Yu Jin found a few rows from the bottom by the window, wiped the table and chairs with a wet towel, and then put the schoolbag in the table hole.

On the first day of school, the classroom was a mess.Because it is a newly assigned class, most of the people come from different classes, and there are a lot of things to move, and people keep coming and going in and out of the classroom, causing a lot of noise.

Yu Jin opened the window a small slit, trying to relieve the stuffy feeling, but immediately someone complained about the cold and called the person by the window to close the window.

Yu Jin looked over coldly, but before he could move, someone came over and closed the window with a smile: "Spring hasn't arrived yet, it's quite cold to open the window."

Walking over was a girl with heroic features and a sunny and energetic smile.She didn't leave after closing the window, but stood in front of Yu Jin's desk, looked at him with a smile, and asked tentatively, "Is there anyone in the seat next to him?"

Yu Jin looked at her expressionlessly, and although he didn't answer, it was obvious that rejection was written all over his face.The girl seemed to be unable to hold back her face, barely maintained her smile, and said to herself, "Wow, it's a pity that there seems to be no place", and walked towards the crowd of girls secretly watching from a distance, and explained something dejectedly.

The girls whispered, and from time to time they secretly glanced at him.Yu Jin simply looked away, out of sight and out of mind.

But in this way, no one dared to sit next to him for a while.

Originally, he was good-looking and had many crushes, but in the past, because Ding He occupied the position beside him, he couldn't get close.This time it was rare that the two of them were not assigned to the same class, which gave them an opportunity, but each of them was scared away by Yu Jin's icy aura.

Besides, any girl who sits next to him at this time will become the target of public criticism.School grass should be used for appreciation, no one can monopolize it.

Yu Jin wished he could sit in the corner alone, with a distance of more than one meter from everyone around him.However, the classroom is only so big, and he can't get this privilege yet.

He has never felt that the surrounding environment is so noisy like now. The messy gossip news and cold jokes are floating in his ears uncontrollably, almost short-circuiting the normal functioning brain.

Before his brain was scrapped with a "boom", the boy's loud voice pulled him back from his restless mood.

He looked towards the source of the sound and saw Ding He standing at the door of the classroom.

Ding He has always had a gentle and gentle smile on his face. When he saw him looking up, his smile suddenly became brighter, like a flower that was originally in bud, it suddenly bloomed under the blowing of the spring breeze, and the bright and dazzling colors all the way from the corner of his mouth spread to the eyes.

Yu Jin's heart skipped a beat for a moment, he hurriedly lowered his head, pinched his own wrist secretly, and walked out of the classroom.

The class assignment was basically over, no one passed by in the corridor, so silent that Yu Jin could only hear his own heartbeat and Ding He's voice.

"Are you still used to the new class?"

Yu Jin's tone was cold: "It's okay."

A trace of disappointment flashed in Ding He's eyes, and he quickly concealed it: "Go and tell the school now that we should be able to agree to our shift."

Yu Jin looked down at the ground: "No need, the teacher's level is about the same, and the lectures are the same wherever you are."

Ding He opened his mouth, hesitant to speak, and managed to organize his words: "Can you get used to it?"

"I don't know, it should be fine. You don't have to worry, I can handle these things well."

Ding He told him a few more daily precautions, and said goodbye to him reluctantly: "Remember to wait for me to go home together later."

Yu Jin let out an "oh", lowered his head and turned around to leave, when Ding He suddenly grabbed his right arm: "Do you not want to be in the same class as me?"

Yu Jin was startled, and reflexively shook off his hand, said "no" in a hasty tone, and walked into the classroom quickly.

Ding He stood there in a daze, looked down at his left hand, and felt bitterness in his heart.

His ideas were discovered?

Yu Jin is...feeling his touch disgusting?

***

Yu Jin walked all the way to the seat, the blush on his face didn't fade away.

The seat next to him was still taken by a brave man.The new deskmate squinted, looking at him dreamily, as if he hadn't woken up: "Are you hot?"

Yu Jin replied briefly "No", and lifted up the sleeve of his right arm upset.

The place that Ding He touched just now still maintains a scorching heat far exceeding normal body temperature, as if what is buried under the skin is not a blood vessel, but a melt.He didn't know why the temperature from Ding He's palm was transmitted to his arm exactly through several clothes, and even a faint flame ignited a raging fire that could start a prairie fire.

He pressed his arm against the cold table, and finally his body temperature slowly dropped back, and his heartbeat returned to normal.

The tablemate asked gossipingly, "Did you quarrel?"

Yu Jin flatly denied it.

The deskmate let out a long "Oh", and lowered his voice to remind him: "Just now someone guessed that you had a quarrel, so you are not in the same class."

With the influence of the two families, it is not difficult to transfer to the same class.What's more, their grades are at the same level, and there is no problem of crowding out the top class places.

The class division this time is what Yu Jin insisted on.

