This thing loves me the most

Ji Yaoxue went into the flowers to cry again, Chunping was heartbroken

"Li Mo is right, but why do I still feel bored?" He muttered to himself without noticing that someone was following him.

She stomped her feet in the pond, a little angry, "But can my daughter's hand be held casually? What is he thinking? Even... even if he likes it, it can't be... hated, hated, hated by the public!" Xiao Shizi Being thrown into the lotus pond one by one, disturbing the calm water surface, just like her chaotic heart lake at the moment.

Two women dressed as maids were standing behind a stone not far away, and began to exchange gossip news that each knew, "I heard that in the past, Commander Chasing Life once made Commander Ruthless forget that Ruyan girl, and let him Trying to accept Princess Mu Xue, oh, now it’s Miss Ji Er. But the ruthless commander is not only ungrateful, but also very angry. Instead, he suggested that the life-chasing commander give up Princess Ziluo and pursue Princess Mu Xue. Are you surprised? ? I overheard this all by accident, so please don't tell it." The maid who spoke looked around warily, and at the same time asked the other party to keep her mouth shut.

"It's really strange. I thought the relationship between the ruthless commander and Ji Yaoxue was very good? But after hearing what you said, I also remembered one thing. I heard that Miss Ji had been actively pursuing the ruthless commander before. , I still don’t believe it. Besides, she mentioned several times that the person whom the ruthless commander likes is Chu Limo, but the ruthless commander didn’t even refute it. What he likes is not the Nangong Ruyan who is no longer alive. Is it?"

"You are so stupid! Don't you understand? This is obviously to make her give up, so stop pestering her." Another girl smiled, "If you want me to say, Commander Ruthless doesn't like Miss Ji Yaoxue at all, he It's just that Miss Ji almost died because of saving him before. Just a few nights ago, when I passed the garden, I heard the ruthless commander complaining to the life-seeking commander. He said that it was the marriage bestowed by the Holy One that made him unable to get off. It seems that he I'm not satisfied with the emperor's messy mandarin ducks!"

"The man I love doesn't love me. That girl Ji who has been kept in the dark is really pitiful."

"What's so pitiful? Isn't it because of her wishful thinking? Besides, the imperial decree has already come down. Even if he doesn't want to, doesn't the ruthless commander have to obey the decree to marry her? She should be content. Oh, this rest The time is almost over, let's go to work quickly, otherwise Sister Chunping will scold the two of us again later."

Is this the truth?It turned out that what I thought was really just what I thought.Knowing all this, Ji Yaoxue's expression was gloomy, and she turned and left slowly, taking every step so stiffly.

And the two maids who were supposed to have already left were now watching her leave in a daze with a sly smile.

"The two of you are responsible for cleaning up the back garden, and you can go to rest when you're done," Chunping instructed the two maids.

"Yes, Miss Chunping."

Chunping was looking around, and when she passed a certain flower bush, she seemed to hear a familiar weeping sound.She froze for a moment, followed by a pause in her footsteps.She looked at the lush flowers, and when she wanted to confirm that she had heard it wrong, she turned pale with shock when she saw Ji Yaoxue hiding in it. "Yaoxue? Why are you here? Look at your injuries! Come out, I'll give you medicine!" Chunping took her out of the flowers, pulled her into her room, and pressed her shoulders. Ask her to sit quietly.Then she walked to a cabinet, opened the door, took out the medicine box, and searched for the wound medicine inside. "No wonder I saw Wuqing looking for you around the house like a headless fly just now. Who knew you ran into the flowers again? Could it be that Wuqing made you sad?" He retorted, "No. How could he be willing to make you sad again?" Chunping was the only one chattering in the room, and Ji Yaoxue never said a word. It's just that the beads of tears never stopped, "You are a doctor anyway, and you are also a doctor with superb medical skills. Why do you only treat patients outside? Why are you so careless to yourself?"

Chunping couldn't help but want to read her a few words, but Ji Yaoxue still didn't speak, just like a puppet, dumbfounded and at the mercy of others.Chunping thought to herself, it's better to find Wuqing quickly, if there is really any misunderstanding, it's better to let the two of them talk it over as soon as possible.Otherwise, this girl Yaoxue will cry endlessly, so what should I do!

Spoiler 2: In this way, the heart will not hurt

Leave the Qingge tribe and come to the Central Plains.When she first entered the Shenhou Mansion, Mu Xue was not used to it.

No relatives, no clansmen, although she has longed for the Central Plains in the book since she was a child, she still feels at a loss when she is in a completely unfamiliar environment and facing many completely strange people.

