"Would you agree to date me?"

Yu Jin felt that his throat was a little tight, and he was so excited that he forgot how to make a sound: "I..."

The light in Ding He's eyes dimmed for a moment, he lowered his hands, and smiled reluctantly: "Is it too sudden? It doesn't matter, you can think about it slowly."

The power that was suddenly removed from his shoulders made Yu Jin feel a little terrified, as if if he didn't take the initiative, he would lose something important forever.

He hastily grabbed Ding He's hand, lowered his head and pressed his forehead against his shoulder, hoping to gain some peace of mind: "I promise you."

There was obvious shyness in the tense voice.

Ding He's eyes lit up suddenly, he held his shoulder in disbelief, lowered his head to confirm his expression: "Really?"

Even though he tried his best to maintain his composure, his voice was still trembling with excitement.

Yu Jin still lowered his head, not daring to look at his expression.From this angle, he could still feel the warmth of Ding He's gaze, like the dazzling sunlight, which made him dare not look directly at it.

"it is true."

Ding He still didn't seem to be able to fully believe it, and repeated his confirmation several times.Yu Jin was ashamed and annoyed, and almost roared: "It's true, believe it or not!"

Ding He obediently didn't dare to speak anymore, and took his hand: "Then let's go home."

Yu Jin was led home by him in a daze, and only when he entered the room and flung himself on the bed did he feel a sliver of reality.

The thing that has been fantasized for a long time has become a reality, but he doesn't know how to deal with it.

The excitement gradually faded, and people began to worry about gains and losses. Various tragic endings had flooded into his mind, and he suddenly fell into loss and doubt.

He knew that sooner or later he would be killed by this pessimistic character.

He got up from the bed, took a shower, and knocked on the door with a gift for Ding He.

Ding He, who was also immersed in the excitement, also failed to fall asleep. Although he got into bed early, he tossed and turned under the quilt.

He began to recall the experience just now over and over again, wanting to make sure whether Yu Jin was forced to retreat or not.

In fact, he didn't intend to confess so hastily, but more and more people appeared around Yu Jin, and the situation got a little out of control. He had the feeling of being cornered and had to fight one last time.

In his plan, he wants to infiltrate himself into every aspect of Yu Jin's life, even if Yu Jin doesn't realize it, but as soon as Yu Jin leaves him, he will recall his importance.

He actually doesn't care whether Yu Jin likes him or not, he just hopes that Yu Jin can't leave him.

People are always changeable, no relationship can last for a long time, and it is always interests that can support the relationship between two people.Just like a butterfly doesn't stay on the same flower forever, he knows Yu Jin will get tired of him one day.

But he didn't want to be that abandoned flower, so he chose to use petals to trap the butterfly in the center of the flower, so that he could never leave.

If you want to keep the person you like by your side, you must use some means.

His parents were also in love at the beginning, but they still went to tragedy after marriage.Even though he doesn't want to admit it, he actually has a strong desire to control and possess, just like his father.

It's just that he knows that he can't simply show his desire for control on the bright side.

A canary in a cage will long for the blue sky one day, and if the canary is trapped in a cage at this time, he will definitely die of depression.

But if he loses the ability to survive in the wild, he will definitely come back by himself.

A better way is to let the whole blue sky belong to you.But he can't do it yet.

The fact that Yu Jin insisted on being divided made him feel a little panic. He found that Yu Jin's growth was beyond his control, so he had to speed up the progress.

Ever since that senior appeared, his emotions have been a little out of control.He was afraid that Yu Jin would be attracted by this novelty, so he had to get rid of him first.

In fact, before he confessed, he had gone through the N series of Little Black House hundreds of times in his mind.If Yu Jin refuses, he will always follow Yu Jin's side, and when he is strong enough, he will be locked up.

Yu Jin's reaction was actually a pleasant surprise, which immediately dilutes his anxiety and makes him forget all those dark thoughts.But once he calmed down, he began to persuade himself that he must not take it lightly.

This is definitely not the end, the other party may want to leave at any time, he must find a way to keep him forever.

The sound of the door opening was very clear at night.Ding He heard footsteps approaching his side, his heart beat faster, and he got out of bed to open the door.

Just as Yu Jin knocked on the door, she saw Ding He appearing in front of her eyes, looking at him with a smile: "Is there something wrong?"

Yu Jin found that his throat was a little itchy again, and the conversations he had programmed in his mind before became a mess with his disordered breathing, so he could only stiffen his body and say, "I have something to give you."

Ding He let him enter the room sideways, closed the door, and looked at him expectantly: "What is it?"

