Song of Qingqiu

After Bai Qian finished speaking, she gently pushed away the stunned Mo Yuan, straightened the scattered hair around her ears, and said indiscriminately: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I didn't I'll tell you." The words were incoherent and illogical.She just felt that Mo Yuan was sitting there looking at her helplessly, as if his whole body was frozen, and after a while, he said to her lightly: "I'm sorry."

Bai Qian felt too much apology in her heart, to Ye Hua and Mo Yuan, she avoided his gaze.He just picked up the handbag in a hurry and staggered out of the room.

Hearing the door slam shut behind her, finally separating her from Mo Yuan, Bai Qian let out a breath of relief.She couldn't tell if it was because she drank too much wine that her mind was always dizzy.I always hear people say that drinking is a mistake, but now I realize it most clearly.

She went back to her room and turned on the TV.I have no intention to do anything, and I have no intention to pack the luggage for tomorrow's departure, and I am even more unconcerned about staring at the flickering TV.

I only felt that there was a sound ringing in my ears, and a figure was shaking in front of my eyes, but it didn't make any sense.

She sat leaning against the head of the bed with her knees hugged, her head pressed tightly against her legs.It seemed that such a shrunken posture could make her feel safe for a moment.I just feel that my heart has been hollowed out, and my whole body is numb to the extreme.After an unknown amount of time, she finally mustered up her last bit of strength and walked into the bathroom.

The wet and dry separation of this hotel's bathroom is done very well.There is an airtight shower room, and the water in the shower is also very good, which is much better than the small one-bedroom apartment she rented in Qingqiu.

A steady stream of hot water flowed from the shower, and she felt a little more awake while feeling warm.

In fact, she was not sure about Ye Hua, even though Ye Hua let her go at the airport.What he said was straightforward, and she couldn't find anything wrong with it, although she was keenly aware that Ye Hua was lying by relying on a woman's instinct.

However, he is still her boyfriend after all, and the two of them have actually reached the stage of discussing marriage. How could she have a good impression of another man at this time, and almost did something ridiculous?

She felt sorry for Ye Hua, and even more sorry for Mo Yuan.Mo Yuan is such a perfect man, he deserves better love.And I shouldn't give him any wrong signals, let alone respond to his love, but should tell him early about my boyfriend.But why, she has been consciously or unconsciously avoiding the topic of having a boyfriend.However, she felt that there was no way to avoid the various attractions Mo Yuan gave her.She didn't quite understand herself.

On the second day, Bai Qian deliberately didn't go to the restaurant for breakfast, but ate something random in the room, and it was finally time to leave.Carrying luggage alone, he came to the lobby and waited for the hotel's shuttle bus to pick up several of their guests to the airport.

Bai Qian looked towards the lobby for the last time. The warm smile of the front desk lady and the palm trees with Southeast Asian style in the garden seemed to remind her of the memories of the past few days.She recalled the anxiety she felt when facing the unfamiliar environment when she first came here.But at this time, she felt even more uneasy.

"Are you leaving now?" Mo Yuan's voice sounded behind her.Low but thick.Yes, it was his voice.Startled, she turned around.Mo Yuan was still wearing a very casual polo shirt, he was still neat and tidy, and he was still tall and straight. There seemed to be nothing unusual on his face, and his face was as calm as if nothing had happened.

Bai Qian nodded slightly, as a response to Mo Yuan.Then he lowered his head again, really not knowing what to say to him, what to say to him.And Mo Yuan didn't speak any more.The atmosphere between the two was suddenly so awkward that it almost exploded.

At this time, the driver greeted the guests who were about to leave to get on the bus.Feeling as if she had received an amnesty, Bai Qian bent down to pick up the handle of the suitcase, but Mo Yuan grabbed ahead of her, firmly held the suitcase, and signaled her to get in the car first.

As Bai Qian stepped onto the station wagon, she watched Mo Yuan put her suitcase beside the car, and then watched him take a few steps back to the side of the road, and waved to her.

All the movements were so natural and smooth, but Bai Qian clearly felt the indifference in his attitude and the stiffness in his movements, although it was not very obvious.

Bai Qian sat in front of the window and lowered her head.She didn't dare to see if Mo Yuan was still standing by the car saying goodbye to her, or turned around and left because he had finished his routine work.Neither of which was what she wanted to see.Bai Qian told herself repeatedly in her heart that Mo Yuan was just here to send a friend back, that's why he was so polite and considerate.He always kept a reasonable and appropriate distance from her.

The car finally moved.Bai Qian let out a breath in her heart.Fortunately, fortunately, they recovered their sanity in time last night. The two of them did not do anything wrong, let alone develop in the worst direction.Maybe she can still be friends with him.