Winner

You Ye stood on the side of the road and watched Ji Qinsheng leave. He didn't feel exhausted until his car left.

The medicine he is taking now is to stabilize his emotions, but if it is too stable, he will easily become silent and depressed. If he does not take it, he will become irritable and explosive. God knows how difficult it is for him to pretend to be a normal person in front of Ji Qinsheng .

He took the elevator, and there were already no cigarettes in his pocket that could soothe the tiredness, and Ji Qinsheng searched them away.

In fact, You Ye could feel that that incident had an impact on both of them.Needless to say, maybe Ji Qinsheng himself didn't realize that his desire to control gradually became stronger because of his anxiety.

Both of them are actually very tired, but neither of them will propose to separate, at least You Ye's courage to propose separation has been exhausted that day.

Ji Qinsheng wanted to stay with him in the dark, and he was reluctant to let go of the only warmth.

When You Ye was about to go shopping, he received a call from Cheng Chu.His good friend had been awkward for a long time after hearing that he and Ji Qinsheng got back together.

Because Cheng Chu felt that what he did was quite pure, and he actually wanted to get involved in a couple. As expected, even the best friends should not get involved in the relationship between friends.

After Cheng Chu had a quarrel, he delivered it to the door himself.When he rang the doorbell with snacks, Yu Ye came to answer the door in loose home clothes.Standing outside the door, Cheng Chu glanced at You Ye's expression, then carefully looked inside past him.

You Ye turned sideways and let people in: "Don't be blind, he's not at my house."

Cheng Chu puffed his face, and snorted: "I'm not afraid of him." He was still afraid, after all, he had scolded Ji Qinsheng before, but his best friend reunited with him, and now he can hardly see Ji Qinsheng, it's too embarrassing.

Cheng Chu walked around You Ye's house for a few times, stroked the dog and the cat, finally took the tea and fruit that You Ye handed over, and finally heaved a sigh of relief: "It's much better than last time."

The garbage was thrown away, the house was tidy, the tobacco and alcohol were gone, the windows were open, and the air still smelled of flowers and sunshine.

You Ye, the house where single people live, now looks warm and comfortable.

Cheng Chu sat on the soft cushion in front of the coffee table, sipped his tea, and started a random topic: "Are you still writing recently?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw You Ye's expression changed a little, needless to say, Cheng Chu also noticed it.Obviously, You Ye didn't write anything, and this topic is very inappropriate.

Cheng Chu touched his forehead in embarrassment: "Eh... Actually, it's okay not to write, anyway, didn't you save a lot before?"

You Ye sat on the sofa, the toffee jumped onto his lap, stretched and lay down.

You Ye touched the cat: "I deleted those before."

Cheng Chu almost choked on the tea: "Are you crazy?!"

You Ye smiled and shook his head: "Those can't be used." What's more, it's time to start a new chapter, and he doesn't want to touch anything about the past.Among those untouchable things, only Ji Qinsheng is special.

He should let go, but can't let go.

Cheng Chu didn't ask him more about the matter with Ji Qinsheng, which didn't match his gossip temperament. You Ye asked him tentatively, and Cheng Chu said in a bad mood: "I won't listen, and I won't care about it in the future, lest the city gate The fire will affect the fish in the pond.”

You Ye was a little embarrassed: "I'm cooking tonight, do you want to stay and eat?"

Cheng Chu got up and patted the cat fur on his body: "I'm leaving, I'm going to a party that you, a non-single person, can't participate in."

You Ye stood up, "Pay attention to your body and remember to use a condom."

Cheng Chu pinched his face with a laugh, and took out a holster from his pocket and stuffed it into You Ye's sweater pocket: "You too, use more." After speaking, he patted You Ye's buttocks and winked.

After sending Cheng Chu away, You Ye took out the condom from his sweater pocket, thinking about his conversation with Dr. Lin today.

Speaking of which, he was about to take medicine and become impotent, so how could he have a sex life.

He shook his head and stuffed the small cube into the coffee table drawer.

In the evening, when Ji Qinsheng arrived home, You Ye did not break his promise, he cooked a table of meals, which were delicious in color, fragrance and taste.It's just that he didn't have much appetite, so he barely ate half a bowl of rice and then sat down with a yogurt in his mouth to watch Ji Qinsheng.

After the meal, Ji Qinsheng was in charge of washing the dishes, and You Ye sat on the sofa watching TV.There was a courier coming to ring the doorbell halfway, and You Ye didn't do online shopping, but the address was indeed his home.

You Ye took the courier and disassembled it at the entrance. It was a weighing scale, milky white, with a metal bottom.

You Ye stared at the weighing scale inexplicably. Ji Qinsheng came out of the kitchen and wiped off the water droplets on his hands with a paper towel as he walked: "I bought this."

