[Japanese Drama Doujin] Actually I Don’t Care About You

She looked business-like, and by the time she spoke the second half of the sentence, Hibino had already put on a cold face.

"The above is what I know and conjecture." Kobayashi was able to understand the fun of Sen playing tricks.

"The Giant Wood Group is an organization in Kansai, why did you come to Tokyo?" Hibino asked the key organization in Kobayashi's words.

"I'm still from Kansai, so I'm also hospitalized in Tokyo now?" Kobayashi asked with a smile, and when he saw Hibino getting angry again, he added, "Recently, the Arctic Society in Tokyo is not willing to be inferior to the Sharp Tooth Society. After getting a batch of things from abroad, Jumu wants that batch of goods, and cooperates with the North Pole Association to provoke other groups. In the continuous wounding incident you mentioned, except for my accident, the rest of the people will check carefully and must be with other Kanto organizations. people are related."

After sending away the natural curls and bob hair, Xiao Lin passed a few days of peace, and Yizhong came here with the suspension information that Xiao Lin had applied to the beauty director on the phone.

"Mr. Xiaolin, you" Yizhong had a lot of things to say and questions to ask, but after seeing Xiaolin's bandages, they all became one sentence, "You need to recover soon."

"Yeah." Xiaolin can't write now, please help Yizhong to fill in the information, check if there is no problem and print his seal, Xiaolin should give Xiazhong's blessing, and give Yizhong the letter and form under the pillow, "This letter Please give the letter to Mr. Watanabe. Don’t tell him about me, just pretend you haven’t met me.”

"But..." Before Yizhong could say anything, he was interrupted by Xiao Lin.

"No, but. This is my private matter, and I don't want you to do unnecessary things in the name of being a good person." Xiao Lin chose not to be so serious and said, "I will trouble you today, and I can do the rest by myself." deal with."

Yizhong's original plan was lost in Kobayashi's words. He did think of some clever things, but in the end it was not his business, it was Kobayashi and Watanabe's business.

"Okay, then I'm leaving."

22

The days of being admitted to the hospital were actually very boring, especially since Xiao Lin injured his shoulder and couldn't move.

If the leg is injured, Xiaolin can sit on the bed and do many things; but if the shoulder is injured, she can sit on the bed, but she can't do anything. It is better to say that she has no problems with her legs and feet, except wandering around in the hospital every day. After surgery, there is nothing else to do.

This kind of early retirement life makes Xiaolin feel the horror of aging. More and more retired old people have nothing to do every day, and the world is still peaceful and peaceful.

Dongdu General Hospital is a private hospital. In fact, Kobayashi does not need to be hospitalized during the waiting period, but now there is no one in Tokyo to take care of Kobayashi who is inconvenient. In addition, the office under the name of the Izumi group is also one of the directors here,? Is it okay to stay here in a not bad ward until you recover?

Kobayashi sat alone on the rooftop watching the sunset, and somehow began to understand why dusk is said to be a magical moment.The light refracted by the atmosphere presents an indescribable color and falls on everything. This color is different from the artificial colored light shining on things, and it cannot feel unnatural. It seems that he should look like this when he is dyed in the dusk color. Ordinary scenery is also cast a magical emotion.Xiao Lin was interrupted by the creaking sound of the roof door being pushed open before Xiao Lin reached the peak of her literary skills. She turned her head to look at the person who came, and found that the face of the person was very familiar.

"Watanabe Ryota." After Kobayashi called out the name, he realized that he had identified the wrong person. They looked alike, but Watanabe was short-sighted and sensitive, so it was impossible not to wear glasses.

"Hi?" The tall man in a white coat looked puzzled at the patient who was tightly bandaged with a plaster cast in one hand, and the other party's tone was overly expectant and affirmative.

"Sorry, I got the wrong person. You look a lot like someone I know." Xiao Lin explained, then turned his head and continued to look at the scenery.

"So that's how it is." Hirose Shi also looked at the other party's cold explanation, then turned his head and didn't speak again, obviously in a bad mood, feeling a little at a loss.

He hesitated at the door for a moment, walked lightly to sit on the bench one meter away from Kobayashi, turned his head to look at the expressionless person, and introduced himself, "Hello, my name is Hirose Shi Also, the internist at this hospital. You look like you hurt your shoulder, are you okay?"

"Do I look good?" Kobayashi asked back his clumsy question with a half-smile.

