don't be vulgar for me

"No, they're not here either." Walking along the alley, Zhu Chengxing said to Ruiqin who kept looking around like him.Taking a dazed look, Ruiqin's figure is similar to Linger's, and her pupils are similar in color to Linger's, but hers are lighter.If you wear a mask, it is inevitable that you will admit your mistake just now.

"Perhaps, you're not here." Ruiqin looked at the street, the shops were all closed, and she and Zhu Chengxing's voices could only be heard quietly, the dense branches of the small forest on the right intertwined, On the left, there were a few eaves corner lamps, and then turned around and walked into the alley.

The small forest was not deep, Tang Ling'er looked back and saw that the two people had disappeared, An Yu thought about opening the way, leaving aside a branch, accompanied by the moonlight, the further he walked, the wider the distance was, and he heard the gurgling water, Tang Ling'er It was only then that I was flustered and was taken to Xiaoheba by An Qinsi, standing under the willow tree, looking at the downstream of a pool of thick ink, and facing the surrounding city wall, I felt too quiet for a while, and I didn't know what I just said. , What kind of thoughts did An Qin think about.

Looking down at the water, a pair of hands stretched out in front of her eyes, and Tang Ling'er's mask was brushed by her sleeves. For a moment, the air was fresh, and the rhythm of the water's beating could be smelled. His ears were hot, scorching Zhuo Anchen's eyes.

I don't know who called the wind to blow away the clouds and mist, and saw the moon and stars were thin, the bird hid on the branch and chirped twice.Tang Ling'er opened her mouth slightly, and when she heard that her lips seemed to be open, she closed them, remembering how ruthlessly she left today and didn't know how to speak.

"Sit down." Xiaocaoqian, An Linsi stared at her side face for a while, then took off her coat and threw herself on the ground, and seeing that she really sat down without losing her temper, her heart went limp in an instant, she looked up, today is full moon.

Neither of the two parties opened their mouths. I don't know whose daughter's singing is down the river from the upper reaches of the river. Then they woke up again, and the two of them only listened to her singing: "The rabbit seems to be covered with fluffy hemp, so it does not grow long. To marry a daughter and recruit a husband, it is better to abandon the side of the road. Make your hair a wife, and the mat will not warm your bed. Say goodbye in the evening and morning, Nothing too hasty."

It seemed like resentment and weeping, but Tang Linger heard more of reluctance.Helpless, An Qinsi looked back at her, and saw her eyes facing the river, thoughtful.

Sometimes tall, suddenly low, singing "Women will go home, chickens and dogs will go." A girl from a poor family, I have given Luo Ru clothes for a long time. Luo Ru will not be used again, and I will wash my red makeup on you. Looking up at a hundred birds flying, big and small will fly together. There are many mistakes in personnel, and I will see you forever."

From this sentence, the girl's voice can be divided into two tones. She suddenly becomes passionate, firm like pouring iron, and suddenly narrates in a low voice. She can't control the feeling of her own emotions being thrown into the content of the poem.An Qinsi could hear her crying, for helplessness, it was because she wanted too much.She can't want too much now.

Tang Ling'er's eyes drifted upstream, her ears pricked up, but the girl's voice could no longer be heard, she stared blankly at the flowing water for a while, and glanced at An Qinsi, who was also as quiet as a clock, her face was outlined in white clothes and black night, her face was sharp and pointed. His chin curled up slightly when he saw himself looking at her.

"Ling'er." When her name was called, An Qinsi let out a long sigh.

"Huh?" Pursing her lips and answering lightly, Tang Ling'er seemed to slow down when looking at the water.

"If it's feasible, don't let yourself say bad things about yourself in the future, okay?"

"Hmm..." Tang Ling'er looked sideways at her with her hands propped back, and she was sitting on her back to the sky.

"Because I don't want to say bad things about myself in front of Linger."

"Why? We...we are."

what are we?

An Qinsi closed her eyes, the moonlight was on her eyelids, Tang Linger played the ensemble of water and wind in her ears, she smiled and said, "Linger, I like you too."

Even, deeper than you like me.

Tang Ling'er stared blankly for a while, her nervous heart throbbing made her turn around in a hurry, but she didn't know what to say.Seeing that An Qinsi didn't look at the sky, but opened her eyes to look at her, the smile in her eyes didn't diminish, but in the blink of an eye, the eyes were alienated, and she could feel that there was a layer of invisible leaves, piercing her eyes densely. acid.

An Quisi withdrew her hand, gently scraped her eyelids as a child, and touched Tang Ling'er's eyes, slightly wet, she squeezed out the words in her throat: "So, let's stop our love here, okay?" ?”

The little bird chirped twice again, and scraped in the grass, startling a pool of summer insects.Tang Ling'er couldn't hold back the sourness welling up in his eyes and nose, and growled, "Why?"