Yu Jin shoved the gift roughly into his hand, turned his face away and didn't look directly at him, but his voice was firm and powerful: "As a gift in return."

Ding He caressed the gift box in his hand with his fingers, with a faint smile on his lips: "Have you been preparing for a long time?"

"It's not too long. I planned to give it to you on your birthday."

Yu Jin took a few deep breaths, finally adjusted his breathing, and his voice became more natural.

"I can take this as, do you actually like me too?"

Yu Jin's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at his face reflexively: "I like you from the beginning."

Ding He's eyes were gentle, but there was still anxiety hidden in his eyes: "Don't lie to me. I will take everything you say seriously."

Yu Jin could feel the sadness surrounding him, and her voice lowered: "I have always liked you."

He repeated it several times in a row, trying to calm Ding He's emotions.

There was a hint of cunning in Ding He's eyes, and he opened his arms: "Then can you give me a hug?"

Yu Jin was a little at a loss, but still hugged him and patted his back lightly: "Don't be afraid."

Ding He folded his arms slightly, put his head on his shoulders, and sniffed the fragrance of the shower gel on his body: "Maybe it's because I'm so happy that I can't believe it."

It is this feeling, safe and comfortable, which makes people fall asleep immediately.

The tip of Yu Jin's nose was a little sour: "Have you liked me for a long time?"

"I don't know, it must have been a long time." Ding He half-closed his eyes and rubbed against his neck.Yu Jin who just took a bath looks even more delicious, making him want to bite down.

Yu Jin felt a little guilty in his heart: "I'm sorry, I should have found out earlier. I lost my temper because of these things before, and I made you worry."

"I'm very happy if you promise me. I should have told you earlier. I didn't expect you to be so disturbed."

It is his duty to give lovers enough sense of security.

What's more, in his heart, it was far from "losing his temper".

"Then... do you think I look good?" Yu Jin asked cautiously.

Ding He replied without thinking: "It looks good."

Yu Jin was silent for a moment, then asked again: "Do you like me because I'm good-looking?"

Ding He never expected that he would have such an idea, and replied with some amusement: "No."

Yu Jin is very serious: "I will grow old and ugly one day—it might even happen without waiting for a long time. If you feel that you can't accept it at that time, just tell me directly."

The blame can only be blamed on the words of a certain senior, which made him uneasy.His appearance has been exaggerated since he was a child, and he doesn't feel much about it, but others seem to have different ideas.

Since someone would blindly pursue him simply because of his looks, how could he be sure that Ding He's feelings for him had such elements.

Even because of that it doesn't matter.All he worries about is that it's a quality that won't last long.

"What are you thinking about?" Ding He straightened up, caressed his face, and looked at him with nostalgia, "I admit that you are beautiful and attractive enough to me, but that is not important. The important thing is that it was you who Pulled me out of the pain."

On the day he witnessed the tragedy, Yu Jin chose to be by his side and shoulder the burden with him.In fact, these things have nothing to do with Yu Jin, he can completely walk away, and even stay away in fear because of his father's crimes.

Without Yu Jin's company, he might never be able to get out of the shadow of his father's wife-killing.

Yu Jin lowered his eyelids: "You were the one who pulled me out first."

When he was most helpless and lonely, there was only one person who was willing to lend a helping hand.

"If I suddenly lose my mental support, I may collapse." Ding He pretended to be relaxed, "Don't suddenly regret it."

Yu Jin lightly but solemnly promised: "I won't."

"Okay, trust me now?" Ding He rubbed his hair, "Let me see what gift you have prepared."

Yu Jin's face flushed, and he suddenly became nervous: "You can watch it when I go back."

Ding He was kind, pushed the gift aside, and whispered in his ear: "Actually, you can treat yourself as a gift."

The voice was low and gentle, like a feather scratching the pinnae, making the ears go soft.

Yu Jin felt that he absolutely couldn't stay for long, so he hurriedly opened the door, ready to go back.

He walked to the door, stopped suddenly, turned his head reluctantly, and asked softly, "Can you kiss me again?"

"Where are you kissing?" Ding He put his hands on the door frame, almost touching his cheek.

"It's all right." Yu Jin looked down at the ground.

A light kiss fell on his cheek, and Yu Jin felt a sweetness in his heart. Just as he was about to leave, he found that Ding He held the doorknob first, surrounded him between himself and the door, and then lightly kissed him on the tip of his nose, muttering : "If you don't make it clear, I will kiss you all over again."

Yu Jin was kissed all over his face by him, and his thoughts became confused.

He vaguely felt that it would be great if he could go on like this forever.

It would be nice if the separation didn't exist.