The people of the Qingge Tribe respect and love Princess Moeryan, but in this huge Shenhou Mansion, the maids are all respectful and far away, which makes Mu Xue, who loves to be lively, not feel the slightest sense of belonging here.So she began to feel melancholy, and the initial excitement and curiosity about things in the Central Plains gradually faded away. She felt homesick.

The moon and stars are thin, and the night sky is still the same, but her life has already been turned upside down, where should she go?Looking at a pool of green lotus leaves, Mu Xue was stunned.

After chatting with Wuqing, Mu Xue's homesickness faded a lot. It was late at night, and according to the etiquette and customs of the Central Plains, it was not very good for a single man and a widow, so Ji Yaoxue left and went back to her room.Unexpectedly, when she passed the garden, she saw a frightening scene—a woman of her age was eating a poisonous scorpion with its teeth and claws.The woman heard her exclamation and warned her not to tell others, Mu Xue nodded in horror, and then fled in despair.

Early the next morning, he ruthlessly fulfilled the promise he made the night before -- taking Mu Xue for a tour of the capital.The completely different style and appearance from Qing Ge quickly wiped away the sadness and... a little panic on Mu Xue's brows?

Even if the girls around him are chirping like a little sparrow, Wuqing always responds with a smile.

When he went to order the roast duck, two people stared at Mu Xue, who was dressed in a foreign costume and was on the order, and became ill-intentioned. Fortunately, Wuqing found them in time and repelled them.

Mu Xue was still in shock, thinking that since she was a child in Qingge, and being a member of the royal family, she had never encountered such a thing, she couldn't help complaining that the people in the Central Plains were really bad-hearted, and she smiled ruthlessly, "You can't generalize... In Qingge, there is also your second brother." ?”

Mu Xue thought it was reasonable, so she said that the person in front of her was brought back from the slave market by herself, and those slave sellers were also very bad.It's just why I have such a strange feeling when I think of my act of buying him back then?Mu Xue pressed the back of her hand against her hot cheek to cool down.

Wu Qing found that something was wrong with her, "Princess Mu Xue?"

Mu Xue had no choice but to say that she felt a little hot.

"Hot?" Wuqing was a little surprised. It's autumn, so it must be a little bit cold.

Mu Xue didn't want him to get to the bottom of it, so she pushed him out of the alley, "Didn't you say there is something delicious? Lead the way! Lead the way!"

In the evening, Mu Xue, who was playing with the windmill in his hands, and Wuqing went back to Shenhou Mansion talking and laughing, and met Ling Yiyi in the lobby.is her!The woman who ate poisonous scorpions!Mu Xue's body was a little stiff, Ling Yiyi said a few polite words to her symbolically, Mu Xue didn't dare to look at her, and replied "Yes" a few times with a little hesitation.

After Ling Yiyi said a few words, she left.Ruthlessly noticed that there was something different in Mu Xue's expression, and after questioning, he was surprised to learn of her "duplicate" evaluation of Ling Yiyi, and then he knew what Mu Xue had seen the night before, and he had a vague understanding in his heart, so he took her to See Iron Hand, and inform Iron Hand of this matter.

Through Tie Shou's mouth, Mu Xue learned of Ling Yiyi's courage to sacrifice for love, and admired her very much.Afterwards, I approached Ling Yiyi and told her directly that I wanted to be friends with her. Although Ling Yiyi suffered from human affection and warmth because of her identity as a poisonous woman, she was originally lively and temperamental. Two young women who were in their prime In this way, we became good friends naturally.

Seeing that Mu Xue has been chasing Wu Qing, the maids in the mansion have long since become restless. They often insinuate Mu Xue in private as the Phoenix in distress, and deliberately neglect the errands in Mu Xue's room.

Mu Xue has a delicate mind, so how could she not know?She thought about her situation carefully. Although she was still called a princess, the truth was that she was already a fake princess with no one to rely on.Fortunately, Master Zhuge Shenhou was grateful for her rescue of Li Mo and Wu Qing, so he took her in.Now she has no achievements, but she still needs the maids to take care of her. It is only natural for them to say and do so.

So, she found Chunping, the maid's manager. Chunping had always liked cold-bloodedness and ruthlessness.But what kind of princess is this? Zhenri ran around behind him, and now she delivered it to her door herself!

After Chu Limo's incident, Chunping has become more sensible. She refused to let Mu Xue do all the work, but made her suffer. Chunping wanted to always be like this...

