HP doujin Primrose
Chapter 31
At the same time, the Quidditch competition was in full swing.Mei Li hadn't contacted Lily and Severus for some time, and the two of them resumed their previous relationship. From a distance, Mei Li saw them sitting under a tree as before, or discussing exercises, or It's just enjoying the sun.Mei Li didn't bother, she didn't deliberately avoid the two of them, it was because there were too many things this semester, which made her not very troubled.Finally, at the tail end of February, she had two days off.Lily made an appointment with her friends to go to Hogsmeade in advance, so she could only apologize and decline Meili's invitation.And Severus was engrossed in brewing the potion, and didn't receive an invitation letter from Mei Li at all. Mei Li didn't wait for Vesey to bring back Severus' reply letter, so she probably knew what he was doing, so she didn't After politely sneaking into the kitchenette to grab a pile of food, she headed to the Room of Requirement.
Severus' bad habits, Meryl knew all along, when he was intoxicated with potions or other things, he didn't remember eating at all.It was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and the spring was getting closer and closer, and the temperature of the sun was gradually rising, and it felt warm when it shone on the body.Meili squinted her eyes, greedily took a few deep breaths in the sun, and then climbed up to the eighth floor.
Merry was treated to having Sev's wand pointed to her neck as she pushed open the door to the Room of Requirement. "Hey, Sev, it's me!" She raised her paws ridiculously above her head, making a gesture of surrender. "Merry?" Severus withdrew his wand the moment he saw her clearly, "Why are you here?" "Hey, you look like you really don't want to see me, really..." Merry was dissatisfied Complaining, Severus snorted softly, "As soon as you come, I'm worried that I might get distracted and spoil the potion—you talk too much." Meryl made a gesture to him. He made a grimace, stuffed the food in his hand into his arms, and pushed him aside, "You'd better eat first, Great Potion Master, I'll just watch it for you." Meili picked up the stirring stick, looked at The boiling liquid in the cauldron, "Huh...you boil it again, Felicia?!" Meili's voice suddenly raised, which frightened Severus a little, and he almost choked the bread into the air pipe. He glared at Meili angrily One glance, but Mei Li was very interested, even looked at the pot of potion intoxicated, her mouth was still muttering, "Felix Elixir...Felix Elixir!" After turning her face, she looked at Sev expectantly. Les, "So give me a bottle when you're done, Sever!" Originally, he planned to give it to her and Lily, so Severus didn't whet her appetite, and nodded very readily, May Li cheered, and just about to say the usual "Severus is the best", Severus blocked her coolly, "If you continue to make trouble like this, the Felicia will disappear without a trace Without a trace." Mei Li hurriedly and obediently squatted beside the cauldron, and began to wait for the Felicia to be brewed.
Seeing her calm down, Severus breathed a sigh of relief. The result of the relaxation was that the hunger surged up in an instant. What Meili brought him was his favorite food on weekdays. He glanced at her with a complicated mood, Mei Li didn't notice it, and only counted the swirls of the potion seriously, stirring a few times at the right time.Her almond eyes were big and bright, and there was always a smile inside, and the lines of her cheeks were soft and delicate, until—— Severus suddenly saw her heaving breasts, and he immediately looked back, scolding himself for being frivolous.Because of some panic, the tips of her ears turned red, and Meili turned her head just in time to see his stiff and awkward expression. "Severus, are you okay?" She got up worried, and tried to get closer to him, "Is there something uncomfortable?" Severus sensed her intention and stopped her immediately, "I'm fine." His tone Still low and indifferent, "Take care of the Felicity Potion." Mei Li was a little worried, looked him up and down several times, and after confirming that he was really fine, she turned around and continued to look after the pot of potion.Severus let out a breath that could hardly be traced, and at the same time scolded himself fiercely in his heart, feeling that he was unreasonable. Of course, Fanlin Walker, who had disturbed Severus' thoughts, could not escape curse him.But soon, he calmed down, walked to Mei Li, and took over her work.
Mei Li was idly leaning against the bookshelf. Since she made up her mind to maintain a good relationship with her friends, she began to force herself not to stare at Severus all the time. Covering her emotions has always been her forte, although she is not good at lying, and Laila told her that, as with hiding emotions, so was lying.After being instructed by Laila, she obviously felt that her lying skills had made great progress.Picking up a book at random and reading it aimlessly for a while, she felt bored and couldn't help but start talking again.