***

During the summer vacation, Yu Jin and Ding He made an appointment to travel to a certain ancient city.

The timing of this choice is amazing. Yu Jin saw a photo of a B&B by accident and wanted to experience life.

According to him, the decoration of the homestay almost completely conformed to his aesthetics, which gave him a feeling that he had to go.

Of course Ding He had no objection.In fact, high school studies are heavy, and it is difficult for them to find such a large amount of free time.

And it's very exciting to think about two people being alone in a strange place.

Travel planning is done by two people together.In fact, except for the place of accommodation, Yu Jin has no requirements at all.

As soon as he got on the high-speed rail, Yu Jin leaned on Ding He's shoulder and closed his eyes with a drowsy look.

The midsummer sun is too hot.Ding He drew the curtains, adjusted a more comfortable posture, wrapped Yu Jin's waist, and checked the travel information of the destination.

The owner of the homestay called in time to ask about their itinerary and plan to catch up.Ding He politely refused, but the other party had no choice but to leave his contact number.

Yu Jin had been sleeping soundly, but suddenly sat up straight and stared blankly ahead.

Ding He handed him the water: "Did you have a nightmare?"

The cool water slid down his throat, finally relieving a little of the hot feeling on Yu Jin's skin.He rubbed his forehead, and said a little tiredly: "It should be a nightmare, I dreamed that there was a fire."

Ding He pulled the curtains again: "Is it because the sun is too strong?"

Yu Jin shook his head in confusion: "Probably. I dreamed... I burned you to death."

Ding He's expression froze, and he quickly and easily comforted him: "It's just a dream, I'm fine now."

Yu Jin said wearily: "It should."

After having this dream, he has been in a bad mood.But fortunately, the bus will arrive at the station soon, and their attention has been shifted to finding a homestay.

However, according to the map to find the house number, what appeared in front of them was an ordinary house.

Ding He had no choice but to call the folk boss.

The boss seemed to have expected it a long time ago, told them a meeting place, and planned to take them to the hotel after the meeting.

As soon as he saw the owner of the homestay, Yu Jin felt a strange sense of familiarity.

He always felt that he had seen this person before.

The boss is a young man, tall and tall, with a tall and straight figure. With a mask on his face, he can't see his face clearly, but his crooked smiling eyes make people feel friendly.Yu Jin noticed that there was a ring on his left ring finger.

He also saw doubts in Ding He's eyes.

The boss didn't say much, and led them in one direction.His voice was distorted through the mask, but his tone was still gentle and reassuring.

Yu Jin felt that the owner of the homestay seemed to take them into another time and space.Obviously just walked this section of the road, but now everything around is strange.

The boss took them into the homestay, helped them check in at the front desk, and asked casually, "Big bed room or standard room?"

"twin room."

The boss looked at them as if he could see everything: "The big bed is enough for two people to sleep."

But accidents are prone to happen.Although they are lovers, he and Ding He are not so close yet.

Yu Jin felt that the boss seemed to have seen through his relationship with Ding He.

Ding He looked as usual: "The standard room is fine."

There were footsteps on the stairs, and a young man appeared at the top of the stairs, walking down slowly while holding on to the handrail, with a sleepy look on his face.

He is also wearing a mask, only revealing a pair of beautifully curved eyes, the end of the eyes is slightly raised, like a hook to catch people's hearts.Even seeing only those eyes was enough to convince one of his beauty.

He also has a ring on the ring finger of his left hand.

Yu Jin noticed that Ding He was staring closely at the new person, with surprise and disbelief in his eyes.

The newly appeared young man seemed to have noticed their eyes, glanced at them indifferently, walked to the boss, and leaned half on his body: "New resident?"

The boss naturally wrapped his arms around his waist, and kissed him on the face through the mask: "I made an appointment a few days ago."

The young man nodded, with a lazy voice: "Usually, the voice is lower."

Yu Jin only thought that he was very quiet, afraid of being disturbed, nodded in agreement, and took the room card with Ding He and went to the room.

From a distance, he heard the boss and the young man emphasize: "I'm not yet an adult."

He suddenly realized what the young man meant by "lower the voice" just now, and couldn't help turning his head to look at Ding He.

Ding He kept looking at him, and there seemed to be more complicated emotions in his eyes.

The young man nodded indifferently: "It doesn't matter if it's earlier."

The boss's voice became more and more helpless: "It's not good for your health."

"You have been refusing to touch me before, and I thought it was because you were dissatisfied with me."

The boss looked at the young man carefully from head to toe: "I also endured very hard."

The young man snorted, and he took off his mask, completely wrapped him in his arms, and kissed him delicately.

