Bamboo Horse Cultivation Manual [Rebirth]

It's over after talking about deep topics. We are all young people, and being dull and speechless is not suitable for them.In short, Ye Li's goal of changing the topic was successfully achieved, and the other two finally stopped entangled Ye Li in the center of the topic. Seeing that the other two were full, Qiu Mu proposed to leave the restaurant.

After going out, the deputy squad leader looked at Qiu Mu, and Qiu Mu said clearly: "By the way, Xiao Li and I want to go shopping next time and choose a gift for my grandfather. Are you interested in coming together, deputy squad leader?" ?”

Isn't it just waiting for this sentence?The deputy squad leader nodded readily and agreed: "Okay, let's go together."

Ye Li understands that these two people have probably communicated in private long ago, and they want to continue to act together after lunch, and now they are here to show him the acting together.He didn't expose them face to face, making everyone look bad, and acquiesced to the current situation of the deputy squad leader traveling together, and the three of them got on the bus together.

The deputy squad leader seems to have been looking for a suitable opportunity to confess to Ye Li, and kept talking to Ye Li on the way, hoping to enhance their relationship and pave the way for the next "highlight".Ye Li tried his best to cooperate with the other party, so as not to let the atmosphere fall into a stalemate, but occasionally looked at Qiu Mu, who kept fanning the flames and creating opportunities for the deputy squad leader, with annoyed eyes.

After getting out of the car, the deputy squad leader and Ye Li walked side by side and talked together like a couple. Qiu Mu created a "private space" for them half a step away. The deputy squad leader "provided support", which made the deputy squad leader look grateful one after another, and his every move seemed extremely considerate.

This kind of caring and attention, if only I could put more on me - Ye Li couldn't help but think so.

The three came to a bookstore.As soon as he entered the door, Qiu Mu said to Ye Li, "I'm going to the bathroom", gave the deputy squad leader a look, and left with a smile.The deputy squad leader's expression was very shy, as if he was thinking that it was finally time to enter the one-on-one session.

"..." He and Ye Li stood on the bookshelf looking at the books, the deputy squad leader held a collection of paintings in his hand, his eyes wandered from the pages of the book and Ye Li's face not far away, His cheeks were flushed, and he wondered whether he should take the initiative to talk to him at this time.

Then she finally made up her mind, walked up to Ye Li with a book in her hand: "Ye Li, do you think this will work? A selection of Mr. Qi Baishi's works..."

Ye Li took a closer look, took the book and turned to the table of contents: "Hmm..."

The deputy squad leader fixed his eyes on Ye Li's side face, and his heart beat faster and faster.Her fair face turned into a red apple, with a shy expression on the verge of talking, anyone could see what she was thinking at this moment.

"I said..." After closing the book, Ye Li turned his head and said to her.

"Ah!" She whispered, "What?"

Did it look too explicit and made Ye Li feel unhappy?

Ye Li's tone is very gentle - just like his usual tone when speaking in school, it can make the other party feel that he is being valued, which is very reassuring: "You are a very good girl with excellent grades, kind and gentle , I have always been very happy when I get along with you. I have always liked your daring personality. Thanks to your help in the past three years, I have relaxed a lot. "

The deputy squad leader was stunned, his eyes shifted, and he began to think about what Ye Li meant by these words.But because of the intuition of the sixth sense, the heart sank little by little.

There was no smile in her eyes at all, but she tried to make herself laugh: "It's too exaggerated, I just do what the deputy squad leader should do in terms of duty."

Ye Li's expression was very gentle: "If I don't have someone I like, I might really have some presumptuous thoughts about you."

"..." The moment he heard these words, the deputy squad leader's eyes were so uncomfortable that he was about to cry.

She bit her lower lip desperately to keep herself from making an embarrassing sound.

Ye Li said: "I'm really sorry, it's all my fault."

The deputy squad leader turned around, turned his back to Ye Li, gently slid his palm across his face, and shook his head in a choked voice, "No."

Ye Li stood behind the deputy squad leader, he didn't touch her casually, and he didn't casually say some insincere comforting words, or handed her a tissue to wipe away her tears.

No matter what you do at this time, it may cause the other party to continue to think about you, so it's better to behave a little distant, leave a little space for the other party to have the last bit of dignity, and not look too embarrassed.

After crying silently for half a minute, the deputy squad leader's mood stabilized.She turned around, smiled at Ye Li with tears in her eyes, and her tone sounded relieved: "Actually, I also guessed that you would reject me. Before I came to you, I was already mentally prepared. But in reality I can't bear to hear.... I really can't stand it. I'm really sorry, I made you a bad person who made girls cry."

Ye Li shook his head, his eyes filled with apology.

