Rebirth of Lu Ruping

Regarding Lin Feng's attitude of not saying hello to her, or even "avoiding", although Lu Ruping felt uncomfortable, she didn't take it too seriously.The next day, I went to serve the Red Cross as usual. Recently, due to the change of seasons, Lu Erjie and Lu Mengping were accidentally recruited, so in order to take care of them, Lu Ruping changed the morning shift with someone.

When Lu Ruping went to the ward where Lin Feng lived, Lin Feng was still sleeping.When Lu Ruping finished changing the medicine for the wounded and was about to leave, she turned her head and looked into Lin Feng's eyes. She didn't know when he woke up?Lu Ruping watched Lin Feng open his mouth, and then stopped quickly. Judging from the shape of his lips, it seemed to be "I'm sorry", but Lu Ruping was confused when he saw it. She couldn't figure out what the other party "sorry" her, so she said to Looking at Lin Feng, he smiled and said that it doesn't matter.

Lin Feng didn't know why he subconsciously said "I'm sorry"?Maybe it was because of what happened yesterday, or maybe it was because of what happened before.After Tang Xiyuan and Shi Lei left yesterday, he thought for a long time, he didn't know how to get close to Lu Ruping, she was far stronger than he imagined.

As the days went by, as Lin Feng's injury improved, the relationship between him and Lu Ruping did not develop.Lu Ruping would change his medicine and chat with him, but they never talked about their relationship.

Sometimes people still need to be selfish once, so after Lin Feng recovered from his injury, he didn't apply to go to the hospital ahead.In the past, Lin Feng thought that he could get happiness even without Lu Ruping himself, but now he is not reconciled. After seeing Lu Ruping for so long, he began to hope that the other party's joy is caused by himself, and his heart to protect the other party from the wind and rain is getting stronger and stronger. strong.

Lu Ruping rubbed her ears, she deeply doubted whether she had misheard Lin Feng's words just now, how could the other party suddenly confess to her.

"You heard me right. I am indeed confessing my love to you. I like you. I mean it." Lin Feng looked at Lu Ruping and said.

"I'm sorry, thank you, but I'm not in the mood to talk about feelings right now." Lu Ruping said.

"I know, but I don't mind. You don't have the heart to talk about your relationship now. I can wait." Lin Feng said.

"If you say that, aren't you afraid that I will avoid you from now on?" Lu Ruping asked.

"I'm afraid, but I know you are not a person who likes to avoid problems." Lin Feng said.

"It's hard for you to think highly of me. It's really not my style to avoid you because of such a thing." Lu Ruping said with a smile.

"So?" Lin Feng looked at Lu Ruping.

"Lin Feng, I don't believe in love. People are very strange creatures. When you like them, you can hold them in your palms. When you hate them, you can't wait to step on them. You say you like me, but do you really understand me? Do you know the dark side of my heart? Erhao said that I forced my mother to death. These days, when I think about it, it seems reasonable. If I cared more about her body at that time, I would have discovered that she was infected with Opium, can my mother commit suicide without cutting her wrists, you see, how selfish and cold-blooded I am?" Lu Ruping asked with a smile.

"Lu Ruping, no one is perfect, and everyone has times when they are insecure, you don't need to push yourself so hard!" Lin Feng couldn't bear to look at Lu Ruping, who was forced to smile.

"I'm not pushing myself, I'm just telling you that I'm not worthy of your liking." Lu Ruping said with a smile.

"Stop laughing, you don't want to laugh at all in your heart." Lin Feng hugged Lu Ruping, who was forced to smile, and he was worried that if he didn't hug her, the other party would say something that demeaned him even more.

"Lu Ruping, I don't care what you think about yourself. I just know that I like you. No matter what you do, I will like you. You don't need to magnify your mother's death. People who like you don't care about it. You don't have to care about people who don't like you." Lin Feng pressed Lu Ruping's shoulder and said.

"Lin Feng, can you let me go first?" Lu Ruping raised her head and asked.

"I'm sorry, I just don't want you to say more self-blaming words." Lin Feng let go of Lu Ruping and apologized.

"Lin Feng, Xiyuan must have told you about the situation in my family. My mother is my father's ninth concubine. We are not in the right household. Will your family accept a daughter-in-law like me?" Lu Ruping asked.

"It's not a problem. My family doesn't pay attention to these things. My parents are very open-minded, and to tell you the truth, my mother met you before and she was very satisfied with you. My father listened to my mother, so family background is not a problem. "Lin Feng said.

"Then you don't mind if I talked to Shi Lei?" Lu Ruping asked.

"It's a lie to say that I don't mind. When you broke up before, I promised him not to tell you or pursue you. It's not that I mind that you were together before, but that a gentleman should keep his promise." Lin Feng said.

"Since that's the case, why do you tell me the truth?" Lu Ruping asked suspiciously.

"Because I found that as time went by, I couldn't do it anymore. Only then did I know that liking someone but being unable to talk to them is such a painful feeling. It's not that I can't bear this pain. I just feel that If my sacrifice was meaningful, then forget it, but later Shi Lei told me that he didn't care about it long ago, and I realized that my sacrifice was completely meaningless. Then why should I make a prison and hide my intentions? ?” Lin Feng looked at Lu Ruping and said affectionately.

Lin Feng's affectionate confession kept Lu Ruping silent for a long time. She was no longer a girl in her soul, and she considered the problem more practically. The previous problems were all the problems she thought would exist after she and Lin Feng were together.

"Lin Feng, I don't say let's give it a try. I already know your intentions, and you also know my situation. You have to think clearly. If we are together, you will help me take care of my family. Can you bear it? How hard is it to live here? My younger brother is only eight years old, and my younger sister is about to become an adult. At that time, their education expenses and dowry will need to be borne by the person who is with me. You are really willing to accompany such a heavy burden. Shall I bear it together?" Lu Ruping asked seriously.

"I've considered all the issues you mentioned. It is undeniable that I am under pressure, but if I want to be with you, then I am willing!" Lin Feng looked at Lu Ruping seriously.

"Okay! Then let's find a time to formally gather both parents together for a meal. Then we will talk about our marriage." Lu Ruping said.

"Are you agreeing to marry me? Are you with me?" Lin Feng said in surprise.

"I have no reason not to agree to be with you. Although I can take good care of my younger siblings by myself, I can't deny that if one more person helps me, they will get better care." Lu Ruping said frankly.

Lu Ruping didn't feel that her decision to be with Lin Feng was hasty. Just because she didn't have confidence in marriage, it didn't mean she would never get married.It is a good choice to marry Lin Feng now.Lu Ruping always felt that the reason why she and Du Fei were unhappy in her previous life was because she lost herself in marriage.She wanted to work hard to maintain her marriage with Du Fei, so she lowered her stance and learned to compromise, but she didn't know that such things as compromise had to be done separately, facing Du's mother's kind of small-hearted, caressing people , you should do more.But her marriage to Lin Feng was different. According to the information that Tang Xiyuan disclosed to her privately, Lin's mother was a real lady of the family, very kind to others, and had never blushed with anyone.Thinking about it, even if she married Lin Feng, the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law would not be very rigid.

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