Ice and charcoal in the same furnace

The sky began to snow again, and Lin Yu breathed a sigh of relief at Min Pei's cold palm.It was rare for this person to have such a low body temperature, Lin Yu raised his head and asked, "Are you all right?"

Min Pei's throat choked, he didn't know what to say, what could he say, his hands were still trembling unconsciously, and he was too cold to speak.Seeing Min Pei like this, Lin Yu took off his scarf.

He surrounded Min Pei. "Yes," Lin Yu thought about his choice of words, "Yes, what's wrong with Mr. Liu?"

That night, when Min Pei said that he was about to leave because of something urgent, the last look he gave him made Lin Yu's heart tremble slightly.Lin Yu was restless at home, and his mind was full of the look in Min Pei's eyes before he left.

Lin Yu thought about what the man said when he left. The more Lin Yu thought about it, the more complicated he felt. He got up, put on his clothes, and took his ID card with him to get on the next high-speed train. When he arrived in Longcheng, it was almost morning.It was rare to call a taxi at night, so Lin Yu stuffed a big red envelope into the taxi driver, raced against time, and rushed to Longcheng No. [-] Hospital.

From a distance, the first time I came to the hospital, I saw Min Pei.

"Do you want to inform your mother first?" Lin Yu held Min Pei's hand, "Or should we push the matter on our side first?"

Min Pei was stunned by Lin Yu's question. He was dazed for a while, and then he remembered that just a few hours ago, he was extremely happy, and his whole body was still focused on the meeting between the two families. I never thought that this kind of thing would happen tonight.

Min Pei shook his head, and only now did he fix his eyes on the appearance of the person in front of him.

Lin Yu came jogging all the way from the hospital entrance. This man's normally neatly groomed hair was messed up because of running all the way, and the frost melted, leaving a layer of white mist on Lin Yu's glasses.Lin Yu, who always had a low body temperature in winter, was scorching hot today, and he clutched his cold palm.

It's like warming yourself with all your heat.

Before Lin Yu came, Min Pei was still feeling sour from the little things in the past, but after Li Haisheng handed him the cigarette case, everything became a little thing.Now Min Pei can only rejoice, as long as he can stay by Lin Yu's side in good health, he doesn't care about anything now.

"It's all right, Uncle Liu Hao is all right."

After speaking, Min Pei's eyes became sour. The temperature of Lin Yu's palm seemed to warm his frozen heart all at once. All the previous guesses and anxiety were swept away, and Min Pei stared blankly. Lin Yu, after taking a deep breath, was about to continue speaking when his face turned pale, he shook off Lin Yu's hand and rushed to the edge of the flower bed.

Really vomited.

This really frightened Lin Yu, Min Pei had a stomach problem every now and then, the problem was that this problem was also related to Min Pei's fragile nerves.Lin Yu searched her whole body, and went out in a hurry without a tissue.Min Pei vomited a little, but only a little water. The man slowed down a bit, not wanting Lin Yu to come forward, for fear that he would stain the other's clothes.

"Don't come here, I'm afraid it will get dirty."

"What do you think I will despise you for?"

Lin Yu sighed, stepped forward to take a closer look at Min Pei's face, and then touched his cheek.Min Pei squatted on the side of the road, staring into the distance, he grabbed Lin Yu's palm, and it took him a long time to say a word.

"He knows what I like to smoke."

Min Pei's palms were terribly cold, and it seemed that he was terribly frozen. Lin Yu pulled the man up, "What do you mean?"

"He knows what I like to smoke."

Min Pei went back and forth, only this sentence remained.Lin Yu thought about this sentence for a long time at first, and then his expression gradually became serious. Min Pei looked as if he had been greatly shocked. Lin Yu reached out to hold Min Pei's cold cheeks, and asked in a low voice, "Li Haisheng."

Min Pei nodded.

Lin Yu immediately understood that many things in the past have been strung together, and Lin Yu's heart has also cooled down a lot.But no matter how urgent this matter is, Min Pei's physical condition comes first. Lin Yu grabbed his hand and knew that Min Pei is very stubborn. If Min Pei doesn't want to go to the hospital now, they will go home .

"Let's go home, Min Pei, let's go home first."

