trapped beast

-A

After Zhou Chengxiu joined the basketball school team, there were more and more gatherings that he couldn't refuse. Qi Yu was worried that he wouldn't be able to adapt, so he always found various excuses to accompany him. Zhou Chengxiu's heart was like a mirror, and he was very grateful.The two have the same courses, work in the same place, live together, and are inseparable, like a pair of twins.Thick lines such as Yin Hongyu found it unusual. "You two have been getting close recently?" Yin Hongyu approached the two of them during the meal and said, "What are you doing?"

Both of them were quite tacit, Zhou Chengxiu smiled and said nothing, Qi Yu said: "Go, go, you are the most gossip."

For dinner, I ordered takeaway from the newly opened barbecue restaurant, and there was a discount. Four or five people ordered seven or eight people, and everyone was so full that they hiccupped.Qi Yu's stomach felt a little uncomfortable, Zhou Chengxiu gave him medicine.The two sat in the dormitory for a while, Zhou Chengxiu asked, "Is it better?"

Qi Yu replied: "Hold on."

Zhou Chengxiu rubbed his stomach: "Me too."

The two thought about going out for a walk.It's meal time, there are not many people on the playground, and the players are not there. The main playground of F University has a circle of 400 meters, which is very large.The lawn of the stadium is well maintained, there are many young couples sitting and chatting, the sky is getting dark, and no one can see clearly.

The two of them walked slowly around the playground, and it was quite a spectacle for two elders to take a walk, except that they didn't have a radio on their waists.Along the way, many eyes looked at them, Qi Yu was calm and composed, and Zhou Chengxiu had no time to take care of them.

"Yin Hongyu...know who you are?"

Qi Yu nodded: "Yes. Our group basically knows about it."

"Then..." Zhou Chengxiu hesitated to speak.

Qi Yu smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "They should be able to see it, I don't know, they never asked me. But it doesn't matter, they are used to it with me in front."

"You seem to be living in a fairy tale, Qi Yu." Zhou Chengxiu said this very sincerely: "I envy you very much."

Qi Yu grew up being cared for, but not pampered.The most rare thing about him is that he knows where his blessing is and is always grateful.

"I envy you too." Qi Yu said, "You are smart and outstanding. Heroes don't ask where they come from, and of course they don't ask about their sexuality."

Zhou Chengxiu said with a smile: "You are really stupid to comfort people."

"Hey! I'm so kind to comfort you." Qi Yu was not angry, but deliberately made an exaggerated expression, her delicate face wrinkled into a ball, funny and cute.

Zhou Chengxiu just looked at him with a smile.

It was completely dark, and the lights on the playground were turned on.

The two walked to the viewing platform and sat down. The sky was slightly red, as if it was about to rain.

"The playground in my high school is similar to this." Qi Yu seemed to be lost in memory: "At that time, I liked a senior in the senior class, a straight guy. I secretly called him out for a drink and wanted to stay with him, but I didn't dare to say anything. .”

"and then?"

"Then he graduated." Qi Yu said, "I came out with my parents on impulse, and they didn't have any objections, and my mother secretly asked me to pay attention to hygiene and safety."

"Your parents are very nice." Zhou Chengxiu said thoughtfully.

"It's okay." Qi Yu said: "They don't have any hope for me to get ahead. The only requirement is that I live well every day."

Qi Yu was very relaxed and in a good mood, and asked again: "What about you?" As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Qi Yu regretted it.Zhou Chengxiu never mentioned his family, he has been cautiously defending him, why did he ask so quickly?The original intention was not to inquire about anything... Qi Yu was a little flustered, and seeing that Zhou Chengxiu was silent, he became even more anxious, "Ah, I, I didn't want to ask anything, I just said it casually, you don't need to say anything. No, if you If you want to say something, I am of course willing to listen! But if you don’t want to say it, I will..."

"My family is in a small village below Tongqian County." Zhou Chengxiu said.

