[Tutor] Daydream

After sending Rambo to the hospital, Sawada Tsunayoshi finally returned home.His mother stayed in the hospital to take care of Lan Bo. He warmed up a sandwich for supper, but he took a bite but felt no appetite, so he simply pushed it aside.

There were so many things that happened tonight that he couldn't digest them.Lan Bo was seriously injured, and Xing...

Thinking of Terasaki Anko, he scratched his hair irritably again.

Lan Bo was in danger at that time, and it was impossible to say that he didn't mind Xing's reaction at all.But Nakajima's words were too harsh just for him to listen to, let alone her good friend's apricot.

The former Nakajima classmate would never say that.

He didn't know where he came from such a certain judgment, and he was just about to put the unfinished sandwich back in the refrigerator when the phone rang.

"I'm sorry Gang-jun...can you bring me something? I left in a hurry and forgot it at home."

It's mom.

Sawada Tsunayoshi put on his coat and hurried back to the hospital.It was past twelve o'clock, and there was no one in the corridor, and the lights were dim.He tried his best to distinguish the house number of the ward, and when he was about to reach the door of Lanbo's ward, he stopped suddenly.

A man sat on the ground by the doorway, hugging his knees.Seemingly hearing his footsteps, she moved and looked here.

After a while, she whispered, "It's Mr. Gangji."

"apricot……"

Terasaki Anko stood up, perhaps because she had been sitting for too long, her figure was shaking a little.

"Lambo... are you okay?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't know how to answer her, and heard her laugh in a low voice, and said to himself: "That's right, how could it be good."

"Xing, what happened today..."

"are you mad?"

Their voices sounded at the same time, Sawada Tsunayoshi was startled, and Terasaki Anko repeated: "Are you angry? I almost killed Rambo."

"What happened to Rambo is not your fault, it's Varian..."

"Tsunayoshi-kun." Terasaki An interrupted him, as if she didn't care what he said at all.The light in the corridor shone on her face, and Tsunayoshi Sawada noticed that her eye sockets were red and her complexion was also very bad.But she looked sad, but she was smiling.

"You hate me."

"Whether it was before or now, no matter what kind of Tsunayoshi-kun I face, I have done very badly, and I will always make choices that are not good for Tsunayoshi-kun. Today is the same, and the next thing I have to do is also the same. .So Tsunayoshi-kun... you hate me, it's best not to forgive me."

She is not a qualified admirer, nor a qualified family member, nor a qualified friend.Knowing Bai Lan's trap, she failed to tell him.Now for Ayako, she still has to stand against him.

Sawada Tsunayoshi couldn't understand what she said, and couldn't ask her.During this moment of hesitation, Terasaki Anko had already walked towards the stairs.As he passed, he caught a glimpse of a light on her finger.

That is……

"Wait a minute!" He turned around abruptly, and asked the girl's stopped back, "Where are you going? Isn't the special ring only those who can open the box as candidates? Those people are so scary, why do you have to—"

He suddenly stopped, somehow, as if he understood the weirdness of her these days.

"Is it because of Nakajima-san?"

Terasaki Anko didn't answer.Sawada Tsunayoshi simply caught up with her and stopped in front of her, "It's because of Nakajima-san! What happened, Xing? Why are you so weird recently? Nakajima-san looks like a different person, she..."

He swallowed, obviously feeling that his idea was extremely absurd, so he asked tentatively.

"Is that person... Nakajima-san?"

Terasaki Anko suddenly raised her head, and Tsunayoshi Sawada met her eyes, and took a step back subconsciously.

That's true, that person is definitely not Nakajima-san...

Terasaki Anko bypassed him and continued walking forward.Sawada Tsunayoshi's hands trembled a little, but it wasn't because of fear.This kind of thing was so unbelievable that he didn't even know how to react.

If it wasn't Nakajima-san, who would it be?A possessed ghost?Or a split personality?If so, would you go see a doctor?

But be it ghosts or split personalities, the most important thing right now is not these, but...

"In that case...Xing, let's go."

"Although I don't know why Nakajima-san became like this, and I don't know why she has to do this to restore her to her original state. But if there is only one way, Xing, let's do it, everyone... I will find a way after it is over explained."

"If you think I hate you, you will feel better, I..."

The boy lowered his head and clenched his hands unconsciously.

"Sorry, this... I can't do it."

"I hate this kind of thing if I say I hate it, how can I do it. And... Rambo got hurt like this, and Nakajima-san became another person inexplicably. The saddest thing is Xing... And I said forgive me What, Xing did nothing wrong!"

The dry eyes began to moisten again, Terasaki Apricot's voice was a little trembling, and she couldn't help asking him: "But, what if I did something wrong?"

Once she opened her mouth, she couldn't hold back her crying anymore.She raised her hand to wipe away the tears, but she couldn't wipe them clean.

"What if I did something too extreme and caused Tsunaji-kun to die? Even if I didn't do it now, what about in the future? What if I... really killed you?"

