Bamboo Horse Cultivation Manual [Rebirth]

If we say that the picture of the three people living in harmony before is an invisible bomb hidden in a crisis under the appearance of peace.

The note in front of him was what completely ignited the bomb.

There are still three days until the high school entrance examination begins.

Without warning, Chen Siqi came to the door of Experimental Class [-], Grade [-], and called Gu Yu out.

Ye Li, who noticed this, sensed an ominous omen, and followed him on the pretext of watching the excitement.

Seeing Ye Li following, Chen Siqi didn't say anything, and handed Gu Yu a piece of paper with a string of numbers written on it.

"This is my QQ number, I can contact you frequently in the future when I have time."

Gu Yu's face flushed red with excitement.The palm of his hand wiped the edge of his trouser legs vigorously, his fingers trembling due to nervousness.Carefully took the note, looked at it cherished several times, and nodded seriously: "Hmm!!"

Chen Siqi waved her hand and said goodbye to Gu Yu with a smile.Before Ye Li could react, he pulled Gu Yu's arm and hurriedly asked, "What's going on? Why!"

Why is it like this all of a sudden?During this period of time, Gu Yu and Chen Siqi haven't had a single conversation, he watched it with his own eyes!

Gu Yu was so happy that he couldn't find Bei, and seeing Ye Li's question, he explained straightforwardly: "After I borrowed the book, I spent a month drawing a portrait of my senior."

portrait?

Ye Li: "What happened to the portrait?"

Gu Yu said complacently, "I put the portrait of senior sister in the book and handed it to senior sister together."

"..."

Ye Li's hand holding Gu Yu's arm slowly let go.

It turned out to be the case.

This is indeed a way.

If Chen Siqi has no interest in Gu Yu at all, then she will feel that the existence of the portrait is embarrassing, and will deliberately pretend that she did not see it, and will not respond to Gu Yu anymore.

If you have a good impression of Gu Yu, and after seeing the portrait, you are moved by Gu Yu's sincerity, then maybe you will give Gu Yu a chance to come and get in touch with him.

This QQ number was the starting point for the two to contact each other.

Gu Yu smiled and said: "Thanks to the pencil dialogues in those books before, otherwise the senior sister might feel strange. Now that the senior sister knows that I am the 'mysterious man', she suddenly becomes willing to talk to me .”

Ye Li: "..."

"Because I often see you reject girls' confessions, and when you come back, you always say 'I don't know them at all'. So I understand, it's useless to rush to confess, the seniors don't know me, how can you accept it? I I plan to find opportunities to let her get to know me slowly through the mobile phone in the future, and then I will confess to her when I feel a little deeper."

Seeing that Ye Li was speechless, Gu Yu proudly expressed his experience: "Confession is not a weapon for charging, but a horn for final victory."

Ye Li's tone was indifferent: "After reading the book for so many months, where did you quote famous quotes from famous people?"

"Hey, don't worry about me, as long as it makes sense!"

"..."

So, it's not over yet, right?

Not only is it endless, he has only just begun.

Qiu Mu... If Qiu Mu knew, what would be her reaction?

When he came back to his senses, Ye Li suddenly panicked.

Follow Gu Yu into the class, watch Gu Yu happily run into the class, and share her joy with Qiu Mu.I saw with my own eyes that Qiu Mu's body trembled uncontrollably when Gu Yu said "I like Senior Sister".All the blood on his face faded.

Ye Li thought in a difficult way, how to get along with Qiu Mu after returning home.Qiu Mu was silent for a long time, and said to Gu Yu, "...Which high school is Chen Siqi going to take?"

Gu Yu was still immersed in the excitement, and his mind was a little flustered for a while.He smiled and said, "Huh?"

Qiu Mu's expression was calm, if Ye Li hadn't belonged to the "insider" side, he would have been fooled by Qiu Mu's appearance at this time.It is impossible to imagine how lost Qiu Mu's heart will be at this time.

"Although her academic performance is not bad, the high schools she can be admitted to are probably the schools like the fourth high school and the second high school."

Gu Yu seemed to have guessed what Qiu Mu was going to say, and the excited expression on his face subconsciously faded: "You mean..."

Qiu Mu seemed to be feeling sorry for Gu Yu: "In high school, I still hope that all three of us can enter Guangling No. [-] High School. In this case, you and your senior sister won't be able to see each other often."

The smile on Gu Yu's face disappeared completely, and his eyes were stunned: "..."

At this time, Qiu Mu seemed to have no EQ. Knowing that Gu Yu was losing, she continued to add insult to injury without knowing it: "Senior sister must hope that the person she likes can always be by her side and accompany her. Even if you are in high school after school on weekends We can see each other once in a while, what will we do when we arrive at the university, maybe the schools are not in the same city. Can senior sister really tolerate your long-distance contact?"

