[Comprehensive] Cute Pet Diary

[No man is an island. 】

【Owner: Constance (high school student) / Aloysia (high school teacher)】

After finally washing the carpet, Rebecca (Rebecca) felt that today was really bad.

As a school belle, she can live a life of being winked at and courted by all kinds of boys—even girls—every day.

Rebecca didn't want to live like this.

This is why she still has no male or female votes, and she has not figured out whether she is heterosexual or gay.

Precisely because she is always being courted and can't help showing off, she doesn't have a single good friend at school.Even if she tried her best to repel it, she still couldn't get rid of this kind of life.

She had a particularly bad day.

I overslept in the morning and woke up to find that my mother, who ran away from home to pursue her music dream, had nowhere to go and texted her to borrow money, while my father, who ran out yesterday to drink heavily, was still sleeping on the sofa holding a bottle of wine.She didn't eat anything, and rushed to school with all her life, her hair was messy, and when she arrived in the classroom, she found that the clothes she was wearing today were worn backwards.

Although no one laughed at her openly, she still heard laughter from all directions in the classroom.There must have been many people who were unhappy with her.

And that's not the worst.

After class, she didn't know that there was a tornado passing through the border today, and it was likely to rain, but she didn't bring an umbrella.When it was almost time for lunch, I learned that the recommendation quota for a well-known university that originally belonged to me was secretly manipulated by the school and given to someone else.

No matter how you look at it, this is a day as gray as the weather.

Rebecca sat alone in the classroom after school, looking out the window at the still gloomy sky after the tornado passed, feeling at a loss in her heart.

Although she looks good and has good grades, her family background is not good.Compared with her work, her father prefers alcoholism; her mother abandoned her and ran away from home a few years ago because of her illusory dreams.

What a terrible place Gotham is, Rebecca knows it well.Her biggest dream over the years is to leave this terrible city, to receive a better education, to live a good life, so that she can truly live up to her good skin.

For this reason, Rebecca actively fought for it for a long time, and the recommendation quota that was about to be obtained naturally became someone else's property in a blink of an eye, and all this effort was in vain at this moment.

She can't do anything about her background, and she can't do anything about her future.The tornado was going to cross the border on the day she didn't bring an umbrella, and she couldn't help it.

Maybe she had a way to solve today's lateness and wearing reverse clothes, but unfortunately, she still couldn't do it.

It is said that good-looking people will never have bad luck, but why is she always so back?And besides being good-looking, which is useless, what can she do?

A great sense of frustration enveloped this poor little girl like a white flower like a dark cloud outside the window at this moment.She suddenly realized that it wasn't just today that was bad, every day of her life was bad.

The students who hadn't left in the classroom were whispering and secretly laughing from time to time.

Rebecca tried to straighten her back, but was momentarily exhausted.

Sometimes the idea of ​​suicide appears really simply and suddenly. Maybe it’s just a brain twitch without reason or warning, and suddenly lose all thoughts about life.

Want to be free, want a way out.

Want everything and never again against your will.

That's why Rebecca chose to open the window in the classroom, as if she also opened a window in her gray life.

But in order for the light to really shine into this grayness, she probably needs the courage to jump down.

Rebecca thought she was being bold, because she jumped.The weightlessness of stepping into the air made people dizzy, and it also woke up the brain instantly, and Rebecca's heart stopped beating.

Like many suicides, she regretted the moment after suicide, but many people did not have the opportunity to continue to deepen the feeling of regret.

But the reason why she didn't turn into a puddle of blood on the bottom of the building like the other unlucky ones, and she can still wash and wash at home, is not because of her group of admirers who can line up from the entrance of the teaching building to the school gate, but because of The girl whose face is distorted like a devil.

The girl rushed from the classroom door to the window desperately, and dragged Rebecca from the death line with a determined attitude.

Rebecca had cast a quick glance at her in the panic of the rest of her life, failing to recognize her at the time, and it was only when they were all safe on the ground that Rebecca remembered who the girl was.

Constance, the second grader, is the younger sister of Aloysia, the famous beautiful teacher in the school. She is also a well-known model in the school who can do everything except study hard.Although he doesn't look outstanding, he is full of energy, has friends all over the school, laughs and laughs all day long, is not a typical person and has no troubles.

