don't be vulgar for me

"Can you protect her?"

"I will."

"You swear you'll never tell her in your life."

"I swear."

"You swear that Linger will always be above your revenge."

"I……"

The red candles were burning in the room, and the shadows on the wall trembled. An Qinsi stared blankly at the dark sky of Baiju Temple, and seemed to be sitting on the square stool on the second floor of Shuxiang Pavilion three quarters ago. She doesn't trust, but she entrusts the person she trusts the most to the person she trusts the least, and she can only risk herself if she is walking on thin ice.

Yes, as a woman from such a family, how can anyone trust her... Thinking about falling into a vortex after another, An Qinsi glanced sideways at a twig protruding from the surface of the cut tree, and there was a white dove Flap its wings and stop by the branches.

Closing her eyes, it seemed that there was the sound of horseshoes passing from her left ear to her right. There were too many smells in the air, and she smelled more of blood.

Anlu Mountain, Shi Siming, father and Uncle Shi, the Anshi Rebellion... The unreachable war made the land of the Central Plains tremble instantly, the old face on the ground was riddled with ravines, the people's families were scattered and their families died, the father murdered the people for his power, and the younger brother killed his father for his own safety. Eternal friendship has only temporary benefits. After all, people only live for themselves, and it is a sin to be human.

Where to go, why to live, what is the meaning of life?

The scorching eyes from the left side pierced, turning into a knife, hanging from An Qinsi's chin to the center of her eyebrows, and a force pressed her eyebrows and pushed her back heavily.The little baby who was hugged in the arms back then, the radish's small arms were fleshy, and two light-colored glazed beads were transparent and clean. In the days when everything was lost, An Qinsi gradually lost her too. The child is luck that fell from the sky. But after seeing all the dark sides clearly, An Qinsi knew that she had lost the ability to touch happiness, and now Ling'er is as happy as she was when she was picked up and brought home. People, secretly don't know the world... I don't know how crippled I am, and I don't know how unbearable my inner world is, and how many unbearable past events I bear on my body. In Qingdeng Ancient Buddha Land, she has long since returned to hell to atone for the sins of thousands of wandering ghosts.

How could the emptiness in my heart be filled with a few wisps of smoke and a few Sanskrit sounds, walking dead in tattered cassocks, and my uncle told her that her father was not killed by An Qingxu, and that he joined Li Zhuer to take his life. It was Shi Siming and his son Shi Chaoyi who wanted to swallow the An family's troops better than the Tang army to compete and seize the world.

Uncle Shi, Chao Yi had been pronounced no less than a hundred times when the two families got married. How could An Qin think that she would believe it, but when she heard that Shi Siming had killed An Qingxu and embezzled the little power left by An's family, in the world, she It seems that there is no disbelief.

Hatred can keep people alive, so I am safe and trustworthy.

The footsteps seemed to be still moving, and the cherry blossom leaves hit the face gently, scraping down and falling on the bluestone slab, An Qin understood everything Tang Linger said, or a long time ago, from a pile of flesh and blood. When I carried her out, I put all my heart on her, while I hugged the few withered leaves that were about to wither and tore off petal by petal, living like a real monk, cutting off everything that I didn't understand, only for hatred Life is really unbearable, even the status of a monk is fake, but the dummy does not bleed and is not sentient, Linger, you are a real person, you have to stay away from me.

"Qinsi, I know you like me too."

"Quisi, I don't care about your identity." Tang Ling'er stood on tiptoe and blew lightly into An Qusi's ear: "I don't care that you are a barbarian, and I don't care what your family did before , and don’t care why you become a monk.”

"When the day of my death arrives, you, marry me and go home?"

"Qi Si... return to vulgarity for me, okay?" Tang Ling'er watched him stare blankly as she listened to these words, turned her head away but did not look at him, stretched out her arms and slid across her face, the wide cuffs brought a gust of wind She slapped the corners of her eyes and felt a little sore from somewhere, and her heart felt a little sour, she stepped in front of An Qinsi and surrounded him, with a soft and stubborn voice: "You are about to promise me."

"Promise..." These two words were wrapped around his chest, and the force of pressing between his brows was transferred to his heart to press it down firmly, An Qinsi finally kept the words under his tongue.The pace quickened, the corners of his lips were dyed, and he turned around with a smile and shook his head at Tang Linger who was leaning on his shoulder.

Smelling and smelling the faint scent of cherry blossoms in the air, An Qinsi's eyes drooped heavily, the fragrance of the flowers slightly covered up the milky fragrance on Tang Ling'er's body, her waist was tightly hugged by the two cartilages, An Qinsi quickly collected her thoughts, and her fingers just When it happened, she couldn't bear to push her away and let her hug her, with a helpless tone: "Ling'er."

"Why don't you agree? Is that all you need to be a monk?" Tang Ling'er tightened his grip when he retracted his hands: "And he's obviously a fake monk."

An Qinsi saw her looking at him as if she would not give up until the Yellow River, her eyes were firm, she was sad and smiled a little, and sighed: "There was a lady in the family, but she was shaved because her family was poor. After the war is over, I will go home and look for her."

"You talk nonsense!" Tang Ling'er half-fake and half-truth listened to it, and quickly pulled away from his body and glared at him angrily: "Your family is not poor at all, just to lie to me!"

"Monks don't tell lies." Just like feeding her when she was a child, when she lost her temper when she was unpalatable, Shui Xing's eyes would swell up in thin strips that were not shallow or deep.Walking towards the hut, there are three shingled houses, one for her, one for Yixuan, and one for the guest room. The uncle lives on the top of the mountain and only comes down occasionally.The lights in the guest room had already been turned on, and An Linsi listened carefully to what the people behind him would say, but immediately there was a hoarse and mocking tearing sound from the front.