Gu Yu's original expression of joy was gone at this moment.

He seemed to have encountered a huge blow, his lips were slightly parted, and he stared forward with dumbfounded eyes.

"I don't think you two can have any results." Qiu Mu said the last sentence.

Gu Yu's face completely dropped.

That afternoon, the three barely spoke a few words.Students who notice this in the class can basically detect that something is wrong.

When I got home from school, Qiu Mu locked herself in the room and couldn't come out. Ye Li knocked on the door and walked in, and said to Qiu Mu, "...it shouldn't be like this."

Qiu Mu didn't turn her head back, she just sat on her seat and stared at the computer: "I didn't make a fuss, it's just that I'm in a bad mood, I said it unconsciously."

Just because he said that he likes others, Qiu Mu can overreact and become impulsive like this, Gu Yu is also enviable.

Ye Li hesitated for a while, and said: "There is something I haven't told you...Actually, I knew about Xiao Yu and Chen Siqi, but I thought it was impossible for them to be together after graduation, so I never told you. Say, I..."

Qiu Mu said, "It's not because of this."

"......what?"

Qiu Mu didn't think that Ye Li, who had been working hard for him from the beginning to the end, was the only one guilty. He turned to face Ye Li and said, "I just feel very uncomfortable all of a sudden."

Even if you are prepared in your heart, what should be uncomfortable is still very uncomfortable.

Witnessing the scene of Gu Yu being in love with his girlfriend back then, and hearing him say that he was going to be engaged to his girlfriend back then, the emotions suddenly flooded into his mind.

An Anxin has been by Gu Yu's side for several years, and has long been used to this kind of life without "torture".Hearing him say "I like Chen Siqi" all of a sudden, his mentality suddenly collapsed.I was instantly beaten back to the bad memories of the year, and the gap was too big for a while, and I couldn't accept it for a while.

Qiu Mu said: "Do you know the feeling of heartache?"

Ye Li subconsciously said: "I—"

Qiu Mu said: "It's not a psychological one, but a real, physical heartache. It comes and goes, and I can't control it at all."

Ye Li lowered his head and didn't speak.

Qiu Mu said: "I'm in a bad mood just because of this, not because of anything else, so don't worry about it."

How could Ye Li not care about it: "Yeah."

Qiu Mu smiled: "I'm not afraid of your jokes. In fact, I secretly thought about it many times, why I like boys, and why I'm not a girl. If I were a girl, then the problem would be easier. But I No. It is impossible for me to change my gender, use this method to make Xiao Yu accept me."

After hearing this, Ye Li couldn't help but said, "Why does it have to be Xiao Yu?"

What is so good about Gu Yu that it can make Qiu Mu fall in love with her to such an extent.

"Because I can't give up."

If he hadn't been reborn back then, and hadn't encountered that accident, after so many years, Qiu Mu would have probably come out of that sad relationship.

It's just that God gave him a chance to start over again, so he couldn't give up, and it was impossible to give up.

Ye Li was silent.

"Xiaoyu has always liked girls, and the possibility of trying to turn him down is very low. I...I wanted him to gradually understand this matter. Who knew that he was with Chen Siqi in the second year of junior high school. When I got to know each other, it suddenly disrupted my rhythm."

Originally, Gu Yu was talking about the fact that he only fell in love for the first time during his freshman year of high school. Who knew there was such a stage behind it.

This sentence is like a primer, which induces all the uneasiness and discomfort in Qiu Mu's two lifetimes.

He kept complaining to Ye Li, telling his inner thoughts, his eyes looked a little bewildered.This is a look that Ye Li has never seen before.Uneasy, hesitant, extremely vulnerable.

Looking at Qiu Mu's painful eyes, Ye Li's previous heart tingling came back again.Breathing became difficult, the temples of the brain swelled, and the voice in the ears became hazy, like a bad cold.

Why Gu Yu can easily grab Qiu Mu's attention without doing anything.

Why are they both partners who grew up together, only Gu Yu can be treated differently by Qiu Mu.

Why are all good things taken up by Gu Yu alone, sunny, cheerful, carefree, with a face and personality that Qiu Mu would like, and with a calmness that only a loved person can have.

He is jealous, he is resentful, he is unwilling.

But the combination of all kinds of emotions is no match for Qiu Mu's sad eyes and fragile desire for words.

Distressed, especially distressed.All kinds of emotions that came out of my heart failed to take root in Qiu Mu's painful eyes before they even had time to take root.

Don't talk about confessing to Qiu Mu at this time, what he wants to do most now is to rush to Gu Yu's house, drag him out for questioning, point to his nose and ask why Qiu Mu has become so painful.

But it can only be thought about.

