couldn’t say it, could it be that ‘Yesterday I heard that you were being followed and opened fire, I went to rescue you and found that you were missing, so I came to your house to look for you, but if you didn’t find it, I just waited this'? ——This is definitely not going to work... Hey, wait, fire! ?

Steve looked at Su Qin with some doubts: "...Suzy, yesterday evening...do you remember what happened?"

Su Qin took the pot and put the water on the boil, and said in a flat tone: "A group of people followed me, and then opened fire on me." She turned her body to look back at Steve, and the twilight in the morning light came through the window on the other side. It came over and landed on her, and she stood there with half light and half shadow; "I hid in the abandoned building, and then I met Gu Yi, did you come to me because of those talents?"

"Yeah... I, I mean, I thought they were trying to catch you and threaten me..." Steve is not good at lying, so he can only make it up; "You know, I'm a little special, maybe a little The organization knew that I had woken up... In short, in short, you were hurt by me, I'm sorry..."

Su Qin turned his head to look at the fire, saw that the water was almost boiling, and prepared with noodles: "No one would want this kind of thing, if it's not your fault, don't apologize, you can still think about coming to my house to see if I'm okay , have fulfilled their responsibilities.”

"...Suzy." Steve suddenly had a decision, he felt that it might be better if he did this; "Can I live in your house temporarily... I will pay your rent and help you with some housework What……"

"Although I know you want to ensure that I won't be harassed again." Su Qin doesn't know what Steve is thinking, but if this person stays here, it will be a hindrance to her; "but my mother is not at home now, just I'm the only one...you live here, come in and out...other people don't talk about you and me, they will guess between you and my mother."

Steve blushed like something: "Yes, I didn't think carefully... Well, or do you know anyone else renting out houses around here?"

Su Qin almost sighed, is this person really stubborn to the end: "I don't know very well, maybe you can look around, there is a bulletin board at the corner of the street, most of the news about houses for rent will be posted Over there."

"Okay." Steve nodded, watching Su Qin concentrate on cooking noodles, in fact he was not very hungry, but suddenly he was a little greedy; "...can you cook more..."

Su Qin's actions below paused, and he felt a little bit of shit, Captain, is it really okay for you to be so thick-skinned-but he still kept a smile on his face and said: "No problem, you must be hungry if you sit all night Alright, can I have spicy food?"

"It's okay." Steve's mood suddenly became much clearer, and he got closer to see how Su Qin would do it; "The shape of this noodle...is the kind of noodle in China, right?"

"Well, dragon beard noodles, I asked the boss where I can buy them." Su Qin said, throwing the chopped tomatoes and green peppers into the pot, and when the water boiled to one side, she took out the noodles.

"Do this?" The studious Mr. Steve was a little surprised by her way of cooking noodles.

Su Qin explained: "The noodles will be easily broken if cooked for too long, but the tomato and pepper will not taste well, so put the noodles out first, and continue to cook the tomato and pepper."

After cooking, Su Qin specially gave the big bowl to Steve, and sat at the dining table holding the small bowl. This was just a decision based on the difference in appetite between the two, but Steve felt it was inexplicably heart-warming. , After sitting down, I saw Su Qin holding a bowl in both hands and sipping soup in small mouths, just like a puppy drinking water, cute and lovable.

After eating the noodles, Steve offered to wash the dishes, but Su Qin refused, saying that there was no reason for the guests to do it, and drove Steve away. Steve had no choice but to thank him again before leaving.

Su Qin waved at him without turning his head: "Okay, now you know, let's go."

This posture made Steve dumbfounded.

After hearing the sound of closing the door, the expression on Su Qin's face completely faded away. He washed the dishes expressionlessly, then went upstairs to take a shower to tidy up his exhausted body, and didn't care about rest. By this time, the biological clock no longer felt tired, but was inertial. Remind her to go for a morning run.

Su Qin stood silently in front of the changing mirror of the closet, the figure reflected in the mirror was slender and thin, his face was fair but almost bloodless, there was an ominous thick black in the depths of his cadmium green pupils, and his loose long hair had faint natural curls , clinging to her back as deep as seaweed.

"Suzy..." Su Qin muttered the name, stretched out his hand, and trembled slightly when he touched the cold mirror; "Suzy..."

Everyone here who knows you likes you...

You have a gentle and strong mother, you have a bamboo horse who is willing to help you even if you don’t appreciate you that much, you have two childhood playmates who cherish you very much after a long absence, and you have met many smart and honest people older friend...

Su Qin... Su Qin also cares about her grandfather, silently pays attention to her stepmother, and deeply loves her boyfriend...

And who is she, or him, no, it should be more accurate——it is just a... monster that gets into other people's bodies, devours other people's lives, and steals other people's lives.

All the possessions do not belong to it. These emotions are probably stolen from other people's souls. The so-called beliefs are just stolen from others and held in their own hands.

Su Qin changed into sportswear, tied up her hair and went out. Peter was still waiting outside. When he saw her, he smiled and waved: "Hi, SuQin, you are more than 20 minutes late today!"

It took almost a second for Su Qin to slowly raise the corners of his mouth: "Well, I didn't sleep well, and I kept you waiting."