Min Pei glanced at him, then at the hospital behind him, Lin Yu knew what this man was struggling with, stepped forward and hugged him, Min Pei trembled slightly.

"Listen to me, listen to me, there was no problem when we checked in Jinxiling last time, so you don't have to worry, let's go back. Min Pei, let's go home."

Heavy snow fell one after another. This heavy snow has spanned from last year to this year. After tonight, it will be considered as a stop.

Fortunately, Uncle Qin was still waiting for Min Pei to come back in the parking lot, otherwise Lin Yu didn't know how to take Min Pei back.Uncle Qin just took a nap for a while, but he was in good spirits. Lin Yu sat in the back row, and the young master next to him leaned on his shoulder after getting into the car.Lin Yu held his hand tightly, the two remained silent, and went home together.

Min Pei's apartment has central air conditioning, and the hot water supply is better than Lin Yu's single dormitory.The first thing Lin Yu did when he went back was to turn on the air conditioner, and he went to the bathroom to turn on the hot water.Min Pei was sitting at the door, looking very unhappy. Lin Yu knelt down and looked at him.

"Min Pei, can you take a shower first? How about we continue after you come out?"

Min Pei wanted to say something, but just as he opened his mouth, he sneezed violently.Seeing him like this, Lin Yu stopped talking. He pressed Min Pei's head and led him into the bathroom.The inside was steamy and the temperature was already rising. Lin Yu patted his head and left Min Pei inside.

Min Pei's coat was thrown on the sofa, and Lin Yu went over to help him hang it up. When he picked it up, he found that the man's phone was vibrating in his pocket.Lin Yu took another look, it was Liu Ming.

This person, Lin Yu, must have remembered that Min Pei once said that Liu Ming was an assistant specially chosen by Min Zhangying for him, and that his rank was much higher than that of Zhang Luo.The screen turned on and off, and Lin Yu looked at it. There were several missed calls from Liu Ming. He wanted to guess what the big deal was, so he pressed the answer button.

Before he could speak, the other end started shouting.

"Come on, come on, young master Min, this is a big problem for you! Let me, who has been here, analyze it for you! According to what you said, first, if this person misunderstands pity as love, then that is It is said that the five years between him and his ex-boyfriend were fake. In the same way, it can be deduced that the relationship with this boyfriend is also a misunderstanding, and it is not love."

Lin Yu was stunned at this end. Liu Ming saw that no one was talking on the other end of the phone. She thought Min Pei was waiting for him to finish speaking, so she continued.

"Second, if this person makes a mistake, then he actually knows how to love. You said that this person loved his ex-boyfriend for five years, and he also loves his current boyfriend. But in just a few months, how can he and five years How about a struggle? Young Master, you want to express this meaning, right?"

Hearing this, Lin Yu couldn't help but sighed.He rubbed his brows, found a place to sit down, and thought about what else Liu Ming could say.

Liu Ming, who is usually such a smart person, really didn't hear the difference in the sigh, and continued to babble on the other end.

"You are Schrödinger's love, Min Shao, let me tell you, no matter how you choose, it will be sad!"

"..."

There has been no sound on the other end of the phone, even the careless Liu Ming waited and waited, feeling guilty for a while, and whispered to the phone: "You, don't be sad, make a sound...well, Actually, I think this theory is still a bit lacking..."

"Liu Ming, can you tell me, how many districts can you publish articles after you come up with this theory, and how many impact factors can you get?"

When Lin Yu spoke, Liu Ming almost knelt down.The man gasped, grabbed his phone and jumped off the bed. Liu Ming rushed out of the room, feeling guilty so he lowered his voice, he said pitifully.

"No, no, sister-in-law, no, Brother Lin. I know I'm wrong, so don't listen to me, this matter, this matter..." He slapped his thigh, "This matter is my nonsense! You Don't believe it! It's not that someone asked me to write a script or something..."

"I know what's going on."

When Lin Yu said this, Liu Ming didn't even dare to fart. "I'll talk to Min Pei about this matter, this matter..." Lin Yu felt that too many things happened at once tonight, his brows were tight, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't know what his eyes were Sore and bloated.