I don't know exactly when he started to be sensitive to Ding He's approach.It's not rejection, nor anticipation, but a kind of confusion accompanied by blushing and heartbeat, like a cat scratching at the chest, a little itchy and a little painful.

Judging from his existing knowledge base, he should be in love.

This love affair is very strange. He and Ding He have known each other for so many years, and this feeling only came not long ago—or it may be that the particularity of puberty magnifies every trace of germination. I feel like my brain is going to explode.

The cause was probably at the end of last semester, when he accidentally injured his calf while moving things, Ding He immediately found some medicine to help him treat the wound.

This was a normal thing at first, but when he saw Ding He squatting halfway in front of him, carefully lifting his calf, and gently applying the potion, he felt a special feeling for some reason.

The skin on the calf was broken, and it would have hurt when applying the medicine, but Ding He kept talking about other things to distract him.But his attention was filled with the itchy feeling of the places Ding He had touched. Every place seemed to have sprouts breaking out of the ground. When growing, the roots grasped the soil, causing the muscles on the legs to unconsciously tense up.

Ding He also nervously asked if he had leg cramps, and kneaded his calf. Every time he squeezed, Yu Jin felt that the temperature of his skin would rise a little.

He could only quickly drive the confused Ding He out of the room, lock the door, and bury him under the quilt.

The incident eventually passed, but unfortunately, he found that his body had become sensitive.

As long as Ding He appeared in front of him, even if there was no real contact, just listening to the other person's voice, or feeling the other person's breathing, he would unconsciously think of the feeling of that day.

To make matters worse, he had to deal with physical arousal that came more and more frequently.

He was supposed to be pure-hearted and ascetic at first, so he just endured this kind of thing and passed it, but now his physical impulse felt out of control.

He could only try to comfort his body, but every time at this time, Ding He's face would come into his mind again.

Not just the face, but every part of the body.What he can usually see, and what he can't see.

Throughout the winter vacation, Yu Jin has been troubled by this strange throbbing. If it weren't for the lack of opportunities to meet each other, he might be even more difficult to control this feeling.

But school is different.For the convenience of the two of them going to school, the two bought a house in an apartment near the school. They usually live together, and they don't see each other when they look up.

Yu Jin knew that he needed to give a conclusion to this feeling.

He accepts being gay very well.Probably because the writer he likes is gay, he does not reject this sexuality.

But Ding He is different, he can't see Ding He's tendency for the time being.Having known each other for so long, he knows that there are many people who try to chase after Ding He. Ding He politely refuses every time, but none of these can explain whether he likes the same sex or the opposite sex.

He felt suffocated when he thought of the stunned and alienated smile that would appear on Ding He's face after he expressed his thoughts.

Ding He will definitely maintain a friendship with him, and then gradually alienate him.Or it's still the same as before, just find a girlfriend quickly to kill his thoughts.

Maybe Ding He would silently feel that he was disgusting in his heart, and then he had to get in touch with him because of the face of his elders.

And even if Ding He could really accept the same sex, he might not necessarily accept him.If Ding He chooses to try because he can't bear to break his heart, and then bears the pain himself, then his crime is too great.

No matter how you think about it, it is too embarrassing, Yu Jin feels that it is impossible for him to confess his love until he sees Ding He's intentions clearly.

What's more, he still can't tell whether his impulse is a throbbing amplified by the special blessing of puberty, or a real and lasting feeling.

He chose to stay away from Ding He temporarily, so that both of them could see their feelings more objectively.

Changing to a new class, Yu Jin is still not used to it as expected.

In the past, Ding He was by his side and could help him block most of the meaningless social interactions, but now he is the only one left, and he has to face the hot eyes of other people.

Yu Jin doesn't understand at all why there are always people who are afraid of his loneliness and want to be friends with him. He lives very comfortably by himself.

Most topics are neither meaningful nor interesting.

In contrast, the new tablemate is quite satisfactory.The new tablemate is Yue Qingting, and she is usually quiet, except that she likes to sleep in class and share gossip after class.

Yu Jin finished her morning class, packed up and went to the next class to wait for Ding He.

He took a few steps to the side, stopped suddenly, and turned around hesitantly to the other side of the stairs.

Ding He's teacher seems to have delayed the class for a while, and the get out of class has just ended.He watched Ding He collect his schoolbag while answering the girl's question with a smile on his face, and he became irritable for some reason.

It has always been like this, even without him by his side, Ding He can blend in well with the surrounding environment.Even because of his existence, Ding He was dragged down.

Ding He was in a happy mood to pack his schoolbag when he caught a glimpse of a figure passing by the window. He even patiently answered the questions of the people next to him. The uneasy heart that had been speculating on Yu Jin's thoughts all morning was finally relieved.

But he rushed out of the classroom with his bag, only to find Yu Jin's figure flashing past the corner of the stairs.

Ding He's heart sank.

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