"Sev, what are you... planning to do after graduation?"
"Huh?" Severus raised his head and saw Merry holding a book, but her eyes were looking at the bookshelf with some vain eyes, not knowing what she was thinking. "Following Voldemort, of course."
Hearing his answer, Meili's eyes turned to him with a serious expression, "You adore him so much, if..." She paused, as if thinking about whether it was appropriate to ask, Severus looked at her Somewhat confused, he asked aloud, "What if?" "If... one day, he asks you to kill your friend..." "That's impossible!" Before Meili could finish her sentence, Severus asked Interrupted, he looked a little annoyed, as if he didn't understand that Mei Li would have such an idea.Meili pursed her lips, "Well, I shouldn't have slandered someone you recognized, I apologize." "Merry, why did you suddenly ask such a question." Severus, who was not involved in emotional aspects, said Horribly keen, staring into Mei Li's eyes, not letting her look away.Meili leaned on the bookshelf, "Probably because I don't agree with his ideas." Meili's posture was very relaxed, and there was no special meaning, Severus stared at her for a few minutes until Meili Mimi smiled and said, "Severus, if you look at me again, I'll think you're in love with me~" Severus was choked up, and looked away in a bit of embarrassment, "What nonsense are you talking about!" With the same expression, he waved his hands, "Are you kidding me, I know you like Lily." "Merry!" Severus blushed, and Merry smiled, and said in a slightly teasing tone, "Why, Severus Don't you like lilies?" Severus turned his head away to ignore her, and there was a lot of cold air coming from his body, but Mei Li was not afraid of the cold air now, she knew that Severus was shy.After Severus turned his back, she sighed softly, "It's still...a bit unwilling..."
After Severus finished processing the potion at this stage, he realized that Meili hadn't spoken for a long time, and when he turned around, he saw her sleeping next to the bookshelf with her knees tucked up, her brows slightly wrinkled, and she looked very tired .Severus walked over to wake her up, but after a pause, he dug out a blanket from a pile of debris and covered her.
Meili didn't sleep for too long, she suddenly woke up from the dream, took a few short breaths, and wiped the cold sweat from her forehead.
"Awake?" Severus' deep voice sounded above her. He was holding a book of Advanced Dark Arts, and his eyes moved from the book to her. From his dark pupils, Meili saw the paleness of myself.She gathered herself together, "I had a nightmare." After saying this, she stood up, "What time is it, Sev?" "We missed dinner." Severus drew out his voice. "It's okay, did you forget that I'm a Hufflepuff?" Merry smiled, "I'll go to the kitchen to get food later." When going down the stairs, Merry heard Severus suddenly ask awkwardly: "Are you okay?" Meili was stunned for a moment, guessing that he was asking about the nightmare she had just had.She turned her head and frowned at him, "It's okay." Severus pursed his lips and stopped talking, and Meili turned her head, smiling more clearly, "I really like him." She said silently in her heart said.
When Su Zhen couldn't find Su Hen and was anxious and angry, Voldemort didn't care, he never pinned his hopes on others, he just habitually prepared more possibilities for himself.So during this period of time, the Death Eaters' search for Su Hen was not so intensive, which made the tense Alphard heave a sigh of relief.Su Hen's contact with Meili is not frequent. Sometimes Meili encounters some witchcraft problems, and the number of calls will be a little more. Through these conversations, he also gradually understands Meili's daily life and what she knows. The person I like.
"You're 16 years old this year, aren't you?"
"Yes, there are still three months before the summer vacation." Mei Li replied, not quite understanding why Su Hen asked this question suddenly.
"A few days ago, I made a divination for you." Su Hen looked at her, "After you turn 16, you will have a doom."
"..." Meili didn't care, "Doom? Su Zhen wants to kill me?"
"It has nothing to do with Su Zhen, it's the danger from your side." Su Hen was not affected by Meili's attitude, he still stated the result of his divination in a cold and calm manner, "But after this catastrophe, I will teach you how to open it." Dressing box."
This news lifted Mei Li's spirits, "From what you've said, I'm looking forward to the doom." Su Hen looked at her with a little pity on her face, but Mei Li didn't notice, "Mei Li ..." He seemed to want to say something, but when Meili looked down at him, he said lightly, "Take a good rest." "Oh." Meili nodded, ending the exchange.
