[Tutor] Daydream

After the entire Meloni base was transferred by Bai Lan, Bing Sheng could no longer detect their reactions.Irie Masaichi gave ten days to recuperate, but in the end that afternoon was spent on "clearly explaining the current situation to the eldest brother".

After finally getting rid of his rough nerves, everyone who had just returned to the Vengley base was completely exhausted physically and mentally, and fell asleep after stuffing some food randomly.When Sawada Tsunayoshi woke up again, it was already noon the next day.

In order to get them back to their best condition, the first two days were scheduled as rest.When Tsunayoshi Sawada came to the restaurant, it was just after the meal time, and was told by Li Baoen that there was no more food for him.

"Why?!!!"

"Who told you to sleep late."

"Didn't I rest these two days! What's wrong with me sleeping!"

"That's why I left biscuits for you." Li Baoen threw half a bag of biscuits that had been opened to him, "It's not just that you didn't eat, Colum went back to the room without moving a few mouthfuls, Yiping just went to see her... …Xing didn’t come out either.”

At the mention of Anko Terasaki, Tsunayoshi Sawada stopped his hand just as he was about to stuff the biscuit.

When I came back yesterday, I felt that she was very strange, and Tou also told him not to disturb her for the time being.Later, I was so tired that I fell asleep and forgot about it.

And the box Irie Masaichi gave him...

He ate the biscuits in two or three bites, and ran back to his dormitory.

Neither Gokudera nor Yamamoto were there, so he climbed onto the bed frame and lifted the lid off the box.When I took out the "Terasaki Family Instructions", I was still a little hesitant.

I always feel like I'm peeking at other people's secrets... No, it's not like, he's just peeking, right?

Even so, he opened the cover.

The paper has turned yellow, and on the title page is the first sentence written in faded ink.

"Dear Ayako."

Sawada Tsunayoshi slammed the notebook shut.

Sure enough, it was written for Nakajima-san, so why give him this "girl's secret"?What if you see something you shouldn't see?

But I opened it... Otherwise, I will apologize to Xing later.

He struggled mentally for a while, took a deep breath, and opened it again with a look of death.

"Ayako believes that there are people around us who don't belong to this world? I thought this kind of thing was incredible, but a while ago, I just witnessed it with my own eyes. It was the last time we slept together. I met a Miko, she came to this world because of Sawada-san. It’s funny to say that there are people who come here just for Sawada-san, right?”

"You look down on me too much, don't you?"

Although there was no one in the dormitory, and Terasaki Anne couldn't hear her, Sawada Tsunayoshi protested unconvinced.

"This guy who scribbles in his diary says he's the cupid of me and Sawada-san... I don't want to be tied to an arrow with Sawada-san. And after all, this guy just wants to ask me to help That’s all. However, even though I thought it was nonsense that Sawada-san would die if I didn’t drive away the outsider, I still agreed, and it might be the most “irrational” thing I’ve ever done in my life.”

He had no problem with that either: "It does sound like crap..."

"I thought I could finish writing the previous story in a while, but I didn't expect to talk so much. Now, I really started to record things for Ayako seriously. Let's start from this afternoon... On the way to buy a CD for Toru, I met Kyoko and Haru who came out of the cake shop, so we went to Sawada-san’s house together. But somehow, I fell asleep for no reason. Then…”

"I had a bad dream, it was related to Sawada-san."

It was the time when Li Baoen gave them a life-threatening bomb...

Sawada Tsunayoshi recalled the situation that day - Haru and Kyoko rushed out to eat cakes, but Terasaki Anko didn't respond at all, and then went home directly.Did she actually remember it?

He hastily turned to the next page.

The silent and dark woods, the people who turned and left, and the unspoken words.The fine lines are smudged between the strokes, and the paper seems to have been wet by something.

The mood that seemed to be joking with her just now gradually fell silent, and Tsunayoshi Sawada turned back page by page in silence.

New year, new semester, dreams that keep appearing.More and more unreliable partners, parents who can't remember at all, identities that can't be found, and myself who disappear in the future world.There were fewer and fewer happy things. The diary stopped the night before Lanbo's participation in the battle, and started to record again. It was already the day when the battle ended.

Just as he guessed, she came back from the future world, full of guilt and regret, and wanted to change his fate.After recalling everything, she also decided not to follow Toru's instructions.