Deliberately passing through the garden, but failed to see Mu Xue Chunping sneered, this tribal princess finally couldn't hold on anymore.A slight sound came from the flowers, it was Mu Xue! "You're not talking bad about me!" Chunping approached quietly, and after hearing what Mu Xue said, her expression changed.

Since then, Mu Xue's work has obviously started to decrease.The maid in the mansion wondered, why didn't Sister Chunping continue to torture her?Some restless maids would still trip up Mu Xue in private, this was a common occurrence in the past, and everyone turned a blind eye, but who would have thought that they would be reprimanded by Sister Chunping, so No one dared to bully Mu Xue, and because they had been together for a long time, they were all won over by Mu Xue's understanding.

As for Mu Xue, whenever she has free time, she will take a flower basket and paper money to the back mountain to pick flowers, and then go to pay homage to the tomb of Ruyan girl.

"Sister Ruyan, I'm sorry, it took a long time to come to see you this time, because I couldn't get away. The flower I brought today is a peony, and it's growing well. A few days ago, I happened to be in Wuqing I saw a portrait on the table in the son's room. Although I have never met you before, I just know that the woman in the painting is you. I haven't seen the ruthless son for several days. I don't know if he has ever How about seeing you? Although he put all your belongings into the ground, I can feel that his heart is still closed. He is not happy. Sister Ruyan, what should I do? How about he open up his heart and go to love again?"

In fact, every time she went to worship, the thoughts in her heart became stronger, and it didn't take long before she finally made a decision.

Falling flowers are colorful, and the handsome young man dances his fan lightly in the rain of flowers. It is really a beautiful scene and a beautiful person. Mu Xue originally wanted to find Wu Qing, but she didn't want to disturb this unbelievably beautiful scene.

After Wuqing's martial arts practice was over, Mu Xue walked out from behind the pillar and called him out. After several breaths, she mustered up all her courage and pulled Wurui's hand away, holding the tender light in her hand tightly. The pink pouch was placed in his palm.

"If someone is willing to protect you for Sister Ruyan and take care of you for Sister Limo, would you be willing?" Although it is not uncommon for Qingge tribe women to show love to men, Mu Xue still used all her strength to speak out.

"I know this is your custom..." Following his words, Mu Xue's eyes were gradually covered with disappointment.Wu Qing returned the purse in her hand to her, "Wu Qing hopes that Princess Mu Xue can find her right husband as soon as possible."

Seeing Mu Xue lonely, I... ruthlessly unwilling to get to the bottom of it, and strode away after speaking.Looking at the decisive figure in front of her, Mu Xue felt as if a big piece of her heart had been gouged out by someone, and she smiled wryly, "You should have known, didn't you?"

Chunping, who was passing through the corridor, happened to see this scene, she shook her head and sighed silently.

"Mu Xue, what's wrong with you?" The cook asked with concern. "Yeah, why are you here in a daze?" The uncle who was cutting vegetables also felt really strange.This girl, Mu Xue, has a pure temperament and is friendly to others. After getting along with her, she can't help liking her from the bottom of her heart. She has already tamed everyone in this house.

"I want to make some snacks for Mr. Wuqing, but I don't know how to..." The cook hesitated to speak when she heard the words. Anyone with a discerning eye could see Mu Xue's love for Wuqing, but Wuqing... She had long wanted to persuade Mu Xue to give up However, this girl is too persistent, and she always doesn't know how to persuade her.It's as if the meaning of this snack to Wuqing is just another medium for yearning like smoke, but how can she bear to tell the truth?

"Nangong Ruyan made Wuqing those dim sums before. Even if you do, he still cares about her. So, do you still want to learn?" Chunping who appeared at an unknown time said this, she was determined He looked at Mu Xue.

"As long as he's happy, I don't care about anything."

This ignorance moved Chunping, and made her smile, "Okay, I'll teach you." Such a good girl, I hope Wuqing can know how to cherish it.

In fact, Mu Xue herself still has selfish intentions, even though Wuqing can't forget Ruyan, these snacks are made by her after all, thinking this way, she feels extremely happy.It's just that she didn't expect that, just like rejecting her purse, Wuqing didn't choose to accept the snacks she sent.

Tie Shou and Yiyi had a little conflict, but after a while, they sweetly envied everyone again.

"Although Tie Shou is always silent, he is actually very worried about you, you..." Because she was worried that Ling Yiyi would have a grudge, Mu Xue couldn't help but defend Tie Shou.To the bystanders, she could see Tie Shou's sincerity towards his friend.

"I know, don't worry...it's you, how are you and Wuqing doing?" Ling Yiyi asked with concern.Who else in the Quanshenhou Mansion doesn't know Mu Xue's intentions?

