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"Disgusting?" Yin Jiaming's eyes darkened.

"Well," Xun Zheng didn't know how to express it, and he couldn't say that he was disgusting to you and disgusting to other men, so he could only respond.

"Then what are you still struggling with? You're not sick, you're doing fine." Yin Jiaming made a conclusion.

"Oh, then why I, uh, maybe I hate Jiang Rongrong too much." Xun Zheng found an unreasonable reason for himself and wanted to end the conversation.

"Your wife is pregnant and you want to have an affair? That's no different from an animal." Yin Jiaming's obviously disdainful eyes made Xun Zheng feel that he really said the wrong thing just now

"Fart, I can't explain it to you, forget it, if I have an affair, I will have a baby!" Xun Zheng swore.

"Oh, don't think about it so much, I'm going to be a father soon."

"Well, I was thinking too much." Xun Zheng rubbed his head.

The two fell into silence, each thinking about their own thoughts, and the mobile phone has now become a powerful tool to cover up distraction.

Xun Zheng looked up and saw that Yin Jiaming was shirtless and felt uncomfortable, "Put on your clothes, isn't it cold?"

"okay"

"What's for breakfast, I'm hungry."

"Fart. Order."

After eating takeaway, Xun Zheng should leave logically, but he still lingered until noon, and waited for lunch before leaving.

On the way, I was alone in a taxi, thinking about the words that I didn't say out loud, and I was also feeling emotional in my heart. Fortunately, I controlled myself, otherwise I'm afraid I will die of embarrassment now.

As for the mystery in my heart, it is better to put it on hold, anyway, there is no result.

When I got home, I was just in time for lunch. Since I had eaten, I went into the bedroom and fell directly on the bed. My mind began to uncontrollably recall the days when the two were together.

Yin Jiaming often laughs and seldom cries. That person seems to have nothing to worry about, so why not himself? Birds of a feather flock together. In fact, the two have very similar personalities, and they are like Siamese twins together.

After thinking about it, it was all those memories, full of memories of two people, those memories would not be perfect without any one of them, he never thought about what it would be like to be separated from Yin Jiaming completely?But if you think about it now, it's really weird. How can life be without this person's participation?This person has participated in all my life so far!

I can't control the turmoil in my heart, as if I have lived in vain for more than 30 years, I feel that I am a complete fool, stupid enough to marry an irrelevant woman that I don't love at all, and let Jiaming suffer for her. Such an insult made me feel so regretful that I felt extremely distressed. I impulsively got up and went to the ground, wanting to go to Yin Jiaming to apologize again, but halfway there, I was discouraged. No, he and Yin Jiaming didn’t get along like this. They didn’t know each other. , there is no secret, they use each other to toss and deceive each other, these are all normal, except for apology, which does not exist between two people, but now, he has begun to be polite?

Walking back slowly, laying down again, my mind was in chaos, my brain exploded, but I still couldn't figure it out, I closed my eyes to try to relieve it, and inexplicably remembered that dream, the dream before marriage, I had done it before The countless dreams I had were all forgotten.But there was only that dream, which he could never forget. That dream was a bit like his real memory, as if it really happened.Yin Jiaming said that he will pester him for life and life, so that he will never get love, love, what is love?friendship?

...

After thinking wildly for a long time, there was no result after all. This situation made him very irritable. Isn't thinking problem a problem of adolescent boys?Fuck me!

Xun Zheng patted his head, only Yin Jiaming remained in his mind.

After letting go of his thoughts, he really felt better. It was the right thing to ignore those complicated things and only think about resuming the previous relationship with Yin Jiaming.So, after the chaos, it suddenly became clear, and I made a choice in my heart and felt clear.

When he came out again, he had returned to normal, but there was a little imperceptible indifference in his eyes. Looking at the happy family outside, the strangeness could not be eliminated, although one of them was still the woman who shared the bed with him, There is still a child in his belly, which belongs to him, and he likes children very much.

"Xun Zheng is hungry, I'll make you a hot meal." When Jiang's mother saw Xun Zheng coming out, she stood up and was about to go to the kitchen.

"No, I've already eaten." Xun Zheng found a place to sit down.

"Mom, don't worry about him. You're not a child. You're here to serve me, not him." Jiang Rongrong pouted.