Lin Yu took off his glasses and covered his eyes with one hand.Liu Ming on the other end of the phone was terrified. After waiting for a long time, she didn't hear what Lin Yu's next words were.

After a long time, anyway, Liu Ming knew that Lin Yu hadn't left, and he kept hearing Lin Yu's sigh.The man's voice came slowly after a long time, with a sense of fatigue.

"I'll talk to Min Pei about it."

"No, I'm really fucking making up all this."

"No, no." It started snowing outside the window again, Lin Yu lowered his head, but he never moved his hands from above his eyes, "In the end, I also want to thank you very much, it's late, you should go to bed early. "

Lin Yu put down the phone and sat on the sofa alone for a long time.He turned Min Pei's phone over and placed it on the table, and sat there for a while.The sound of running water from the bath echoed throughout the room. Lin Yu touched it, and it took him a while to find his glasses. He put them on and slowly got up.

When Min Pei came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, Lin Yu was working in the kitchen.There was a sweet fragrance in the air. It seemed that Lin Yu had found the Guizhou brown sugar that was given to him last time in the cabinet.The man searched around, and probably found ginger in Min Pei's kitchen.

When Min Pei came out, Lin Yu lowered his head and was handling ginger.

"I know what happened."

Min Pei came out of the bathroom, covered in steam. He had thought a lot just now, and the time he took a bath made him think clearly about a problem.

"Yeah." Lin Yu continued cutting ginger without looking up.

"I have been arguing with my mother before, saying that I have never met my father." Min Pei's voice was muffled, "After she sent me to Longcheng, I always thought she wanted me to take over our Min family. I thought about it later, she first wanted to see if I was able to find out about the cooperation between HD and Wan Chen."

"Well, continue." Lin Yu picked another piece of ginger.

"I think now, only when I found out about this cooperation project between HD and Wan Chen, would I take the initiative to learn about AY. Liu Hao and the others didn't want me to meet Li Haisheng. First, they were really afraid that my personal feelings would affect the whole project. Second, it is estimated that they have received the news before, and it is best not to let me meet Li Haisheng before then."

"That is to say, at least in terms of Wan Chen's work, you are qualified."

"I think so."

There seemed to be a faint tone in Min Pei's words, but the sound of the cutting board covered everything up.Lin Yu's knife skills were steady and fast, and Min Pei sniffed.

"My mother told me that she said that the last time Liu Hao was willing to contact me and told me what happened in Jinxiling, it means that I passed the customs with Liu Hao."

Lin Yu shook his head while listening. He is a small family, and Min Zhangying's family's test method is really open and closed, and if it goes wrong, it will hurt his muscles and bones.The batch of brown sugar in Guizhou is the kind that is lumped. Lin Yu tried to see if he could break it with his hands. He just put a little broken one in the pot. Now that the ginger is cut too much, he needs to add sugar. He broke it a few times to no avail. , So I started to knock the brown sugar with the back of the knife.

"So I think," Min Pei lowered his head, hesitating for a long time: "The test my mother gave me was none other than Li Haisheng."

When Lin Yu stabbed down, the brown sugar slammed into two halves.Lin Yu put down the knife and turned to look at Min Pei at the door. Min Pei didn't get the answer he wanted, but Lin Yu suddenly asked something else.

"Did you blow dry your hair?"

"I," Min Pei touched the ends of his hair, "I'm okay."

Lin Yu washed his hands: "Dry your hair first before continuing, don't catch a cold."

The wind from the hair dryer was warm. Lin Yu stood behind Min Pei and dried the man's hair. Min Pei squinted his eyes as the wind blew past his ears.Lin Yu's slender fingers came over his scalp, which made Min Pei inexplicably feel at ease. Thinking about what he was thinking about before, Min Pei couldn't help but feel a little guilty.He raised his head, just in time to meet Lin Yu's eyes.

Lin Yu's eyes were red.

Min Pei's heart stopped beating instantly.

"Don't look up."

"Lin Yu."

"do not look."

The man's palm covered Min Pei's eyes, Lin Yu's fingers were cold, Min Pei's heart trembled, his heart was in a mess, and his stomach was also entangled.Lin Yu's voice rang in his ears, the sound of the hair dryer boomed, and Lin Yu's fingertips pressed his scalp.

