those romances

Nan Guo catches up with the rebooked high-speed rail and is waiting.

...waiting for the final farewell

The phone rang, and it was Hongdou's mother.

It's eleven o'clock at night

"Are you back yet?"

"It'll be around four o'clock tomorrow, why don't you let me talk to grandpa, let me listen to grandpa's voice and say a few words, okay?"

But the mother said: "Your grandfather can't hear..."

Are you so sick?

If you can't make it...

Those two missed calls, why didn't you answer them?

...After sleeping all morning, why didn't you call grandpa back?

Nanguo really wants to slap himself twice

Mother hung up the phone in a hurry, and not long after, Nan Yu called in, and after connecting, she just said:

"I'll pick you up tomorrow"

"Farewell, I'm past four o'clock in the morning, you spend more time with grandpa."

After pausing for a while, he asked cautiously, "Is grandpa better?"

It was very quiet at night, Nan Yu's voice came from the mobile phone clearly and in surprise, it was:

"Our grandpa is dead, didn't your mother tell you?"

At this moment, his head went blank, and then hot tears rolled out of his sour eyes, and he couldn't help crying anymore.

It turned out to be like this...

... can't go back

"Grandpa he..."

"I came back after eight o'clock. At that time, our grandfather had already been placed in the ice cap. I didn't see the last time..."

"Then...Grandpa, when he passed away, was there anyone around? We children, were we all at home..."

"Xiaoxue is at home. Don't cry, our grandpa is gone, and so am I... well, I thought I could see you one last time or something. Call me when you arrive at the station tomorrow. I'll pick you up."

Nan Xue is the cousin of the fourth uncle's family.Fortunately, there is someone around him to replace him.

However, the one I love the most is gone...

He ran to the junction of the carriages, couldn't control it anymore, buried his face in his knees and let go of crying.There is only one thought in the blank head:

I don't have a grandpa anymore

At four o'clock in the morning, he walked out of the East Station in a daze, and stood waiting in the cold and windy night.

His head was heavy, as if he was carrying a heavy weight. When he shook his head, he felt as if he was about to pass out.He stood in the empty square, with the cold wind pouring into his neck and trousers, looking at the dark night sky, as if he was in a lonely dream.

At seven o'clock in the morning, I sat on the back seat of the small tram and bumped home.

There is a warm yellow light at the door of the house, and my mother has already greeted the door, saying: "Is it cold, come in and put on some clothes."

There were people coming and going in the courtyard, including aunts and aunts, aunts, aunts, aunts, uncles, and aunts, as well as the little Nanxue.

The two doors of the room were wide open, and a long ice coffin could be seen.

Nan Guo raised his feet and walked in, like a nightmare of stepping into the endless sea of ​​suffering. There was an ice coffin in the room, and an old man in a brand-new Zhongshan suit was lying in the ice coffin.

On both sides are snow-white filial piety, the tall and strong father is kneeling on the mat at this time, seeing him, he just said lightly:

"Just come back"

Then he changed his sitting position and leaned against the ice coffin with his arms around his knees.

Nan Guo still felt that it was unreal, so he grabbed the strap of his backpack and stood in front of the ice coffin for a long time unable to recover.

It wasn't until his mother gave him a slight push that he suddenly understood, hurried into the room, sat on the bed, and touched his dry eyes.

The mother walked in and blamed: "Why are you so ignorant, you don't know how many times you cry when you enter the door."

...can't cry

Nan Guo froze, staring at the ice coffin in the crack of the door, and the relatives who were guarding the spirit looked sad, but for some reason, he couldn't cry.

he just feels dazed