"Mmm, don't worry about me, just take care of Rongrong." Xun Zheng smiled, but the smile was a bit forced.

Jiang Rongrong said some words again, but he didn't listen to a word. He actually wanted to play games with Jiaming, but after all, people are sensible. He didn't go again. Even if he wanted to change the medicine, he had to wait until tomorrow, so He began to eagerly look forward to tomorrow.

It was a rare insomnia at night, lying on the bed listening to Jiang Rongrong's snoring from time to time, felt his own ridiculousness and then felt deeply sad. When Jiang Rongrong got up to go to the bathroom at [-] o'clock in the morning, Xun Zheng got up.

"I'll go to Jiaming's for a change of medicine, and then I'll go straight to work. Eat well, and call if you need something." After finishing speaking, Xun Zheng picked out a piece of clothing to put on, and left without washing his face.Jiang Rongrong continued to sleep without saying a word.

I took a car and rushed to Yin Jiaming's place. I rang the doorbell, but after waiting for a long time, no one came to open the door. I called the phone, but there was no response. I wondered if my girlfriend was there?Thinking of it this way, I feel a little sour in my heart.

At this time the door was opened, and Yin Jiaming looked at him sleepily. "What are you doing, it's so early!" After saying that, he walked back, Xun Zheng looked at the naked man and his heart skipped a beat. Is there anyone in the room?His girlfriend?

After entering the room, a gust of hot air enveloped his whole body. He took off his down jacket, sat on the sofa and waited, waiting for no one to come out. Xun Zheng dialed the phone again. He heard the beeping sound in the living room, and the phone was pressed. At the same time as it fell, a curse came from the bedroom: "I'm sick, come in!"

Xun Zheng walked in and looked at the bed for the first time. There was only one head protruding from the quilt. There should be no possibility of his girlfriend hiding under the quilt, so Xun Zheng went in boldly, "I thought your girlfriend Here, avoid suspicion, haha."

Xun Zheng took off his shoes and got into the bed, humming warmly and comfortably. Yin Jiaming still closed his eyes and hugged the pillow with half his face turned towards Xun Zheng. untie,

"What are you looking at?" Even though his eyes were closed, Yin Jiaming actually knew?

"Look at the dog. When will you change the medicine? I didn't eat it in the morning. Let's eat it at your place and go to work together."

Yin Jiaming opened his eyes and looked over in surprise, only seeing a side face.

"It's ok to change the dressing, why do you eat mine for breakfast?"

"I didn't eat in the morning, you have to have breakfast too, so we're together." Xun Zheng recovered his face

"Oh, what you said seems to make sense..." Yin Jiaming sat up, and the first thing he did was to ask for cigarettes. Xun Zhengzheng found a box on the bedside table, took out one and handed it over. Yin Jiaming smoked it when he was about to touch it.

"what?"

"Smoking less, it will kill you. Go cook first, I will starve to death." Xun Zheng put the cigarette back into the cigarette case and threw it into the bedside table. After thinking about it, he picked it up and threw it into the trash can. I got out of bed, picked it up from the trash can and threw it away, put on my shoes and stepped on it a few times before taking off my shoes and going to bed with confidence.Yin Jiaming stared blankly.

"What are you looking at? Do you want to get lung cancer? Do you think it's too late?" Xun Zhengli reprimanded confidently,

"You can smoke but I can't?" Yin Jiaming didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"I don't smoke either. I never smoke at home, so I smoke here. I won't smoke anymore."

"Crazy! I don't have a pregnant woman here." Yin Jiaming sat up and stepped over Xun Zheng, got off the ground, went directly to the bathroom, took a shower and came out, still naked, holding a towel to wipe his body, wipe It was almost done, took the underwear from the drawer and put it on, still exposing the chrysanthemum, the usual standard action, but now Xun Zheng couldn't see it, as if he had seen something extraordinary, he avoided it. I felt better after a while, um, sure enough I was still sick.

"What are you thinking? Why are you in a daze?" Yin Jiaming asked in his clothes

"It's okay, I just like thinking about things recently."

"The more idiots think about it, the more stupid they become, so don't think about it."

"Ah."

Breakfast is very simple, boiled eggs, rice porridge, pickles.But what Xun Zheng ate was delicious!Forget it, it really isn't suitable for thinking about things.That's all!