"When I was with Mi Xiaonan before, he always said that I couldn't give him a sense of security."

"Lin Yu, I..."

"Be quiet, your hair is still a little wet."

When Lin Yu said this, Min Pei's breathing almost stopped, and the sound of the hair dryer gradually became quieter, turning into a breeze.

"And during that period of time, I kept thinking about what Mi Xiaonan meant when he said that he couldn't give a sense of security. When he broke up for the last time, when I met him for the last time, when he said he was going to leave, it was accurate. Said that when he first said he was going to separate from me, I was actually thinking about it."

"No need," Min Pei panicked. He tried to open his eyes, but Lin Yu didn't take his hands away.The man's palm didn't use force, but this movement silently gave Min Pei a sense of shock. He whispered, "I was wrong, Lin Yu, I was wrong, we don't have to discuss this issue..."

"My dad said that when two people live together, we must speak clearly."

As soon as these words came out, Min Pei became completely quiet, and he could feel Lin Yu's fingers trembling slightly on his eyes.The man's voice was as steady as in memory, even his body temperature was still cold, but his fingers sold everything.

Lin Yu was quiet for a long time, so long that Min Pei could gradually feel the heartbeat of the other person from the palm of his hand.

"When I was with Mi Xiaonan, I was the leader, Min Pei, and I was in charge of everything. He was so simple that I could tell what he was thinking at a glance. It was indeed Mi Xiaonan who offered to be with him. I was together, but in those five years, no matter what I made the decision, facing him was like doing a test paper, and I knew what was the perfect answer and what was the highest score."

"When Mi Xiaonan wanted to break up for the first time, I was still wondering why it happened. Then again and again, you will feel that something has changed. Just like the wrong answers and skill traps deliberately set up in the test paper, I know when to go to him, what he will say next, and...according to ordinary people's thinking, what I should do."

Min Pei's eyes widened. When he said these words, Lin Yu seemed to become that iceberg again, and he couldn't hear any emotional fluctuations in the other party's tone.Speaking of the past five years, Lin Yu seemed to be doing a work report.

Simple, clear, fast, without emotional color.

But he could feel that Lin Yu's fingertips were trembling all the time.

"But I'm sorry, Min Pei, I received a call from Liu Ming, Min Pei, I'm sorry."

The whining wind stopped, and Lin Yu put away the hair dryer. He bent down and kissed Min Pei's hair. This man had just taken a shower, and his hair carried a warm fragrance.Min Pei couldn't see it, but felt that Lin Yu's lips had touched his forehead, and the world suddenly became quiet.

"You're right, I really didn't give Mi Xiaonan enough sense of security, and you, I don't seem to have done the same."

At that moment, Min Pei felt the chill of the whole world overwhelmed him, covering the sky and covering the sky, so cold that he was about to lose consciousness.Min Pei kept struggling like a drowning person, he was afraid and regretted, this small coal fire seemed to fall into the ice sea.

It seemed to be going out.

"I was wrong, no, no, don't leave me..." Min Pei grabbed Lin Yu's hand suddenly, not letting that person leave, "I'm sorry, I just, I just, love you so much."

Love it so much.

Love to the point where all the heat is exhausted, love to the point where I have forgotten the end of the burning charcoal, love to the point where I suddenly realize my humbleness, love to the point where I understand that energy conservation in this world is a joke in love.I love it so much, I'm afraid because I was the one who fell in love first.

So in this contest of ice and fire, you will be out first.

"No, I don't want to break up. Lin Yu, I don't want to break up. I don't want to break up. That's not what I mean."

Min Pei didn't expect that what Mi Xiaonan once said would come out of his own mouth, and the tears were like those regrets welling up in his heart. Min Pei still remembered what happened after Mi Xiaonan said the breakup, and the tears flowed along Lin Yu's palm fell drop by drop, and his tears were frighteningly hot.

Like magma winding down.

Lin Yu remained silent, and this iceberg remained silent. After a long time, Lin Yu slowly let go of his hand, and Min Pei saw the light again.He opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was Lin Yu's red eyes.

Lin Yu kept crying.