Can't say it... Su Hen held his wrist, and there was a burned tortoise shell beside his hand, which only happened in life and death.Su Hen's long brows were slightly frowned, the little witch was more ill-fated than he had imagined.
☆、Leila
Lyla Lancaster.
This name that once allowed the Lancaster family to show off among the pure-blood families was finally buried deep at the bottom of the family tree and was never mentioned again.
Let me think, since when has this name stopped being their pride.
By the way, it was my year at Hogwarts.
I was 11 years old at the time, like many pure-blood families, Lancaster is the same, either choose Slytherin or Ravenclaw, my family eagerly expects me to become a member of Slytherin, but I'm tired of the intrigue, and the pure-blood fanaticism.
According to my mother, I started a magic riot not long after I was born. I don’t have the slightest memory of it. In my memory, I started learning social etiquette, magic history, and various spells, including black magic, since I was three years old. Also in it.I used to be weak and cry, and then I was treated in a darker way, so I learned to pretend, and I learned to deal with people who offended me calmly.Including my cousin, when she died at the hands of the nine-year-old me, her wide-eyed eyes seemed unbelievable.
It wasn't the first person I killed, but for some reason, I suddenly got bored.Family mission...shit family mission.
My rebellion came so suddenly and silently, of course I knew who was in the family, so before I went to Hogwarts, I showed the qualities that a qualified Slytherin should have.I couldn't help but laugh out loud at the thought of their twisted faces that wanted to eat me.
In our freshmen class, there were many mavericks, but the half-blood went to Slytherin's Snape, the pure-blood traitor Black, and me.Because the news about Blake going to Gryffindor was too shocking, the news about me going to Hufflepuff was scattered, and it was not outstanding to be mixed in.This made me a little bit lost.But soon I became happy, because I received a stern letter from my parents. Looking at the curses on me in the letter, I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth. I can think of them with my toes What kind of expression is it now.
Dumb Hufflepuffs, dubbed by the other three Houses, and the Lancastrian Heir is in it.
What they care about is their status and face in the pure blood family.
That's when Meili opened the door and came in.
She stood at the door against the light and smiled at me, "Hi, my name is Melissa Sue."
She has the smell of black magic that I am familiar with, but her eyes are clean, and she does not have the dark psychology caused by learning black magic.I watched my face reflected in her pupils, her light blonde hair shining brightly.
At first I didn't really like her, she was kind of enviably clean, especially me and her, who also learned black magic, were at completely different extremes.But I tried to be a good friend to persuade her, comfort her, and even fight with Blake for her, and you know Slytherin is going to be disguised, and that would be perfect.But, tsk, talking to Blake is so ugly, I thought I would be a little unhappy, but it turns out that I was wrong again, and I actually felt a burst of pleasure? ?Emotions out of my control confuse me.But I didn't think deeply, or I subconsciously avoided the correct answer.
Meili had two good friends before entering school, Lily Evans and Severus Snape.
To be honest, I think Lily Evans is very good at choosing friends. Both Merry and Snape are very good to her. Of course, Snape likes Evans, as long as I am not blind, I can tell.Mei Li was very slow, and she didn't make up her mind until the end of the third grade.I once mentioned this in the first grade, but I refused to mention it later, so the time for her to wake up was obviously much later.I can't say why, but she pulled me that day, blushing, but said to me with a very unlovable expression: "Laila, I seem to like Sif, what should I do!" I held my breath, what should I do!how could I know!Snape loved Evans!What else can I do!Wouldn't it be okay to change someone's favorite!like me?
I was taken aback by my own thoughts.
Fortunately, Mei Li was also caught in her own thoughts, so she didn't notice my unnaturalness.This made me a little bit lost.
Falling in love with...girls shouldn't happen to me.
I even picked on all of Mei Li's shortcomings, such as short stature, history of magic and transfiguration classes were a mess, and she was obsessed with liking Snape, etc., but I laughed silently while picking on her.
SHIT!That's enough.
I can't bear to look at my smirk in the mirror anymore.
Meili probably has oriental ancestry, and her height is really very short. Even if she becomes an adult later, she is only 165 centimeters.And I was already 168 cm when I was in the third grade.
