Winner

You Ye didn't ask Ji Qinsheng if he knew, and Ji Qinsheng didn't say either.All he knew was that the kissed fingers were no longer trembling, and every kiss Ji Qinsheng seemed to be asking him if it hurt.

You Ye wanted to say that it hurts, but he couldn't say it out, the whole of him was crushed by those negative emotions, and then put back together piece by piece.

But the amazing thing is that at this moment, he really doesn't feel pain anymore, even though his heart is still empty, a piece is missing.

Ji Qinsheng's cooking skills are much better, at least he has improved compared to what he ate last time.You Ye bit his noodles slowly, and suddenly remembered who Ji Qinsheng learned to cook noodles from, it was himself.

After some memories come back, countless details will come back together.He was once blinded by hatred and resentment, he couldn't see clearly or hear, but now he saw and heard the clouds and fog.

Ji Qinsheng said that I like it when you call me Aqin, he said Wen Wen in his sleep, he wore the ring that he hadn't lost for two years, and when we met in the bar, he asked, your name.

It turned out that the truth had been foreshadowed long ago, but he never thought of it.You Ye thought of how many times he had been jealous of Wenwen, and when he refused to put on the ring, Ji Qinsheng said: "If you don't want it, then don't, it's something you don't want."

A pang of bitterness clenched his heart tightly, and even the noodles in his mouth were sour into the bottom of his heart.He picked up the bowl and gulped down the hot soup, but he hadn't eaten for a long time, and he ate too quickly, and couldn't help but feel nauseous.

You Ye didn't want to vomit, but he couldn't hold back.He covered his mouth and ran into the bathroom, and locked Ji Qinsheng out who was following him. He threw up on the toilet, and there was an unpleasant smell in the toilet instantly.

After You Ye vomited out the face, water, and medicine, he pressed the pump to draw water, and stood up tiredly holding the sink. He saw himself in the mirror, and somehow remembered a line from a movie.

Look at that man, he looks like a dog.

The sour smell of vomit all over his body, bloodshot eyes, swollen lips and nose, is he still the high-spirited You Ye at the beginning, now he is like a sick dog, quite ugly.

He didn't want Ji Qinsheng to see him like this. The person Ji Qinsheng liked was Lu Wen two years ago, not You Ye now.

You Ye washed his face and brushed his teeth so hard that his gums almost bleed, but he still felt the lingering sour smell all over his body.There was a light knock on the bathroom door: "Are you okay, do you want to drink water, let me go in and see if you are okay."

You Ye threw the toothbrush into the sink, and the toothpaste stained the blood in his mouth and dripped down the white sink, in a thread.

Panting heavily, he closed his eyes fiercely: "I beg you, Ji Qinsheng."

The knock on the door stopped, and You Ye looked at the shadow behind the frosted door: "Just leave me alone."

There was silence outside the door, and You Ye didn't look any further, he took off his clothes and started to take a shower.He repeatedly brushed the place where he felt sour and smelly with a foam ball, until the area was rubbed red, and it was hot and painful when it was scalded by hot water, and he didn't feel clean.

There was no sound outside the door for a long time, and there was a faint sound of closing the door.You Ye turned off the hot water at once, the heat dissipated quickly, and the chill crept back into his body. He stood straight in a puddle of water as if he didn't feel it. There was not even a trace of warmth in his body, so he put on his clothes and went outside.

Sure enough, there was no one in the room, You Ye couldn't tell whether he was feeling relaxed or unwilling.

He turned around the room a few times, and finally sank himself into the sofa, and put his hand on Buqi's stomach. He didn't turn over from the sofa until the door lock code input sounded.

Ji Qinsheng came back again, carrying a bowl of porridge and fragrant side dishes, he closed the door behind his back and looked at You Ye who was sitting on the sofa with a surprised face: "Are you comfortable? Go to sleep and drink some porridge." ?"

You Ye didn't make a sound.

Ji Qinsheng looked at his dripping hair, and after putting down the porridge, he went to get a towel and wiped his wet hair.You Ye let him mess with his hair through the towel, and he suddenly put his hand on the man's waist and gave him a hard push.

Caught off guard, Ji Qinsheng took a few steps back and almost lost his footing. You Ye pulled the towel off his head and flung it aside, grabbed the hem of his clothes and pulled them up, taking off his clothes.

His somewhat emaciated body was displayed in front of Ji Qinsheng, the shadow under the ribs was terribly clear, and a thin layer of original muscles remained, making him look fragile.

After You Ye took off his shirt, he didn't stop. He also took off his pants, stepped on and kicked to the side indiscriminately.

Ji Qinsheng stepped forward to stop him from taking off his underwear, and asked hoarsely, "What are you doing?"

You Ye struggled a bit, but didn't break away.He looked at Ji Qinsheng through his wet hair, and suddenly raised his face to kiss Ji Qinsheng's lips, but he avoided it.

Ji Qinsheng frowned, his face full of reluctance.You Ye stared at this man's face for a long time, then suddenly smiled, he pushed Ji Qinsheng away while laughing: "Look at you, why are you coming back?"

Ji Qinsheng looked at him silently as if he didn't understand.

You Ye turned around in a circle: "I look like a ghost now, am I ugly?"

These words made Ji Qinsheng's eyes turn red. He stepped forward and grabbed You Ye's arm very hard, as if with raging anger, and You Ye's arm knew that it would leave a red mark without looking.

You Ye seemed to feel no pain: "Look at me, Ji Qinsheng, are you sure you still love me?"

He reached out to touch Ji Qinsheng's crotch, and squeezed it frivolously: "You can't even be hard on me."

What better proof than sexual desire that a man is still interested in you, at least Ji Qinsheng can no longer be hard on him.

Once he took off his swimsuit, he could lure this person to kiss his neck.

Now he is naked, but no one can look at him.

Ji Qinsheng loved him, perhaps much deeper than he thought.

After all, Ji Qinsheng has been looking for him for two years, this persistence and the regret in his memory can beautify everything.

But after he is no longer him, Ji Qinsheng will be disappointed, can he bear to stay with him like this, a person with mental illness?Still need to endure his occasional madness, hysteria and negative emotions, accompany him for treatment, hug him step by step out of the shadows?

This sounds good, like a distant dream.

When he lost even his beautiful body and appearance, when he was beyond recognition.

Why did he ask Ji Qinsheng to stay, and completely wipe away the only love that has heat.