Winner

You Ye watched as Ji Qinsheng's eyes turned a little red, and saw that he suddenly lowered his head and quickly passed him.

You Ye held the garbage bag and listened to the sound of running footsteps echoing throughout the corridor. Ji Qinsheng pressed the elevator and pressed it urgently. Seeing that the elevator was not coming up, he turned directly to the stairs.

The footsteps got farther and farther away, and You Ye moved slowly.He looked at the bewildered white dog with its tail hanging down and howling, very pitiful.

Probably its voice came in, and after a while, there was the sound of paws being scratched at the door of Youye's room. It was toffee inside, and it was meowing.

But it wasn't long before the cat and dog fell in love.You Ye looked at the deserted corridor, sighed, and finally took the key to open the door, and Toffee was really squatting inside, Chocolate jumped in as if frightened, Toffee flicked its tail slowly, followed The dog is gone.

You Ye clicked his tongue and scolded: "Spineless thing!" I don't know if he is scolding the dog or the cat.

After closing the door, he took the elevator downstairs, found the location of the trash can, and threw the whole bag of trash into it.In the process of throwing it, the pocket was torn, and the roses fell down with a clatter, hitting the ground and falling at his feet.

The roses that have just been carefully raised are now lying quietly in the dirty water, which looks a bit sad.

You Ye looked at the rose for a while, and felt that there was light in the lawn.He took a closer look and found that it was the lamp tube of the mobile phone, the light was flickering, and someone was lying on the lawn looking for things.

You Ye pretended that he didn't see it, and didn't even give it a glance from the corner of his eye.

He calmly entered the elevator, watched the elevator close, and the number of floors jumped up and down.He was startled by his indifference, as if the heart-piercing and heart-wrenching pain had gone away from him.

fair enough.

Back home, Chocolate pounced on him heartlessly again, as if nothing had happened just now, sticking out his tongue happily, the dog's head still squeezed out to see if there were any acquaintances outside.

You Ye sat at the entrance, hugging the dog's neck and threatened: "If you run away with others, I really don't want you."

Chocolate stuck out her tongue and watched him silently for a while, then suddenly began to lick his face, patter.Only then did You Ye realize that his face was wet, and he didn't know when the tears flowed.

In fact, he really didn't feel much, he didn't even know that he was crying.Now wiping his wet hands, he felt dazed, and laughed at himself, "There's no need to cry." He let go of the dog and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

When he came out, he turned on the computer and deleted all the manuscripts he wrote after meeting Ji Qinsheng, just like cleaning up the trash in his house, and the feelings in his heart were cleaned up.

After finishing these things, he glanced at the time on the computer, took some sleeping pills, swallowed them dryly, went back to his room, and fell asleep again.

He opened his eyes at six o'clock the next day, and the sleeping pills only allowed him to sleep for less than three hours. For the rest of the time, he seemed to be thinking about everything, and he seemed to be thinking about nothing. In the rest of the medicine.

He got up and changed his clothes, ready to run in the morning.He shouted chocolate, put the dog on a leash and went downstairs.

A man was squatting next to the trash can downstairs, picking up flowers one by one.The flowers were filthy, and the man's slender and fair hands were wet with black water.

Youye's eyebrows twitched, he really didn't expect this person to still be there.Ji Qinsheng picked up the flowers and squeezed them in his hands silently.

One night passed, his windbreaker was ugly, his hair was messy, his eyes were black and blue, and he was a little haggard.

But the hand that held the flower had that necklace wrapped around its wrist.

He actually found it back for him, You Yexin thought.

Chocolate tried to run in Ji Qinsheng's direction, but You Ye grabbed the dog leash and dragged him back.Chocolate shook his head and howled, You Ye almost couldn't hold back.

Ji Qinsheng was attracted by the barking of the dog, and when he turned his head, he saw a dog and a man. The dog was cheerful, but the man was indifferent.

You Ye wrapped the dog leash around his wrist, took a deep breath, and walked away. There's nothing to be afraid of, and he didn't do anything wrong.

Just treat this person as a stranger, he is too lazy to hate or care.

The distance between the two was getting closer, and when they were about to pass each other, Ji Qinsheng said, "You threw it twice."

You Ye's body paused, but his footsteps didn't stop, and Ji Qinsheng didn't stop either: "Don't want me... also twice."

These words were like a sharp arrow, piercing You Ye's shock and self-protection from last night to today.The roots of his teeth were sore, and so were his eyes.He raised his legs and ran without looking back.

After a morning run, there was no one downstairs, You Ye breathed a sigh of relief.

He came home with chocolates, and for a whole week after that, he stayed at home, did not go out or write, ordered a lot of takeaways every day, slept after eating, woke up when he was scared, and smoked a lot after that. Smoke a lot.

Cheng Chu couldn't reach him on his mobile phone, so he finally couldn't hold back and came to him.He pushed open the door, almost thinking that the room was going to burn, otherwise there would be so much smoke.