The deputy squad leader laughed through his tears, and continued: "How can you be so good as a person. If you refuse a confession, you still have to think about the other party. Have you experienced too much before and got used to it?"

It was indeed Ye Li who had gotten used to it and was a little numb. He made an embarrassing expression and said, "I'm also very nervous. It's really a pity to reject a good girl like you, the deputy squad leader. of."

The deputy squad leader covered his mouth and smiled: "I really don't know who the girl you like is, she is so lucky—is she someone from our class? Are you together? It is impossible for someone to be liked by you , still don't respond!"

Ye Li shook his head: "No, I never told him, and he never knew about it."

"Why! What a pity!" The deputy squad leader said in surprise, "The other party might like you too! You are so good, how many people can refuse you."

Ye Li smiled wryly, and took this opportunity to half-fake and half-truly say something in his heart: "That's not the case, he already has someone he likes, and he has been secretly in love with him for several years...I can only wait on the sidelines." Chance."

The deputy squad leader couldn't help but said, "Who is it?"

Ye Li shook his head and didn't speak.

The deputy squad leader said again: "...Although I really don't want to speak for my rival, it's a pity for you to do this."

Ye Li said: "There's no way, he doesn't like me at all, and if he said it, he was destined to be rejected."

"The person you mentioned is a bit like you."

Ye Li knew what she was talking about, and he just wanted to express that Ye Li's rejection of everyone else's behavior for that person was the same as that person's rejection of everyone else's behavior for the person he liked.

"Can't you give up that person and choose someone else?"

Ye Li said without hesitation: "Impossible."

As soon as he finished speaking, he was extremely depressed by what he said.

Presumably Qiu Mu has the same mentality as him.

The self in Qiu Mu's eyes is no different from the deputy squad leader in front of her.

"Really..." He murmured to himself in a low tone, and the deputy squad leader plucked up his courage and pretended to be bright and said: "Even so, I will not give up! If I can still be in the same school in the future , I will continue to come to you, so don’t say you don’t know me when the time comes!”

Faced with such an imposing "declaration", Ye Li couldn't help laughing, but at the same time he was a little envious.

"Ah."

"So..." The deputy squad leader finished the "ruthless words", then lowered his head in a moody manner, and said in a slightly disappointed voice: "So, hurry up and confess to that person! Maybe When that person rejects you, I'll have a chance, hee hee."

Ye Li didn't know how to answer.

Because he thought so too.

When Qiu Mu is rejected, he might have a chance.

Just about to say something, Ye Li saw Qiu Mu walking this way "after going to the toilet" not far away, and quickly explained to the deputy squad leader: "Don't let Xiao Mu know about me."

The deputy squad leader was puzzled: "Huh?"

Then he immediately thought about it and found out the blind spot of logic—yes, Ye Li and Qiu Mu have such a good relationship, and Qiu Mu should know about Ye Li's crush on others.But just now Qiu Mu has been kept in the dark and kept helping her. This is...

The deputy squad leader guessed: "Qiu Mu doesn't want you to be with that person?"

Ye Li shook his head, and lied casually: "No. It's just because the person I like likes Xiaomu. So..."

The deputy squad leader opened his mouth wide in surprise, and couldn't help but said, "So that's how it is!"

No wonder Ye Li was timid just now, because his rival in love is his good buddy!He felt that his behavior was "prying the corner of the wall", so he hesitated between love and friendship, unable to make a choice.

It's no wonder, because both sides are very important, and neither side wants to give up, so it keeps procrastinating.

The deputy squad leader patted Ye Li's shoulder with emotion, and exaggerated in a deep tone: "It's really hard for you, don't worry, I will help you keep it secret."

Ye Li smiled and said nothing.

Qiu Mu came over, seeing the happy atmosphere, and looked at the deputy squad leader inquiringly.

The deputy squad leader shrugged and said generously: "It's a complete failure! But it doesn't matter, we can still be friends in the future!"

Qiu Mu couldn't help admiring the deputy monitor's calm attitude, and smiled at Ye Li: "It's a pity, the deputy monitor is a good girl."

Ye Li nodded: "I think so too."

The deputy squad leader smiled and said, "Forget it, if you don't like it, you don't like it. There's no need to worry about me and say good things about me. Let's help Ye Li choose gifts together!"

Ye Li held up the picture album that the deputy squad leader had handed over before, and said, "This one is quite good."

The deputy squad leader was surprised: "Really? Is it okay to send this?"

Ye Li: "Well, it's boring to just give books, so I plan to find a book to learn, and draw a few pictures by myself to give to grandpa."

The deputy squad leader put his hands together and agreed: "Yes! This is also very good!"

Qiu Mu smiled and said, "Grandpa will definitely like it."

Ye Li: "I think so too."

