trapped beast

Zhou Chengxiu returned to the car, turned around and drove away.The journey was smooth, Qi Yu swiped Weibo for a while, and asked, "Are you okay?"

Zhou Chengxiu said: "It's okay, it's just that he's bigger than I imagined..."

Qi Yu continued, "Are you down and out?"

Zhou Chengxiu nodded and sighed again: "Six years."

Qi Yu touched the back of Zhou Chengxiu's hand, and said comfortingly, "Help if you can."

The two went to eat as usual, and when they got home Qi Yu said that there was still a report to be completed.Zhou Chengxiu finished his work two days earlier. He always said that those who can do more work, so they didn't rush to hand in the work, and there were no new tasks.Seeing that Qi Yu was pitiful, he told him to let it go and do it himself.

Qi Yu looked at him movedly: "What would I do without you?"

Zhou Chengxiu smiled and said, "I'm exhausted."

The next day Qi Yu got off work on time, but Zhou Chengxiu was put at his desk by his boss as an overtime dog.Qi Yu turned the car key with his index finger, leaned on the grille and teased him gloatingly: "Hey, why are you working overtime, Mr. Can do more work?"

Zhou Chengxiu was angry and laughed: "You go home early and cook."

Qi Yu thought about it, "Hey, you don't want me to cook because you work overtime on purpose, right? You haven't won much in rock-paper-scissors, so you have to be willing to admit defeat."

"That's because I let you go." Zhou Chengxiu said.

Qi Yu smiled, looked around and saw that there were no colleagues around, kissed Zhou Chengxiu on the cheek, and said, "Then I'll go first, I'll wait for you at home."

After Qi Yu left, Zhou Chengxiu stared at the computer screen for a while.

Fang Yuanchuan didn't call him, nor came to look for him.How is he doing?

If Qi Yu hadn't been there that day, he would have stayed there a little longer, at least finishing what he needed to say.But Qi Yu was waiting beside him, it was obviously not correct to say a few more words to Fang Yuanchuan.

Besides, it has been six years, although there is always a place for Fang Yuanchuan's name in his heart, it is in the past after all.

Qi Yu is the one he should have a good relationship with.

Qi Yu returned home, and the friend who asked him to inquire about Fang Yuanchuan also replied.

"It's okay, he's out of prison, we've all met." Qi Yu said, "Thank you for your hard work."

"Qi Yu," the person on the phone didn't follow his words politely: "I found something else, I think...you should know."

This person checked back and forth for a month, and ran to Tongqian County four times.He found out about the old case, Lao Jia, the undisclosed surveillance video, and Yi Shangjie.Naturally, the astonishing black pot behind Fang Yuanchuan was found.

"He went to jail for someone else?" Qi Yu asked, "Why? He and Zhou Chengxiu..."

"Maybe it's a lack of money." The friend said, "The money ended up being transferred partly to Zhou Chengxiu and partly to Zhou Chengxiu's father."

Qi Yu was too shocked to speak.He had lived his life in abundance, never knowing that poverty could drive a man to such a degree.

Seeing that he didn't speak, his friend kindly reminded him: "If Zhou Chengxiu knows about this, Qi Yu, you have to think about it."

"No," Qi Yu replied decisively: "He must not know."

My friend happened to be on his way to deliver the materials, and he arrived in a while.Qi Yu opened the stack of documents, bank transfer records, court records, blurred screenshots of surveillance video, a few pages of thin paper, and a few cold statements. This is Fang Yuanchuan's six years.

He didn't dare to think about how Fang Yuanchuan made this decision back then.Such devotion and love made him feel inferior.If he were Fang Yuanchuan, would he make such a decision?Will he do this for Zhou Chengxiu?

Qi Yu's hypothesis could not be answered.

When Zhou Chengxiu came back, Qi Yu had been looking at the stack of materials for several hours.

"what happened?"

Qi Yu raised his head and pushed the things on the table forward: "You have to look at this."

He can't let such feelings be buried behind the falsehood forever, he can't let a person suffer such grievances and misunderstandings, this is too much.

Of course Qi Yu was also worried, does Zhou Chengxiu still love Fang Yuanchuan?How much love is there?People say that love is the process of handing over the murder weapon and waiting for the other party to stab one in the chest.But Qi Yu has no choice, he can only hope, even pray, that Zhou Chengxiu loves himself more.

Zhou Chengxiu read very slowly.He read every word.With her head down, Qi Yu couldn't see his face.

"Is it true?" Zhou Chengxiu asked.

Qi Yu said: "It's true. I wouldn't make up these things to lie to you."

But in fact Zhou Chengxiu didn't hesitate, when he asked this sentence, he already knew it was true.

At the end of the document was written the address of Fang Yuanchuan's temporary stay, Zhou Chengxiu stood up and was about to leave.

"Zhou Chengxiu!" Qi Yu hurriedly called to him, and asked anxiously, "You...will you come back?"

Zhou Chengxiu said, I will.

Fang Yuanchuan lived in a shack in the village in the city, it was very small and narrow, but he was the only one.When Zhou Chengxiu found him in the rain, he was busy collecting water under the leaking roof.