The man lowered his head slowly, and Lin Yu wiped away the tears from the corners of Min Pei's eyes.

asked quietly.

"Why do you believe that all this is sorrow?"

Looking into the man's eyes, Min Pei finally understood that they had always referred to Lin Yu as Bingshan, and even he himself had been calling him so silently in his heart.But Lin Yu is a human being, a person with flesh and blood, who hurts even when he is injured. When Mi Xiaonan said his words 'too good to accept' for the first time, Lin Yu was already hurt up.

This person uses his own way to love someone, feel sorry for someone, and cherish someone, but after being denied again and again, how much effort will it take to accept the next one.

In that vineyard, Lin Yu had clearly rejected herself.Lin Yu was right at that time, this person was afraid that he would be like a second Mi Xiaonan.

That's not because Lin Yu will hurt herself, but because she will hurt him.

But he still hurt himself.

"Listen to me, Lin Yu," Min Pei stood up, holding the man's cheek, trying to meet Lin Yu's eyes, "I'm sorry, I was going to tell you tonight, I'm sorry, give me a chance , Really... As you said just now, when two people are together, they want to talk about it. "

Lin Yu didn't speak, and Min Pei almost squeezed out the words from his soul: "We are going to live a lifetime, we have agreed, I really love you so much, so much that I forget that I am a What's wrong, I love it so much that I don't even have confidence. I'm..."

"I'm really afraid of losing you, so I think wildly. I dare not open my mouth. I'm afraid that I will be like Mi Xiaonan. I'm afraid that if I mess around and cling to the past, you will dislike me. I'm afraid, I Afraid, because all this is so beautiful, I am afraid that some things are too short, and I am afraid that my love is not strong enough."

I am afraid that the time is too short, that people's hearts will change, that there will be interference from the outside world, and that my love will not melt you.

But you don't need to be melted long ago.

Min Pei didn't know what he was talking about until the end, Lin Yu's eyes were still red, and Min Pei's heart ached as if a piece had been dug out, "I'm sorry, I said I would spoil you, I'm sorry, this matter It was my fault."

"It's not your fault, it's not your fault alone."

Min Pei's heart ached. He would rather Lin Yu be a person who didn't know what love was. He would rather Lin Yu be as unmoved as he was when he first saw him, and he would not be so sad because of love. I don't want Lin Yu to have red eyes because of herself.

Min Pei pressed Lin Yu's forehead, "I love you, Lin Yu, I love you. I love you more than anyone else, I love you crazy, I love you. So I dare to ask, I dare to ask now , let me ask you, what did you want to finish just now, after Mi Xiaonan's part, I know, you have something to say."

Lin Yu avoided Min Pei's gaze for the first time, but Min Pei refused to let him leave. Lin Yu's tears stained his eyelashes, little by little, shining like diamonds.

"After Mi Xiaonan said he wanted to leave, I was relieved, but after hearing that phone call, I was afraid that I would lose you."

Min Pei suddenly understood, and Lin Yu's tears fell down.

"I later wondered where Mi Xiaonan's uneasiness was. Whether it was the queue at the birthplace of Jinxiling, the pair of rings, or many other things, it was my decision. I seemed to be very good to him, but Mi Xiao Nan has no choice."

"I got it, I got it." Min Pei pressed Lin Yu's forehead, tears streaming down his face.

His heart had just been dug out alive, and his breathing had been cut off.All Min Pei's uneasiness comes from the fact that everything with Lin Yu seems to obey him silently, whether it is a date, a child, cohabitation, or anything.

However, this is how Lin Yu, a seemingly perfect man, expresses his love clumsily but passionately.

"I know, I know that's the way you love me."

Min Pei remembered the early morning sunshine and the singing under the Leifeng Pagoda. He thought he had been robbed by Lin Yu in this world, but he didn't know that the unlucky one was Lin Yu who met him.

"I love you, Lin Yu. Before I die, I will never let you go."

Min Pei hugged the person in front of him, and Lin Yu slowly hugged him back after a long time.The person in his arms buried his head on his neck, Min Pei only felt drops of hot liquid falling on his skin, and he hugged the person in his arms tightly.

Then he heard an inaudible sentence.

"I love you too."