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The light from outside the window flooded in, sending a ball of freshness. Tang Ling'er half-closed his eyes and supported his face, staring at An Qinsi beside the dazzling light ball, and asked, "Did I really know Zhu Chengxing before?"

Seeing that An Qinsi's eyes were fixed like a statue, and his head was next to the light, emitting a thin layer of light, Tang Ling'er couldn't help but hooked his lips and said with a smile: "If you don't remember anything in the past, it's better to remember you now." good."

After hearing this, An Qinsi's worried brows faded, walked into her, took her head into his arms like when she was a child, pursed her lips and said, "Ling'er will miss her family."

The person in her arms rubbed her clothes softly and shook her head, "Aniang is my family, and so are you."

Hearing that An Qinsi didn't respond quickly, Tang Ling'er clasped her back tightly with both hands and said, "Do you still want to send me back to my mother's house!"

After rubbing the girl who was stuck to her waist, An Linsi went straight down, gently tugged her lips with two fingers, touched her lips twice, and could not help but touch her eyelashes. Moving slowly and blinking, he said in a hidden voice, "Don't mention him anymore."

Tang Ling'er knew who she was talking about as soon as she raised her eyelids, but according to the peculiar flow of patience, she snorted and said, "Don't say anything, but think in your heart, just like you, who don't say anything in front of Ruiqin, In the end, I would rather bring her than me."

The slender arm hanging around An Quisi's waist loosened a little, Tang Ling'er suddenly raised his head and locked An Quisi's eyes, and said word by word: "Quisi, do you really like me? It’s just my own fantasy, just like what Qing’er said about me and Zhu Chengxing, I’m confused. If you really like me, why do you always push me away? What’s stopping you ,Is it me?"

Looking up at her neck, Tang Ling'er pursed her mouth and raised her head slightly, feeling the coolness around her neck, her fingers were like light raindrops, and helped her to beat her carefully.The strength in her mouth loosened, and she looked at An Quisi's eyes, even out of the corner of her eye, was her own reflection.

"Don't think of yourself that way."

Fingertips scraped her meridians, An Wensi saw that most of the seats around the table were missing legs and gray, she embraced Tang Ling'er's arms, hugged her to her lap, and sat down by herself.

"People's hearts don't change, the world changes, so you just have to remember that only you have seen the most authentic me." Leaning on Linger's thin shoulder, An Qinsi breathed out steam and stuffed it into her clothes.

"Pass?"

"Cold?"

Tang Ling'er shook her head, insisting on the word she was not satisfied with.

An Qinsi put her hands closer and closer to the ground, strangled Tang Ling'er's loose clothes around her waist, saw that her eyes were a little higher than hers, a few white teeth were exposed between her lips, the tip of her tongue was silent, her Lips are always upturned unconsciously.

"Guess what I just said to Ling'er?" An Qinsi moved a little away from the person in front of her when she asked in a voice as thin as a mosquito.

"What?" Tang Ling'er instantly remembered when Hu Ling went out just now, and looked at her with a smile and a cry.

"I promised her one thing, because then she could promise me."

"Promise, what?" Tang Linger's heart beat twice unnaturally, and she couldn't hear the sound in her ears. She watched An Qinsi's lips open and close in a daze, and pieced together words she couldn't understand. She said, "She needs a ceremony. .”

"A... process of getting married."

The wine fills the sky with moonlight, pours into the gray-blue curtain, the galaxy flashes with crystals, and with the cold wind blinking, the light in the eyes will lighten by one star.Tang Ling'er's neck, which had been sore for a long time, could no longer hold it up. She hid in a corner of the dirty and dark kitchen, with two balls of flames under her slightly swollen eyelids.She didn't understand why Hu Ling asked Quesi to marry her, and why Quesi agreed to her. At the end of her doubts, she just remembered that Quesi said that she would go back to the mountain with her in the future. Such a result can be accepted...