Her shoulders trembled uncontrollably from crying, Terasaki Anko stood under the light, and her shadow was only a small lump on the bottom of her feet.Sawada Tsunayoshi suddenly had a strange feeling - Terasaki Apricot was different from him, and he was also different from Prison Temple.He was obviously standing there, and he was very popular in the school, but he was lonely, as if he didn't belong here.

Moreover, he didn't understand why she would ask such a question, obviously he was alive and well, right?Why do you think so persistently that you will kill yourself?

For some reason, he remembered the day before he was discharged from the hospital after the battle with Liudao Mukuro.Nogizaka-senpai came to say goodbye to him, and after a few words, the topic turned to Terasaki Anko.

"Gunji-kun, what do you think of the school girl?"

"Terasaki-san?" He realized that it was Terasaki An, and he didn't understand what Nogizaka meant. He said the address he was used to, and then thought of what she said yesterday and when she thanked Terasaki An, and changed his words embarrassingly.

"Xing... is very good, studying or something..."

"That's not what I meant." Nogizaka held his forehead helplessly, "I'm asking you, for you, a school girl... Forget it, it's useless for me to talk about this kind of thing."

She sat down beside his hospital bed, but she didn't look at him, she just looked out of the window in a daze.After a long time, I asked him softly again: "If one day, the school girl disappeared, what would you do?"

"……disappear?"

How could you ask such an inexplicable question!Besides, isn't apricot good?How could it disappear.

He didn't know how to answer, but Nogizaka didn't seem to want to ask him the answer. He just sighed and continued: "Tsunayoshi-kun, junior girl is an idiot. She usually looks very powerful, but actually always hides and cries. Coward. Easy to be deceived, and loves to be tricky."

"So in the future, I'm afraid I'll have to trouble you to take care of her more. It would be fine if I was overthinking, but if not...At least let her stay here and have a better time."

After saying these words, she left.

At that time, he thought that senior sister said these things to him only because she had a good relationship with Xing and thought they were friends.But now he realized that it might not be the case.

Senpai seemed to know what was going to happen, so she asked him to take care of Xing.But at that time, he only felt that Xing was much better than him, and he didn't need his "care" at all.

Say something to make her happier... But now, she is crying.

Gradually loosening his clenched hands, Tsunayoshi Sawada lowered his eyes.

"That must not be Xing's fault."

The girl's sobs stopped slightly.

"April will do her best to help me with my affairs. Nakajima-san is in such a situation, and you are trying your best to find a way. Although we didn't get along very well when we first started school, in fact... Xing is also a very gentle person. "

Thinking of all the things that happened these days, he smiled unconsciously.

"Nogizaka-senpai asked me to take care of you, but I didn't seem to be able to do it. However, I can get to know Xing and experience all the things together, in retrospect, I feel very happy."

The winding path leading to the shrine, the promenade with the wisteria hanging down, the playground for the Tianzhu competition, and the hospital ward with the curtains blown up.Everything, every place, is like a frozen photo, kept in an album called memories.

"So, if such a bad thing really happened, Xing must have tried her best... More importantly, I don't want you to continue to hate yourself."

"I have nothing to forgive. The person who needs to forgive Xing...is Xing himself."

After he finished speaking, he didn't know what to do next.Terasaki Anko's sobbing had stopped, but she still stood there motionless.

It seems...it doesn't work.

Sawada Tsunayoshi was a little frustrated, he was staring at his own shadow in a daze, when footsteps suddenly sounded in the corridor.

He raised his head and saw Terasaki Anko walking towards here.She traveled through bright or dark light, her pace became faster and faster, and finally she ran.

Then she held out her hand to him.

"That, Xing?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi stopped the step of being knocked back, and froze on the spot.The girl's warm breath was heard next to his ears, and his heartbeat was so fast that it seemed to jump out of his chest in the next second. Every time it sounded like a drum, it struck his nerves hard.

"I must win and bring Ayako back...I will work hard. So Tsunayoshi-kun...you must win too."

Before the sound of crying faded away, a somewhat hoarse voice rang in his ears. The young man recovered from his stupefaction just now, and when he heard her words, his expression gradually softened.

"Well. I will work hard too. Whatever Xing wants to do, feel free to do it. I... We will all wait for you to come back."

His voice is very soft, but it has the power to inspire courage, like a warm flame, dispelling all the haze that made her breathless.

Terasaki Anko put her arms around him tightly and buried her head in the side of his neck.

"And... Tsunaki-kun, there have been many things...although some things haven't happened yet."

Rescue the distressed Girunelo, and they are always merciful in the face of becoming enemies.And here, it left her with many memories that she couldn't understand when she grew up in a mafia family.

"Thank you."

She let go and smiled at him from the bottom of her heart for the first time in days.Sawada Tsunayoshi looked at her back getting farther and farther away, but his heartbeat hadn't calmed down yet.

——Sister to you...

Nogizaka-senpai's words came to mind again.

Now, he seemed to understand what she wanted to ask.