Originally, Kobayashi would not be too intimate with the person he met for the first time, but he would not be aggressive like this. This person was so familiar that she didn't want to suppress her bad temper.

"That's right, it's definitely not a good thing to be injured." Hirose nodded and gave an affirmative answer, "You don't seem to be in a good mood?"

"..." Xiaolin began to feel that he was doing it on purpose, and he deliberately didn't look back at his words. This kind of clumsy question that made her angry made her smile a little more sincerely, "Then Mr. Doctor, you must not have a girlfriend."

"Huh?" Hirose was a little puzzled by Kobayashi's surprise question, but he answered honestly, "No. I have a girlfriend, and although I often annoy her because of her slowness, she still tolerates it very gently. me."

"What a lucky person to meet such a girlfriend." Xiao Lin turned half sideways, looked at him and said.

"That's right. But I don't know if I'm happy or not," Hirose said in a very desolate manner without the smile on his face, "Because he's a doctor by profession, so he sees death and misfortune, and sees patients suffer from illnesses. Am I still happy?"

Hey, this unfolding?Xiao Lin was baffled, she didn't know if this doctor was too easy to trust others, or if she was too depressed and wanted to confide, but why did she think that she was an unrelated passerby, so she just told her?Why, even if you say it because you are not in the range of communication, the people around you will not know?Although Kobayashi had a lot of troubles in his heart, he nodded tolerantly to Hirose and motioned him to continue talking.

"Another patient lost his life in front of my eyes today, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't bring him back from death." Hirose buried his face in his hands dejectedly, "After choosing to become a doctor, I have been I regard the benevolence of the doctor as my motto, but whenever I see a patient suffering from illness but cannot heal him well, I feel powerless and small.

"Doctors are the reliance of patients, but I am not reliable as the reliance that everyone trusts. I can see the joys and sorrows of family members and patients. They place expectations on me, but I cannot respond [-]%."

"Mr. Doctor, do you believe in gods?" Kobayashi suddenly asked a question that had nothing to do with Hirose's words, but she didn't intend to change the subject this time.

"For the time being, I believe it." Hirose looked up at Kobayashi, reluctantly giving an affirmative answer.

"I often say that I pray to the gods for happiness, but in fact there are still many misfortunes and unhappiness in life. I don't believe in heaven and gods, I only believe in myself, because even if there are gods, they will not let this The world is only full of happiness and joy, instead of this, why don’t I fight for my own happiness.” Xiaolin’s expression on his face was not as positive as that expressed in his words, “Don’t blame others, Mr. Doctor has done a good job, but there is one more sentence It’s called doing what we can, and making everyone happy can’t be done even if gods exist, so how can we as ordinary people do it.”

"It's different. It's different between me and the patient. What I want to do is treat the patient's disease well. I also know that my ability is limited."

"Mr. Doctor, it's enough for you to do what you can do. The patients who come to see the doctor don't want to die. They still want to live to see this wonderful world, but the disease happens to the patient himself. No matter what you do, Mr. Doctor If I think about it, I won’t understand the patient’s feelings, because I can only be myself. As a patient who is currently admitted to the hospital, the above and the following are the words of my family.” Xiaolin showed his injured shoulder, “torn by the pain, I feel that it is better to die if this continues, but there are still family members who can’t let go and want to see the world again, so I linger on and ask the doctor for help to survive. But since it is ourselves who are sick, we are also ready for the end When I was preparing to die, I saw the doctor who did not give up at the last moment. Instead of hating why I couldn’t be saved, I wanted to leave with a smile. Thank you to the person who did his best until the last moment. Thank you for not giving up. , but I'm sorry, I'm leaving first."

After listening to Kobayashi's words, Hirose showed an expression that seemed to be crying but also wanted to laugh, and said with trembling lips, "Thank you."

"You're welcome." Kobayashi nodded reservedly to accept the other party's gratitude, and turned his gaze from Hirose's face to the tall buildings in the distance, "I just said it casually. Anyway, in the end, everyone died, and there was nothing left. You can rest assured that they will not be angry, happy, or sad."

Before Hirose's emotion dissipated, Kobayashi choked on Kobayashi's words like bird droppings from the sky, "It makes me feel even more lost when you say that."

"It's normal to get lost. If everyone walks on the right path, this world will end." Xiao Lin stood up and planned to leave the rooftop. Well, these are all your own choices? Obviously there are more living patients waiting for you to save, and if you have time to cry about your own weakness, why not think about self-improvement and treat patients who have not lost their lives?