Ye Li said: "Don't worry, Xiao Yu is always by your side, you still have many opportunities...I will help you too."

Qiu Mu lowered her head, put her hands on her forehead, took a deep breath, and said in a tired voice, "I know. I'm not worried, but I suddenly became emotional and couldn't control it. It's okay."

"..."

Qiu Mu raised her head, and even had the strength to smile at Ye Li: "I scared you, sorry."

No one has ever let him show his heart like this, so he unconsciously vented all the sorrows of his previous and previous lives together.Ye Li seemed to have talked too much, which made Ye Li's face look different from usual.

Ye Li also responded with a smile, although his face was slightly pale: "It's okay."

After Qiu Mu and Ye Li said a few words, their mentality was balanced, and it was fine.He changed back to the gentle and polite Qiu Mu.Standing up, he patted Ye Li on the shoulder: "The atmosphere was not quite right just now, I'm afraid that Xiao Yu is still in a mood now, so go and have a look at him."

Ye Li's eyes darkened, he lowered his head slowly, and said, "Yes."

If you compare Qiu Mu's sad heart breaking after falling out of love, it is likened to a stone falling to the ground.The crisp impact sound was not for people who knew the inside story, and they didn't know what this sound meant.

Na Yeli witnessed Qiu Mu's deep love for Gu Yu with his own eyes, and the sound of his heart breaking was like an egg falling to the ground.There was a very small low sound that no one noticed but me, but it was worse than anything.

The feelings hidden deep in the heart were shattered from the fragile shell by violence before they were born.There is no hope brewing, there is only death.

It's unbearable just thinking about it.

"Recently, you seem to come to my place often." In the staff dormitory of the nursing home, Liang Tao and Ye Li, who was sitting across the table, said, "Where are Qiu Mu and Gu Yu? You won't quarrel with them, right?"

Ye Li raised his eyebrows slightly.

Liang Tao thought about it and thought it was wrong: "But when you were at school in the morning, you looked quite normal. I guess I was thinking too much."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and continued to write homework.

Ye Li, who was pretending to read a book, closed his eyelids slightly downwards, with a complicated expression.

Sighing slightly in his heart, he propped his chin with the palm of his left hand, tilted his head to look at Liang Tao, and said, "What do you think the three of us are like?"

Liang Tao said "Huh?", holding the fountain pen and gave Ye Li a foolish glance, his mind still not getting out of the topic. "What kind."

Seeing Ye Li looking at him calmly, he didn't speak.Liang Tao recalled the question just now, and said, "What are the three of you like? Well...you are all very good. The top three in the grade are very remarkable."

Because the fourth grader is himself, he can experience the gap between them more intuitively than others.It seemed that the test scores were only a little different, not a big difference. In fact, it was the content of the test papers that restricted the performance of Ye Li and the three of them. That's why it was so.

If you really want to compare the amount of knowledge, Liang Tao himself is far inferior to the other party.

Ye Li said, "It's not a study problem."

Liang Tao thought for a while and said, "You mean about life?"

Ye Li nodded.

"Qiu Mu should be the core of the three of you. You and Gu Yu have the best relationship with him." Liang Tao answered quickly.

Ye Li nodded, as long as outsiders observe carefully, there is nothing to say: "There are more."

"The other thing is that you have a very good relationship. You never quarrel or have conflicts." Liang Tao said, "It's so good that it's a bit fake. It seems that everyone is accommodating the other two."

"..." Ye Li said, "There are more."

"Anything else?" Liang Tao began to feel troubled: "It's not like I'm just spying on you all day long." What else could he say besides this.

"If Xiao Mu had to choose between me and Gu Yu, who do you think he would choose?"

"..." Liang Tao said cautiously, "Did you quarrel with Gu Yu?"

"No." Ye Li said, "Stop talking nonsense, hurry up."

"Oh..." Liang Tao looked at Ye Li's face, hesitated for a long time, and said, "Then let me tell the truth, you won't hit me, will you?"

"..."

Since Liang Tao said that, how could Ye Li not guess what the answer he wanted to say next was.In a low voice: "No."

"I think Gu Yu should be chosen." Liang Tao stepped back as he spoke, fearing that Ye Li would suddenly run away: "After all, Gu Yu seems to need someone to take care of you. You...you seem to be I don’t lack anything, except that I’m worse than Qiu Mu’s academic performance, I’m better than the other two in everything.”

"..." Ye Li was speechless: "Who told you this?"

"Of course there are other reasons." It's just that these words are purely Liang Tao's personal intuition, and they are not as reasonable as the one just now: "I think that Qiu Mu should prefer someone who is more energetic."

Ye Li: "..."

"I don't know how to say it, but that's the meaning." Liang Tao said, "Sometimes listening to you talk, Qiu Mu seems to be more partial to Gu Yu."

"..."