Qiu Mu deliberately made a jealous look, and sighed: "Hey, grandpa will definitely like you more now, my grandson's status is at stake."

Ye Li slapped Qiu Mu's chest with his book angrily: "Just pretend!"

If it wasn't for Qiu Mu deliberately letting him go, and acting like "Grandpa likes you more" to make him feel at ease, the situation wouldn't be like this.

On Saturday, it was finally the date for Gu Yu and Chen Siqi to date.

Gu Yu looked very nervous, and went to Qiu Mu's house early in the morning to ask Ye Li and Qiu Mu's opinion.

"Is it okay for me to dress like this, will it look too casual!"

"How can you wear it if you don't wear it like this in summer? You can't wear a suit." Ye Li said, "Your clothes are clean and tidy, which is pretty good."

Qiu Mu put on a frozen smiling face, sat quietly by the side, without saying a word, who knew how annoyed she had become.

"..."

Gu Yu stood in the living room and kept turning around, like an ant on a hot pot: "Do you want to bring something there? Will it rain today? Do you want an umbrella? And..."

It took more than half an hour like this, until it was almost time to go out, Gu Yu hurriedly trotted away from Qiu Mu's house as if she was afraid of being late.

The moment the door was closed, Qiu Mu's complexion turned from sunny to cloudy, and he quickly fell down.

After enduring it for so long, he finally couldn't hold back anymore: "I've had enough."

Ye Li: "This kind of thing will be repeated many times in the future."

Qiu Mu had a bad expression on his face. He propped his forehead with his hands, and looked down at the ground: "Why did you let me know these things? I don't want to see Xiao Yu talking about him and others in front of me. He has How much I like so and so, I don’t think about it at all, and I’m not interested in it.”

Ye Li pointed out something: "I don't really think about it, but the feeling of being trusted by the other party is not bad."

Qiu Mu: "You don't know how uncomfortable it is."

Ye Li didn't speak.

Looking at Qiu Mu who was sitting on the sofa, the back of his neck was slightly leaning against the top of the back of the sofa, and his eyes were fixed on the ceiling above his head.The body is stretched loosely, and the legs are naturally placed on the ground and stretched under the coffee table.His slender, fair fingers were pressed against the edge of the sofa, his posture and appearance were very defenseless, Ye Li looked at him with a bit of undisguised desire.

"Have you ever thought about taking it a step further?"

"Going further?" Qiu Mu straightened her head and looked at Ye Li in front of her.Blinking his eyes, after understanding Ye Li's meaning, his Adam's apple couldn't help but move up and down.

"Are you embarrassed?"

Qiu Mu nodded hesitantly: "It's a little bit."

Ye Li said: "Why?"

From his point of view, if you like someone, you can't help but want to touch him, and get close to him body to body.Qiu Mu's reaction seemed to be different from his opinion.

Knowing that there were only the two of them in the house, Qiu Mu subconsciously lowered the volume, and whispered the truth to Ye Li: "Actually, Xiao Yu and I were very nervous when we accidentally touched hands."

Ye Li seemed a little surprised: "It's true."

"Really, what did I lie to you for?" Qiu Mu said.

Ye Li: "What about me?"

"Actually, there will be a little bit with boys, but it is especially obvious with Xiao Yu."

"..." Ye Li turned his eyes back and forth on Qiu Mu, and said, "You can't do this."

Qiu Mu nodded: "So I usually pay attention to it, and no one can see it——you can't see it."

Ye Li: "But what if one day Xiao Yu hugged you and you turned red, wouldn't he find out?"

Qiu Mu imagined that scene, and the roots of her ears turned red like this: "I..."

"..." Ye Li pursed his lips slightly, suppressing the jealousy that surged up, and said, "Would you like to imitate it first?"

Qiu Mu was stunned: "Simulation?"

Ye Li: "You can think of me as Xiao Yu, and come into contact with me a few times."

Qiu Mu hesitated: "Not too good..."

Ye Li: "I know your situation, so I won't think too much about it."

Qiu Mu: "But don't you mind? I like men."

Ye Li asked back: "Do you think I would mind?"

Indeed, with Ye Li's indifferent personality, it's really unlikely that he would mind this kind of thing.He is a man, and in his eyes, Qiu Mu is just a man, without the charm of a girl.So it is natural to make such a request.

but......

Qiu Mu lowered her head: "I know you won't mind, but I will be embarrassed. Do you remember how nervous I was when I saw your naked body when I was a child? It may be a bit strange to say, but that is the same as It's really exciting for a girl to see a boy's naked body."

Ye Li was silent.

He paused for a long time, and said something that could make Qiu Mu jump up from the sofa: "You can't suffer."