"Young Master Liu is healed, you've seen enough, it's getting dark, come back quickly!" The yellow candle light hit Yi Xuan's head, like a poor-quality night pearl in the dark night.

"What are you in a hurry for?" Qing'er's voice was much gentler in comparison.

"If you look at it this way, let me tell you, Mr. Liu is not going to get better." Yi Xuan saw that Mr. Liu closed his eyes as if he didn't want to talk to Qing'er at all, but his face was a little rosy, and he wondered: His recovery speed is also fast. too slow.

Qing'er's cheeks were slightly red, and she glanced at Yi Xuan embarrassedly, then picked up a handkerchief and wiped Liu Yun'e's sweat.

Tang Ling'er heard it too. Seeing An Qinsi's tall and thin back walking closer and closer to the light, he frowned reluctantly, and even trotted to his side and asked, "Do you really have a wife?"

An Qinsi caught a glimpse of her eyebrows slenderly curled up, and couldn't help laughing: "Yes, you will be destined for life when you are young." As he spoke, he walked towards the loud noise, and glanced at the people around him who did not follow her. When he came up, he deliberately let go of his pace, seeing that she hadn't followed, turned around and saw that the light of Xi's candle was mostly covered by him, and a small part was sprinkled on his chin. He frowned and looked at her for a long time, seeing the brilliance in her eyes , but the words uttered had a weird smell, the petals of his mouth were like tiny stars on the edge of a cloud, and the line of his lips was undulating like a cloud, and he murmured: "I'm not going to be a concubine..."

Smiling and shaking her head again and again, with her hands locked behind her back, An Qin tried to persuade her: "Qing'er is waiting for you."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and took two steps, remembering the plan Ruan Niang said, circling half a circle and turning around, seeing that Linger was following him step by step, he paused and then let go, and said softly: "Ruan Niang said let's get married." The last sentence She pressed down thoughtfully, only to see her bright blue eyes flickering, her dark blue pupils trembling slightly, she was filled with joy for a moment, and remembered that she also opened these light colored eyes to look at herself dimly when they met for the first time.

"Ah, why did Auntie say that?" Tang Ling'er knew that he must be teasing herself. A few days ago, Auntie hated him so much, but now she still calls... how is that possible.But her mouth was strange, and the words of the person in front of her made her heart burn, and she hurriedly let out the breath she had just forgotten.

"If it's true, would you like to leave Ruan Niang and Shuxiang Pavilion?" Without taking her eyes off, An Qin uttered a voice, calm after all, and did not use her tone to force her.

"Hmm..." Tang Ling'er heard it clearly, and understood that An Qinsi didn't really ask her opinion, otherwise the question wouldn't have to be so plain, she retracted her neck and said, "I wouldn't give it to others." Be a concubine."

Looking at her with empty eyes, every word Ruan Niang said appeared in front of An Qinsi again, overlapping with Tang Ling'er's body to form a blurred light and shadow, Ruan Niang said: I guarded Tai'an for you so much. After many years, the soldiers came, and my good days came to an end. I should have known it when Zuo Yuming appeared for the first time, but... I don’t want to admit that the past few years and their life have trapped me in it , I also know that I should get out, and the evil I planted must be paid back.Ling'er...I'm afraid I won't be able to pay her back in this life, maybe in my next life...

I can no longer protect her, the girls in my Shuxiang Pavilion.Now, only you can protect Ling'er comprehensively, let's write off all old grievances, and I, Ruan Hengyu, will do what I say, even if I die, I won't blame you, but there is only one request, you marry Ling'er, and lead her to publish a book Pavilion, and must let the whole town know about it, Zuo Yuming will come back within five days at the earliest, and you will get married within three days, after that Tai'an Town will never see you again.

Have you promised yourself?An Wensi looked back at the scene at that time, shook her head, and heard Ruan Niang say again: You gave me Linger back then, and I made atonement, and you should too.

She seemed to nod her head, then shook her head, Ruan Niang said again: You are just a fake marriage contract, but you have to take on real responsibilities, I don't care if you are a man or a woman, in this life, you must treat Linger as your own sister !

"My dear sister..." Ruan Niang's words gradually stopped in An Qinsi's mind, and the questioning voice from her predecessors jumped out again: "You, what's wrong with you?"

Keng Qiang coughed twice from his lungs, An Qinsi and Tang Ling'er both looked away from each other's faces at the same time, and focused on the person who gradually appeared from the back of the hut.

Staring and nodding, An Que thought about what Ruan Niang had said to her: I know you don't believe me, but don't trust Li Guangbi too much, and don't admit it until something happens like I do.

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Small addition:

The Anshi Rebellion was a war launched by Tang Dynasty generals An Lushan and Shi Siming after they betrayed the Tang Dynasty.The two grew up together, and they also played together in the Tang Dynasty when they grew up. As a result, An Lushan went "crazy", and finally wanted to kill his own son An Qingxu, but An Qingxu killed him instead.

His son continued to fight the world, but how could Shi Siming let this fledgling stinky boy share the world with him, and just find a reason to kill An Qingxu casually.Dramatically, Shi Siming killed his old friend's son, and he was also killed by his own son Shi Chaoyi.

The big scene of history is hard to explain... The psychology of the characters is difficult to understand, and the relationship between the characters is a bit complicated... The article will probably rely on this as the background... Let's use small characters to tell some true emotions... I hope the author can complete it