"Do you dislike me? Do you think my background is unclean? I am a burden? Auntie is domineering and throwing it to you, so you kindly accept it? Accept me as a useless person? Qusi, I... Well, why do you despise me? From now on, I, uh, I won't be like this anymore, I won't kiss you anymore, don't you dislike me, okay?" Tang Ling'er was startled and talking nonsense, the more he said, The more tears she shed, the more An Qinsi could take back her words.

Regardless of whether she wiped off the endless drops of water on her face, Tang Ling'er panicked, her temples felt swollen and painful, she grabbed An Qinsi's arm, and hurriedly threw it away, flustered like a manipulated doll, " Quesi, I won't touch you anymore, uh, uh, don't dislike me..."

Seeing that she was deliberately keeping a distance from him, An Qin Siqiang stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, his voice burst out with firmness and tenderness that had never been seen before, and suppressed Tang Ling'er's panic, Ci Run's voice seemed to be broken In one corner, she called Ling'er twice, and seeing her staring into her eyes, she opened her mouth and said: "Ling'er, I just said that, you promised me, did you forget?"

Holding her mouth and crying again, Tang Ling'er wrinkled her eyes and shook her head, but she only remembered that she said that she could only do it until she liked it.All the five sense organs were filled with inexplicable things, Tang Ling'er tried his best to control it, and nodded again.Before she could breathe, she saw An Jinsi put her arms on her shoulders with tears in her eyes, and the two of them lay down on the grass.

His mouth was covered, Tang Ling'er heard her say "shh", looked up and saw her looking up, and sniffed vigorously again, only to hear human voices, yin and yang, one spoke the Central Plains dialect, and the other spoke Can't understand.

"If this battle continues, the fertile soil of Emperor Tang will be dry for cicadas." The other person murmured a few words back, and then heard the man say: "That's right, the southwest is already our territory, wait for that If Shi Chaoyi goes to fight, if we win, we will benefit from it; if we lose, we will also have the meat of Xi’er.”

The other person answered again, talking further and further away. When they reached the alley, An Wensi saw them dressed in Han Chinese with a lantern, short and stocky, with black and red skin, and he made a rough guess in his heart.While lowering her head in thought, her palms were burning hot before she let go of Tang Ling'er's mouth.

Seeing that she was also curious, she wiped her face with her sleeves, looked up at the two people, and asked herself what they were talking about. An Qinsi let out a slow breath, turned around, and lay down on the grass, Said: "They should be from Nanzhao."

Tang Ling'er didn't answer, and asked someone who didn't care. Seeing that An Qinsi was serious, if she cried again, she would really look worthless, so she hummed softly, and fell into the sentence she said before.

"Refugees from all directions, strong men who sacrificed for the country, high-ranking dignitaries, no one likes war, but they all have something to do with it. I didn't expect that the power of Nanzhao people had moved here." Confronting the cloud covered with green branches On the month, An Qinsi looked at the sky and Tang Ling'er at the same time, and saw that she was also lying down, pricked up her ears thoughtfully, An Qinsi continued: "If we go forward, we will be in the Longyou area in the west of Hexi." , You will see empty cities, and Tubo will take advantage of the emptiness to enter and erode the border of the Tang Dynasty. They used to be friendly with the Tang Dynasty just like my father."

Little cicadas chirping, Tang Ling'er listened to her quietly speaking, the restlessness seemed to be sucked into a pool of water, and flowed away. She rarely listened to her talk about family affairs, and stared sideways at her mouth, half-opened and half-closed.Maybe Yi Xuan said that she didn't understand anything, and it was true. Hearing what Qin Si said about these things, she really couldn't answer a single useful word.

"Just like us." An Quisi twisted her neck slightly and turned towards her.

"Huh?" Her utterance was too weak, Tang Ling'er twitched the tip of her nose, not so far away from her, she didn't smell the familiar sandalwood scent, and she didn't smell it when she covered her mouth just now.

"I am the daughter of a traitor, you... yes. You shouldn't have to suffer all of this. You are right, I involved you for no reason. You have the life you want to live, and you don't need to change it for me."

Tang Ling'er stared at her, the more she talked, the more she heard something wrong, swallowed the breath in her throat, and whispered back: "How do you know what kind of life I want to live?"

"Ling'er, do you know that people's likes can be easily transferred?" An Qinsi leaned on the lawn sideways, with two crooked stars hidden in his eyes.

Seeing her frowning her nose and nodding her head in bewilderment, An Qinsi said quickly, "Then let's make a bet, we both insist on our love for each other, but if the love is removed, as long as one party no longer likes the other , or hate the other person. The remaining person, help... perfect the other person, okay?"

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The poem sung by the girl is "Farewell to the Newly Married" in Du Fu's Three Officials and Three Farewells.