It can be said that Constance and Rebecca are two completely opposite types.It's hard to say inside, at least on the surface they seem to be like this.

It is said that the girl's greatest hobby is to make girls cry.If people who like Rebecca can line up from the entrance of the teaching building to the school gate, so can the girl who makes Constance cry.

Rebecca, who now regretted her death-seeking act, wanted to say a few words to Constance.It's a pity that this kind and brave girl almost broke her own hands because of saving others. Before Rebecca recovered, she was dragged away by her sister to check her wrists.

Rebecca, who was safe and sound, was sent home by the principal's secretary.The elderly headmaster looked particularly sanctimonious because of his bald forehead.The secretary who drove the car expressed some personal thoughts of the principal to Rebecca in what seemed to be comforting but actually threatening words.

Tomorrow the headmaster will arrange for a counselor to come and check her up, but it's entirely her fault for causing panic in the school.If Rebecca dared to disclose this to the media, let alone a university quota, she would not even be given the qualification to continue studying in school.

Rebecca said nothing about it.

Not saying a word is the most satisfactory answer for the headmaster.

The secretary left very satisfied, and Rebecca, who was standing in the living room, looked at her father, who was swaying drunk on the sofa, and fell asleep peacefully after seeing that she was safe and sound, feeling sour all of a sudden.

She had just made a big death, and escaped with the strong help of others, and now she has not received a word of concern from her parents when she returns home.Her unreliable father didn't even want to beat and scold her.

Rebecca's feet are still a little soft now, but she has to face reality—her father threw up in the living room again not long ago, and she has to wash the cheap carpet before the stain is dry.

Rebecca washed and brushed until late.

After she finished tidying up and returned to her room, she had to help her drunken father to his bedroom.

Father rolled around on the double bed in the bedroom.Rebecca turned to turn off the light and leave, hearing her father call her mother's name in a daze in the darkness.

Rebecca's eyes were a little hot, so she quickly turned off the lights.

She stepped on the floor in the center of the uncarpeted living room. Even though the windows had been opened long ago, the stench of vomit mixed with alcohol still filled the house.Rebecca could not make up her mind to sleep in her room.

No reason, she just didn't want this bad day to end with such a bad night.

Rebecca walked towards the switch of the headlight in the living room, and just as she stretched out her hand to the switch, the sudden knock on the door seemed to knock on her heart, which startled her severely.

Father seemed to have turned over in the bedroom, still snoring loudly.Rebecca didn't respond, but walked cautiously to the door, stood on tiptoe, put her eyes on the cat's eyes, and looked out.

The unexpected appearance of a pair of fierce eyes frightened the poor little girl again.She didn't even see those eyes clearly, so she staggered a few steps reflexively, slowly and tremblingly came forward again, trying to take a closer look at the people outside the door.As a result, this time, she didn't see fierce eyes anymore.

Constance, who had saved her life earlier, stood alone outside the door, as if she knew that someone was looking out through the peephole, and even winked at the peephole, which was a bit cute.

... Could it be her illusion that that fierce look in her eyes just now?

While Rebecca was in a daze, Constance knocked on the door again and shouted: "Are you at home? Are you still asleep? I saw a light in the window."

Although it is not clear why Constance would know this address, nor why Constance wanted to come, Rebecca thought that she was the one who saved her life, after a short hesitation, she straightened her clothes, Open the door.

The moment the door opened, there was a faint smell of potion, and Constance's smile spread out along with it, and the not-so-bright lights in the corridor were actually illuminated by her smile.

She said, "Good evening, Rebecca?"

"Good evening to you too... Constance." Rebecca wanted to smile at first, but couldn't squeeze it out.

Constance's smile brightened a little more, as if she was about to smile for Rebecca's sake.Suddenly she raised her folded hands before Rebecca.Unexpectedly, Rebecca took a step back.

Constance's closed fingers slowly opened, and Rebecca was attracted. Looking over, she saw a small hamster with black fur sitting in Constance's palm.Because its sitting posture is a little curled up and a little fat, its belly cannot be seen at all.

Rebecca's eyes widened in surprise.