Mei Li didn't seem to think that I would like her at all. Even though this rumor was spreading wildly at Hogwarts, she was still with me as always, and there was no estrangement. I really didn't know whether to be happy or sad.Sometimes Ruixi would quietly ask her about her feelings for me, and she would say helplessly: "Laila and I are good friends." Ruixi would leave angrily when she got an answer that was completely inconsistent with her imagination, and I stood While eavesdropping on the whole process, my heart is also sore.
She wanted to beat Potter and Black for Snape, so I accompanied her to participate in Quidditch, God knows I really don't like this kind of flying sport, although my flying skills are not bad, but Compared with her, there is still some distance. Potter and Black are also very good at flying, but they have been suppressed by her for two years.
I love watching her smug on the broom, but it never happened after fifth grade.
A lot happened in fifth year and I was forced to transfer from Hogwarts to Durmstrang.I didn't tell Meili when I left, I was afraid of seeing her, and I couldn't leave again, I always compromised under her eyes, and made some actions that I didn't expect myself, if she cried, I might really just stay.But how is this possible? If I stay, the family that has been so deeply entangled with the Dark Lord will definitely know that she is the one the Dark Lord is looking for.I wrote letters to Ruixi and Jessica during the summer vacation, but without her, even the last letter I asked Ruixi to forward to her, I dared to write: "I will never forget you, Mei Li, you He's my... best friend."
In fact, I have regretted leaving Hogwarts countless times. If I were still with her, at least she would not have such a hard life because of losing her flying qualifications. Even if the family pressed her, I would still have a way to fool her.How could I have forgotten that Snape never liked her, even if she stayed by that person's side silently for a long time, he would only regard it as friendship, and sometimes, friendship will make people miss a lot of things.Only when you love someone, will you care about everything about her, even if something is wrong, you can tell the clues.
I know many things about her through Ruixi and Jessica. In her letters to me, she always announces the good news but not the bad news. Maybe it is the tradition of her mother's country?How much I wanted to go back to England to visit her at that time, but I was locked up by my grandfather before I set off.
He said, I can tolerate you going to Hufflepuff, but I will never tolerate you falling in love with a witch, or a half-breed witch.I should be thankful that my grandfather only paid a little attention to her because I like her, instead of discovering her secret.
I was imprisoned for seven years, I don't know how I spent those seven years, I missed Meili crazily, I got her letters, and then gradually waited until she stopped writing, I thought, Meili must have thought I was missing , as announced by the Lancaster family.I didn't see the light of day until Voldemort died.
I couldn't wait to run back to England, this time, my grandfather didn't stop me.
Soon I understood why he didn't stop me.
People in the Lancaster family will only understand it if they hit their heads badly.
Merry died.
For Evans and Snape.
Never have I hated these two more than I do now.I even beat them both with my hands, not in a duel between wizards, like a normal Muggle, Reese rushed out and hugged me, and I saw me screaming in her pupils, with my hair disheveled like a madman .Snape didn't fight back, neither did Evans, but Potter tried to hex me, but Black stopped him.
I clearly felt that I was struggling violently, but even the weak Ruixi could hug me, making me unable to move.
What is the meaning of my life?
This kind of life is long and dark, and the only light is completely extinguished.
I just opened my eyes and looked at the foggy London sky and cried.
Blake came to my side, he became silent a lot, he signaled Ruixi to let go of me, then supported me, and handed me a glass of wine, "Drink some." His voice was a bit vicissitudes, no longer when he was young and proud clear.I downed the glass of wine and didn't stop even when I choked.After drinking, I gradually felt a little warmth on my body, but the warmth on my body couldn't drive away the coldness in my heart.
"You really like her. I was right when I was in the first grade." Black forced a smile and said hoarsely.
"Yes, I like her more than anyone else." I said softly, my eyes turned red again, "but she didn't even give me the chance to die with her."
Blake stopped talking and bought a bouquet of flowers to put in my hand before leaving.
A bouquet of light purple primroses...
Almost all the gifts that Merry gave Snape were in the style of such small flowers.
I used to want to give her a little flower like this, but in the end I didn't.
What beautiful flower language, for the sake of Meili, I even went to the Muggle world to ask the flower shop owner for advice.
There is no one to love but you.
Meili, if my heart for you can be conveyed to Meilin one day, please don't be disgusted, stop and listen.