After that, I wrote it intermittently for a month, and the date of the last article was blurred, and the handwriting was messy, with melted ink dots everywhere.He had a hard time reading what she had written.

"I don't know if you still remember the woman who appeared in the succession ceremony mentioned in the previous diary. On the way home, I met her."

"Actually, I know that Tsunayoshi-kun will not die. This future will end like this. I should be happy. But... I am still very sad. It turns out that there is no difference between me and my seniors, and they are even scarier than them. It's so ironic. Well, I, who have always wanted to eliminate heresy, are actually the biggest heresy.”

"Ayako, I don't understand. I came here because I wanted to change his fate, and I have been working hard to get rid of the identity of the redeemer. But in the end..."

"Am I still a sinner?"

Knowing that her friend would not hear and would not get an answer, she still wrote down such unwilling questions.

"My existence...has no meaning at all?"

The notebook was thrown to the corner of the bed, and Tsunayoshi Sawada threw open the door and rushed out.

"Tou has already been taken away. The observer gave me a day to say goodbye. I think it's better not to say goodbye. Since nothing can be changed, why bother more."

"Mr. Gang?" Xiaochun who heard the knock on the door opened the door, "Xiao Xing... I didn't see it, do you have anything to do with her?"

"It's a bit... If you see her, you must tell me, I'll look elsewhere first!"

"Anyway, when you wake up the next day, you all won't remember me... parting is a very sad thing. Thinking about it this way, it doesn't seem like a bad thing."

"Since I don't need to explain the cause and effect, I can briefly tell you what happened to Meloni."

Tou followed him through the long corridor, searching every corner of the base.Not in the training room, not in the lounge, not in the dining room, not in the kitchen, not anywhere.He ran all the way out of the gate, gasping for breath on his knees.There was a bustling crowd in front of him, cars honking, mobile phones ringing, people talking, all in a hustle and bustle, and he couldn't hear the sound he wanted to hear.

The setting sun sinks between the buildings, and the returning birds cast their shadows on the sidewalk like a moving black and white silhouette.

He walked aimlessly, his eyes blankly scanning everyone passing by.

It turned out that Bingsheng was so big and lived so many people.But where would she be?

If it was her... who would she want to see now?Who does she want to see when she doesn't want to stay in Pengo Lie and has nowhere to go?

"Although we made an appointment to put the family training in the time capsule and open it when you grow up. But tomorrow, it should disappear with me, right? That's why I can say these unpleasant words without worry. Thankfully You won't see it, Ayako, or you'll cry."

"Nakajima-san..."

"Shoichi-kun!" Tsunayoshi Sawada took out the communicator, "Have you contacted Nakajima-san, do you remember where her home is?"

"Oh... I'll look for it, wait a minute." Irie checked out the previous records, "But she moved after she got married, do you want the old address or the current one?"

"Earlier!"

"But urban renewal has been planned there and no one lives there."

"It doesn't matter, that address is fine, please Masaichi-kun!"

If it was Xing, she would definitely want to go there, even if Nakajima-san no longer remembers... No, it was because Nakajima-san no longer remembered that she would go there.

Sawada Tsunayoshi followed Toru's guidance and rushed to Nakajima Ayako's house, the last words in the diary still echoed in his mind.

"While watching the fireworks, he didn't hear what I said. I thought there would always be a chance, but it's too late now."

It was getting darker and darker, and he chased the last corner of his eye.Street lamps were turned on one by one, illuminating the deserted and deserted streets.

"Ayako, I really want to tell him."

Sawada Tsunayoshi turned the corner of the street and ran for too long, his throat was dry and hoarse, and there were faint ringing sounds in his ears.

"I really……"

"apricot!"

He finally stopped, Terasaki Anko stood in front of Nakajima's house, heard the sound, and looked towards the intersection.

What to say?What should I say?

My throat is like a piece of paper that has been air-dried, the words I want to say are piled up, and I can't find a clue.Sawada Tsunayoshi simply grabbed her, turned around and walked back.

"Go back with me."

Apricot Terasaki broke free from him.

"I... want to stay by myself for a while. Mirufiore is no longer here, so nothing will happen. Tsunayoshi-kun will go back first... I will go back by myself later."