Yu Jin and Ding He found their own room, packed up their luggage, strolled around casually, and fell asleep early in exhaustion.

But he was awakened by a burning sensation, and when he opened his eyes, he found that the entire homestay was engulfed in flames.

Yu Jin's heart sank.It was the same as the scene in his dream.

He and Ding He were just about to escape, but suddenly a piece of the ceiling collapsed, separating them at the two ends of the flames.

Yu Jin's breath was stagnant, and he was about to throw himself into the flames.

But he was held by a man's arm.

"Don't worry, he'll be fine."

The owner of the homestay was standing in front of him, exuding a reassuring aura, which even softened the fire.

There seemed to be a safe area around him, and he didn't even dare to approach the flames.

"Listen, these flames don't hurt you, they even make you stronger."

Yu Jin stared at him blankly.

"You will encounter some difficulties soon, but believe me, these difficulties can be solved. You must believe in him and don't give up on him because of this."

Yu Jin felt a little unable to control his tone: "Did you lure us here on purpose?"

The boss just smiled and stroked his hair.

The familiar feeling made the tip of Yu Jin's nose a little sour.He resolutely grabbed the boss's hand to keep him from leaving, and reached out to his ear with the other hand, tearing off his mask.

The boss didn't dodge, and stood obediently, his face completely exposed in front of him.

Yu Jin gritted his teeth and said: "I knew it was you."

There is nostalgia in the adult version of Ding He's eyes: "It's me."

He blinked and kissed Yu Jin's forehead: "I'm very happy that you recognize me."

This kiss has the meaning of blessing from the elders to the younger generation.

Yu Jin whispered: "If he doesn't show boredom, I won't leave him."

"Tell him these words directly, he wants to hear them more than I do." Ding He threatened him without any deterrence, "He won't get tired of you. But if you don't tell him these things all the time, he may put them away because of suspicion. Torture yourself insane."

Yu Jin looked at him thoughtfully.

"You can still walk together for a long time, and even go on together." Ding He lightly covered his eyes, "He often feels very uneasy, and only you can save him at this time."

***

When Ding He saw the young man appearing in front of him, his original anxiety suddenly disappeared.

He even felt that the flames beside him became friendly.

The young man looked at him coldly: "I have something to tell you."

Ding He looked calm, with anticipation in his eyes: "This fire..."

The young man simply admitted: "I let it go."

Ding He raised the corners of his lips and nodded without surprise: "Oh."

The young man looked around the surrounding flames: "Do you think the flames are scary?"

Ding He shook his head.His gaze has been firmly locked on the young man, as if he wants to carve his appearance into his soul.

"Fire may kill you, but it can also bring you back to life, you know what I mean?"

Ding He thought for a while, his voice was uncertain: "I seem to understand."

"You will soon encounter some difficulties, which will make you very painful, but as long as you get over it, it will give you a new life. During this process, don't doubt him, he will not give up on you."

Ding He asked: "May I know what kind of difficulty it is?"

The young man said coldly: "No."

That way you can't prepare in advance.Ding He felt that the problem was a bit tricky.

The young man was silent for a while, and said awkwardly: "Sometimes his temper will be weird, if you can't accept it, just bring it up, and he will try to change it."

"I don't think his temper is weird, and he doesn't need to feel guilty about it." Ding He seemed to recall something, with a gentle expression on his face, "He always seems to be insecure. It would be great if he could trust me more."

The young man's face under the mask was shamefully flushed, and he raised his hand to put it on his eyes: "I'll take you back now."

"Wait a minute, I have another request." Ding He looked at him pleadingly, "Can you take off the mask?"

The young man stared at him for a long time, then slowly took off his mask.

The joy in Ding He's eyes grew stronger with his movements, and his voice seemed to tremble with excitement: "So are we going to be together later?"

The adult version Yu Jin touched the wedding ring on his hand: "Yes, we have been together forever."

He looked at the juvenile's happy face, and reminded: "But you will encounter many unimaginable difficulties, and you must be mentally prepared."

The teenager is full of confidence: "I will give him a good future."

Yu Jin finally smiled and put his hands on his eyes: "Go back."

Ding He opened his eyes and found himself lying on the bed in the hotel.

The surrounding furniture is in good condition, and it seems that it has not been attacked by the fire at all.

He and Yu Jin looked at each other, seeing attachment in each other's eyes.

When they went downstairs the next morning, they found that the owner of the B&B had changed, and the scenery outside had returned to normal. The experience of the previous night seemed to be just a dream.

But just this dream is enough for them to persevere.

The author has something to say: the full text is over, and a new article will be opened on April 4^_^

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