Bamboo Horse Cultivation Manual [Rebirth]

Living together in the same dormitory for so many days, being more intimate and accompanying than in Guangling's hometown, Ye Li became an indispensable part of Qiu Mu's life.What you see when you close your eyes is Ye Li, and what you see when you wake up and open your eyes is still Ye Li.

The two of them stayed together in this strange place, helping and caring for each other.Both need each other very much, and never want to leave each other, or put a distance in the middle.Who is the person who cares most, who is the person who needs to care most, you can make a quick decision without even thinking about it.

Can't leave, can't let go, because I'm already used to the existence of another person.

No matter how difficult things are, thinking that he is not alone, and that he still has someone to rely on, he relaxes a lot.Difficult things are suddenly not difficult, because does he understand, no matter what, Ye Li will not sit idly by and ignore him.

Qiu Mu remembered that he once read in a certain book that there is a limit to the love hormone between people.No matter how much they once loved each other, after being together for a long time, the intense and exciting love will gradually evolve from love to family affection.

Qiu Mu felt that her current situation was completely opposite to what was said in the book.His feelings for Ye Li are slowly transforming from family affection and friendship to very obvious love.

Perhaps this element of love existed long ago, but it has been disturbed and covered by the other two elements, and then has not been noticed.It wasn't until this love became more and more inflated and became so strong that it couldn't be ignored that it finally overcame the family and friendship. The dissatisfaction was only treated as "family and brothers", and it rebounded all of a sudden, and began to compete for the status of who came first. .

On the contrary, the liking and love for Gu Yu at the beginning gradually became dull as time passed.Love for love's sake, like a guinea pig being led away by habit, forming the concept of "I want to like this person", but never seriously thinking about what and why I like the other person.

Do you really like that person? After 17 years, no matter how deep the relationship is, it will turn into a family relationship. Do you really still love each other?

It seems that shortly after hearing that Gu Yu fell in love with Chen Siqi three years ago, it has been difficult for him to imagine hugging, holding hands, or even kissing with Gu Yu in his mind.Even if it happened in a dream, Ye Li's shadow would appear next to him, and the three of them would chat and play together.It's just like being with friends.

And ever since he realized his feelings for Ye Li, he often forgets that Gu Yu still exists, and forgets that he actually "should still like" Gu Yu.

"..." Qiu Mu sighed suddenly, confused by his messy thoughts.

Ye Li misunderstood what Qiu Mu meant, and said, "I'll just wash it like this."

"what?"

Qiu Mu raised her head, looked at Ye Li, and suddenly remembered that she was still helping Ye Li take a bath.After the head has been washed, the next step is the body.

Ye Li probably felt that Qiu Mu's sigh was due to the current situation, so he said: "It doesn't matter if you wear pants to wash, if you get wet, you will get wet."

Qiu Mu understood why Ye Li did this, blushed, and didn't have the nerve to say anything, and handed Ye Li the foamed bath ball.

"I say......"

One minute later, Ye Li spoke again.

Qiu Mu stood beside him: "Huh?"

Ye Li washed his body with a bath ball: "Although you are dressed like this, you are still taking a bath."

Qiu Mu went to understand Ye Li's meaning, and his head started to heat up.

"Um......"

Although they have a good relationship and are as close as brothers, taking a bath together is nothing.However, Qiu Mu's orientation is like this, and he also has unruly intentions towards Ye Li.

He didn't even tell Ye Li formally about the confession, and he didn't hold hands to confirm the other party's heart, just doing this kind of thing... It's really embarrassing to think about it.

Ye Li didn't know what was the use of what he said just now, he just felt that it would be embarrassing if he didn't say anything at this time.

After quickly washing the front, I handed the back to Qiu Mu. When Qiu Mu took the bath ball from Ye Li, he glanced at Ye Li and said, "Your face has foam."

Ye Li tried to find it: "Here?"

"No, you've covered all the other places." Seeing that Ye Li's left hand was inconvenient to move, and his right hand had just picked up soap bubbles full of bath balls, Qiu Mu said, "Forget it, I'll wash it up later." Get rid of it for you."

"It's a little itchy." Ye Li said, "Clean it up for me."

Qiu Mu was holding a bath ball, and was looking at Ye Li's back in a daze, when she heard this sentence, she froze for a moment.

"what?"

Ye Li repeated: "Clean up."

Only then did Qiu Mu make sure that he had heard correctly.

He said shyly, "This...isn't that good?"

Ye Li was puzzled: "What's not so good."

Qiu Mu looked at Ye Li's eyes, and saw that he didn't dodge or feel embarrassed at all, so her nervousness eased a little.

"Then I kiss..."

Qiu Mu's heart was beating extremely fast, thumping like a drum, and she moved her head close to Ye Li's cheek. When she was about to get close, she couldn't bear Ye Li's staring gaze, so she closed her eyes and "pecked" forward. He took a sip, then quickly retracted.

