don't be vulgar for me

Lying softly on the couch, Tang Ling'er opened his eyes and looked at the two white doors. His head hurt and his stomach was full of gas. He raised his hand and wiped the bed curtain. The cloth was rough, and the bed was not as soft as in a bookstore.Everything she thought had turned into scum, and now everything she owned was turning in a direction she couldn't control, and she was invisibly involved in a scene that was contrary to her expected life.

She used to want to spend her whole life in Tai'an Town, no matter how crowded or noisy the war is, just keep her sisters. Later, she became greedy and fell in love with a monk, and pictures of her husband and child in Baiju Temple appeared from time to time. Don't be greedy, greed will be backlashed.Just like this annoying menstrual event in her stomach, it always gave her a painful and embarrassing feeling.

Her lower body was cool, Tang Ling'er curled up half of her body and clamped the quilt with her legs, the light from the window reflected on her moist cheeks, and the soft light could be faintly seen spreading out from the small hairs.Bored and sleepy, she couldn't help but think of a certain person, the stinky bearded man who drew blood on her face yesterday, calling that person Khan, Ashina Khan.Tang Ling'er didn't understand their dignity, but seeing how respectful the burly man was to An Qinsi, he felt arrogance for no reason.

Hearing Yi Xuan said that he translated from his senior sister and that name was Tu Ruiji, and it was too ugly to translate from Turkic, so Tang Ling'er called him a native chicken. The native chicken said that Shi Chaoyi lost the morale of the army. His younger brother and all the founding ministers and party members were killed, and the Tang army forced them tightly. Shi Chaoyi called various envoys to come to help, but these people were all veterans of Anlu Mountain, equal in status to Shi Siming.

The native chicken also said that when Shi Chaoyi returned to Youzhou, he was asked to seize the military power in his hands, join forces with Weizhou, Changle and other officers and soldiers to cross the Yellow River, soar up and kick Tang Dynasty Emperor Li Yu to the border, and restore the land of China to the past Frontier ethnic groups are heroic and heroic.

The local chicken's Central Plains language is not particularly standard, the mouth seems to be wrapped in a mouthful of glutinous rice, and the words are unclear.Yi Xuan cleaned his ears and pressed his ears against the wooden door, only to hear his senior brother ask Tu Ruiji, "After the Taiyuan War, did Li Guangbi retire and return home?" The native chicken groaned: "This old thief is a Khitan , to help the Tang people to kill compatriots, Khan, when your father was around, he had a face-to-face exchange, and after his death, he immediately showed his enemy nature, and kept attacking us, trying to please the old man of the Tang Dynasty!"

"The Battle of Xiangzhou, the Battle of Heyang, contained the main force of our army, and suffered heavy casualties! This kind of person can't wait to let him die by my knife as soon as possible! Hypocrisy and insidious, he designed more than a thousand good horses in our department, and the Emperor Tang's fart. If you haven't heard enough, how could you be willing to die in his lair!"

Tang Ling'er couldn't understand the relationship between them, and Yi Xuan also asked her in doubt if there were many people with the same name and surname in the world.

There are too many facts in my mind these days. Everyone says different things, but there is only one fact. Tang Linger asked Yi Xuan how her senior sister reacted after hearing the words. Yi Xuan shook his head and said: "The whole process is that way. The barbarian was muttering, but the senior brother didn't say much at all. Anyway, I don't believe that the senior brother really wants to destroy the Tang Dynasty with him. Whether it's the senior uncle or the senior brother, or this brutal man, or the villagers on the mountain, they all want Shi Chaoyi to die. All I know is this , don't want anything else."

"But don't you find it strange? If your uncle is really General Li Guangbi, then who is the person who fought at the foot of the mountain these four years, and who is the one who accompanied you in the temple?"

"I believe my uncle won't lie to me and my senior brother. Why do you want to listen to a nonsense man say something that you can't see? This time I went down the mountain. Anyway, I came here with the wish to see the world with my eyes open, and to protect my family and country with my eyes closed." .”

"As for you, a girl's family, don't worry about these things. I don't blame your beauties now, but those who gave you a bad name. If you want to keep it, you can't keep it."

Yesterday, Yi Xuan sat on the black wooden chair carved with dragon and phoenix in front of the bed and uttered these words.The vortex got deeper and deeper, Tang Ling'er lowered her eyebrows, and thought about it again secretly, she was confused, she couldn't figure out the reason, and asked An Qinsi, her expression was indifferent, and the words she said seemed to have nothing to do with her, But word by word, audio and video on the tortuous mountain road, I can't find an answer.

