[Complete] I'm so scared

For those who desperately desire to be freed from the cage, every moment in the cage is a torment - ignorance of the future, confusion about tomorrow, and fear of fate.

Most of the morning time has passed, and the dazzling sunlight shines into the ward through the glass windows, adding some warmth to the deserted interior.However, the temperature brought by the sun still couldn't warm his already somewhat desperate heart.

Seemingly feeling the chill, Seiichi Yukimura who was sitting on the bed gathered the quilt covering him, and then turned his eyes to the lush trees outside the window.At this time, there was a wind blowing, and the leaves all over the tree made a "rustling" sound under the shaking of the wind, and the smooth leaves reflected dazzling light from the sun.

In this season when everything is full of vitality, he is about to wither and pass away.

Yukimura Seiichi hooked the corners of his lips in a self-deprecating manner, and finally lowered his head in a desolate manner.

Even if he is called "Son of God", so what, that's just a title, and he eventually became the one who was abandoned by God.

There is still half a month to go before the operation... Heh, with a 30% success rate, I don't know if he can survive it.

Obviously I don't want to be so pessimistic, and I have already agreed with Genichiro Renji and the others to stand on the podium of the national competition together and lead Li Haida to the third consecutive championship... But, no matter how strong a person is, when he feels When my body is getting weaker and weaker, when I am tortured by illness and cannot sleep every night, and when I know that the hope of recovery is quite slim, how can I keep my firm heart unchanged? ... have the courage to hold the tennis racket that carries all your dreams?

Suddenly, Yukimura Seiichi's aura changed, and the original desolation was instantly replaced by gentleness and peace.He quickly raised his head, looked in the direction of the door, and said softly, "Come in."

The door of the ward was pushed open with a creak.To Yukimura's surprise, it wasn't a nurse who came in, but a tall, slender, beautiful boy.He was wearing a white coat, which looked like it was put on temporarily, and he was holding a large dinner plate in his hand.

"Uh, that, I'm sorry to interrupt your rest..." The beautiful boy smiled a little embarrassedly, while shaking the plate in his hand at him: "It's lunch time, I'm here Bring you food."

"..." Unexpectedly, the other party gave such an answer, Yukimura was stunned, and then quickly restored his usual smile: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

He heard a noise at the door just now, but he didn't know why the nurse stood by his door for a long time and didn't come in.So...was it just a temporary trainee?

"Because you are in a low mood and may not be able to eat solid food, I only made porridge for you," the young man sat down in front of the bedside table, and while helping him to arrange the dishes, he murmured, " If you feel that your appetite is not bad, I'll go to the cafeteria and get you something else; if you can't eat anything...well, at least finish what I've worked so hard to bring..."

After hearing his words, Yukimura couldn't help raising his eyes to look at him more, the corner of his lips raised, and a chuckle unconsciously escaped from his lips: "... Heh."

"..." The chuckle made the boy tremble all over, he turned his head to look at him inexplicably, and even stopped the movement of his hands, "What are you laughing at?"

"...It's nothing." He watched the young man serving porridge for him. Even with such an ordinary movement, he did it gracefully, and he looked like a nobleman of extraordinary background. "How do you know I'm depressed?"

Before today, he had never seen this strange boy, and it should be the first time the two met.Yukimura Seiichi thinks he's pretending to be decent, but he was as keen as Liu Renji at the beginning and couldn't detect his wrongdoing. How did this boy find out?

The plain white porridge is dotted with a few emerald green scallions, and it is placed in a white porcelain bowl, which looks extra refreshing and makes your index finger move.The young man carefully felt the temperature of the bowl wall, and after confirming that it was suitable for eating, he stretched out his hand and pushed the porcelain bowl towards Yukimura, indicating that he could start eating.

"You can tell from the layout of this ward." The young man smiled brightly, instantly lighting up all the scenery around him, "This single ward is very empty, the overall color is absolutely cold white, and the windows are also like this. The half-open state can easily give people a feeling of depression. Also, you are a hospitalized patient, but there are very few decorations added by you here. I don't have a sense of belonging... But yes, no one has a sense of belonging to the hospital, but you obviously don't have a good attitude."

"..." Seiichi Yukimura paused while stirring the porridge, and then chuckled again: "It seems that you know the graphic design of the room very well."

"Of course, I'm going to be a designer in the future," the young man smiled triumphantly, and then he seemed to think of something, and he suddenly relaxed, "But the national competition is coming soon...so the minister recently arranged for me After a lot of training, I was so tired that I didn't even have time to go to the teacher to learn how to draw QAQ."

From the boy's words, Yukimura Seichi grasped two key points:

1. This boy is probably also from the tennis club, because the most recent national competition is only the men's tennis national competition.

2. He is still learning to draw.

"Are you also from the tennis club?" He couldn't help asking, his eyes fell on the young man's slender fingers - the fingertips were smooth, and there seemed to be no calluses left by holding the racket all year round, unlike those who played tennis.

"Yeah," the boy snorted sullenly, looking at him suspiciously, "Could it be that you also play tennis?"

"Hehe," Yukimura smiled so much that his eyes turned into crescent moons, "Don't you know me?"

"How did I know you, we've only met for the first time..." The young man muttered in a particularly cute manner.He frowned and carefully looked at the handsome young man with a delicate and beautiful face in front of him, but he couldn't guess his identity no matter what.

The young man curled his lips in frustration, and was about to give up, when a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in his mind—this person is a patient here, and his information card must be posted on the door of the ward, and his name is on it!

Thinking of this, he chuckled and ran from the hospital bed to the door in a hurry.Sure enough, there was a patient information card pasted on the wall by the door, and the name column was followed by the name of that handsome young man——

Yukimura Seiichi.

Seiichi Yukimura...

Yukimura Seiki!

"You, you, you...you are the No. 1 Yukimura Seiichi in tennis among Japanese middle school students known as the 'Son of God'?!" The boy turned around in panic, staring at Yukimura dumbfounded.

"..." Yukimura was silent for a while, and smiled wryly, "Look at me now, do I still deserve such a title?"

"The illness will always get better." The boy waved his hand indifferently, and said with a smile, "My name is Suou Ryu, and I am the main candidate for the Hyotei Tennis Club. Please give me your advice, Yukimura-senpai^_^."

"So you are the main candidate of Ice Emperor," Yukimura looked at Xu Wangliu with great interest, "However, I am the head of Likai University, and I am your opponent. Do you also hope that I will recover soon?"

"Who doesn't want the patient to get better soon?" Xu Wangliu rolled his eyes indecently, "Besides, a truly capable person will not be afraid of any challenge from any opponent. Senior Atobe will definitely look forward to meeting with you." You stand up to fight against each other."

"Hehe..." Yukimura couldn't help laughing at the very interesting answer, "Suwang-kun said it very well."

"I'm also looking forward to the day when I fight against you."

Sunlight filtered through the windows, casting dappled silhouettes across the ward.Yukimura, who inexplicably ignited his fighting spirit because of the boy's frank trust, did not expect that from this day on, there would be an existence in his future life that he could not let go of.

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