[comprehensive] dream maker

He felt cold, even though several layers of shabby curtains had been lighted, but because the place was too humid, the damp and cold penetrated through his flesh and blood, making his muscles and bones tremble.

It's been a long time since Su Qin's voice came from behind him, he couldn't help but mockingly smiled, also, if he couldn't benefit from him, naturally he wouldn't want to stay with a guy like him.

He pursed his lips, and suddenly the girl's bloodless face appeared in his mind, and he even remembered what she said - "Why do you always wear a hemp hood..."

His hand unconsciously stretched in from under the burlap sack, and his rough and cold fingers touched the uneven muscle texture, which seemed to be like a bumpy and muddy road in the field, and instantly made him retract his hand as if his hand was sore from a fire. finger.

He couldn't help but curled up and shivered, clenched his teeth but couldn't stop the tears from gushing out of his eyes.

He heard the ridicule of those people again, the voices of men, women, children, and the elderly were all intertwined. Countless voices rushed towards him like a flood, drowning him in the tsunami created by the voices, which became more and more serious. The pressure of the water made him unable to breathe, and he felt a mass burning in his chest, burning his flesh and blood to ashes...

Suddenly, the voice of a woman humming a melody slowly floated over from a distance. The melody was coherent and long, but there were no lyrics, only a gentle nasal voice like coaxing a child to sleep.

The boy's ups and downs and turbulent emotions are gradually soothed in the gentle tunes.

The lone wolf trapped in the forest filled with smoke and fire encountered the rain from the sky. He no longer had to panic about the flames. The drizzle of cold rain fell on him gently, soothing all his burns.

"Hmm~~mm~mmmm..." Su Qin didn't understand the French sung by the soprano, but it didn't prevent him from memorizing the tune and humming casually. The melodious and long singing voice was so beautiful that she couldn't help but be intoxicated.

Floating back to the boy, seeing him lying there curled up in a ball, Su Qin knew that the child was probably cold, but she couldn't touch anything, and she couldn't pick up another curtain for the boy to cover her body. Su Qin slightly stopped humming in melancholy: "...I should have reminded him to build something just now..."

Su Qin felt that he was like Yang Bailao who was oppressed by Huang Shiren, and he was particularly distressed: "If you get sick, it will be so uncomfortable..."

Su Qin, who was muttering, felt that he should take precautions before they happened, so he hurriedly looked for a place nearby where he could get medicine. Fortunately, it was at least 1870, and the Paris era, as the pearl of France, was developing rapidly. The store also allowed Su Qin to directly find the Paris School of Surgery... Oh, it’s okay, it’s indeed France, the French baba with the most advanced medical development in the 19th century!

But the law and order here is pretty average. It’s a young boy—as long as he takes off that eye-catching hood, he can sneak in and out of the crowd in minutes. There are even a few places where he can’t come out to live. not difficult.

Su Qin's abacus was rattling. The environment of the underground lake is really not suitable for a thin child to live in. Hiding here, although it doesn't mean that there is a high bed to warm the pillow, there is a bed anyway. The four walls can also shelter from the wind and rain, plus There is also a library in the college - the emphasis is on books!

Although Su Qin dare not say that he can hand in the books, after all, this is Paris, France, and most of the books are estimated to be in French, but if you look hard, you should be able to find some English books—anyway, the child can speak English well, Just teach him to learn English.

Carefully studying every road in the college, and observing the patterns of the patrolling guards in the middle of the night for a while, Su Qin fully planned how to let the boy sneak in here, and happily returned to the underground lake.

Su Qin, who returned to the underground lake again, found that the boy was still sleeping, but she was not in a hurry. Before she came back, she checked the time on the clock tower, and it was less than an hour before dawn. Let the boy sleep for a while, and wait for him Waking up, she was telling him those things.

As for whether to go to the academy, the choice is in his own hands, and Su Qin can only give suggestions.