"Me and Ruthless... we... nothing."

"With a little more thought and patience, you will definitely be able to impress him..." Ling Yiyi held her hand and encouraged her not to give up.

"Yeah." I hope so, Mu Xue nodded.Even though her body is bruised and bruised, she will never give up.Because she didn't know how to give up, let alone give up.Even if Wuqing won't fall in love with her, she still wants to see the day when he can fall in love with other women.

"What should I do? What should I do?" While Mu Xue was sobbing, she was dragged out of a bush covered with thorns. When she regained her senses, she realized that the person pulling her was Sister Chunping !

"Look at your body covered in injuries. It doesn't count if you are ruthlessly rejected. Do you still want to ruin yourself like this?" Chunping was a little annoyed, angry that she hurt herself like this, and even more angry that she was ruthless like a log, so incomprehensible and repulsive. thousands of miles away.

"Being stabbed by flowers, my heart won't hurt so much."

"What a terrible idea! If you're worried, you should try your best to go with you instead of foolishly getting hurt all over the flowers!" Chunping took a long breath to calm herself down, Then he pointed out a clear path for Mu Xue, "The man in charge of this mansion is Mr. Zhuge, as long as he agrees, Wuqing will be unwilling... Hey, what about people!" , "When it comes to ruthlessness, this girl's calmness is completely gone. It's really interesting."

Talking with a maid to prove that Ruthless is heartbroken

Thanks to Chunping, Wuqing successfully met the person he had been looking for for a long time, "Yaoxue, listen to me, I have no love for Limo, before...you misunderstood." Although He did it on purpose.

Ji Yaoxue looked calm at this time, the redness and swelling of her eyes exposed the fact that she had been crying for a long time.Did he finally admit it? "I know, you made me think that, just to make me give up on you." Wu Qing saw that she was too calm, and suddenly felt extremely uneasy. What else did those women say!

"You even... want to push me to Zhui Ming, is that true?" Mu Xue looked at him expectantly, hoping to get a negative answer.She wished he could tell her categorically that everything was her imagination and she had misunderstood it.However, she only saw a flash of panic and confusion in his eyes, which made her heart feel cold in an instant.

Ruthless was indeed a little flustered, he felt something went wrong in a certain link.How did she know this?Suppressing the doubts in his heart, he was ruthlessly unwilling to deceive her, so he could only admit it: "That's right, but..."

So it's true to feel guilty, and it's also true to marry her because of the situation? "Stop talking!" Ji Yaoxue struggled away, unwilling to immerse herself in this heartbreaking embrace, and didn't want to hear more truths that broke her down, "Don't chase after me, let me Be alone." While she was saying this, she ran out of the room all the way, and then rushed out of the gate of Shenhou Mansion.

Wuqing knew that Ji Yaoxue was soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and it would be useless to chase after her, so he could only watch her run away, and panic filled his heart for no reason, as if she was going to disappear in his life.Ruthlessly clenched his fists silently, hating his helplessness at this moment.He should have known earlier that the ridiculous things he did and the heartless words he said would eventually affect his and her present and future.

But...the uneasiness in Wu Qing's heart continued to expand, what went wrong?He always felt that something was wrong with all of this.

Ruthless and anxious, but saw Ji Yaoxue go home drunk

Ji Yaoxue didn't want to pay attention to the Hou Mansion, where she would constantly think of the girl's words and his guilt and helplessness.The eyes are very astringent, and the tears cannot flow, but why does the heart still hurt so much?

After getting very drunk, Ji Yaoxue stumbled to the door of Shenhou Mansion, like a child babbling, she read word by word, "God—Hou—Mansion—"

Ji Yaoxue held her head, looking very puzzled, why did she come back here again?oh!correct!Here he is!But he didn't love her, Ji Yaoxue looked at the plaque with the three gold characters "Shenhou Mansion" and smiled bitterly.

Wuqing rushed over after receiving the notification, but before she could get close, she was startled by the smell of alcohol all over her body, "Yaoxue! Have you been drinking?"

Ji Yaoxue staggered, and was held firmly by him, her face blushed with drunkenness, she stared at him blankly, then felt the world spinning and fell drunk.

Before the bed.Caressing the bruise on her cheek with unconcealed pity, Ruqing couldn't help but think of what Chunping said, "Do you really think that Yaoxue won't be sad after being rejected by you again and again? It's just that even if It’s sad, but she doesn’t want you to see her. Instead, she hides in the flowers and hurts herself. I asked her why, but she only said that her body hurts, but her heart doesn’t hurt. It’s obvious that you lost Nangong Ruyan , but she is more miserable than you. I don't know what happened to you today, or what happened? I only know that if you really care about her and care about her, you shouldn't let her like this Sad! She's in my room right now."

