those romances

In the laboratory, among the many "squeaky" mice, Qin Ge raised the fattest one.Qin Ge took the blood sample expressionlessly, and snapped off all the soft and furry mouse's nails. He couldn't bear to scratch Qin Ge. Until the time when the head and neck were separated and executed, its black bean eyes kept staring at Qin Ge.

The girls in the same group failed to die suddenly. The mice scratched and bit and attacked everything crazily. The teacher stepped on it as usual. The "creak" sound of crushing flesh and bones made the girls unable to bear it any longer, and crouched on the ground collapsed. cry.

The teacher said: "If you don't study well, are you worthy of these little white mice who died in your hands?"

Qin Ge lowered his head, the mouse in his blurred vision had stopped moving.

After the exam, Qin Ge went back to the dormitory and threw the mouse's cage, mouse's cotton mat, and mouse's sunflower seeds and peanuts into the trash can, and then sat on a chair to review.Until the evening, he never turned the book, and stayed on that page all the time.

Nan Guo, who came back from the vegetable market, entered the door and turned on the light, and was startled when he saw Qin Ge in front of the desk: "So there is someone! Why don't you turn on the light when you read, so you can practice your sharp eyes?"

Qin Ge closed the book and said flatly, "You skipped the exam and went to the vegetable market?"

"How come?! I just went after the exam. Winter dates are so cheap. I bought two packs. Oh, by the way, Wei Ziqi asked me to take a message, saying that I will wait for you downstairs at nine o'clock tonight. Are you going to see me?"

Qin Ge sneered: "No see."

"But Wei Ziqi has something to tell you! He went to France to study in his sophomore year, and he will stay for three years. If I suddenly go to a country where I am not familiar with for three years, and I still can't speak the language, I will kill me. Oh, Qin Ge, it's very pitiful for him to beg me so much, just see him, huh?"

Nan Guo squatted in front of the chair, raised his head and looked eagerly at Qin Ge. He looked like a large dog who only wanted to be loved by his master, and his round eyes blinked sincerely.

Qin Ge couldn't help but think of the yellow fur he raised when he was a child. Whenever he mixed the dog food, it would look at him like this, and immediately relented and nodded.

"Aww——Qin Ge, you are so kind! I thank you on behalf of Wei Ziqi!"

The fluffy head got into Qin Ge's arms and arched like a baby.

Qin Ge stroked his hair, it was quite soft.

At nine o'clock, Wei Ziqi came on time.

Qin Ge went down the stairs as if I let the waves toss the sky and I strolled in the courtyard, but tripped when I went out.

Nan Guo: "Why are you nervous?"

"Ah bah! Who is nervous."

Qin Ge forgot to wear a down jacket, and was shivering from the cold when he went out. He saw that a thin layer of snow had fallen on Wei Ziqi's body, and his cheeks were bloodless and extremely white.He was holding a framed painting in his hand, Qin Ge walked a few steps closer, and couldn't help frowning and asked, "What's the matter?"

Wei Ziqi was handsome and tall, standing together, a little taller than Qin Ge.Wei Ziqi first took off his pure white down jacket, stepped forward a few steps, and put the down jacket on Qin Ge's shoulders.

There are two swimming koi carps, one red and one black, embroidered on the collar of the down jacket. When you get close to it, you can smell a faint fragrance of green grass.Qin Ge felt uncomfortable, especially because Wei Ziqi's warm body temperature was still in his clothes, as if he wanted to wrap him up.

"Qin Ge, listen to me, I'm with Yang Liuyi."

Qin Ge lowered his eyes, and snowflakes fell from his feather fan-like eyelashes.The snowflakes quickly melted into snow water, and the wetness reflected his eyes like water.

Qin Ge said: "Who you associate with has nothing to do with me. You don't need to tell me."

"Next semester, I will go to Xinjiang to collect folk songs, and I will be with Yang Liuyi."

"……Oh"

"I went to study in France for three years in my sophomore year, and I also stayed with her."

"Maybe when we come back in three years, we'll be married."

Wei Ziqi's voice is very soft, the expression on his face is very calm, and every word is very clear.

"Qin Ge, actually the first time I saw you..."

Like a narrating love poem, the passionate and crazy nostalgia that is about to come out has gone through several twists and turns, and finally turned into silence.

Qin Ge interrupted suddenly: "You don't need to say goodbye to me. You and I have only met a few times, and we are not very close."

Wei Ziqi paused for a long time as if unresponsive, then lowered his head and said softly:

"Okay, I'll listen to you, let's not talk about this. I drew this picture overnight, and the person in it is you. In fact, I wanted to draw it a long time ago, but I always feel absent-minded every time I write. This painting is not enough Okay, but I don't think I've ever sent you anything, that's all I can think of."

He held up the painting with both hands, and treasured it before Qin Ge's eyes.

Qin Ge's eyes flashed, he opened his lips, and before he could make a sound, Wei Ziqi said anxiously, "If you don't like it, I'll see you off later."