In fact, the boy was not completely asleep. Years of torment made him lose the ability to sleep sweetly. He always slept very lightly, and any wind and grass could wake him up—just because he heard the low-pitched singing, He knew it was Su Qin, so he didn't react, but continued to curl up there pretending to be asleep.

He didn't know why Su Qin left and came back again, but he was unexpectedly satisfied that she came back again. It felt like an unreachable dream he had once had. In the dream, the woman whose face could not be seen was stroking him gently. softly humming a gentle lullaby to lull him to sleep...

After several wasted days, that dream gradually faded and mottled, but slowly revived in Su Qin's humming, and gradually regained its brilliance before his eyes.

For a moment, he suddenly felt that being the child of the devil is also beneficial——

Only the son of the devil can meet the devil, isn't it.

Su Qin felt that since she became like this ghost, not only did she not feel hungry, she didn't even feel tired. She still felt energetic after running up and down. If it wasn't for being unable to touch things, she really wanted to rely on With this strong mental strength, he ran directly to sweep up various clothing stores-how exciting to rob with a hood on!

With her skills, it's no problem to become a notorious robber these days!

...Eh, wait, why would she want to be a robber...

I'm going to die, I'm in a bit of a three-view crisis, Wo Ri, it's not that little brat who has no strength to restrain a chicken, no ink on his chest, can only make do with petty theft, I'm so powerful, my stomach is full Black ink squirts people to death, can't live with any job, and wants to be a robber...

Su Qin fell into repentance. She felt that there was something wrong with her ideology—it was probably because she felt the horror of poverty in Suzy's house. Clothes are hotheaded.

Be calm, you have the ability to make money—after all, you are all ghosts now, and you don’t need to eat and wear, so why worry...

Su Qin, who was just thinking about not being in a hurry, caught a glimpse of the sleeping teenager, and his eyes died suddenly——Can Ma De not be in a hurry, raising a child!How to support without money! ?Always sneaking around and eating leftovers from other people's kitchens. What if one day she doesn't have time to hide him and someone blocks him, this child must not be beaten to death?You can only steal other people's unfit clothes if you wear them. What's the point of keeping warm if the clothes don't fit!If she doesn't have money to hire a teacher, can she really teach well?If you sneakily rescued this child, you will definitely get used to it and think it is right, and you will be fine when you grow up!

Su Qin's mind frantically swiped the screen with countless thoughts. Not long after she finished the analysis and quickly listed the plan, she completely calmed down.

"...Why are you back again?" Although he had already noticed that Su Qin was back, he actually wanted to say something else, but for some reason, the words with a mocking tone leaked out as soon as he opened his mouth, which made him both Regret and shame.

"I'm afraid I'll be lonely if you don't see me." Su Qin sighed in his heart and approached with a smile; "Anyway, I will feel lonely, so I finally found someone who can see me, so I just left, I can't bear to part with you of."

"...Huh!" He probably had a fever, he felt that his whole body was so hot with his head, and suddenly he was at a loss for words and didn't know how to answer, so he could only grunt coldly to express his disdain for her.

Su Qin shrugged indifferently, and turned to look at the surface of the underground lake on the other side: "I can call you whatever you want before." She paused for a while and then screened the words she had targeted; "What do you think? How is Hope?"

He was a little dazed, and then he felt a warm current spread from his heart and thought about his limbs, his tone became much gentler: "Okay."

Su Qinpiao got a little higher, as if she had stood up. She moved forward for a certain distance, and turned her head to look at Hope who was still sitting on the 'bed'. There was a dark red luster in her dark eyes, like It's the texture of burning black charcoal: "Hope, do you hate being with people?"

"...You're wrong." Hope became a little emotionally unstable; "People hate me."

"What about you?" Su Qin looked at him helplessly, like looking at his child who made trouble for no reason; "Do you hate yourself too?"