How I hope that time can come back, and I will definitely protect you from any harm.
But Meili, why don't you wait for me?
But that's okay, you know, I will always catch up with you, before that, please don't leave again.
When I drank the meth, I felt very happy, and this time I finally got ahead of Snape.
Dear Merry, here I come.
The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Calvin, why does such a thing exist in the world, so I put a little sister’s side story to offset the text I got stuck. (づ ̄3 ̄)づ
Severus' bad habits, Meryl knew all along, when he was intoxicated with potions or other things, he didn't remember eating at all.It was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and the spring was getting closer and closer, and the temperature of the sun was gradually rising, and it felt warm when it shone on the body.Meili squinted her eyes, greedily took a few deep breaths in the sun, and then climbed up to the eighth floor.
Merry was treated to having Sev's wand pointed to her neck as she pushed open the door to the Room of Requirement. "Hey, Sev, it's me!" She raised her paws ridiculously above her head, making a gesture of surrender. "Merry?" Severus withdrew his wand the moment he saw her clearly, "Why are you here?" "Hey, you look like you really don't want to see me, really..." Merry was dissatisfied Complaining, Severus snorted softly, "As soon as you come, I'm worried that I might get distracted and spoil the potion—you talk too much." Meryl made a gesture to him. He made a grimace, stuffed the food in his hand into his arms, and pushed him aside, "You'd better eat first, Great Potion Master, I'll just watch it for you." Meili picked up the stirring stick, looked at The boiling liquid in the cauldron, "Huh...you boil it again, Felicia?!" Meili's voice suddenly raised, which frightened Severus a little, and he almost choked the bread into the air pipe. He glared at Meili angrily One glance, but Mei Li was very interested, even looked at the pot of potion intoxicated, her mouth was still muttering, "Felix Elixir...Felix Elixir!" After turning her face, she looked at Sev expectantly. Les, "So give me a bottle when you're done, Sever!" Originally, he planned to give it to her and Lily, so Severus didn't whet her appetite, and nodded very readily, May Li cheered, and just about to say the usual "Severus is the best", Severus blocked her coolly, "If you continue to make trouble like this, the Felicia will disappear without a trace Without a trace." Mei Li hurriedly and obediently squatted beside the cauldron, and began to wait for the Felicia to be brewed.
Seeing her calm down, Severus breathed a sigh of relief. The result of the relaxation was that the hunger surged up in an instant. What Meili brought him was his favorite food on weekdays. He glanced at her with a complicated mood, Mei Li didn't notice it, and only counted the swirls of the potion seriously, stirring a few times at the right time.Her almond eyes were big and bright, and there was always a smile inside, and the lines of her cheeks were soft and delicate, until—— Severus suddenly saw her heaving breasts, and he immediately looked back, scolding himself for being frivolous.Because of some panic, the tips of her ears turned red, and Meili turned her head just in time to see his stiff and awkward expression. "Severus, are you okay?" She got up worried, and tried to get closer to him, "Is there something uncomfortable?" Severus sensed her intention and stopped her immediately, "I'm fine." His tone Still low and indifferent, "Take care of the Felicity Potion." Mei Li was a little worried, looked him up and down several times, and after confirming that he was really fine, she turned around and continued to look after the pot of potion.Severus let out a breath that could hardly be traced, and at the same time scolded himself fiercely in his heart, feeling that he was unreasonable. Of course, Fanlin Walker, who had disturbed Severus' thoughts, could not escape curse him.But soon, he calmed down, walked to Mei Li, and took over her work.
Mei Li was idly leaning against the bookshelf. Since she made up her mind to maintain a good relationship with her friends, she began to force herself not to stare at Severus all the time. Covering her emotions has always been her forte, although she is not good at lying, and Laila told her that, as with hiding emotions, so was lying.After being instructed by Laila, she obviously felt that her lying skills had made great progress.Picking up a book at random and reading it aimlessly for a while, she felt bored and couldn't help but start talking again.
"Sev, what are you... planning to do after graduation?"
"Huh?" Severus raised his head and saw Merry holding a book, but her eyes were looking at the bookshelf with some vain eyes, not knowing what she was thinking. "Following Voldemort, of course."
