don't be vulgar for me

After vigorously wringing out the water from the corners of his clothes, Yi Xuan shook off his crumpled clothes, and then saw that the gray and dirty temple windows and doors where they were staying looked like rotten clothes, with holes and wind, and it was only after a night of sultry and heavy rain. It will stop, and now it hangs on the edge of the cloud and falls again.

He was chased all the way by a group of villagers like sheep, and when he regained consciousness, the sound of chasing behind him had long since disappeared. Yi Xuan had never seen anything in the world, but he was thrilled and realized that he had been running non-stop. The nervousness of fear, worry, fear, and excitement will all be forgotten like those villagers.After experiencing so many things that were not related to my original life, now I am in a ruined courtyard that is also a temple.

Yi Xuan remembered that his senior brother asked him if he still wanted to kill Shi Chaoyi?At that time, I hesitated, but every time I experienced something, his courage increased by one point. When he thought of himself at the beginning, his heart was higher than the sky, but he was not self-deprecating. You grow up, but the things in your heart are always insignificant. Others can't understand what kind of ups and downs you have experienced in your heart. Their eyes can only see your external achievements.

Yi Xuan has an insignificant seed in his heart, saying that talking to outsiders is a joy to make others laugh.Raising his hand and touching the ivory pendant around his neck, Yi Xuan looked at the people around him in a daze. An unknown Zhu Chengxing took the pills to restore Qi and blood given by Bai He, wrapped a white gauze around his neck, and took off his blood-spotted coat , he looked like a serious scholarly prodigal son, but his eyes kept slipping between Tang Ling'er and his senior brother.Yi Xuan grabbed a pebble from the floor and smashed it on Zhu Chengxing, so he pouted and retracted his eyes.Tang Ling'er, who usually talks a lot, seemed to be petrified by last night's battle, and lay in the arms of her senior brother, following the eyes of Ruiqin and Liu Yun'e, wondering what she was thinking.On the contrary, the senior brother stared at Zhu Chengxing thoughtfully for a long time.

They all sat at the gate to catch the wind, and some of them squinted their eyes.Yi Xuan was also sleepy, and looked back at Bai He leaning against the painted red pillar, holding the letter written to him with a knife in both hands, the corner was very dark, he looked at it for a long time, and he was as motionless as a Buddha statue.I thought of watching A Dao last night as if I felt nothing like the death of a person in a dream, or maybe I understood it too deeply in a flash, and now I can't figure it out.

Based on his experience of eavesdropping on his uncles and brothers since he was a child, Yi Xuan was naturally duty-bound to read the letter A Dao handed to Bai He. I believe it was written by a sharpener, and the paper said:

Bai He, I can't pronounce your name, but it turns out that it looks better in writing than in words. If I knew it earlier, how good would it be?

Thank you for allowing me to steal my life in April.Sometimes I even thought selfishly, if I stepped into this village because of you, it would be worth it.

In fact, you and I both know that you can't answer with a broken tongue, but you each admit that there must be a good way, and you have become a person who is used to deceiving yourself.Your daughter is pretending, I am a cold-faced person, let the present bury us in the past.But I know you are a man on the clouds, but falling, even if you fall with a reason, is not worthy of being buried in this village.

Your heaven and earth have never landed beside me. If I am lucky enough to be an obstacle when you slide down, it is also my luck.

I don't know how you look at the letter, but I must be laughing now.

Those who have lost the tip of their tongue cannot taste bitterness. If you have tears, please do not shed them.

After reading Yi Xuan's entire article, he repeated it several times. He felt that there was a story hidden in every word. The words were as rigid as a writing stick, but the sentences seemed soft.This letter was in sharp contrast to the scene of Bai He holding A Dao and weeping faintly last night, so he couldn't help but walked into Bai He's side and sat down.

Bai He raised his eyes to see Yi Xuan sitting down in front of another pillar in front of him, but instead of leaning on him, he looked towards him.Sighing with refreshed eyes, Bai He looked at the letter paper in his hand and said, "See?"

Yi Xuan glanced at him and nodded slowly.

"Just read it, there's nothing to hide." Then he raised his hand to read the letter.

"A Dao, he, did he really set the fire last night? Why was he killed again? Why did he say these things in the letter?

ah? "Yi Xuan saw that he seemed to be in a better mood, and spit out his words quickly.

"Where's the knife?" Bai He asked, putting aside his words.

Yi Xuan lifted the wet corner of his clothes and showed him the knife pinned to his waist.

"Yes." Bai He said, and slid down the red pillar with his back, put the letter into his single pocket, turned his head, and felt that the ground was too hard, just when Yi Xuan wanted to ask another question, he pulled his arm pad Lie down on the ground.

"What are you doing, get up." Yi Xuan pulled his hands out when he saw this, but Bai He's head was pressed down on him like a stupid stone, and he fell asleep after closing his eyes.