This little guy's eyes are not big, but his eyes are quite fierce. They are actually the fierce eyes she saw through the cat's eyes at first.Thinking about it, when she looked over at that time, this little guy should have been on top of Constance's head or on his shoulders.

Rebecca vaguely felt that it was staring at her, and apart from the sharpness in its eyes, there was actually a bit of reluctance.

Constance fluttered her fingers a few times: "Hurry up, Artemis, take it out quickly."

... What do you take out?

The little hamster sitting in the palm of his hand sighed very humanely, and touched his hidden belly with his little paws. When he took it out again, Rebecca accidentally saw a familiar little button.

Rebecca touched her chest subconsciously, and there was just a button missing.

Their school is a private school. Like other American schools, there are no rules about wearing school uniforms. It's all about what you like to wear.However, because the style of the school uniform is good, the color scheme is also very novel, and it is very fashionable to wear, Rebecca likes to wear it to school very much.

Constance himself said that she was able to save her because of the good quality of the school uniform.

The little button was held in the little paw of the little hamster, and the little moist eyes of the little hamster were still staring at her. Apart from the word "cute", Rebecca couldn't find any other adjectives.

"You had already left when I found this button, so I asked for your home address," Constance explained, "I wanted to give it to you alone, but I didn't expect my Artemis to be so active. She actually came out with me. I think, compared to me, you would be happier taking it from her."

I don't know if it was an illusion, but Rebecca noticed that when Constance said "Artemis" and "her", the little hamster holding her button twitched his mouth in displeasure.

...It should be her illusion, how could the hamster "twitch the corner of his mouth unhappily"?

The hamster bat is indeed not very happy.

He also thought that after he ran out with Constance, he would have a chance to escape. Who would have thought that after walking a few steps, Constance realized that there was something in the hood, and then pulled him out of the hood. caught out.

One person and one mouse stared at each other for a while, and Bat Hamster always felt that there was deep meaning hidden in Constance's calm gaze.

He knew that he couldn't explain why he didn't stay in the bowl in her room, but appeared on her out of thin air.He was just considering whether to bite the little girl's finger, and then took the opportunity to run away, but Constance didn't bother about it at all.

She grabbed him and put him on the head: "Hold him up~ This is a rare opportunity, but it's a real first-class seat~"

As he said that, regardless of whether the hamster bat sat still, he stretched out his arms, like a bat, like an airplane, and flew into the night of Gotham City like a mentally retarded person.

The hamster bat couldn't even sit still, let alone think about running away.He simply stayed on Constance's head with peace of mind, and temporarily put all his thoughts on how not to be thrown off by Constance's mentally handicapped head.

How dangerous the night in Gotham City is, Bat Hamster knows better than anyone else.However, Constance walked briskly, walked the safe streets and alleys with ease, and soon arrived at her destination, a residential area where people's lives were relatively tight.

As Constance walked into the target building, she handed a button to her head, and said casually: "Hide this first, and then take it out when you see the pretty girl. "

This tone sounded a little less deliberate in coaxing him and the hamster before, but it seemed to be talking to a peer... although he was not her peer.

The hamster bat took the button slowly and stuffed it into the fluff on its belly, thinking about it:

This little girl...wouldn't have seen something, right?

When Constance knocked on the door of the so-called "beautiful girl" and wanted to hide him in the palm of her hand, the hamster bat just twisted a few times symbolically, and got into her closed palm without any resistance. until she let him out again.

The hamster bat handed the button to the little girl named Rebecca with red and swollen eyes.

Constance is not talking nonsense, this little girl is really a beauty, but she is a bit delicate, just standing there has a slim feeling, and Constance, a tomboy who can't stand or sit like she really is. Not all the way.

Rebecca took the button from the hamster bat with some embarrassment, and said "thank you" in a low voice but very sincerely.It looked like she was trying to grab her bangs, but suddenly realized she had Constance and Hamsterbat standing outside the door, and let them in.

The small room was somewhat messy, not to mention gray, and there was an unbearable strange smell.After turning into a hamster, the hamster bat's sense of smell became much more sensitive, and he could easily distinguish the smell of alcohol and pickled cucumbers, as well as some other ingredients that can only be described as "unpleasant".

Compared with this smell, the potion on Constance's wrist smelled much better.