Hearing his answer, Meili's eyes turned to him with a serious expression, "You adore him so much, if..." She paused, as if thinking about whether it was appropriate to ask, Severus looked at her Somewhat confused, he asked aloud, "What if?" "If... one day, he asks you to kill your friend..." "That's impossible!" Before Meili could finish her sentence, Severus asked Interrupted, he looked a little annoyed, as if he didn't understand that Mei Li would have such an idea.Meili pursed her lips, "Well, I shouldn't have slandered someone you recognized, I apologize." "Merry, why did you suddenly ask such a question." Severus, who was not involved in emotional aspects, said Horribly keen, staring into Mei Li's eyes, not letting her look away.Meili leaned on the bookshelf, "Probably because I don't agree with his ideas." Meili's posture was very relaxed, and there was no special meaning, Severus stared at her for a few minutes until Meili Mimi smiled and said, "Severus, if you look at me again, I'll think you're in love with me~" Severus was choked up, and looked away in a bit of embarrassment, "What nonsense are you talking about!" With the same expression, he waved his hands, "Are you kidding me, I know you like Lily." "Merry!" Severus blushed, and Merry smiled, and said in a slightly teasing tone, "Why, Severus Don't you like lilies?" Severus turned his head away to ignore her, and there was a lot of cold air coming from his body, but Mei Li was not afraid of the cold air now, she knew that Severus was shy.After Severus turned his back, she sighed softly, "It's still...a bit unwilling..."
After Severus finished processing the potion at this stage, he realized that Meili hadn't spoken for a long time, and when he turned around, he saw her sleeping next to the bookshelf with her knees tucked up, her brows slightly wrinkled, and she looked very tired .Severus walked over to wake her up, but after a pause, he dug out a blanket from a pile of debris and covered her.
Meili didn't sleep for too long, she suddenly woke up from the dream, took a few short breaths, and wiped the cold sweat from her forehead.
"Awake?" Severus' deep voice sounded above her. He was holding a book of Advanced Dark Arts, and his eyes moved from the book to her. From his dark pupils, Meili saw the paleness of myself.She gathered herself together, "I had a nightmare." After saying this, she stood up, "What time is it, Sev?" "We missed dinner." Severus drew out his voice. "It's okay, did you forget that I'm a Hufflepuff?" Merry smiled, "I'll go to the kitchen to get food later." When going down the stairs, Merry heard Severus suddenly ask awkwardly: "Are you okay?" Meili was stunned for a moment, guessing that he was asking about the nightmare she had just had.She turned her head and frowned at him, "It's okay." Severus pursed his lips and stopped talking, and Meili turned her head, smiling more clearly, "I really like him." She said silently in her heart said.
When Su Zhen couldn't find Su Hen and was anxious and angry, Voldemort didn't care, he never pinned his hopes on others, he just habitually prepared more possibilities for himself.So during this period of time, the Death Eaters' search for Su Hen was not so intensive, which made the tense Alphard heave a sigh of relief.Su Hen's contact with Meili is not frequent. Sometimes Meili encounters some witchcraft problems, and the number of calls will be a little more. Through these conversations, he also gradually understands Meili's daily life and what she knows. The person I like.
"You're 16 years old this year, aren't you?"
"Yes, there are still three months before the summer vacation." Mei Li replied, not quite understanding why Su Hen asked this question suddenly.
"A few days ago, I made a divination for you." Su Hen looked at her, "After you turn 16, you will have a doom."
"..." Meili didn't care, "Doom? Su Zhen wants to kill me?"
"It has nothing to do with Su Zhen, it's the danger from your side." Su Hen was not affected by Meili's attitude, he still stated the result of his divination in a cold and calm manner, "But after this catastrophe, I will teach you how to open it." Dressing box."
This news lifted Mei Li's spirits, "From what you've said, I'm looking forward to the doom." Su Hen looked at her with a little pity on her face, but Mei Li didn't notice, "Mei Li ..." He seemed to want to say something, but when Meili looked down at him, he said lightly, "Take a good rest." "Oh." Meili nodded, ending the exchange.
Can't say it... Su Hen held his wrist, and there was a burned tortoise shell beside his hand, which only happened in life and death.Su Hen's long brows were slightly frowned, the little witch was more ill-fated than he had imagined.
☆、Leila
Lyla Lancaster.
This name that once allowed the Lancaster family to show off among the pure-blood families was finally buried deep at the bottom of the family tree and was never mentioned again.