Peter was keenly aware of something, and when Su Qin walked in, he stared at her: "You're not very happy What's the matter, can you talk to me?"

Su Qin slowly breathed in the fresh morning air. She vaguely saw a dark substance covered with scarlet sparks filling her body. She tried to let the substance return to her body, and at the same time raised her head to look at Peter. In an instant, turbulent emotions rushed out of her closed heart door: "I killed her."

Peter stared at her with wide eyes in astonishment: "What?"

"...I killed Suzy." After the rush, all emotions disappeared, and Su Qin's extremely calm eyes made people look terrified; "I killed her, Peter."

Peter stared at her blankly, as if he couldn't believe it, and then he saw Su Qin turning around and running forward with a blank face, as if nothing had happened, and started to run in the morning, but he realized that he couldn't, he couldn't let her Run, this is definitely not just a morning run!

Peter tried to grab her, but was staggered a few steps forward by her firm force: "SuQin! Wait, stop..."

As if she didn't hear it, Su Qin stepped forward with a calm expression, almost indifferent, and dragged Peter who was holding her arm and ran away.

Peter was in such a panic, he didn't know what he was afraid of, but he was determined instinctively not to let go, so he simply embraced him with his whole body: "SuQin! SuQin! I don't know how to say it, but I know you are uncomfortable! Don't hold back! You can fight with me! Don't hold back yourself!"

Then, Su Qin turned around and punched him on the chin. Peter clearly heard the sound of his chin joint being dislocated directly.

Su Qin was almost crazy about unilateral violence. Peter tried his best to keep his head, and then took the opportunity to fight back against Su Qin in Su Qin's madness. Unfortunately, the strength of the two was very different, and Peter basically failed to cause any substantial damage to Su Qin.

But in the end, Peter had almost no strength to move, and Su Qin suddenly stopped her fists and feet. She pressed Peter and sat on his waist. Her chest was violently heaved by this violent movement, her hair was messed up, and there was a tear at the corner of her mouth. .

But Peter who was lying down was even worse. There were serious bruises at the corners of his eyes and mouth. He looked at Su Qin with his only intact left eye with difficulty. When Su Qin pulled his chin back, he groaned in pain, but even so, he still gave Su Qin a very ugly smile: "Now...do you feel better?"

"...If you are not shaking M, then you have a problem with your brain." Su Qin answered completely irrelevantly, she didn't look at this guy's face at all, to be honest, she still had to pay attention to her actions, otherwise this man's bones would be smashed to pieces .

Peter didn't expect her to talk like that. She couldn't catch her breath and coughed until her lungs exploded. Su Qin hurriedly stepped aside to help him up, and patted his chest to let him breathe. Peter grabbed her hand that patted his chest. , turned to look at her with disgust and said: "If you continue to shoot, my ribs will be broken...Why are you so energetic?"

"Naturally, if you are dissatisfied, tell my father." Su Qin shook his hand away, and stopped when he was about to roll his eyes. Remembering who got this talent from, he felt uncomfortable for a while.

The author has something to say: Seeing that Su Qin's expression was wrong, Peter pursed his lips and grabbed her hand again: "...I can't comment on this matter fairly, but all you can do now is to live well. If you have a chance to live, cherish it, use all your efforts to make your life better, and don't waste it."

Su Qin looked at him, as if puzzled and looking forward to something, Peter held her hand tighter and tighter: "Even if you think it's atonement, you have to live a good life and take good care of Grena, is Suzy willing? I hate you so much, you can always repent, but you can’t indulge in it, otherwise there is no point in everything you do, do you want to have a chance to survive, is it just to keep self-loathing and self-denial?”

"...No." Su Qin's eye sockets were slightly red, and the mist accumulated in her eyes finally condensed into tears, but she looked at him with a bright smile and said, "I want to be a human, that's all. I'm pretty sure I want to be a human being in this world, a simple and happy human being."

I don't know why, I have absorbed someone's soul to form a consciousness, my original wish is so clear and simple - to live in this world as an ordinary person.

Summary of this chapter——

Ancient Goddess is so kind and beautiful!

As for the male protagonist, I only want the little spider QVQ

Su Qin doesn't want to recognize her father even more now, it's not her father at all, why do you recognize her →_→

The next drama -

Iron Man: How about my suit? …Is it too formal to see my daughter wearing a suit? Will it make her think I am too official? ...I'm going to make something more casual... Author, please wait, I haven't chosen my clothes yet and I haven't permed my hair yet! !

Wolverine: Is the way I appear on the stage too ordinary? Can I be more cool? It’s best that my daughter will be shocked and kneel down and call me Dad when she sees it!

Little Spider: ...I think I am the most painful hero, it really hurts...

Da Chao: Believe me Peter, you will suffer more in the future.

Hannibal: Where's my scalpel...

Captain America: You get the moon first if you are close to the water, author, you are really too partial...

Batman: It seems to be my turn soon. Although I have no blood relationship and have not entered the male lead candidate, I can recognize a goddaughter, right?

Penguin: I heard that someone misses me, hee hee hee hee hee then here I come~

Su Qin: ... Author, do you want to die, or do you want to die?

Master Lu: Hey, I don't understand what they said!

Baji: ...Take your hands away, don't pull my pants!