Constance obviously couldn't accept the messy smell, even though she wanted to be generous and polite, she still frowned.

Rebecca led Constance to a room inside with some embarrassment: "Sorry, my father was drunk and vomited in the room."

Constance said she didn't mind.She asked casually, "Is your father alone?" The guy was purring so loud it would burst the ceiling.

"...Yes, now." Rebecca's expression was a little strange, and she seemed to have a tendency to reveal something, so she simply turned her face away, "My mother... went out for a short time. Can't come back."

The pause was so fast that you might not be able to hear it unless you listen carefully.He didn't know if Constance paid attention, but Hamster Bat had a lot of experience, so he could hear it naturally.

He sat back on Constance's head again, and looked carefully at Rebecca.

She didn't dare to look directly at others, the corners of her mouth were unnaturally tense, and her facial muscles were a little stiff... This little girl is lying.

Just now, after walking around the living room, he could see that there were obviously only traces of life of two people in this house. Presumably her mother hadn't left recently, and she probably won't be back in a short time.

Hamsterbat stared at Rebecca, who hung her head down.Although I don't know why she lied, but she dare not tell the actual family situation, it seems that she is either very defensive or has high self-esteem.

"That's it..." Constance prolonged her voice a little, causing Rebecca to look up at her again. She smiled and didn't go into it further, "In this way, did you fail to have a good talk with her face to face? ?Talk about your...things today?"

Hamsterbat scratched Constance's hair with its claws.She actually played keyword silencer too.

Rebecca's tense facial lines slowly relaxed: "Well...Actually, I haven't had time to tell her about it yet."

"What about your father? Does his drunkenness have anything to do with what happened to you today?" Constance asked again, and she rubbed her nose embarrassedly after asking, "Sorry, I care too much. She looked very worried, and couldn't help but think of my sister."

Rebecca didn't mind Constance asking so much: "Aloysia? She's a good teacher."

"Yeah, she's a good teacher, but that's just now," Constance said casually as she sat on Rebecca's bed, with her hands on the bed, her legs straight and crossed naturally, "She used to be like you. She couldn't think about it at all, so she wanted to hang herself up."

"..."

"Although I'm not a professional, I have some experience in bringing suicidal people back to normal life. If you don't mind, would you like to talk to me?"

"...you came to see me late at night because you didn't worry about me." Rebecca's eyelids loosened and drooped slightly, "Can we talk about anything?"

"Of course," Constance narrowed her eyes and smiled, "I'm pretty tight-lipped. I'll tell Artemis at most, but I will never tell other outsiders."

Hamster Bat: "..."

Trying to pretend I'm really just a hamster...

The corners of Rebecca's mouth curled up and then loosened, loosened and pursed again.She was grateful for Constance's kindness, but she still couldn't talk about herself.

Constance could sense it too.She stretched out her hand and took down the hamster bat, which she planned to watch quietly. Regardless of the other party's objection, she handed it directly to Rebecca: "It's not worse than a girl's chest. Do you want to touch it?"

Rebecca: "..."

Hamster Bat: "..."

It's not worse than a girl's breasts...

What do you take him for? !

With shaking hands, Rebecca carefully took the hamster bat.Her hand was much softer than Constance's, and it was very comfortable.The hamster bat let the little girl gently touch it as if giving up on herself.

Seeing that Rebecca didn't intend to speak, and didn't force her, Constance took out her phone to check the time. It was almost morning.I can't go back tonight, I just hope that when I go home tomorrow, Aloysia can give her a way out.

Constance couldn't help laughing at the thought of her sister when she was angry, which made both Rebecca and Hamsterbat look at her.

Constance said leisurely: "You are very similar to my sister. You are very beautiful and have self-esteem. I know that you have been studying hard in the third year of high school. My sister is also the same. She was in college when she was in college. It's time to be serious. I just like motivated and beautiful girls like you."

Rebecca: "..." This tone of voice...

Hamster Bat: "..." Makes me wonder...

"Don't look at me like that, you are really similar to her," Constance saw the strange eyes of this person and a mouse, but didn't care about it, but the content of her words changed, "Even when suicide attempt They all look alike."

She had another pile of funny things about Aloysia and her.