Let me think, since when has this name stopped being their pride.
By the way, it was my year at Hogwarts.
I was 11 years old at the time, like many pure-blood families, Lancaster is the same, either choose Slytherin or Ravenclaw, my family eagerly expects me to become a member of Slytherin, but I'm tired of the intrigue, and the pure-blood fanaticism.
According to my mother, I started a magic riot not long after I was born. I don’t have the slightest memory of it. In my memory, I started learning social etiquette, magic history, and various spells, including black magic, since I was three years old. Also in it.I used to be weak and cry, and then I was treated in a darker way, so I learned to pretend, and I learned to deal with people who offended me calmly.Including my cousin, when she died at the hands of the nine-year-old me, her wide-eyed eyes seemed unbelievable.
It wasn't the first person I killed, but for some reason, I suddenly got bored.Family mission...shit family mission.
My rebellion came so suddenly and silently, of course I knew who was in the family, so before I went to Hogwarts, I showed the qualities that a qualified Slytherin should have.I couldn't help but laugh out loud at the thought of their twisted faces that wanted to eat me.
In our freshmen class, there were many mavericks, but the half-blood went to Slytherin's Snape, the pure-blood traitor Black, and me.Because the news about Blake going to Gryffindor was too shocking, the news about me going to Hufflepuff was scattered, and it was not outstanding to be mixed in.This made me a little bit lost.But soon I became happy, because I received a stern letter from my parents. Looking at the curses on me in the letter, I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth. I can think of them with my toes What kind of expression is it now.
Dumb Hufflepuffs, dubbed by the other three Houses, and the Lancastrian Heir is in it.
What they care about is their status and face in the pure blood family.
That's when Meili opened the door and came in.
She stood at the door against the light and smiled at me, "Hi, my name is Melissa Sue."
She has the smell of black magic that I am familiar with, but her eyes are clean, and she does not have the dark psychology caused by learning black magic.I watched my face reflected in her pupils, her light blonde hair shining brightly.
At first I didn't really like her, she was kind of enviably clean, especially me and her, who also learned black magic, were at completely different extremes.But I tried to be a good friend to persuade her, comfort her, and even fight with Blake for her, and you know Slytherin is going to be disguised, and that would be perfect.But, tsk, talking to Blake is so ugly, I thought I would be a little unhappy, but it turns out that I was wrong again, and I actually felt a burst of pleasure? ?Emotions out of my control confuse me.But I didn't think deeply, or I subconsciously avoided the correct answer.
Meili had two good friends before entering school, Lily Evans and Severus Snape.
To be honest, I think Lily Evans is very good at choosing friends. Both Merry and Snape are very good to her. Of course, Snape likes Evans, as long as I am not blind, I can tell.Mei Li was very slow, and she didn't make up her mind until the end of the third grade.I once mentioned this in the first grade, but I refused to mention it later, so the time for her to wake up was obviously much later.I can't say why, but she pulled me that day, blushing, but said to me with a very unlovable expression: "Laila, I seem to like Sif, what should I do!" I held my breath, what should I do!how could I know!Snape loved Evans!What else can I do!Wouldn't it be okay to change someone's favorite!like me?
I was taken aback by my own thoughts.
Fortunately, Mei Li was also caught in her own thoughts, so she didn't notice my unnaturalness.This made me a little bit lost.
Falling in love with...girls shouldn't happen to me.
I even picked on all of Mei Li's shortcomings, such as short stature, history of magic and transfiguration classes were a mess, and she was obsessed with liking Snape, etc., but I laughed silently while picking on her.
SHIT!That's enough.
I can't bear to look at my smirk in the mirror anymore.
Meili probably has oriental ancestry, and her height is really very short. Even if she becomes an adult later, she is only 165 centimeters.And I was already 168 cm when I was in the third grade.
Mei Li didn't seem to think that I would like her at all. Even though this rumor was spreading wildly at Hogwarts, she was still with me as always, and there was no estrangement. I really didn't know whether to be happy or sad.Sometimes Ruixi would quietly ask her about her feelings for me, and she would say helplessly: "Laila and I are good friends." Ruixi would leave angrily when she got an answer that was completely inconsistent with her imagination, and I stood While eavesdropping on the whole process, my heart is also sore.