Liang Tao talked more and more vigorously, and began to analyze, and said: "Look, if you describe your trio as an object, Qiu Mu is the sun, hanging high on it, looking at you two, bringing warmth Sunshine is given to you unconditionally. Although Gu Yu is not very sensible, he just likes to run around and jump around. He enjoys the sun's rays the most, and is also the most liked by the sun."

This description caught Ye Li's attention: "Then what about me?"

"You?" Liang Tao said in a troubled tone again: "You are...then what..."

Ye Li spat out a word: "Say."

"You...you are like a shadow." Liang Tao bit the bullet and said: "Didn't you say before that you have received a lot of care from Qiu Mu, and the reason why junior high school can change so much is because you imitated Qiu Mu I think you are a bit like a shadow living under the sun. When the sun appears, you will also appear. The 'little animal' is noticed by the sun, and you will be noticed by the sun by the side of the little animal— —I don’t know how to describe it, but it feels like that.”

"..."

Liang Tao carefully observed Ye Li's face, and tentatively said: "You won't be angry, right? Although I compared you to a shadow, I definitely didn't mean to belittle you, let alone satirize your darkness!"

"I know."

If he would be angry because of this kind of thing, Ye Li would not be Ye Li.What's more, it was Ye Li himself who asked Liang Tao to say these words in the first place, so how could he blame Liang Tao for his bad words.

"Don't feel bad about yourself, I'm just making an analogy." Liang Tao said: "In my opinion, the sun and the shadow are equally remarkable, and I even think the shadow is better than the sun. Although the shadow is It is because of the appearance of the sun that it can exist on the ground in a large area, but so what? Being able to become a shadow because of the existence of the sun is something that others cannot do. The position of you and Qiu Mu in the school It also proves this point. Qiu Mu is too far away. It is as difficult for ordinary people to find him and have a heart-to-heart with him. I can see your existence, which is more real."

Ye Li looked into Liang Tao's eyes and said, "You usually sit silently in the classroom, but you observe very carefully."

Liang Tao is very honest: "Because you are imitating Qiu Mu and observing Qiu Mu, while I am also imitating and observing you."

Ye Li said "Oh" casually, but didn't take it to heart.

After finishing the homework and chatting for a while, it's getting late, Ye Li packed up his things and prepared to go home.

Liang Tao sent Ye Li out of the nursing home. When he was parting, he suddenly stopped Ye Li.

In the dark night, standing under the pale and hazy streetlights, his shadow looked slanted and long, a little lonely: "My dad came to look for me recently."

Ye Li: "Your father?"

"He's working abroad now, and he wants to ask me if I want to go to his place." Liang Tao said, "Go abroad to study high school."

Ye Li: "So?"

Liang Tao looked at Ye Li and asked earnestly, "Do you think I should go there?"

Ye Li thought for a while and said, "Why are you specially asked to go abroad, because are there better educational resources there?"

Liang Tao nodded: "Yes."

"How's your relationship with your dad, okay?"

Liang Tao: "Although it's not as good as the relationship with my mother, it's not bad. Every year on my birthday, I still receive calls and gifts from my father."

Ye Li: "Then why hesitate, it is obviously more beneficial to choose to study abroad."

Liang Tao: "..."

Ye Li felt that his suggestion was very correct: "There's no reason not to go, is there?"

Liang Tao was silent for a long time, then nodded: "Well... yes, thank you."

Seeing that Liang Tao had nothing to say, Ye Li turned and left with his schoolbag on his back.

After obtaining Chen Siqi's contact information, Gu Yu evolved from a nympho to a lover.

Every now and then, he would confide his inner feelings in front of Ye Li or Qiu Mu, or report on the progress, hoping to be comforted by his good brothers.

"I really like senior sister, but I always feel that I am not good enough for her."

Whenever they heard such words, Ye Li and Qiu Mu's moods would become very delicate.Ye Li chose not to respond, or said a few perfunctory words, but Qiu Mu did not.

Probably because he was afraid that if he didn't answer, Gu Yu would think that Qiu Mu was boring and disappointing, so even though he knew it would make him uncomfortable, Qiu Mu still responded with a good attitude.Occasionally, if Gu Yu and Chen Siqi don't like the interaction, talk too much, or have a bad face, Qiu Mu will basically confuse it with "I don't agree with puppy love", and Gu Yu won't say anything more after listening.

He concealed his thoughts very well, and his answers and actions were normal. From the outside, there was no problem at all.

This kind of Qiu Mu made Ye Li very distressed, so every time he heard such a conversation, he would look at Qiu Mu with a little pity in his eyes.

After Qiu Mu found out, she smiled at Ye Li, saying that she was fine, and reassuring Ye Li.

Ye Li felt more and more uncomfortable.

How long are these days going to last.