Ye Li stared at Qiu Mu blankly, not knowing what happened.

He knew that Qiu Mu touched him with his mouth, but he couldn't understand why Qiu Mu made such a bold move.Silly thought for a long time, guessed: "Why did you bump into me?"

"?!" Qiu Mu was dumbfounded and quickly opened her eyes, looking at Ye Li in surprise.

Ye Li touched his cheek with his hand in puzzlement, unable to understand the current situation.

Qiu Mu finally understood the meaning of Ye Li's words just now, wishing to travel through time and space, and erase what happened in those ten seconds just now from this world.

He quickly touched Ye Li's face with his clean hand, with great strength, as if he wanted to wipe off the kiss just now: "It's nothing, it's nothing, it's nothing."

Ye Li's face was watered by him, and he stood there in embarrassment and asked Qiu Mu to "wipe the foam". He blinked his eyes several times, but still didn't understand.

Ok? ? ?

Qiu Mu quickly hid behind Ye Li and straightened him up: "Stand up, I'll wipe your back."

"Oh......"

After a while, Ye Li's eyes pondered, and he almost thought about the taste.

"Just now--"

Qiu Mu blushed to the point of explosion.

"No!!!" He said loudly like a conditioned reflex.

A chuckle came from the front, and Ye Li's shoulders shook slightly, as if he had discovered something interesting.

"..." Qiu Mu pursed her lips, almost driven mad by her nervousness.

"Boom!" Ye Li yelled deliberately,

"Ah!!" Qiu Mu trembled in fright: "What's wrong?!"

Ye Li covered his stomach and laughed hahaha.

Angrily, Qiu Mu clenched his hands into fists and hit Ye Li on the back: "Don't scare me!!"

Ye Li: "If you're so nervous, I won't eat you."

Qiu Mu lowered her head and said nothing in embarrassment.

Ye Li teased, "It's better to say that you are more likely to eat me."

Qiu Mu was anxious: "I misheard just now! I promise I won't do this kind of thing again in the future, and I won't touch you casually without your permission!"

Ye Li laughed twice and said, "Then can I touch you casually without permission? Otherwise, it's not very unfair."

"It doesn't matter what you say, it's not—"

Ye Li turned around with a smile, picked up Qiu Mu's palm, and kissed the back of his hand preciously, then raised his head, looked at Qiu Mu with a smile in his eyes and said, "That's even."

Qiu Mu slowly opened his eyes wide, and looked at Ye Li in disbelief.His eyes shifted to the hand held by Ye Li, for some reason, he suddenly became a little jealous of the back of his hand.

"..." He withdrew his palm awkwardly, and said, "Why did you kiss my hand for no reason?"

"I just think you're so cute." Ye Li turned around with a smile, and sat back.

"Who is cute?" Qiu Mu muttered.

"You." Ye Li said, "There is no one cuter than you in the world."

"..."

Qiu Mu pressed her palm against her warm body, fixed her eyes on Ye Li, and said softly, "Really?"

Ye Li's voice was filled with a doting smile: "Really."

"..." Qiu Mu slowly approached, lying behind Ye Li in the air, and whispered in his ear, "How cute."

As long as Ye Li turned his head, their lips would stick together, but Ye Li didn't seem to notice, he looked forward and said, "Very, very cute."

"..."

"Sometimes I feel that it is fate that I got to know you." Ye Li suddenly said, "Although there is no basis for saying so, sometimes I feel that if there is no Gu Yu, you will definitely not appear in my life." in front of you."

"......"

"We were originally two people who shouldn't have a relationship at all. Our family conditions, growing environment, and even our ideology are completely different. It's incredible to think that we can get to this point together." Ye Li: "The more Living together, we become more and more alike, and sometimes it feels as if we have really become brothers who have lived together since childhood, the fate is really wonderful."

Qiu Mu said, "Isn't it good?"

"Of course not." Ye Li said: "If life can be repeated, I hope I can know you in the next life."

——The next life.

He does not mean that.A simple sentence, like a bright thunder that pierced the night sky and fell from the sky, broke the heavy shackles that trapped Qiu Mu in it and could not get rid of it.

"If there is an afterlife..."

If there is an afterlife, Qiu Mu asked himself, would he still come to Gu Yu like now.

If he had to choose one of Gu Yu and Ye Li, wouldn't he know the answer that immediately popped up in his mind?

Not everyone can have a second new life. If there will be an accident tomorrow, can he bear to do nothing or say nothing, just like the previous life, and end with regrets?

Clap, the bath ball fell to the ground, Qiu Mu took a deep breath, reached out and hugged Ye Li from behind.

Ye Li was obviously stunned for a moment, he moved his body and said, "Dirty your clothes."