She wanted to beat Potter and Black for Snape, so I accompanied her to participate in Quidditch, God knows I really don't like this kind of flying sport, although my flying skills are not bad, but Compared with her, there is still some distance. Potter and Black are also very good at flying, but they have been suppressed by her for two years.
I love watching her smug on the broom, but it never happened after fifth grade.
A lot happened in fifth year and I was forced to transfer from Hogwarts to Durmstrang.I didn't tell Meili when I left, I was afraid of seeing her, and I couldn't leave again, I always compromised under her eyes, and made some actions that I didn't expect myself, if she cried, I might really just stay.But how is this possible? If I stay, the family that has been so deeply entangled with the Dark Lord will definitely know that she is the one the Dark Lord is looking for.I wrote letters to Ruixi and Jessica during the summer vacation, but without her, even the last letter I asked Ruixi to forward to her, I dared to write: "I will never forget you, Mei Li, you He's my... best friend."
In fact, I have regretted leaving Hogwarts countless times. If I were still with her, at least she would not have such a hard life because of losing her flying qualifications. Even if the family pressed her, I would still have a way to fool her.How could I have forgotten that Snape never liked her, even if she stayed by that person's side silently for a long time, he would only regard it as friendship, and sometimes, friendship will make people miss a lot of things.Only when you love someone, will you care about everything about her, even if something is wrong, you can tell the clues.
I know many things about her through Ruixi and Jessica. In her letters to me, she always announces the good news but not the bad news. Maybe it is the tradition of her mother's country?How much I wanted to go back to England to visit her at that time, but I was locked up by my grandfather before I set off.
He said, I can tolerate you going to Hufflepuff, but I will never tolerate you falling in love with a witch, or a half-breed witch.I should be thankful that my grandfather only paid a little attention to her because I like her, instead of discovering her secret.
I was imprisoned for seven years, I don't know how I spent those seven years, I missed Meili crazily, I got her letters, and then gradually waited until she stopped writing, I thought, Meili must have thought I was missing , as announced by the Lancaster family.I didn't see the light of day until Voldemort died.
I couldn't wait to run back to England, this time, my grandfather didn't stop me.
Soon I understood why he didn't stop me.
People in the Lancaster family will only understand it if they hit their heads badly.
Merry died.
For Evans and Snape.
Never have I hated these two more than I do now.I even beat them both with my hands, not in a duel between wizards, like a normal Muggle, Reese rushed out and hugged me, and I saw me screaming in her pupils, with my hair disheveled like a madman .Snape didn't fight back, neither did Evans, but Potter tried to hex me, but Black stopped him.
I clearly felt that I was struggling violently, but even the weak Ruixi could hug me, making me unable to move.
What is the meaning of my life?
This kind of life is long and dark, and the only light is completely extinguished.
I just opened my eyes and looked at the foggy London sky and cried.
Blake came to my side, he became silent a lot, he signaled Ruixi to let go of me, then supported me, and handed me a glass of wine, "Drink some." His voice was a bit vicissitudes, no longer when he was young and proud clear.I downed the glass of wine and didn't stop even when I choked.After drinking, I gradually felt a little warmth on my body, but the warmth on my body couldn't drive away the coldness in my heart.
"You really like her. I was right when I was in the first grade." Black forced a smile and said hoarsely.
"Yes, I like her more than anyone else." I said softly, my eyes turned red again, "but she didn't even give me the chance to die with her."
Blake stopped talking and bought a bouquet of flowers to put in my hand before leaving.
A bouquet of light purple primroses...
Almost all the gifts that Merry gave Snape were in the style of such small flowers.
I used to want to give her a little flower like this, but in the end I didn't.
What beautiful flower language, for the sake of Meili, I even went to the Muggle world to ask the flower shop owner for advice.
There is no one to love but you.
Meili, if my heart for you can be conveyed to Meilin one day, please don't be disgusted, stop and listen.
How I hope that time can come back, and I will definitely protect you from any harm.
But Meili, why don't you wait for me?
But that's okay, you know, I will always catch up with you, before that, please don't leave again.
When I drank the meth, I felt very happy, and this time I finally got ahead of Snape.
Dear Merry, here I come.
The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Calvin, why does such a thing exist in the world, so I put a little sister’s side story to offset the text I got stuck. (づ ̄3 ̄)づ
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