"Shh, shhh, don't make noise, your sister-in-law and the others are still sleeping."

"Who is my sister-in-law, don't bark." Yi Xuan looked back, his voice became a little softer, and he shook his arm while talking.

"Don't shake it anymore. If you shake it again, I'll feel sleepy even more. You also lie down and look at your dark circles. Let my brother tell you a bedtime story." Bai He pretended to be fierce when he opened his eyes. He shook, but he didn't lie down, he just turned his body sideways and supported him with his arms from a distance, leaving a space for one person in the middle.

The little bald man didn't smell like medicine, but there was a faint sandalwood that could calm him down. Bai He smelled it and his eyelids became heavier and heavier. Just as he was about to fall asleep, he heard Yi Xuan whisper, "Say it quickly."

Then he opened his eyelids again, looked at the leaking roof, and took a few breaths of air after the rain. Bai He recalled the past with A Dao, and slowly said: "The story of children not allowed to enter, since you want to Listen, don't blame me for speaking."

Yi Xuan nodded quickly, and sent his arm forward.Seeing Bai He coughing, his voice suddenly became deep and distant, like the pipa and guzheng that Tang Ling'er played before, intermittently speaking into a picture.

"You certainly don't know that the villagers yesterday are not the same as when I first met them. Before the war affected their area, they were all kind-hearted, but once hunger and poverty came to them, they would die It's like contracting an infectious disease, one catches another, everything changes. The fifth master you saw yesterday used to sell pigs, but later there were no pigs to sell, there were more refugees and mobs, and the lady wanted to eat, so he Let’s start selling people, first start selling the dead, and then sell the living when the dead are not enough.”

"One person becomes two people, two people become a group of people, people with the same interests will always come together, look, you, your senior brother, and those two, isn't that the purpose?"

Yi Xuan was surprised, and quickly pricked up his ears to see that his senior brother was still.

"Take care of me like that? Little one, don't worry, my brother will never tell them that you let me know." Bai He smiled and smiled.

Seeing that Yi Xuan wanted to refute him again, Bai He turned her head and moved his hand, and said with a smile: "I'm kidding, how can I compare you to them. Are you wondering why I walked with them? You have too many strange things, so I'll just start talking casually."

"I asked you to sleep in the morgue before, it wasn't really a morgue, and I didn't really treat them if I stayed with them.

It is a heart disease, heart disease can only save oneself.Let me tell you the little ones, they sold living people and were finally discovered by the government, half of them were arrested and imprisoned, and the rest of them came to this village to arrest you poor and wealthy families, and their property became the main source , people become playthings.Ah Dao, he..."

"He and his family also entered this village. I went up to the mountain to collect medicine that day. I thought that no one would come in a heavy rainy day, but I was still wrong. When I came back, his younger brothers, sisters and mother were tortured. To death, fortunately, his mother is also old, and she passed away without being tortured a few times. Poor his sister was ruined by a fat man. The yellow girl couldn't think about it, so she was hit to death. His brother saw it , I didn’t know where I took a thick iron knife, and wanted to stab it into the man’s body. As a result, before the little brother approached, the fat man took advantage of his length and width, grabbed the knife and threw it on the ground, directly using him Do you know how small your fist is? Human fists are so powerful, one punch, two punches, three... Ah Dao, Ah Dao's younger brother is gone."

"There was a scream in my ear, that was the last time I heard Ah Dao's voice. Fortunately, he fainted from pain, so I carried him into the morgue, fed him medicine and took care of him. He woke up quickly, and he woke up quickly. Come and listen to me tell him the situation, he didn't say a word, oh, you can't say it, but you know, little one, I only know now that he can write."

Yi Xuan saw that while Bai He was talking, a little moisture appeared from the corner of his eyes, and the moisture flowed down his skin into his clothes, and suddenly felt that his tears were very cold and heavy, and they were about to seep into his skin and melt into his blood. Seeing him laughing and trembling, Yi Xuan just lowered his head and let him continue talking.

"He took back the knife raised by his younger brother, and sat outside the door every day when he had nothing to grind. It was a good day to have him. I took care of him before, and he took care of me after that. He has the ability to prevent the villagers from attacking the knife. We will try our best to do harm to others. Maybe after staying with the villagers for a long time, he also changed. These several things are mixed together, they are inseparable."

"Yixuan, I understand, but understanding is the most useless thing. Ah Dao is dead, should he die? Should the twisted hearts of the villagers be poisoned? But if they have a chance of redemption, why did Ah Dao end up like this? "

Bai He seemed to be still muttering, Yi Xuan raised his head slowly, and felt the weight on his arm like rain falling into the temple.The eaves of the broken hole, one side resting temporarily, six reincarnations, many causes and effects, the wooden fish in Baiju Temple, he seems to be able to calm down and recite.