"It's okay." Qiu Mu buried her head behind Ye Li and said, "Let me lean on you."

"What's wrong?" Feeling that Qiu Mu's embrace was not weak, and seemed to be trembling, Ye Li said, "Are you afraid that I will blame you?"

"It has nothing to do with your hand injury." Qiu Mu said, "I just think that you are so nice."

Ye Li gave a low laugh and comforted him, "What happened suddenly?"

Qiu Mu said: "I found that I suddenly don't like Xiao Yu so much."

"..."

Ye Li lowered his voice: "Why."

"I've always wanted to find someone I love and who loves me." Qiu Mu said, "But I found that after waiting for so many years, not only could I not wait for Xiao Yu's love, even my own love for him has gradually changed."

Ye Li listened quietly.

Qiu Mu said: "If I say that I don't like him anymore, you will think that I will change as I say, and I am not sure."

"No." Ye Li said seriously.

Qiu Mu said: "I want to say that I fell in love with someone else, do you think I'm a promiscuous guy when I see someone who loves someone else?"

"No." Ye Li's voice was reassuring.

Qiu Mu hugged harder: "Do you think, how am I?"

"very good."

"Then..." Qiu Mu said, "If one day I say I like you, will you seriously consider me?"

Ye Li spoke without a single pause: "Yes."

Qiu Mu suddenly wanted to cry.

Tears flowed down silently, and all the grievances and sorrows of the previous two lives were redeemed at this moment.

"Thank you." Qiu Mu said with tears, "Thank you, really thank you, Xiao Li."

Ye Li raised his hand, crossed his shoulder, and patted Qiu Mu's head lightly.

"fool."

After carefully washing Ye Li's back, Qiu Mu left the bathroom, walked to the corridor, and closed the door for Ye Li.

I was so nervous when I came here, but at this moment, my mood has become so comfortable that I can't explain it in words.

The depression that had been accumulated in my heart for many years was finally released, and my whole body felt unprecedentedly relaxed.

The body is pressed against the door panel behind.Qiu Mu looked to the left and right, then picked up the phone and looked it up.

Pointing to the button with his finger, he unconsciously clicked on the photo album.When I came back to my senses, I found that my eyes were already on the screen, and I watched for a long time on the photo of the teenager standing less than two meters away from me.

Ye Li doesn't like taking pictures very much, so he searched carefully and found the only photo of the two of them together, which seems to be the photo on Luoxia Mountain when they went on a trip together in junior high school.

After so many years, the mobile phone has been changed several times, but this photo has always been kept by my side.

It would be great if the person himself could be like a photo, and be able to become his own existence with the push of a button.

In this way, no one can take it away, and no one can say anything about him.

Ye Li knocked on the door from the inside, Qiu Mu turned around and opened the door, saying, "Okay?"

Ye Li nodded, wearing a new beard, then pointed to the clothes hanging on the shelf, Qiu Mu put away the phone, picked up the clothes tacitly and put them on for Ye Li.

"I've already washed it, you can wash it." Ye Li said: "There are shower gels, and at this time, there are already more people in the bathhouse."

Qiu Mu: "My clothes..."

Ye Li: "It's still the usual bathrobe, right? I'll bring it for you."

Qiu Mu nodded: "Okay."

Ye Li picked up his changed clothes and walked out the door.

Back at the door of the dormitory, Ye Li, who was holding his clothes in one hand, was thinking about whether to put his things down and look for the door key, when a small timid voice came from behind.

"can I help you?"

Ye Li turned around.

Liu Feifei looked at him cautiously, without saying a word, as if she was about to cry: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault..."

Ye Li could comfort Qiu Mu patiently, but he could comfort Liu Feifei patiently, and said, "Open the door for me first."

Sure enough, Liu Feifei stopped crying, took out the key from Ye Li's coat pocket, and opened the door for him.

Ye Li walked in, threw all the clothes on the bed, and sat lazily.

"I heard that Zhou Qian was looking for me yesterday." Liu Feifei stood at the door, looked at Ye Li, and said, "The oil must have been intended to be poured on me, just like they blocked me in the toilet before. Same as when you shower me with cold water."

Ye Li: "Yes."

Seeing Ye's absent-minded attitude, Liu Feifei couldn't find a topic to continue talking for a while.After thinking for a while, he went in and put the thermos bowl on the table in the room: "This is the soup my mother made. If you don't mind, please drink it. It should be good for your body. Mom, she Originally, I wanted to thank you in person, but I left by train this morning, and I only found out about it after I left."

Ye Li looked at the bowl of soup and said, "Thank you."

"Are you angry?" Liu Feifei looked at Ye Li uneasily, and she shed a tear when she said a word.If she was a few years older, she might look cowardly and annoying when she was crying, but it was fine on Liu Feifei, who had a small face and her facial features hadn't fully developed yet.