"you--"

Qiu Mu's exasperated voice could knock the roof over: "What are you talking about!!!"

Ye Li still doesn't know what he said wrongly: "Because you act too much like—"

Qiu Mu interrupted: "Stop talking!!"

God, he's not shy, he's ashamed himself!

Ye Li looked at Qiu Mu's blood-red face, tilted his head, and said, "You haven't talked about this kind of topic with anyone other than me, right?"

Qiu Mu: "Who am I going to tell, I haven't talked about this kind of thing with anyone except you, I still suffer, suffer..."

He began to stutter.

How can you ask this kind of thing directly in front of me? Although I don't feel embarrassed, it's really embarrassing.

Ye Li's eyes seemed to be teasing him: "You are so pure."

Qiu Mu said angrily, "Shut up, you kid!"

Ye Li: "If you continue to keep your distance carefully, you will never have any further development with Xiaoyu in your whole life."

Qiu Mu: "..."

Ye Li: "It's okay to shake hands."

Qiu Mu: "..."

Ye Li: "Even girls dare to shake hands with boys."

Qiu Mu was provoked by the provocative method: "If it's just a handshake, I can also—"

Ye Li immediately stretched out his right hand and signaled with his eyes: "Come."

"..."

What, according to the previous topic, isn't it shaking hands with Gu Yu?How to become Ye Li.

Ye Li pressed on step by step: "Don't you dare?"

"..."

Qiu Mu slowly raised her right hand, and gently placed her slender fingers on Ye Li's palm.

Ye Li grabbed Qiu Mu's hand by surprise, pulled Qiu Mu's fingers to pull his palm, and then held it tightly in the palm of his hand.Qiu Mu was startled, subconsciously wanted to pull out her hand, but tried twice but to no avail.

Ye Li looked at Qiu Mu with a calm expression.

"..." Qiu Mu was gradually soothed by Ye Li's eyes, and stopped struggling.

The temperature in the palm is obvious, the palm and the skin touched by the palm, as if being trapped by some hot object, people have to pay attention to it.

Ye Li's strength was very strong, as if it had a strong aggressiveness, invading his "safety area", making him flustered.

"I..." Qiu Mu didn't know what to say.

Ye Li suddenly said: "I used to think that you had a sense of distance from others and didn't want to be too close to others, but now I understand."

Qiu Mu said nervously, "What, what?"

Ye Li sighed inexplicably: "Xiao Yu is really happy, he is the only one who can be accepted by you, and no one else can."

Qiu Mu has been confused by Ye Li's words and deeds, and has no time to analyze what Ye Li's intentions are: "I..."

Ye Li: "Why is it Xiao Yu? Others can't."

Qiu Mu thought about it seriously, and said, "I don't know, but when I saw him, I suddenly fell in love with him."

Ye Li: "Not because of his character, not because of his appearance?"

Qiu Mu explained: "The latter is because of his personality. After getting along with him, he became more and more fond of him, but at first it was indeed because of love at first sight. Sunny, brave, handsome, and full of energy, he is completely opposite to me. It seems that I can see him too. Then become cheerful and confident."

Ye Li held Qiu Mu's hand, and continued to play with it thoughtfully: "It's like this... But you are not unconfident or cheerful, at least I didn't see it."

"Don't treat my hands as toys." Qiu Mu: "I feel inferior because of my sexual orientation, it has nothing to do with anything else..."

Ye Li still held Qiu Mu's hand and said, "There's nothing to feel inferior about, I don't feel the need to feel inferior."

"..." Qiu Mu: "That's because you are a 'normal person', I am not."

Ye Li frowned: "Who is not a normal person, who are you scolding?"

Qiu Mu's heart warmed.

He didn't want to argue with Ye Li, because no matter what bad things he said about himself, Ye Li felt very uncomfortable.Even if you really think so in your heart.

But compared to this, he felt that it was better to declare something.

"I really like men, not because Xiao Yu is a man so I like men, but because I like men naturally, do you know what I mean?"

Ye Li thought for a while and said, "That means you might fall in love with other men?"

Qiu Mu's expression was a little awkward: "Although it's not very accurate, but the meaning is correct - you'd better be careful, don't let me..."

Ye Li interjected in the middle of Qiu Mu's speech, "You know I know you like Xiao Yu."

Qiu Mu said embarrassedly: "Then you still hold my hand."

Ye Li laughed: "Who made it so rare for you to show a weakness, and I caught you."

Qiu Mu: "..."

"In the past few years, you were always suppressed by your academic performance, and now you have finally found a way to fight back."

Qiu Mu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and thought to herself, "You are too good at taking advantage of loopholes."

Ye Li laughed and said, "You have to get used to the feeling of being touched earlier, I will help you."

Qiu Mu: "Yes."