Rebecca was still listening quietly, and suddenly realized a problem-Constance only mentioned her sister and herself from the beginning to the end.She was keenly aware of something, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Constance... where are your parents?"

"Dead, dead for about five and a half years."

Constance's tone was normal, and she looked at the hamster bat in Rebecca's hand with a natural expression.It's just that after staring at it for a while, he suddenly blinked several times, and finally covered it with his hands.

When Rebecca looked at her with trepidation on her face, Constance sighed: "Oh, don't you have such an expression, I didn't think of it. I thought I didn't care about it long ago. But now I think Thinking about it, I still feel very sad."

She scratched her face, "They died in a car accident. Although there was still time to send them to the hospital, when they arrived at the hospital, the doctor could only declare that the rescue was invalid—or in other words, there was no need for rescue."

"..." Rebecca was silent for a moment, and put her hand on Constance's knee, "I'm sorry."

Constance gave her a big smile back: "Thank you."

Rebecca was infected by her smile, and couldn't help but want to tell the truth: "Actually...my mother and my father have separated a long time ago. It may be more accurate to regard it as a breakup. Although there is no divorce, my mother has been separated for a long time. Didn't come back."

Constance hooked her mouth: "Well, I guessed it."

"...Huh?" Rebecca was a little confused.She doesn't seem to reveal too much information about her parents, does she?How did Constance guess it?

Constance shrugged: "I can tell. There are only two drinking glasses, there are only two sets of tableware on the dining table, and there are only two types of shoes on the shoe rack at the door. I just glanced at the bathroom and brushed my teeth. There are only two sets of cups, women's skin care products are a bit miscellaneous, but it doesn't look like there is enough for two people... You said that your mother just went out for business, but there is no trace of her existence in this house."

This means that she is either gone, or she hasn't come back after going out for a long time.

Rebecca was taken aback for a while.

The hamster bat was also a little surprised.It is from these aspects that he infers, like Constance, that Rebecca initially lied.It's just that he didn't expect Constance, who looked carefree, to have such a careful side.The degree of surprise was no less than when he discovered that Constance actually had girly pink lace underwear.

"It's hard to lose a parent suddenly, no matter which one you lost," Constance said.

She still can't forget the scene of her sister sitting at the door of the emergency room, tearing her hair and crying bitterly.And later in the courtroom, the prisoners on the trial bench turned their heads and grinned at them after hearing that their intentional murderer was convicted of manslaughter.

Constance's eyelashes trembled violently, and she continued to speak calmly: "If a person with a weak heart cannot accept it for a while, it is easy to collapse, just like Aloysia. She was too much, and she actually died on the day my parents passed away." At night, I ran to the toilet, trying to cut my wrists and kill myself."

Rebecca frowned.

Cutting the wrist, just listening to the phantom pain in the wrist.

"I was young at the time. When I heard that Aloysia did something stupid, although it didn't work, I was very angry. So I rushed to her and gave her a slap." Constance said, intentionally or unintentionally He showed Rebecca his right hand, which was still wrapped in bandages.

Rebecca knew exactly what Constance was implying, so she couldn't help but rolled her eyes at her, and didn't bother with her: "Then what? What happened to Aloysia?"

"She's fine. She's neither stupid nor stupid. It's just that she was hit temporarily and was a little impulsive. It was my younger sister who beat me instead of my parents. She hugged me and cried a lot, and then gradually recovered." Constance laughed, "Look, don't the two of us live well together?"

Rebecca didn't answer.

The way she looked at Constance slowly changed.

Hamsterbat wanted to applaud Constance.

Constance's eloquence is surprisingly good.No one except Constance and Aloysia herself knew what the real situation was like.But Constance said it slowly and slowly, which is very contagious.

At least for the moment there was some light in Rebecca's eyes.

Constance saw it too.

She smiled: "I think Aloysia said something very well at that time, do you want to hear it?"

Finally Rebecca laughed too.Before Constance could speak further, she stretched out her arms and stepped forward to hug Constance.

Constance also hugged her back hard.

She pats Rebecca on the back: "She said: 'No man is an island.'"

"I am not, Aloysia is not, Rebecca, and neither are you."

The author has something to say: catch bugs tomorrow.