Qi Yu was stunned, and turned his head to look at him, staring intently, as if he wanted to see something.

Zhou Chengxiu planned to continue talking.

"It's a small place, and everyone knows each other. The main specialty is apples. There is an apple orchard next to my house, which is the busiest during the harvest. Sunflower oil is also sold well. I don't have a mother, so I don't know what it looks like. I have never seen it. I have a father, and I don’t have much contact with him. But I am our most unusual college student. Before I leave, there are a bunch of people who pull banners to give it away. I used to complain about my father, but the money for college , he gave it to me for the first year, so it’s fine now. I don’t have any brothers or sisters—I remember you have a sister?”

"...Yes, my sister is three years older than me." Qi Yu said.

"It's good." Zhou Chengxiu said, "Then you won't be alone."

"Before going to university, the farthest place I have been to is our provincial capital. At that time, I thought it was really luxurious, with so many lights, high-rise buildings, and restaurant waiters all spoke Mandarin. When I first came to city A to study in university, I couldn't get used to it. .I don’t have a mobile phone. I finally saved money to buy it, but I don’t know how to use it. The same goes for WeChat. I can’t even change my profile picture. I have a strong accent, I can’t speak Mandarin well, and restaurants don’t accept you. For living expenses, I went to the construction site to move bricks After pouring cement, I went back to the dormitory dirty every day, and later found that the people in the dormitory had a lot of opinions, so I prepared two sets of clothes and changed them after leaving the construction site."

If Zhou Chengxiu hadn't said these things, Qi Yu would never have imagined it.Zhou Chengxiu doesn't have a strong rural habit, even if Qi Yu is so close to him, at most he can only guess that he is from a small city.There is no obvious difference between Zhou Chengxiu and all the natives of City A. The only difference is his sense of being out of place.How to describe it?It's like he doesn't belong here, doesn't belong to any corner of this city, he just lives somewhere.

Qi Yu's heart turned a thousand times.He suddenly discovered that Zhou Chengxiu frankly admitted that he could not integrate into City A. In fact, he was more like frankly admitting that he would never be able to return to his hometown.Qi Yu was very distressed, and what made him feel powerless was that he couldn't express such emotions in any words.Through Zhou Chengxiu's eyes, Qi Yu seemed to see everything he had experienced, and felt sorry for him empathetically.

The corners of Qi Yu's mouth were bent downwards, and the eyes were sparkling with water.

"Why are you crying?" Seeing Zhou Chengxiu, he gently pinched the tip of Qi Yu's nose: "I don't care."

"I was wondering why I didn't know you earlier." Qi Yu said aggrievedly.

"We know each other now, isn't it just right?" Zhou Chengxiu replied.

"Then..." Qi Yu asked cautiously, "Did you have a first love? When you were in your hometown."

Zhou Chengxiu was silent for a while.It's not that he doesn't say anything.After all, when facing Qi Yu, he didn't need to hide his true self.It's just that he didn't know what to say.How can I sum up the traces Fang Yuanchuan left in my life, that feeling, it is clear that there are still lingering echoes to this day.

"Yes." Zhou Chengxiu said, "We broke up."

Qi Yu knew that Zhou Chengxiu was not ready yet, so he stopped asking.

The two sat for a while, and it really started to rain.What started as a few heavy drops of water hitting the ground quickly turned into a torrential downpour.

The two of them were drenched miserably, unable to rush back to the dormitory, and ran to the carport downstairs of the library in a panic to hide from the rain.

Qi Yu shrank, rubbing his hands against his arms, his teeth shivering from the cold.Zhou Chengxiu was extremely calm, as if he was taking a hot bath.

"Aren't you cold?"

Zhou Chengxiu shook his head: "I'm fine, but I think you'll get sick when you go back."

"Bah, bah, don't be crowed. I am strong and healthy, and I have never had... ah, sneeze! Illness..."

"Two choices," Zhou Chengxiu said with a smile: "Then run back in the rain, or wait here for the rain to stop."