Without any hesitation, Hope gritted his teeth and said, "Otherwise, if you were me, you would hate your own existence, so I can only hide in such a dark, wet, dirty place..."

"I don't understand." Su Qin just interrupted him calmly; "You always talk about yourself, but I can't see what's wrong with you. You wear a hood all the time, is it because you are ugly or because your face was injured... ..."

"Shut up!" Hope yelled hysterically in a voice that seemed to be broken; "Why do you have so much curiosity!? Just because of your ignorance? Put away your hypocrisy! You Do you want to humiliate me so much!?..."

"What do you have that deserves my humiliation." Su Qin is still calm, and she herself thinks it's amazing that she can be so calm; "You are humiliating yourself."

Hope's voice seemed to be blocked by a plug suddenly, and he couldn't come out. He stared blankly at Su Qin floating in the void. There was no emotion on his abnormally pale face, and his eyes were weirdly dark but scarlet. Li was also calm, she just stared at him, looking at him with pure and fair eyes without the slightest prejudice or pity.

"It's you who think you're ugly, you think you're disgusting, you hate yourself, this kind of hatred even spreads to others, so you hate other people too..."

"No, no, you laughed at me, you tortured me crazily..." He desperately refuted for himself, shook his head and did not accept Su Qin's words.

"When did I ever laugh at you?" Su Qin looked at his behavior like a mental breakdown, and was not in a hurry or stopped him, but said calmly: "If someone else laughs at you, you should laugh back."

"What...?" Hope couldn't understand Su Qin's words, but he had a glimmer of hope popping up in his heart. This glimmer of hope made him calm down a little, and made him faintly expect what Su Qin would say next.

"Judging people by their appearance is the most stupid behavior. When you meet such idiots, of course you can laugh at them." Su Qin can roughly guess that this child is probably very ugly, so ugly that people think he is the son of a monster, so he suffered a lot. A lot of ridicule or even abuse, so that the personality becomes sensitive and extreme, as long as someone mentions some sensitive words, he can't control his emotions-extreme inferiority complex but wants to maintain some dignity, making this child become Dangerous and pathetic.

She approached Hope who was standing there in a daze: "It is true that good-looking people are full of joy at first sight, but so what, can they be good-looking for a lifetime, who is not like that when they get old, with wrinkled faces Her hair is graying and even falling off——" Su Qin herself is also the first person, but what she loves most is the soul of some people who are getting more and more beautiful, and she can't forget to open her mouth to say "my god" and "my goddess" My Brain Man''My Brain Woman''s love has never been the little fresh meat and flowers that appear every year with hit dramas, but she fell in love at first sight when she was young, and she watched the news from time to time. Judgment, delete one by one, and stay with her to spend the river of time together, she grows up and they grow old, but what they have done will not fade as they get old, and their contributions will not fade as they get old Those who have become less.

"Some people live beautifully, but they are like that when they are old. There are only a few words 'he used to be beautiful'." Su Qin's tone was light, without possible ups and downs, but seemed sincere; Ugly, even horrible, but some of the things they did, even when they were old and dead, when people bring it up they say 'he was a great so-and-so, I read his book, I heard his voice songs, I love his lyric, some of the things he creates are world treasures...'”

Her eyes became gentle, like a calm and flowing river. In her eyes, he saw his thin and dirty body, and there was a faint tingling pain in his heart, but he took a slow and deep breath to dull the pain, making the pain dull. His distorted self-esteem could calm down, and then he heard himself say: "...Why, do you want to say that I can become such a great person..."

Su Qinwei shook his head with a smile: "What kind of person you can become is not up to me, it's up to you to decide."

Hope was silent and didn't answer. Su Qin got closer to him. There was almost only a fist distance between them, and they could see each other's eyes clearly. Su Qin looked at him gently and said, "Whether you decide to be What kind of person, at least for now, you have to learn to accept your own flaws, only by treating yourself gently, can you open your mind and get out of this cage of inferiority."