She said: "Uncle Shi said that Shi Siming persuaded Li Zhuer to confuse my younger brother An Qingxu and killed his father. He also said that the An family was destroyed and my mother was killed because Shi Siming and Shi Chaoyi could not leave An family to stabilize their foundation. People, so he took me up the mountain, so he taught me the art of war, let me practice martial arts, and told me that one day a family feud would be avenged. The blood of the Turkic people was still shed. Do you know that Ruiji told me that in the five years since the end of Xuanzong's reign to the present, if the former has shed a river of blood, the latter has shed a river... Yijiang, do you want me to kill Shi Chaoyi, annihilate the hope of all the people of the clan, and let the souls of this river be sacrificed in vain, or as Ruiji said, cross the Yellow River and go straight to Chang'an, risk their lives, and kill the people of the Tang Dynasty? In order to have a place in our clan, why bother, why..."

"Ling'er, I know that too many things that should not belong to you have been imposed on you now. Don't worry, when you reach a safe place, you have the right to treat all this as a dream. When you wake up from the dream, you are still yourself. , will not change for anything."

An Linsi also sat on this stool and said these words. Tang Ling'er propped himself up with both hands, put on a wrinkled white silk jacket, and sat on a black wooden chair with his clothes on. She didn't care about the wind, she just sat upright in the same posture that An Qinsi had when she spoke yesterday, and she could see the raised veins on the back of her hands when she said the previous paragraph, and when she changed her name, she let go of the chair. pole.Telling her unreserved suffering to herself, Tang Ling'er suddenly understood what she was doing, she grabbed the chair tightly and closed her eyes, Tang Ling'er could feel the entanglement she put here.In the eyes of others, the life of a girl who grew up in a brothel is worthless, and she, An Qinsi, if it wasn't for the war that brought them closer to each other, she would be an unattainable character to me, but Such a person, because of Ruan Niang's request, took her down the mountain at risk to protect her safety.And what can be called love between them, in this remaining era, because An Qinsi's identity cannot be preserved, what Ruan Niang said is right, you can't talk about love in troubled times, oh, no, you can't talk about love with An Qinsi, Love will stop her, oh no, it's my own love that will stop her...

Yesterday, Tang Ling'er understood that it wasn't that he didn't like An Qinsi, but that she didn't like her reservations about herself, her identity as a woman, the reason why she frowned, the truth about her marriage to him, and the fact that she didn't want to protect herself. Because of the fact of love...

Straightening her back and leaning back, Tang Ling'er let out a long sigh of relief. She heard the screams of an unfamiliar peddler outside the window, and Xiao Er also called people into the inn for tea and food. Her stomach growled twice, and she reached out to touch it. Thinking of her asking An Qinsi, who put the sanitary belt on for her, An Qinsi's forehead moved unnaturally for a moment, Tang Ling'er smiled again and again, and she was in a good mood. The sun was shining at this moment, but she knew that she was staying in the corner of her heart. , since yesterday, when An Qinsi stepped out of her door, he answered her, everything will change.

It is very painful for Que to think about it, she is not in pain at all, so she can laugh at Yan Yan's answer, her almond eyes widened, and the figure falling in the two black pupils moved slightly, Tang Ling'er heard herself say again: "Qiu Si, I won’t lose my temper in the future, and don’t let me go to another place. You don’t have a family, and I don’t have a family anymore. You will be my family. From now on, starting tomorrow, you will treat me as your sister, okay? ?”

"Sister..." Muttering two words, Tang Ling'er limply slumped by the chair, her abdomen convulsed, and she tightly covered herself with a smile at the corners of her eyes.

Just be her younger sister. In fact, don't be sad. At least, I can control and continue to like her...

There was a knock at the door, and An Linsi stood by the window sill with her hands behind her back. She had stood in this position for an unknown how long. When Yi Xuan knocked on the door and asked her to eat, she moved her feet a little, like pouring iron into her. It was so difficult to move her feet, she was standing on a deadly battlefield, and the wreckage and flesh made it difficult for her to move an inch.But right now, her goal, what makes her think the most is not what Ricky said, all the hustle and bustle, cold soldiers, and blood are like strands of memories blown four years ago. Yesterday, although she heard what Ricky said. Surprised, but an overly strong feeling is easy to fade away, or the phrase "the scorched can't be accomplished" that the uncle said has been engraved in her mind as a creed of action, and she can't forget or recall it. Right now, she just follows her body. She came here relying on the beliefs of the past, but when all the unpredictable things were in front of her, uncle Shi, Linger, Shi Chaoyi, An Qingxu, father, Turkic, Linger, Central Plains, Linger...

An Qinsi suddenly hated herself a little, and her mind was more about her, Linger, and her actions after what she said yesterday.She leaned close to her ear, her voice was as soft as when she was young, her fingertips touched her chest, and her moist breath called out: "Tomorrow, you will be my sister, then today you will still be my husband-in-law, and I don't care if you are a boy or not." Girl, you want to be whoever you are, on your wedding night, you owe me, and now you have to pay it back."

Lowering her head, An Qinsi looked at her hands, which surrounded her yesterday, and her body trembled when she approached.

When applied to lips, stop.

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