[Comprehensive] The Disaster of Fantasy Pass

"It's not that I have completely lost my memory. I still remember you and the few friends I knew, but I can't remember anything about myself, even my name."

Kamijou Touma, who has experienced two amnesia, asked back in surprise, Accelerator stated calmly, lowered his head and ate mentaiko noodles with chopsticks, and did not forget to wipe his mouth with a paper towel after eating, his movements were more elegant than usual, his expression Gentle and obedient like a domesticated house cat.

Kamijou Touma often simplifies Accelerator's character into a feline, or compares it to a cat, but he doesn't take it seriously.

Compared to a cat, he is more like an unfriendly wild leopard. Strangers are not allowed to step into his territory. If he treats him as a prey, he will definitely be torn to pieces.

Although after they fell in love, the violence held by Accelerator has subconsciously restrained, but the imprint and fierce side that once left in the dark world have long been engraved in the character, and that kind of The indelible traces disappeared without a trace at this time.

This is really abnormal, as if someone took it for granted that Accelerator is actually a top student who goes to school obediently every day, is cheerful and optimistic, and often helps others.

"Why did it become like this?"

"I don't know, and I don't have a clue in retrospect."

Kamijou Touma couldn't hide the heaviness in his heart, and frowned.

With Accelerator's reflex ability, those attacks that are harmful to him should be excluded.

If it is not resisted, then the reason is very easy to guess.

Ghosts, monsters, demons, gods.

This was something farther away than magic, and made him and Accelerator even more at a loss.

Even if you can learn a lot through the knowledge in books,

"Is it true that only your own affairs are forgotten?"

"If you really forget other things that you didn't expect, it's impossible for you to know, isn't it?"

Accelerator threw back the question, and the only thing that is certain now is that his mind is clear.

The problem is that he has lost his memory of himself, which seems to grind his personality into a blank slate.

"Who the hell am I?" Accelerator asked again.

Kamijou Touma looked at the lover with an empty expression, and after thinking for a while before answering: "You are Accelerator, the number one superpower user in Academy City, don't you remember these?"

"Fang Accelerator? Should this be a code name?"

Accelerator shook his head and asked, "And, am I a rare superpower?"

"You even forgot this!?"

Kamijou Touma slapped the table excitedly and stood up, Accelerator seemed to be taken aback by him, and looked up at him blankly.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I was too excited." Kamijou Touma took a deep breath to calm himself down and continued to ask, "So, you don't know that your ability is moderate manipulation, and you don't know how to use it?"

Accelerator nodded, and even showed a curious look, "Vector operation... sounds like a very powerful ability with a wide range of applications, but it should be quite troublesome to use such a free ability? I still remember using super Ability also requires calculation formulas.”

"Well... that's true, remember how to use reflection? Uh, you did say that it was one of the uses of vector manipulation? That formula has been simplified to the point where it can be used unconsciously, try to think about it ? Is there a calculation formula printed in your head?"

Kamijou Touma was terrified when he asked, if he had forgotten even this, it meant that the current Accelerator was fundamentally protecting himself, and it also showed that the range of his amnesia might be more than simply forgetting himself.

Digital formulas, this is the category of knowledge.

"No, I have no impression at all..." Yifang Accelerator shook his head and looked at him suspiciously, "I don't have the ability, will I cause you trouble?"

Kamijou shook his head, he never imagined that Accelerator would ask others if he was causing trouble.

Ever since they met again, it seemed that the people around him always gave him trouble, and he was probably the most obvious of them.

"How could it be?" Toma Kamijou swallowed bitterly, "Then besides forgetting the ability itself and how to use it, you still remember the knowledge you learned in Academy City."

"I still remember that knowledge, but I don't know where they got it from. It's strange?"

"Really?" Kamijou Touma lowered his head and remained silent for a long time, in fact, he was able to understand this feeling.

In order to save Index, all the brain cells that stored his memories died, and only the knowledge remained in his mind.

When he left the hospital for the first time and walked to the street, he could familiarly remember which bus he should take to go home. Occasionally, when he was looking at his homework, he would also have doubts about "Why did I solve this problem?"

"Besides me, do you still remember the people around you and your friends?" Kamijou Touma asked.

If it was a normal situation, maybe he would completely deny the fact that he has friends.

"Like the knowledge, I still remember everyone, but I can't remember the connection between me and you. It's like knowing the characters in the movie, but I am always an outsider. To sum up this situation, I mean Forgot this part of [myself] memory."

He nodded, answered solemnly, and forgot about himself, which did not affect his mind still turning fast, or accepting the fact of amnesia.

"Then let me ask one last question, okay?"

"What do you want to ask, just ask?"

Kamijou Touma smiled wryly, he was not used to Accelerator like this, but he was indeed Accelerator.

Teacher Xiaomeng once explained the concept of the Zhou Harry window in a tutoring class, which means that people’s psychology is actually like a window, showing the conscious and unconscious relationship between self-cognition, behavior and other people’s cognition of themselves Differences, human psychology is also composed of four parts: the open self, the blind self, the hidden self, and the unknown self.