"Why do you..." Fang Yuanchuan stood up a little awkwardly: "How did you find it?"

Zhou Chengxiu ignored him, entered the room, and then said: "I have a boyfriend. He is very good, excellent, understanding, and I get along with me. His parents and family are also very good to me. We are together Internship, and graduate students will graduate soon. We have a plan to open an accounting firm and start our own business after graduation.”

"That...it's pretty good." Fang Yuanchuan forced himself to say these words with a smile, but he didn't know that he was much uglier than crying.

"But why did you come to me after you got out of prison? You put yourself in prison, and now you're out, but you still come to disturb my life. I'm very different from then, I've already got out." Zhou Chengxiu continued.

Fang Yuanchuan was stunned, he gritted his teeth, and said: "...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you. Don't worry, I will never appear in front of you and... your boyfriend in the future."

Zhou Chengxiu stopped talking, just looked at him.Confusion and pain appeared in the dark eyes.

"Why are you always so duplicity. Fang Yuanchuan, if I didn't find out that you were imprisoned for me six years ago, are you planning to hide this matter for the rest of your life?" Zhou Chengxiu said.

Fang Yuanchuan raised his eyes, his face was full of shock and bewilderment.

After two seconds, Fang Yuanchuan burst out a sob from his throat.That voice was quickly amplified, as if pointing out all the hardships he had suffered in the past six years, every long night tortured by longing, all incomprehension, and all indifference.At that moment, the mountain of heavy burden poured out.

Fang Yuanchuan never cried in front of Zhou Chengxiu, in fact, he never cried in front of anyone.Even when he was wounded all over his body from fighting with fellow inmates in the prison, when he hadn't eaten for three days, even after rejecting Zhou Chengxiu's visit every time because he was afraid of seeing each other, he never cried.

He once suspected that he might not have tears.

But when he couldn't stop crying in front of his beloved man who had been away for six years on this rainy night, he knew that he didn't have tears, but it was far from the time to cry.

Zhou Chengxiu was full of guilt and love.He is by no means heartless.Fang Yuanchuan did this step for him, and he has nothing to repay.

Zhou Chengxiu hugged him and kissed his wet cheek.Fang Yuanchuan has lost a lot of weight compared to six years ago, and he feels light when hugged.Fang Yuanchuan sat on his lap, trembling like a wounded bird, sobbing.He wanted to untie Fang Yuanchuan's shirt, but the latter hid back.How could the previous Fang Yuanchuan be like this?Zhou Chengxiu thought sadly, and he said softly, "Don't be afraid."

Unbuttoning his shirt, Zhou Chengxiu saw a body full of scars under the dim light.New and old intertwined.

"Are they all done in prison?" Zhou Chengxiu asked distressedly.

Fang Yuanchuan didn't speak, his eyes were red, afraid that he would blame himself, he just kept shaking his head.

Zhou Chengxiu's nose was sour, and he kissed the scars all over his body one by one.

Qi Yu waited at home all night, and Zhou Chengxiu didn't return home until the sky turned pale.

Zhou Chengxiu stood at the door, and Qi Yu sat on the sofa.

"I spent the night at Fang Yuanchuan." Zhou Chengxiu said.

Qi Yu pretended to be stupid: "It's okay, it rained heavily last night, it was inconvenient to come back."

Zhou Chengxiu was silent for a while and said, "I'm sorry."

"I slept with Fang Yuanchuan." He said.

Qi Yu felt like being struck by lightning.It's not that he hasn't thought about it, but he can't accept this hypothesis, so he keeps hypnotizing himself.Zhou Chengxiu is so honest, he can't even lie to himself once.

Qi Yu stood where he was, and after a while, rushed into the room to pack his things.

Zhou Chengxiu chased him in, held his hand, and said, "Qi Yu, I am the one who should go."

Qi Yu held back his tears to prevent them from falling, turned his back to Zhou Chengxiu, and said, "Then get out of here now."

Zhou Chengxiu took almost nothing.

Qi Yu was sitting in the empty living room, where they were laughing and making noise yesterday.

What kind of love will make you regret being a good person?

For 24 years, Qi Yu has lived a kind, gentle, optimistic, and understanding life. His parents protect him, his sister takes care of him, and his colleagues and friends love him.

However, it happened to be the person he likes the most, loves the most, and wants to spend his whole life with him the most. He trusts the person who can hand over the murder weapon to him with his own hands, and tell him: No, Qi Yu, don't be a good person anymore. .

For the first time in his life, Qi Yu hated his kindness.He should keep this matter a secret forever, and Zhou Chengxiu never has to know.Fang Yuanchuan shouldn't exist...

Thinking of this, Qi Yu suddenly froze.

He couldn't believe how he could have such a terrible thought, such a vicious thought.

God, how can love be like this?After peeling off its glamorous, romantic and beautiful coat, it turned out to be so violent, so twisted, and so hideous!

Qi Yu slumped down in the living room, weeping loudly in this place that held many fond memories of them.