twilight endless

What does it feel like when your heart hurts to the extreme?

Zhou Ji didn't know, because he couldn't take care of it anymore.For the first time in his life, he was experiencing bewilderment and fear. All his rationality and calmness were gone, only self-blame and restlessness remained, and he begged all the gods and Buddhas in a panic. If Twilight is safe, he will definitely exchange everything without hesitation.He couldn't figure out why after so many years, he still didn't have the ability to protect the person he cherished most in his heart.At that time, you could still use the excuse that you were young, but what about now?Why is it still so useless!

Zhou Yu held Twilight tightly in his arms, and he tried his best to pass on his temperature to Twilight, but he still couldn't stop Twilight's body temperature from getting lower and lower.The round face that was already fair was even paler, and the body that was not very strong was even more fragile.

After finally going back to the mansion, Zhou Yu rushed into the mansion with Twilight in his arms and shouted "Ji Yan" loudly. Everyone in the palace was startled, seeing Zhou Yu covered in blood and Twilight dying in panic.

Ji Yan was quite calm, he didn't ask another word, and immediately began to diagnose and treat the injuries all over Mu Hui's body.Wu Chang'an was also very calm, beckoning the nimble servant and maidservant to help Ji Yan.The one who was the least calm was probably Shen, who was already worried and very uneasy seeing Zhou Yu not returning home late at night, but was awakened by Zhou Yu's yelling, and was even more shocked when he saw Zhou Kai's blood all over his body. at a loss.

Shen rushed over, anxiously looked up and down Zhou Ji, and asked anxiously, "Is Your Highness injured?"

Zhou Yu didn't answer, all his thoughts were on Twilight, his eyes fixed on him, afraid that he would disappear if he blinked.

"What is Your Highness doing here? Why are you in such a mess?" Seeing that Zhou Ga ignored him, Shen's worry turned into anger, and she stood in front of Zhou Ga, and forced her to reprimand: "Your Highness is so reckless. An incompetent person dares to leave the mansion late at night." Pointing at the twilight on the cave, Shen said angrily, "I said long ago that this person is frivolous and untrustworthy, and what happened today is enough to prove it."

"What did you say?" Shen's last sentence finally caught Zhou Kai's attention.

"I said this person is not trustworthy." Shen's accusation was overwhelming, "It's not enough to protect His Highness's safety."

The elegant and charming Shen with a little heroic spirit has a generous and decent temperament, worthy of the status of the daughter of a family and the princess of the royal family.But at this moment, from Zhou Yu's point of view, he is like the most vicious devil, slashing his teeth and claws, peeling the skin and bones of Twilight, whose life and death are uncertain.What does the extreme heartache feel? Zhou Kai didn't have time to experience it just now, but at this moment, Zhou Kai felt the extreme anger clearly.The strange thing is that this extreme anger didn't make Zhou Kai lose his mind, instead he could see his heart more and more clearly.Zhou Yu smiled gently at Shen Shi, and said a word softly: "Get lost."

With just one word, all of Shen's pride was torn away. Shen was stunned at the moment, unable to believe what she heard, and asked after a long time: "What is Your Highness talking about?"

"I told you to get out." Zhou Ji grabbed Shen Shi's hand and pushed her out of the door without any explanation.

Shen looked in disbelief at the door that Zhou Kai had closed with her own hands. She didn't know whether it was because of anger or fear, but her whole body was trembling slightly.The servants and maidservants stood in a row at the base of the wall, but no one dared to step forward.

Zhou Yu inside the door didn't know how long Shen had been standing outside the door. Seeing that Ji Yan had finally treated Mu Hui's injury, he hurriedly stepped forward to ask, his tone full of anxiety: "How is Mu Hui?"

Before Ji Yan could speak, he let out a long sigh, and then shook his head at Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu sighed with this breath, and felt dizzy for a while. Leaning against Wu Changan who was rushing over, he panted for a long time before he grabbed Ji Yan and asked, "What's the matter? Tell me the truth!"

"Return to Your Highness." Ji Yan's expression was helpless and sad, "The injury is too serious, there are two fatal traumas alone, not to mention internal injuries, plus excessive blood loss, it is impossible to survive until now. It's a miracle."

"You're making a diagnosis of ordinary people, right?" Zhou Yu said resolutely, "He's a half-demon, and his life force is far stronger than ordinary people. I don't believe there is no way to save him."

"Even a half-demon can't stand such a torment. If the blood is all drained, how can it be recovered?" Ji Yan can only say as a living horse doctor, "What can be done now is to hang on to this breath. Make up everything, and the rest depends on his good luck, if he can slow down, he can save the day, if he can't slow down..." Ji Yan didn't say any more.

"What you're talking about is all nonsense!" Zhou Yu said angrily, "One thought of two poles, one is either dead or alive, this king understands this truth, why do you need to say it?! Now this king wants him to live, you can figure it out !"

Ji Yan understood Zhou Yu's anger very well, and he couldn't bear it very much, but as a doctor, the disease is the root of the disease objectively, Ji Yan will never exaggerate, let alone calm down, he thought for a while, and persuaded: "Your Highness, Ji Yan once said "For a doctor to save a life, one depends on the medical skills, the second depends on the fortune, and the third depends on the person's willingness to live. The three are indispensable." Ji Yan is still confident in his medical skills, and Twilight often carries a half-demon with him, and his vitality is stronger than ordinary people This is his luck, and the rest depends on his own willingness to survive." Ji Yan hesitated, and confessed, "Do your best to obey the destiny, Ji Yan will definitely try his best, and His Highness Instead of forcing Ji Yan, think about how to help him survive." After Ji Yan finished speaking, he bowed to Zhou Yu, hurried out of the house, and was busy decocting life-extending medicine for Twilight.