What are you buying this for?lose weight?You Ye suddenly thought of a possibility, and he looked at Ji Qinsheng dumbfounded: "You..."

Ji Qinsheng took over the scale and put it in the most conspicuous place in his home: "I will count once a day."

You Ye: "Are you crazy? I don't want to weigh myself every day."

He was about to run, but Ji Qinsheng hugged him and put him on the weighing scale.Ji Qinsheng calmly said: "If you want me to hug you every day, you can." After that, he rolled his eyes: "Anyway, you are thin and weak now, and you can't beat me."

You Ye laughed angrily: "If you're looking for a boyfriend, you're looking for someone who can't beat you, right! Let me down!"

Ji Qinsheng didn't let him go, and even kissed him on the cheek: "I have to see if you, who I raised, are fat."

However, although there are many sweet words, the sugar is obviously not added to You Ye who is getting thinner.Taking the notebook, Ji Qinsheng subtracted his own from the weight of the two, and came up with a not-so-good figure.

A man who is 1.8 meters three is less than one hundred and two meters.

Ji Qinsheng's complexion was not good, and he was very silent until he fell asleep at night.In the past, Ji Qinsheng would cling to him, read a book or watch a movie, and occasionally kiss him lingeringly.

None of this happened tonight, and Ji Qinsheng was depressed.

The person next to the pillow was in a bad mood, and You Ye was also a little distressed.He wondered how he coaxed people when he was in France, it seemed that most of them were solved by sex.

Although he can't be hard now, it's fine for Ji Qinsheng to be hard.Thinking of this, You Ye took off his pajamas, got under the quilt, and was about to take off Ji Qinsheng's pants.

Ji Qinsheng, who was thinking about something on his mind, was caught off guard. He lifted the quilt and said in surprise, "What are you doing?"

You Ye clasped his fingers on Ji Qinsheng's trouser waist, and smoothed his overlong hair behind his ears: "Let me solve your physical needs."

Ji Qinsheng frowned disapprovingly, and pushed his shoulder: "I don't need it, get up quickly."

Like a cat, You Ye stretched his body and climbed onto Ji Qinsheng's body. His buttocks were pressed against the person's crotch, and he twisted slowly, laughing while twisting: "Really?"

Ji Qinsheng didn't waver, and still had that serious expression: "No."

You Ye's smile faded slowly, embarrassment and embarrassment made his ears hot, he got off Ji Qinsheng resentfully, put on his own clothes, turned his back to Ji Qinsheng, took out his phone, and poked the screen aimlessly.

He was thinking about how often they used to go to bed and how often they are now.I used to indulge in sex when I was young, almost every day, more than once.

Let alone every day now, the frequency has dropped to zero, and Ji Qinsheng is not even willing to give him a mouthful.

It's also because he's skinny and unattractive now.When I saw the doctor today, Ji Qinsheng also said that his hair was too long and asked him to cut it.

Is it sloppy now?Maybe a real trip to the barber shop.

A warm body leaned up behind him, sticking tightly to his back.Ji Qinsheng's lips stuck to the back of his neck, kissing him repeatedly.

His palm also got in along You Ye's pajamas, and pressed on his lower abdomen.

You Ye did not give up: "You really don't want it?"

Ji Qinsheng's voice was a little low and hoarse: "You don't want it."

You Ye opened his eyes blankly, and felt Ji Qinsheng's hand touch his leg, which was soft and powerless, without any intention.

You must know that in France back then, Ji Qin could harden a raw fruit, but now he can't do it anymore, he has lost his glory.

You Ye: "I took medicine, you can't compare like this."

Ji Qinsheng hugged his waist tightly, and brought him to his body with such force that he wished to crush him. While being hugged, You Ye also fully felt the other party's emotion, as well as the provocative hot breath. on his shoulders.

Ji Qinsheng sucked his neck, sometimes lightly and sometimes hard: "When you recover, I will come back one by one."

You Ye shrank his neck, feeling his lower abdomen was a little sore, but it was still soft and there was no movement.He wanted to say that it's okay, Ji Qinsheng can come in now, anyway, the two of them, as long as Ji Qinsheng is happy.

But as soon as he said what he meant, he felt the back of his neck wet.Ji Qinsheng cried again, and the tremor in his chest came over, almost breaking You Ye's heart.

You Ye quickly turned around, kissed Ji Qinsheng's wet cheek, and coaxed softly: "I was wrong, I was wrong, baby, don't cry."

His name made Ji Qinsheng burst out laughing, his eyes were all red, with cold tears, his cheeks were pressed against You Ye, and they rubbed slowly: "I love you, You Ye."