Normally, Qi Yu would of course choose the former.However, in this simple carport, Zhou Chengxiu was standing beside him, and the crisp echoes of the raindrops hitting the plastic roof almost drowned out their voices.Qi Yu felt very romantic.He was reluctant to leave.

"Wait for the rain to stop." Qi Yu said tremblingly.

Zhou Chengxiu stood closer to him and asked, "Are you cold?"

Qi Yu nodded aggrievedly.

Zhou Chengxiu nodded, and suddenly approached Qi Yu.Opposite the tip of his nose, eyes fixed on his lower lip. "Then look...would this be better?" After speaking, Zhou Chengxiu leaned forward and kissed her.

Qi Yu was taken aback, stiffened all over, subconsciously closed his lips tightly.Zhou Chengxiu chuckled lightly, but did not leave, still lingering on his lips.Patience, gentleness, and lightly pry open Qi Yu's tense and slightly trembling lips.

By the time the kiss was over, the rain had almost stopped, too.

"Qi Yu, I have always felt that I was trapped in a room without windows. I tried my best, but I couldn't open the only door. But after I met you, I saw a lot of changes. I don't know for now. What, but I'm sure, it must be a good thing." Zhou Chengxiu's generous palm caressed Qi Yu's face, and the light in his eyes was like a galaxy. "It must be a good thing," he repeated.

-B

Fang Yuanchuan is getting more and more helpless with Zhou Chengxiu.

Zhou Chengxiu lived in his house, and there was only one bed in his house.Every morning at six or seven in the morning, Zhou Chengxiu picked him up and gave him a fuck. Then Zhou Chengxiu went to class refreshed, but he was so tired that his back hurt and he had to go out to collect debts.In the afternoon, Fang Yuanchuan managed to take a nap, and Zhou Chengxiu couldn't rest when he came back from school.Seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys like Zhou Chengxiu are prostitutes, but Fang Yuanchuan felt that he was about to be squeezed dry.

Why did you open your mouth in the first place?Fang Yuanchuan was filled with regret.

This afternoon when Zhou Chengxiu came back, Fang Yuanchuan was sleeping in the dark.He climbed onto the bed and kissed Fang Yuanchuan's cheek, and his hands started to move around his body.Fang Yuanchuan gradually woke up from the familiar touch and breath, and responded instinctively. After kissing for a while, he remembered the goal he set for himself today - not to be naked.Fang Yuanchuan was like waking up from a big dream, he turned his head back and tried to get out of Zhou Chengxiu's embrace, but was pulled back again: "What are you running for?"

"I won't do it today!" Fang Yuanchuan kicked his legs, "I'm exhausted, find a quiet place to fuck."

Zhou Chengxiu turned a deaf ear, his lips were still seeking his response.Fang Yuanchuan couldn't resist, the two became entangled again.Fang Yuanchuan nestled softly in Zhou Chengxiu's arms, wanted to push him away, but was reluctant to push him away, the struggle in his mind was very fierce.

No, no!This is an important event related to your personal health, no matter how good the foreplay is, it will not help!

With a crisp sound of "slap", Fang Yuanchuan slapped Zhou Chengxiu's face with a slap.

Zhou Chengxiu was stunned by this slap, and he covered his cheek after a while and said, "...Why did you hit me?"

"Today, don't do it today!" Fang Yuanchuan said, "You don't listen to what I say, do you want to fight?"

Zhou Chengxiu was also quite aggrieved: "But I like you."

Fang Yuanchuan blushed and said stubbornly: "If you like me, can't you think of other things to do? It's like being in heat with a male dog every day."

Zhou Chengxiu thought for a while and suggested, "Then let's go on a date."

Zhou Chengxiu's so-called date is to have sex in another place.

There is a large sunflower field near the only high school here. There is no one at night.

"You come here often?" Fang Yuanchuan was lying on the ground, his back ached.Zhou Chengxiu got up and put on his pants, then lay down next to him, and replied, "Occasionally."