Zhou Yu remained motionless, and after a long time, he exhaled lightly and said to Wu Chang'an: "Everyone go out, this king will accompany him by himself."

Although Wu Chang'an was worried, he still didn't say much, and he told the servants and maidservants in the house to clean up and backed out.

Zhou Ji gently sat down on the side, looking at the twilight.Twilight lay there, closing his slightly drooping red phoenix eyes as if he was just asleep, his round face that could not hide any thoughts in the past was now calm and unwavering, his long breathing fluctuated from time to time, each time was like an invisible The sharp sword licked out a bloodstain in Zhou Kai's heart.Zhou Ji couldn't feel anything except pain.The candle flame exploded without warning, causing Zhou Ji to shiver in shock, and stretched out his hand tremblingly towards Twilight, just touching Twilight's cheek, the high wall and solid ice in Zhou Ji's heart instantly fell apart , revealing the most straightforward thoughts buried deep in it.

"Little fool, you can't scare me like that." Zhou Ji took Mu Hui's hand carefully, put it on his lips and kissed it gently, and said, "Everyone in the court knows that this king has a perverted personality and a bad temper, but only For you, no matter how angry you are with me, I will bear it. This time it is my fault, and it is all my fault. I know I was wrong, and I will never let you do such a dangerous thing again. You just look at me For the sake of being patient with you in the past, don't bother with me, just wake up soon, okay?" Zhou Yu never knew that when a person is helpless to the point of no other way, there is no bottom line.It was only then that he realized that the high wall in his heart that he thought was indestructible collapsed so easily.He belatedly discovered that when he locked himself in Prince Xun's mansion all those years ago, he had already locked this person in. Over the years, he had grown together with the ice in his heart, and now this person was going to leave. , It was actually a heart-breaking pain.

There is faint morning light outside the window, and the winter morning glow refuses to admit defeat, stuffing the weak warmth from the cold cloud gap into thousands of households, but only forgets Zhou Yu.Ji Yan tried his best and tried all kinds of methods, and the life-sustaining medicine stone was constantly applied to Mu Hui, but Mu Hui's breathing was still getting weaker and weaker.He is like the waning moon in the sky, the brighter the sun, the darker he becomes.

Zhou Yu just sat in front of the couch like this, letting Ji Yan play with the twilight, and letting Ji Yan leave helplessly as the situation was over.The sun turned from the east to the west, and he didn't change his position, as if he had lost all five senses, the only thing he could do was to hold Twilight's colder and colder hands tightly.

Some things are really precious only when they are about to be lost, which will make you want to desperately exchange everything to keep it.For example, a compliment from the eldest brother, or this person's silly face.Why, I can't grasp those things that I care about as treasures, and I always let them go away quietly.How strong should I be so that I can protect all my concerns in my arms.

"It's me, haven't I done enough? Is it me, too dependent on elder brother, and too much on you, that dragged you down like this? What should I do to become your dependence?" Zhou Yu said in his heart Asking myself, looking out the window at the sunset gradually sinking into the western mountains, I don’t know what I suddenly thought of, a gentle smile appeared on my face, and I said softly, “Look at the sunset, does it look like oily egg yolk? Do you know that the cook who made the pumpkin crisps is still in the mansion. If you wake up, how about I ask her to make you a dozen pumpkin crisps? No, I will make them for you myself, okay? There are also lotus leaf crisps, Pear flower cake, green dumplings, all kinds of palace food, and your favorite steamed duck dumpling, I will cook them all for you, okay? I will learn from the cook, the same thing, every day Make it for you to eat, and make something different every day, okay? I don’t want you to be my half-demon, it’s too hard. I want you to be my little fool, a little fool who can only eat, but good?"

The afterglow of the setting sun outside the window is only the last bit of light and heat left, and the sky is full of thin clouds, as if to coat everything in this world with a dark golden border.Everything around them turned into the golden figure of the Forest of God's View that descended from the sky, gently hugged Zhou Yu, and blessed Zhou Ji with the last little protection——I hope that the little Qiuyang will stay away from all the hardships and dangers in the world.

The sun finally fell into the horizon, and the twilight was swallowed silently by the winter night, and the darkness quickly covered the whole room. Zhou Yu held the twilight into his arms, stubbornly thinking that in this way, the god of death would not be able to take away his little fool.

"Twilight..." Zhou Yu's tears fell silently down his cheeks, dripping on Twilight's eyelids, "It's getting dark, why don't you wake up? Dinner is already on the table, won't you come to eat?" Zhou Rubbing Twilight's forehead, Ji asked, "Aren't you hungry?"

"Hungry." Twilight said suddenly.

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【Small theater in the brain】

Twilight: Your Highness, I'm hungry.

Zhou Ji: Do you only think about being hungry?

Twilight: Yes, when can we eat?

Zhou Yu: Do you only think of rice?

Twilight: Yes.

Zhou Yu: (Long sigh) Forget it.