Dai Yuxin says

In a blink of an eye, the fifteenth day of the first lunar month was approaching, and during this time, no one else came to the Xiaoxiang Pavilion except Li Wan and Tanchun occasionally.

Daiyu sat on the embroidered pier she often sat in front of the window, resting her chin in her hand, leaning on the desk with her arm, and silently looking out of the window.

Zijuan sat beside the smoked cage and sewed spring clothes for Daiyu. She squinted her eyes, held the embroidery with both hands, and looked at the white crabapple flowers she was embroidering against the light from the window. More refreshing and beautiful.

Zijuan imagined that in spring, Daiyu would wear such a dress and stroll along the path of the jade garden in full bloom.Intoxicated, she turned her head to look at Daiyu who was sitting there, and felt that the girl was sitting there alone, looking a little lonely.

Zijuan couldn't help thinking that when Daiyu first came, everyone held her in their hands and doted on her.

Since Master Lin passed away, the girl's life has been getting worse day by day.

After Baochai came with her mother and brother, rumors of a happy marriage gradually spread in the house, and people's attitude towards the girl became more and more obviously cold.

The girl is a very smart person, so she knows it in her heart.Often secretly sad, the tears in my eyes are always hard to dry.

Xue Baochai wears the bright and golden gold collar with the inscription "Pair with Baoyu" all day long, and walks around in front of the girl's eyes, piercing her eyes.

The girl's only support is the old lady, and her only confidant is Baoyu.

However, for the sake of profit, the old lady abandoned her parents-dead, moneyless, and lonely grandson and granddaughter.

Baoyu, a childhood sweetheart, once talked about her younger sister's elder sister and younger sister, as if she was very considerate and caring for her younger sister.Seeing that the girl was sad, he ignored him, and said that she would become a monk at every turn.Since getting engaged, I seldom come to Xiaoxiang Pavilion, and after getting married, I even cut off the road to Xiaoxiang Pavilion.

Baoyu is even more indifferent to the girl's life and death.

What is the cruelty of the world and the thinness of human feelings? The actions of these people in the Jia Mansion are the best explanation.

In order to relieve Daiyu's boredom, Zijuan asked Daiyu if she had nothing to say: "Girl, do you think this flower is okay?" Zijuan raised the embroidery in her hand and asked Daiyu, hoping to alleviate Daiyu's sorrow.

Daiyu turned her head and praised lightly: "It's beautiful, how can your embroidery be bad?" After speaking, she turned her head out of the window again.

Daiyu is a girl who pursues perfection, no matter what she wants to be perfect, especially her relationship.

She is looking out of the window at this moment, thinking of the happy scene when she was with her parents when she was young, and the whole family gathered together during the festivals. The joy of that time is gone forever.

Thinking of the joys of the past, I can't help but think of the situation in Jia's mansion, especially the understanding of Baoyu, it is a bit ridiculous to think of it now.

Maybe it is exactly the sentence: I don't know the true face of Mount Lu, only because of the people in this mountain.

After experiencing the hardships of life and death, I seemed to have grown up all of a sudden, and I had a new understanding of many things.

Now, standing in the seat of a bystander, looking at Baoyu objectively and calmly, I feel that his greedy character is becoming more and more obvious.

Baoyu was only three years older than himself, and at such a young age, he dared to molested his mother's maidservant, causing Jin Chuan to jump into the well.

I don't like reading, I only like hanging out with girls.Secretly having sex with Xiren, Yihongyuan became jealous, Qingwen died, Si'er and Fangguan were kicked out, and other maids in the house also suffered.

For these, Baoyu never thought of repenting.

I thought that Baoyu was like this to the maid, because he was the master, pampered and pampered, and didn't take his servants to heart.

I wonder if Baoyu treats me differently?I and him are childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, and grew up together.However, at the critical moment, he also abandoned himself, married Baochai obediently, and lived happily with Baochai, despite himself being bullied here.

On weekdays, those people would just sneer at him in private.Now, if there is no hint from the master of Jia's house, how dare the slaves blatantly withhold their meals?As the steward of the Rongguo Mansion, could Baochai not know?

If Baoyu still cared a little bit about himself, how could he not notice it at all?

Daiyu told herself secretly in her heart: Daiyu, you must remember the suffering you have suffered.From now on, when dealing with people and affairs, you must keep your eyes open and look with your heart, so as not to be deceived by others.Don't trust people, especially rich and powerful men.

Just as Daiyu was engrossed in her thoughts, Xiangyun came with a chill in her body.