Forget about the one-sidedness of the self, now completely dismantled the "category of self-formation facing the public" and the "category of self-consciousness reserved in the public", while the "category of the unconscious self known to the public" and "both the public and the self are unconscious. Therefore, the scope of "I" was exposed, that is to say, the area of ​​the blind self and the unknown self was infinitely magnified in this accidental amnesia.

At this time, what Accelerator showed may be a part that neither he nor others knew.

"Do you still remember why we appeared in this world?" Kamijou Touma asked.

Accelerator frowned slightly, "It can be generally inferred that I came to another world to find you."

"Hmm... that's true." Kamijou Touma was silent for a while before answering, and then carefully tested another sentence.

"Speaking of the last work and the extra individual, do you recall anything?"

"They are people who recently moved to Huang Quanchuan's house, but they should have some contact with me."

Regarding the blank space in his mind, Accelerator seemed quite calm.

This is probably because he understands that it is useless to be anxious at this time.

However, how to solve the problem of amnesia?Different from his situation, it wasn't that the brain cells storing memories were damaged, which was exactly the same as what Accelerator said, but that there was a vacancy in the memory about 'self'.

Seeing a doctor is obviously wrong. It doesn't seem to be caused by the heart or illness. If you want to solve this problem, I'm afraid you can only ask the exorcist and the chairman of the board, Mephisto.

"Although I don't know why it happened like this, there is still a chance to get your memory back."

Kamijou Touma sighed, "Don't wander around during this time? If you lose your ability, you may encounter many dangers."

"Are you going to stay by my side and protect me?"

Accelerator, who completely forgot about himself, looked at him with a hollow expression, as if a part of his heart was missing.

"Until you return to normal, I will stay by your side forever, and I have to ask for leave for the task."

Kamijou Touma immediately replied that in this situation, he is not in the mood to do other things, he must retrieve his memory as soon as possible.

"Well, then I don't worry, you just stay by my side." Very briefly, Accelerator gave a refreshing smile without any haze on his face, his smile was very faint and fleeting.

And Kamijou Touma was still quite frightened, this was an expression he would never show easily to others in the past.

"Would it make you feel at ease if I stay by your side?"

Accelerator explained it unconsciously, as if in a product manual, without emotion.

"How should I put it? In my mind, you should be in the position of 'the person who makes me happy as long as I am around', and further, 'Nothing you do to me can make me feel angry in the true sense', Looks like I like you a lot."

"This, is this so?"

It turned out that Fang Accelerator thought so deep down in his heart? !Kamijou Touma hurriedly lowered his head, silently covering his hot face with one hand.

It's too foul to say such words without any hindrance because of amnesia?

"Your face is a little red?" Accelerator asked directly, and there seemed to be a trace of concern in Inorganic's tone.

The uncharacteristic performance made Kamijou both surprised and scared.

"Uh, it's okay! Now that you've lost your memory, why don't you put down what you're doing for a while and have a good rest? Is there anything you want to do? I'll accompany you there."

"Then... tidy up the room first?" Accelerator returned to the dormitory beforehand, looking at the pile of books and frowning.

"What information am I looking for? It doesn't seem like an ordinary anxiety, it's a very important thing."

Kamijou Touma had no choice but to find a suitable wording to answer: "The extra-fan is the military clone who assassinated you. Do you remember this incident?"

"How much can you guess that he is a clone, but assassinate me? Why?"

Accelerator tilted his head in a daze, neither surprised nor terrified, because of amnesia, his emotions were more flat than before.

"This... don't worry about it, the assassination of you is over."

One way:"……"

Kamijou Touma's doubts also expanded a bit, didn't he say that he was the only one who forgot?The part that would cause him to recall was also deleted?

He swallowed, so nervous that it was difficult to breathe.

"Just wait until you think about it. Do you remember the first time we met... Uh, no, when did you first appear in your memory? Do you still remember this?"

Accelerator recalled, "I transferred to your school for some special reason, and you are my front desk. We met at this time, right?"

"But at that time, you recognized me immediately..."

"Is that so? Then tell me, what was our first meeting like?"

Accelerator asked while Kamijou Touma lowered his head with a bit of bitterness on his face.

He really forgot all the unpleasantness of the first meeting. For lovers, this should be good news, but he couldn't laugh at all.

It seems that the saying of forgetting "self" alone is not accurate, there must be some key that he has not discovered.

The author has something to say: starting next month, there will be a 6000-word update (or more), and 3000 words is not enough to write a chapter. (Update speed will probably not change)

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P5 has opened a copy for the time being. If you are interested, you can bookmark it. The second week of JOKER, the CP is undecided.

By the way, I changed the title of a reborn vector operation to a reborn one-way street.

Previously, because of ** regulations, one party could not pass through, so I thought about it for a long time to use vector operations to identify the most, but this is still a name of the ability. It is too strange to say that this rebirth, so I changed it to a one-way street. Those who understand will naturally will understand.