In the dream, I was confused, my ears seemed to hear someone calling her, not her name, but there was always an impression in the dream that it was me.I saw Qinsi standing under the cherry tree in the temple calling her again, and this time she heard her joy.

"Linger, Linger?"

Waking up by an unfamiliar shaking, a hazy figure fell into his eyes, Tang Ling'er rolled his eyelids vigorously, and saw that it was Qing'er.

"I've been looking for you for a long time, and Master An just said you're here." Qing'er picked up a pile of long yellow grass and sat down on it.

Tang Ling'er reached out and rubbed her neck, and found that there was an extra coat on her shoulders. She took it under her nose, sniffed it lightly, and remembered that the man's hand had warmly caressed her neck. Why did she use that coat? word?Eyes slowly climbed up the window rails, the blue-tiled one-story house of the old shopkeeper, three red candles clearly through the window, the world is dark and blue, only the house and the two people in that house are covered with red light.

Qing'er saw her leaning against the crumpled earthen wall, her mouth was dehydrated, and there were a few light wrinkles, so she asked, "Do you know why Auntie insisted on letting her marry you in the first place?"

Seeing Ling'er's expression shifted, Qing'er said: "My mother also has selfish intentions. There are so many sisters in the pavilion, how can she ask someone to marry them all. You, me, and Qingbo were brought up by her. Qingbo doesn't want to marry, and the person I want can't marry at that time, and the person you want is willing to marry you, and the only one who can stop the mouths of all the sisters is Master An."

"Qingbo..." Tang Ling'er whispered softly.

Qing'er worried that she was worrying in vain, and quickly added: "Tomorrow we will leave here forever, and the anger of the rebels will not be able to burn up the mountain. You just forgot Mr. Zhu, so you don't need to drink that tea anymore."

"I haven't had a drink since I married Qu Si." Tang Ling'er thought for a while, she probably forgot to drink it when she happened to see her one day, but she closed her lips and didn't continue.

Seeing her turn her head again, leaning her chin on the dirt wall and staring blankly at the two black figures who were sitting motionless opposite, Qing'er clasped her shoulders with both hands, and said solemnly: "Ling'er, I don't know Ann, what is she?" Even if it's her life experience, I can see it from the notice, I believe she is not a bad person, and I also know that you treat her... Can you believe me, she is not a good person either. "

Seeing that Tang Ling'er was being carried by the shoulders like a puppet, she was so thin that she couldn't lift a catty, and Dai's normally bright eyes were now two fish eyes, unable to find life, Qing'er was discouraged and powerless, and hugged her gently , Said: "You also saw tonight, she married Hu Ling, and when she saw you, she pretended she didn't see you. She could marry you and then turn around and marry another person. This is not love. If she doesn't treat it as love, she It can't give you the completeness you want, and now you will suffer a lot of grievances, sad? Sorrowful?"

Hearing it clearly, Tang Ling'er slowly raised her head and smiled at Qing'er. She lifted her head up slowly, and she saw the moonlight was like silver splashes, and the gray-blue clouds were stained with silver rings. Open her eyes a little, and the starlight will shine came in.

Qing'er's face gradually warmed up next to her ears, and the concern in her breath slipped into her ears and fell into her heart. Tang Ling'er stroked her arm, a small ball of fire flashed in her eyes, and the two black shadows seemed to be overlapping into one , Tang Ling'er grasped her arm slightly, and said softly: "It's okay, Qing'er, I'm not who I am now."