Wuqing hated herself more and more, hated her habitual rejection and shrinking, which left her covered in bruises time and time again.

He held her slender white catkin and lingered on his cheek, "It was my fault before, Yaoxue, can you forgive me?"

Ji Yaoxue woke up, she sat up, feeling a slight pain in her heart, remembering how he looked when she saw her drunk that night, the anxiety and reluctance in her eyes must be out of concern for her friends!Thinking of the Qinglan Huayu that day, she was the one who proposed to be friends, how could she live up to her words?

"Yaoxue! You're finally awake, but we're all so anxious." Just in time, Chunping walked into the room with a basin of water, and seeing her sitting on the bed, she was so excited that she was on the verge of crying.

"Didn't I just indulge in a few drinks and then passed out? It's okay, Miss Chunping, don't worry." Ji Yaoxue didn't understand why she looked so relieved.She knew that she didn't drink well, but she wasn't so bad that Chunping would cry with joy when she woke up.

"Drunk? Ordinary people will be in a coma for more than ten days when drunk? Will almost all the doctors in the capital be ruthlessly arrested just to see you?" Chunping exaggeratedly shouted.

"What? More than ten days?" Really?She actually fell asleep for more than ten days in a row?Ji Yaoxue couldn't believe it, and suddenly felt a sense of time and space disorder as if she had been in another world.

"After the doctor and the imperial doctor diagnosed your pulse, they said that you were worried and depressed, so you subconsciously refused to wake up. When Wu Qing found out, he blamed himself so much that he stayed awake for ten days. You. When Ling Yiyi saw his appearance, she thought that something happened to you again... When they mistakenly thought you were killed before, it was the same with Ruthless. Leng Xue they took turns to persuade him to rest, but he refused to listen and insisted on killing you Waiting for you to wake up, in the end they couldn't stand it anymore, so they had to knock him unconscious and let him sleep to rest, otherwise something will happen to him before you wake up."

"I'm going to make the medicine right now. Doctor Zhong came and said that after you wake up, he must replenish your vitality." After Chunping left the room, she randomly pulled a maid and ordered her to go down, "It's enough to rest ruthlessly for so long. , you go to Leng Xue and them right now, and say that Yaoxue has woken up. They can also make Wu Qing "wake up"."

Ji Yaoxue was heartbroken when she heard that Wuqing had not slept for her for ten days. She wondered what happened to him now?When she lost her mind, a familiar gray and white color appeared beside her bed, and the voice was still familiar, but a little hoarse, "Yao Xue, listen to my explanation, okay?"

Seeing that he was in a mess, Ji Yaoxue couldn't help caressing his handsome face, who should have been in high spirits, but now he was haggard. You don’t need to explain anything to me, it’s my fault, I shouldn’t be selfish and tie up your future.” Although she only woke up for a while, she has already figured it out, only when he is happy can she be happy.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Ruthlessly grabbed her hand that was about to be pulled away.

"I don't want you to wrong yourself because of your guilt and the marriage bestowed by the Holy Majesty, and stay by my side. Everything that happened before... just pretend it never happened." Ji Yaoxue suppressed the heartache that almost suffocated her, speak hard.

Ruthless was shocked, "What the hell did they say to you? How could you think that way!" He hated the powerlessness of not being able to grasp the situation.

"I heard it from other places. A maid said that you talked with the life-seeking corridor because you made up your mind to keep me out of your heart. They also said that you acquiesced in my saying that you like Li Mo. Make me die."

"Should there be more?" Ruthless tentatively asked.

Ji Yaoxue lowered her brows and eyes, bit her lips, and said bitterly: "They said, because you feel guilty that I sacrificed my life to save you, and because of the pressure from the emperor to give you a marriage, you force yourself to accompany me, to accompany you A woman who doesn't love at all."

"Outrageous and absurd!" He ruthlessly roared, but the raging anger in his body was quickly extinguished by the beautiful woman's tears. He kissed her tears away with distress, and it would be best to be able to express all her sadness Kiss away, "Do you think I would be so close to a woman I had no intention of doing just because of guilt?" He whispered in her ear.

The unintentional woman, Ji Yaoxue felt that her heart had been stabbed again, and she was bleeding profusely from the pain. "You... just want to help me." Those two kisses, one was to help him drive away the girl who was chasing after him, and the other was to let himself take the bitter medicine obediently.Recalling those intimacy, her ears turned red.