Cheng Chu shouted You Ye's name loudly, until a face appeared from the kitchen, Cheng Chu couldn't recognize that this man, who was neither human nor ghost, was You Ye.

Cheng Chu unbelievably opened the window to ventilate, and got angry: "There is something wrong with you! What the hell are you messing with! Think about chocolate and toffee instead of yourself! They suck so much of your second-hand smoke, Do you want them to get cancer at a young age?"

You Ye coughed in a low voice, his eyes were bloodshot, and he finally stopped smoking.Cheng Chu took out his mobile phone and called a cleaning to come to the door, then dragged him into the bathroom to shave.

You Ye was like a dummy throughout the whole process, lifeless and motionless.

Cheng Chu whipped up the foam and wiped it on the person's face, nagging at the same time: "You say you, if you break up in love, you can break up in love. Why do you torment yourself like this. Ji Qinsheng..."

As soon as the name came out, You Ye's eyes turned from lifeless to alive, with a clear anger: "Don't mention him."

Cheng Chu clicked his tongue: "Okay, okay, pack up and go out with me tonight."

You Ye closed his eyes and vented his energy again: "I won't go."

Cheng Chu: "No, you have to follow me. If you don't go out, you will be useless. Just now, those outside are full of takeaway garbage. Don't you have a part-time job? She didn't come to do cleaning?"

You Ye is still depressed, and doesn't pay much attention to Cheng Chu.Cheng Chu helped him shave his beard, do his hair, and even dragged him into the room to match his clothes.You Ye has never been very cooperative, but under the threat of Cheng Chu's renunciation, he still reluctantly agreed.

The places Cheng Chuai went to were all bars, but this would be a clear bar, and there was a band performing on the stage, singing love songs, the melody was slow and melancholy.

You Ye sank himself into the sofa, and started to lose his mind while holding the wine glass.Until a person sat next to him, a woman.

You Ye thought it was a chat, so he didn't even look at it: "There are people here."

The man said, "I know, I came here specially to find you."

You Ye heard the voice familiar, turned around and saw that it was Yang Yu.

Yang Yu's complexion was not very good, she glanced at the phone and then looked up: "Let's make a long story short, I was entrusted to tell you about that time..."

You Ye interrupted her: "Needless to say."

Yang Yu choked for a moment, his eyes widened slightly: "What did you say?"

You Ye said blankly: "I'm not interested."

Yang Yu was irritated by his attitude: "I hate you too, but I'm not here to explain because of you, I don't care if you listen or not, it's my business!"

You Ye squeezed his glass tightly, he had never seen such an unreasonable person.

Before he had a seizure, he saw the girl in front of him crying, tears streaming down her face.

Yang Yu sobbed and said, "Do you think I really want to explain to you? I'm here for Ah Sheng."

Yang Yu: "I don't even know what's good about you. I've loved him for so many years, and every time he begs me for you. Two years ago, he, he asked me to make it clear to you, and I refused. .You have already left, why come back.”

You Ye put down the wine glass, got up and was about to leave.Yang Yu tugged at his hand, and looked at him with red eyes, "I'm the one who doesn't want to admit this the most, but Ah Sheng...he really likes you. My engagement with him is just It's just a scene. You, you just forgive him. He is so good, don't treat him like this."

You Ye shook off her hand, it was the first time he was so rude to a girl.He was about to leave, and he didn't intend to say goodbye to Cheng Chu either.

Cheng Chu deliberately brought him here, and Yang Yu appeared here.It was all premeditated.

Cheng Chu also stood by Ji Qinsheng, and everyone felt that he should forgive Ji Qinsheng.What about him?Who will let him go again? !

The music on the stage suddenly changed to a familiar piece of music.

It's the French song, Etsitun'existaispas.

You Ye stopped, and he turned his head slowly.Ji Qinsheng was sitting on the stage, holding a microphone, looking at him from a distance off the stage.

Obviously the melody of the main song started, but Ji Qinsheng didn't sing.He couldn't speak because he felt the indifference in You Ye's eyes so clearly.

He doesn't care, doesn't care about any of this.

Cheng Chu anxiously looked at the people on and off the stage, as anxious as an ant in a hot pot. He opened his mouth wide and waved his hands up and down to let Ji Qinsheng sing, but no one paid any attention to him.

You Ye left without hesitation, Yang Yu sat on the seat and cried out of anger, Cheng Chu was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

He ran to the stage and said to Ji Qinsheng in a daze, "Why don't you sing! What a great opportunity!"

Ji Qinsheng gently put the microphone back to its original place, loosened his collar, and drooped his eyelashes: "He doesn't want to hear it."

Cheng Chu was stunned: "What?"

Ji Qinsheng shook his head, he got up and left the stage.When facing the darkness, Cheng Chu seemed to be able to vaguely see that there were tears beside the corners of his eyes.

Cheng Chu was stunned, he heard Ji Qinsheng humming a few words softly.

The voice is sad and full of exhaustion.

-Etquin'en revientpas.

days that never come back

-Etsitun'existaispas,

if there is no you in the world

-Dis-moipourquij'existerais.

who do i live for