His whole body was sore and limp, every inch of his skin seemed to have experienced a thousand rounds of rolling, Tang Ling'er rolled over, and with his closed eyelids, he could still see the two black shadows getting closer in the red fire light, one of whose heads was rounded at the top and pointed at the bottom. , Guang Liu could see clearly, the black and red intersecting lines, she knew that she was a puppet, and was entangled by the lines.She doesn't know the strategy of grand strategy, she can only see corpses lying in barren fields on the way. She always thought that only war can kill people. Later, she realized that displacement caused by war, economic depression, human disorder, warlords, hooligans, Japanese pirates, Robbers, they will all appear, like the old shopkeeper who sold the horse to Zhu Chengxing at the most expensive price. When the chaos is the most easy to make money, the corpses that have not yet decayed crawl out of the cemetery and enter the mouths of living people. .If there is no water to drink, then drink blood. If the blood does not drain dry, it is fine to die.Quesi is not a bad person, in the dream, Tang Ling'er clearly saw the emotion in her eyes.

Turning over again, the picture in front of her has disappeared, and the black and red like a thick fog are also instantly withdrawn. Opening her eyes, Hu Ling and Qing'er are sitting next to her.

"Awake." Qing'er inquired.

Hu Ling followed her words and glanced at Tang Ling'er, then looked out of the car window thoughtfully

Tang Ling'er stood up with difficulty, and the clothes of someone draped over his shoulders yesterday were no longer visible.Without answering Qing'er, she rubbed her neck and smelled the smell of green grass. She also looked out of the window where Hu Ling was looking.It seemed that there was a light snowfall last night, and an inch of thin snow covered the dry land like salt, and all green grass and grass disappeared, and they were all uprooted and eaten clean.Taking a deep breath, the nose can still smell the cold earthy smell.Tang Ling'er didn't know how she could smell the grass, but all she could see was loess covered with snow.Qing'er called her softly, Hu Ling's eyes were empty, and the light could not shine in them.

"Ling'er..." Qing'er cried out again.

Bai He stood upright with his shoulders straight and his eyes drooping, sitting on the carriage seat impatiently urging the horse to run faster.

Seeing the scene outside the small window clearly, it always looked the same, Tang Ling'er heard a few words floating out of his mouth to Hu Ling coldly.

"Qin Si... did she leave a message?"

"Linger...they..."

"Ling'er, Master An and Mr. Liu, they're all gone..." Qing'er cried with joy and sorrow.

Hu Ling turned a deaf ear to them, staring at them as if she had glanced at two inanimate objects. Seeing Tang Linger staring at herself firmly, the corners of her mouth were hooked, but there was no joy in her eyes. After waiting for a long time, she did not know that she was waiting for Xuerong , or wait for the grass to grow, and for Qing'er's voice to subside, she slowly said to herself: "Qi Si said to send you back to the mountain."

Turning back the clock, drifting back to last night, they worshiped and got married, whether it was a concubine or a wife, they finally became hers completely in body and mind.Hu Ling was broadened and relieved, and entertained himself in the cage he created, and insisted on bringing An Quisi together.Perhaps before An Qinsi said that to himself, Hu Ling could still trick himself into ignoring the compromise behind the release.

The red candle is shining brightly, undressing, maybe the heart will understand long before that, I just want to serve her for a night, do nothing, just stay by her side.Quesi gave in, letting herself loosen her clothes, letting herself sleep on the same pillow as her, and covering herself with the same quilt... A woman's heart is always greedy, no, the heart that cannot get love is always greedy. greedy.Hands climbed onto her shoulders, felt the beating of the skin on her chest, every inch of heat was burning my fingers, my breath was constantly attracted by her, and my hands were also puffed down, and the close-fitting white clothes of the quilt were winding and entering. , her lips appeared when she raised her eyes, and she slowly approached, just wanting to serve her well, even the last night, if you stay with her for five years and change one night, "Qi Si, can you change it?"

The voice from the bottom of my heart could only shout arrogantly and selfishly, and gradually reached her waist with his hand, without responding, "It can be changed...", Hu Ling's fingers touched a hard object with coldness, and Hu Ling turned back slightly. Shrinking, I don't know why Quesi hangs a small bottle around his waist.

"This is for Ling'er. After I leave, you can give it to her for me, okay?"

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