"……no need"

Qin Ge replied lightly, his eyes revealing misty sentimentality, and said: "Give it to me. I got the painting, so don't look for me again. I really... really, I don't want to see you again."

He took the painting with his slender white hands, but because he was absent-minded, he didn't hold the painting firmly and dropped it.

Qin Ge bent down to pick it up, just in time to touch Wei Ziqi's outstretched hand.

At this time, Qin Ge's face was red to the tips of his ears, and his heart was beating so fast that his palms seemed to be sweating on such a cold and snowy night.

He thought that the relationship between him and Wei Ziqi would stop here for the rest of his life.

In the days and nights to come, this timid and shy person will never appear again.

... As for "I love you", before I can say it, there will never be another chance.

Su Changqing went back to the dormitory with four thermos pots in hand, and saw a tall and thin figure standing in the snow in a daze. The howling wind was biting, but the figure remained motionless, which was very strange.When he got closer, Su Changqing called out in disbelief:

"Qin Ge?!...You, what are you doing here?"

The figure swayed, hesitated for a while before turning around, and then said coldly: "It's nothing, I feel irritable after the exam."

"Did you fail the exam? Your eyes are red..."

Su Changqing paused, then said:

"The little white mouse is dead, are you sad?"

I saw Qin Ge blinking his eyes ignorantly, blinking, blinking, tears shining like stars from his wet eyes.

"……Yes"

Qin Ge said: "The mouse is dead, I'm sad."

Su Changqing put down the thermos, and gently shook Qin Ge's arm with his hand that was so stiff and unable to stretch, with red marks on it, as if touching a string of longing. He showed a sad and melancholy expression, slightly lowered his head, and said softly The words seem to contain a ray of implicit warmth in the snowy night:

"...Don't be sad. He doesn't understand you, and you don't want to say it. How can there be a day when his heart is connected, so he will always leave. Don't be too sad. I may not understand your mood at the moment, but ... Let me tell you, I was also very sad when I heard the news of my father's sacrifice at that time ... So I think this kind of sad feeling is the same."

Su Changqing said, with a strange and hoarse tenderness in his voice:

"...Mom said that there is always a day when two people will part, either by life or by death. Sooner or later, you and I, Nan Guo and Shen Tu will also have a day to part. At that time, I miss my I don't want to see you so sad."

Su Changqing said: "No one is worth remembering, and no one can always be with you, and you will be with him."

He also said:

"You are too arrogant. You don't know how to bow your head, let alone show weakness. You will suffer in the future. Change it."

Qin Ge sobbed for a long time, rubbed his eyes and pushed Su Changqing away, and said with a choked voice:

"Go upstairs! Exam month is too busy to be sad."

He helped carry two thermos pots and climbed up to the sixth floor.

Nanguo is bringing out a large basin filled with winter jujubes. He is very excited to see the hot water coming. As usual, he first takes the cold water and then pours the hot water. He tested the temperature with his hands. It is ok. Put it in, and watch the anchor play games while catching winter dates from the water.

Didn't find anything wrong at first

"It's very sweet and crispy, you can share it when you come."

Shen Tu woke up immediately when he heard "Sweet", sat on the upper bunk and asked him to hand over a handful of winter dates, but he saw the scene of Nanguo soaking his feet while picking up winter dates from the water basin to eat. The face that never wakes up...is messy.

Qin Ge stood aside, his face was white and handsome with a sneer, his hands in his pockets, his eyes looked like he was looking at a seriously ill child.

The School of Computer Science was the first to finish the exam. On the day of returning home, Nan Guo slept until noon before packing up. Su Changqing looked for him furtively:

"Can you make an appointment with Tiny Qi for me?"

"Wei Ziqi has a holiday earlier than me, and is no longer in school."

"...Ah, okay."

This sigh made Nanguo feel strange: "Why did the head of the dormitory find him? What's the matter? If you want to deliver something, I'll stop by his house on the way. As for other urgent calls, I can't explain clearly... I can only wait for the winter vacation." school starts."

Su Changqing waved his hand: "The more you manage, the more chaotic you become, so let's just ignore him. I don't have an exam this afternoon, so I'll take you to the train station."

"——Dorm Manager, you are so kind! Do you want to try a freshly washed winter jujube?"

Su Changqing stepped back again and again: "No, I have a psychological shadow."

Nanguo is far away from home, and the train took more than 20 hours, but he didn't get a hard sleeper, so he had to buy a hard seat ticket, a suitcase, a large backpack, and a bag of standard snacks and mineral water and carried them onto the train. stunned.

The usual long-distance hard seats are very noisy, children kicking their legs, crying and howling, beer, mineral water, peanuts, melon seeds, eight-treasure porridge, people pushing and crowding, the aisles are full of people, luggage is piled up everywhere, grandpa and aunt chatter about homework, everywhere is chaotic and crowded Hustle and bustle.

But this time is different. Looking around, the entire carriage is uniformly military green, the military backpacks are neatly placed on the luggage rack, and the soldier is sitting upright on the seat. Everyone is quiet.

Only the South is an accident