So Ye Li said: "I'm not angry, if I want to be angry, I'm angry with Zhou Qian, you didn't do anything wrong."

Liu Feifei said, "But she was here to harm me."

Ye Li: "I know, but it doesn't matter if you get hurt? I only hurt my hand, but if I get your face or eyes at that time, it would be bad."

Liu Feifei lowered her head, not knowing what to say.

She came here hoping to do something to atone for her sins, but Ye Li could speak better than her, so the stupid Liu Feifei was suddenly taken away by Ye Li.

"But if that's the case, you might not do well in the exam." Liu Feifei said, "There's no way to study hard, and you'll be distracted during the exam."

Ye Li said: "No."

Liu Feifei was puzzled and said, "Why?"

"Because Xiao Mu is blaming himself." Ye Li said, "If I didn't perform well, he will definitely think that this matter is all his fault."

Liu Feifei didn't quite understand: "Qiu Mu?"

"So I will only behave more seriously than the previous few exams, and I will never let him worry about me." Ye Li said: "You may not understand what I mean."

Liu Feifei really didn't quite understand.

But she still nodded and said: "Then, please do your best and work hard to pass the exam." After speaking, she made a gesture of encouragement.

"..." Ye Li suddenly raised his head, looked past Liu Feifei's body and looked behind her, then his face changed slightly.

Liu Feifei noticed Ye Li's eyes, turned her head, and found Qiu Mu standing outside the door, looking at Ye Li with a complicated expression.

Ye Li didn't expect that Qiu Mu, who was supposed to take a bath in the bathroom, would suddenly appear here: "Why are you here?"

Qiu Mu glanced at Liu Feifei, and Liu Feifei greeted him stiffly, saying vaguely, "Come get the clothes."

Ye Li pondered for a while, and understood what Qiu Mu meant by "clothes", and was a little annoyed for a while.

Liu Feifei stayed here for a while, stuttering and unable to find what to say, bowed twice, hesitated to thank her and left.

Qiu Mu's mind was still echoing the words of Ye Li just now, the more she thought about it, the deeper her love for Ye Li became, and she felt that her mind was almost full of Ye Li alone.

Why is he so good.

"Have you heard?" Ye Li asked.

"I heard." Qiu Mu replied.

Ye Li was a little embarrassed: "I didn't want you to hear it."

"Yeah." Qiu Mu turned her back to Ye Li, looking for clothes in the closet: "I know."

After taking the clothes, Qiu Mu's attitude was very normal—the normal was somewhat abnormal. After saying a few words to Ye Li, she left the dormitory and went to take a shower.

Ye Li looked at Qiu Mu's leaving back, his eyes gradually became unpredictable.

He felt that there seemed to be only a piece of paper between himself and Qiu Mu, as if no matter who took a step forward, he could reach each other with his hand.

Qiu Mu should also think so.

Didn't the hug just now come from Qiu Mu's decision to think through his mind, break the shackles in his heart, and risk everything?

Ye Li didn't understand.

half a month later.

The students in the training class took a car and, under the leadership of their instructor, came to the examination room of a middle school in Hangzhou to take part in the examination.

In the spacious and bright examination room, with a hint of coldness in the air, several invigilators with an average age of about [-] were gathering together to discuss in low voices.

There are a total of hundreds of candidates in this year, and there are dozens of people sitting in each classroom, but the whole floor is so quiet that you can hear a needle drop.

Ye Li likes the slight tension before the exam, it makes him feel excited.Qiu Mu has always maintained an indifferent and relaxed attitude, no matter how serious the examination room is, it is still the same, which makes people admirable.

Seeing that the time for the exam was approaching, Liu Feifei came to Qiu Mu's side, her tone was a little trembling: "Zhou Qian...seems like she didn't come."

At first, he was worried that after the other party came, he would come to trouble her again, but he didn't see the other party's figure for a long time.

Ye Li glanced at Qiu Mu, with a questioning look in his eyes, Qiu Mu said, "Something happened to her family."

Liu Feifei was surprised and said, "What happened? What happened."

Ye Li sat at the side, and when he heard Qiu Mu's words, he suddenly thought of the video communication from Qiu Mu's mother when he was injured and had a needle in the hospital not long ago.

In the middle of the chat, Qiu Mu's mother had a cold look in her eyes, and said in a low tone, "Auntie will not let you be wronged casually", because it was the first time I met the kind person in my impression, With such an expression, although there is only one sentence, the memory is very deep.

Thinking about it now, maybe the current situation is a follow-up to that sentence at that time.

Otherwise, Qiu Mu wouldn't have said something like "something happened" so knowingly just now.

The exam is about to begin, and the examiner asks the candidates to return to their seats.Liu Feifei walked away with a half-understood expression on her face, Qiu Mu said to Ye Li: "Take a test with peace of mind."

Ye Li smiled calmly, "Don't worry."