The hand she shook off was clenched again, and Tsunayoshi Sawada stood under the streetlight, his shadow shrinking into a small black circle at the soles of his feet.

"Liar..." He exposed her lie, "You don't plan to go back at all, do you?"

Terasaki Anko was silent for a moment, and she was not surprised: "Tsunayoshi-kun knows."

"Don't be sad. Even if the me I am now disappears, the me ten years ago still exists. If Pengelie and Gironiero are allies, they might meet again in the future."

Her calm tone was even more difficult for him to accept.

"Isn't that a stranger?"

"Yes." She smiled, "From now on...he will be a stranger."

Sawada Tsunayoshi gritted his teeth, and the smell of blood gradually filled his mouth.

"I do not want."

"Why... Isn't this just killing people? Why!!"

She simply gave up completely, because the pictures Meloni saw simply denied her own existence.What if he didn't know these things?When he woke up, he didn't remember anything, and when he went back to ten years ago, his neighbor was no longer her.Even if we can meet again, it's just a stranger passing by.

As written in the diary, would she call him Sawada-sama?

"I don't want to be Mr. Sawada, and I don't want to know any descendants of Gironiero, even if the name is the same, the appearance is the same..."

"That's not my favorite apricot either!!"

Terasaki Anko opened her eyes slightly.

In fact, I already knew it well, but I told her at this time...

I can't be happy at all.

She wanted to laugh, but the corners of her mouth trembled disobediently.

"But I... have no choice."

"I can't think of a way, Tsunaji-kun... I have worked hard, but if I don't give up, I will be a sinner who killed you."

"Also, there's no point in telling Tsunaji-kun... Look, aren't you sad now? As long as I don't say anything, everyone won't notice. Isn't that good?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi walked towards her again, Terasaki Anko took a few steps back, but he quickened his pace, grabbing her wrist tightly to stop her struggle without any explanation.

"Is that fair to me?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi asked her in a low voice, the distance between the two was not more than a line, and the suppressed emotions in the words were so clear that it was frightening.

"Xing interfered in my life by talking to himself, and left on his own, and didn't tell me anything, and made all his own decisions. Is this fair to me?"

"What does it have to do with you!" The emotions she tried to hide finally collapsed, and Terasaki Xing shouted at him uncontrollably, "My life and personality are all my own things, and how I want to decide is my own business , Why is Gangji-kun angry, why should he accuse me!"

She no longer avoided his sight, as if she expected to force him back.

The last ray of the setting sun finally disappeared on the horizon, and the neighborhood sank into an icy cold tone.Sawada Tsunayoshi's hand gradually loosened, and the anger that had been suppressed just now seemed to have subsided.

Is he leaving?

Terasaki Anko blamed herself in her heart.

She's really terrible, it's the last time, and she still has to fight with him and say such hurtful things.

It's been quiet for so long, why hasn't he left yet?

"Because...Xing also likes me."

The evening wind brought his answer to his ears, and the boy's maroon pupils flickered with light, and the gaze that looked at her was as gentle as the rising moon.

The words that were not heard at that time gradually faded with time, buried deep in the ground, and turned into a confession that no one knew.

"I really... like him."

Obviously, you also like me very much.

"Student Nakajima said before that you haven't had a good thing happen since you met me. I was still not convinced. But now it seems... that's really the case. Whether it's the guilt that has nothing to do with you, or the return To be involved in those things ten years ago, or now. I must be like a disaster for Xing."

He said the same thing as her.

Terasaki Anko shook her head vigorously, but he continued talking on his own.

"Since meeting me, Xing has cried several times. But even so, you have been trying to get close to me. So at least be fair and let me do something... You can't be the only one working hard."

"There's still a little time." Tsunayoshi Sawada held her hand again, "At least...give me a chance to say goodbye."

This time she didn't break free and followed him obediently.

None of them spoke, they walked silently from the abandoned block to the surrounding voices.After Mirufiore left, even the night became much gentler.The moon climbed up to the top of the head little by little, and the whole Bingsheng seemed to fall into a deep sleep again.

I don't know how many intersections they passed, they stopped.The moonlight fell quietly on the street, illuminating the figures not far away.

Anko Terasaki trembled a little, Tsunayoshi Sawada clasped her hand tightly and continued to walk forward.