"...Ican't..." Hope's voice was full of panic and uncertainty, "at least for now...I can't..."

Su Qin knew that it was really unrealistic to ask the child to take off the headgear at once. He was afraid that he would be tortured by his own appearance for too long. The headgear was like his little self-esteem left. As long as he took it off, he was afraid that he would be stripped naked all.

"Take your time." Su Qin moved his hand back and forth above his head, as if stroking his head, but because her system is a ghost, there is no real touch; You’ve been chatting with me for so long, get hungry, eat something, and we’ll go up and watch their performance together later.”

Hope feels like he has let go of some kind of burden. Although he still feels a little uneasy about Su Qin if he really sees his face...but he feels that he doesn't need to be afraid so much: " ...do you like musicals?"

"Well, because I'm not good at it myself, so when I saw others can do well, I thought 'Wow, that's amazing~', I'm a little envious to appreciate it." Su Qin was very frank about her thoughts, but what she said made Huo Pu was a little confused.

"Generally speaking, shouldn't it be jealousy when others do what they can't?" Hope hesitated for a while, but still expressed his opinion directly. Su Qin was very pleased with this progress.

Su Qinyue looked at him gently with a smile: "Yes, I will be jealous, but I will think that although he can sing very well, I can write stories very well, and there are some things that I can know, but he may not. I feel very balanced. You have to know that people can’t be perfect in everything. There will always be some things that you can’t control. It’s not just you, but others are the same. It's been great."

"Is that so...?" Hope seemed a little disbelieving; "I thought, everything should be better than others..."

"That would be boring." Su Qin shook his head; "If you are the best in everything, it's okay if you are not competitive. At most, everyone thinks that the other party is a fool, and you live a life where everyone is drunk and I am alone. Living high above you, unable to fit in with others because you feel that others are inferior to you, you will live very lonely and lonely... If you are competitive, you will always be wary of someone challenging you, and you are afraid of losing, so you always force yourself not to Lax, live a very tense life every day, forget to enjoy life, just keep studying various academics, for fear that if I don’t pay attention, I will fall behind someone..."

"... Will it..." Hope still didn't believe it, but he was obviously shaken.

Instead, Su Qin stopped here and stopped persuading, but said jokingly: "Don't say that some of these things are gone, before you are better than others, my dear little Hope, can you write articles?"

"Huh?" This jumpy question made Hope a little bit overwhelmed.

Su Qin smiled and bent his eyebrows: "That's right, can you write?"

"..." As if someone had suddenly hit his chest with a hammer, Hope felt a tight pain in his chest. He tensed his body with difficulty, and shook his head.

Su Qin nodded with a smile: "Very well, after you finish your breakfast, I will teach you the alphabet."

Mr. Hope, who will become famous in the future, no one will believe that he couldn't even write his own name at first.

He never expected that he would play Su Qin, who raised a child. While thinking about how to educate a child in a simple way, he was also thinking about a very serious and profound question-how to face Hannibal after waking up. doctor……

#What should I do if I fall asleep during hypnotherapy by a gourmet psychiatrist#

#How to avoid becoming a recipe for a male god#

#How can I convince a man who is said to be good at many fighting skills, especially a scalpel, not to eat me#

The author has something to say: Summary of this chapter——

Have you felt Su Qin's flickering skills? QVQ

And she is still stuck in how to avoid being steamed, fried, boiled, raw, fried, stir-fried, soup, hot pot, etc. hell by Hannibal.

At the same time, we would like to congratulate Little Spider, he seems to have another hidden love rival that cannot be eradicated 0v0

And, I’m telling the truth, don’t hate yourself no matter how ugly you are, you can’t control what others think of you, you may even feel fear and disgust, but you still have to accept yourself like this, and gradually be calm with yourself—because No one loves you, you have to love yourself!Giving up on yourself is the scariest thing!

Well, there is no small theater today, so I am rushing home to take medicine and sleep!