There are no high-rise buildings here, and the air has not been polluted by any newly planned industrial areas. The sky is low and the visibility is high.Years later, when Zhou Chengxiu went to City A, he realized how precious the starry sky here is.

"What's a city date like?" Zhou Chengxiu asked.

"Uh, let's watch a movie and go shopping." Fang Yuanchuan replied absent-mindedly: "But you can only watch ordinary movies, you can't watch pornographic movies."

"Shopping?" Zhou Chengxiu said.

"Yes, women usually like it. One of my buddies has a girlfriend in the city, and every time he goes shopping, he feels sorry for money. Forget it, it's better here."

Zhou Chengxiu was silent for a while, and said: "I will go to college in the future, you can come with me."

"Ah?" Fang Yuanchuan didn't follow this train of thought.

"I'm going to T University and go to City A." Zhou Chengxiu said, "You come too, we'll still live together. Then when I have money, I'll take you to the movies and shopping. 'Dating'."

Fang Yuanchuan was uncharacteristically, he didn't laugh at Zhou Chengxiu's words as nonsense.Because after he gradually got to know the person beside him, he knew that what Zhou Chengxiu said about leaving here, every word, every syllable, was serious.

"Why do you want to go to City A?" Fang Yuanchuan asked: "Isn't it good to stay here?"

"For me, staying here is like going to jail." Zhou Chengxiu replied: "No, the feeling of knowing what's outside but being stuck in the same place is a hundred times more desperate than being in jail."

Fang Yuanchuan sneered and overflowed his lips: "You know you have never been in prison once you hear it."

"Have you ever gone in?"

"Before." Fang Yuanchuan said, "Squat for two months."

"...how does it feel?"

"Of course it's a particularly bad feeling. How else can I feel it?" Fang Yuanchuan replied with extreme disgust: "I will never squat for the second time in the future."

Both fell silent in unison.Many bugs were flying around aimlessly, Fang Yuanchuan rested his head on his arm, and freed up one hand to catch them.

Zhou Chengxiu suddenly grabbed his hand and asked, "Are you okay?"

"What's good?"

"Come with me to City A and get out of here." Zhou Chengxiu said.

"Do you want to leave here more, or do you like me more?" Fang Yuanchuan asked intentionally.Zhou Chengxiu always said that he likes him, but Fang Yuanchuan felt that it was just an impulse of young people's passion.Compared with his desire to become a prosperous and prosperous, a local gangster is nothing.

"I like you more." The answer Zhou Chengxiu gave was not what Fang Yuanchuan thought.

Zhou Chengxiu turned over and straddled Fang Yuanchuan's body, the vigorous heat and warmth from the young man's body came towards him.Zhou Chengxiu supported Fang Yuanchuan's ear with one hand, still holding Fang Yuanchuan's hand.

"I like you more." Zhou Chengxiu repeated word for word seriously: "If you let me stay, I will stay."

Fang Yuanchuan didn't have time to care about how good Zhou Chengxiu's grades were, even if he couldn't go to T University in the end, Fang Yuanchuan didn't have the concept of regret.However, Fang Yuanchuan didn't want Zhou Chengxiu to be unhappy - he didn't know what it was like to be trapped in the same place, but he knew what it was like to be in prison.

"Do you think I'll keep you?" Fang Yuanchuan said: "It's not certain who will do better in City A at that time! And you are so confident in getting into T University, I think you will definitely not pass the exam like this."

"Do you dare to bet? If I really pass the exam, you will be by my side forever." Zhou Chengxiu said with a smile.

How to answer this question?Fang Yuanchuan choked tightly.Since childhood, he never liked to lose to others.

But he lost to Zhou Chengxiu every time.

"Let's go, let's go." Fang Yuanchuan made a gesture to kick him: "Shut up and be quiet for a while."

Zhou Chengxiu smiled, with a happy light in his eyes.He gently kissed the back of Fang Yuanchuan's hand: "Thank you."