Boys

"Aang and I are going to make an appointment to negotiate with someone about the current "goods" in a few days.Although it can be seen from the attitude of the other party that we want to have a good talk, and his seniority is higher than your brother Nan, I think even people like Uncle Fu and me should respect him three points.Now that there is a problem with the situation, I want to talk about it, and Aang wants to come with me. If the negotiation fails, it will inevitably hurt my feelings. "

I heard Brother Feng say that he didn't even take a puff of the cigarette.I know that my expression is not very good-looking now, I have tried my best not to show this expression to Brother Feng or people on the road, but I don’t know why I am particularly sensitive to mentioning Aang’s things these days. The face cannot be hidden at once.

"You have something to say, right?" Brother Feng asked, stepped on the cigarette and said to me, "Say it directly."

"Don't take Aang away." I looked at Brother Feng and said, Brother Feng shook his head when he heard me say that.

"You said it the other way around, he is the one who wants to go with me." Brother Feng said, after speaking, a couple somewhere was arguing, and a bright light came from the distance behind Brother Feng, bursts of fireworks erupted, and the Brother Feng was illuminated brightly, and I saw the sparkle of fireworks flashing on Brother Feng's face, Brother Feng moved his mouth and said to me: "Just take Aang away from me, Xu Chunmao..."

When the car got on the expressway, the sky was slowly turning bright, the speed of the car was too fast, the coat slipped off, and the gun in Aang's back pocket was too ostentatious, so I re-covered Brother Feng's suit.For some reason, I now think of an old movie in the past, an American movie in [-], describing a pair of mandarin duck robbers robbing a bank and wandering around the world. The elegant skirt, and the handsome hero in casual attire wearing a cowboy hat and holding a gun are extremely charming.It's a pity that I can't wear a long skirt, and Aang can't wear a cowboy hat. I just use it to let Aang escape a conflict that may go off at any time.

"You know that the relationship between the elder brother and the younger brother is like an underground lover in my opinion. They sacrificed their lives for my elder brother and gave everything to me, but I am the elder brother. In the end, there was no way to give him any credit. I love my brothers, and fooling around with them is as refreshing as having sex with women. Those things may look stupid in the eyes of others. They laugh at us for not doing things without brains. But if you If you really love someone and get dizzy, no matter how much you know the consequences of this matter, you will still fall down."

"I still hope that Aang won't be with me. In every sense, he is still under Brother Nan, and it doesn't look good to be with me. Although he doesn't care, I care about this." Brother Feng told me his feelings Thought, also told me the whereabouts of Aang, Aang is now temporarily living in a small elegant room that Brother Feng rented for him, and told me not to worry.

"How do I bring Aang back?" I asked, Brother Feng listened to my question, and threw me something, a car key.

"When that day comes, you just need to drive me and Aang in that car, and you don't have to ask about the rest. When everything is settled, you can drive Aang away." Brother Feng said this, but I didn't expect him He used a method that made Aang completely irresistible, and handed him over to me.

Flunitrazepam, a colorless, odorless psychotropic drug, is also a sedative and sleeping pill.This small pill is very famous, because it is often used by lawbreakers to rape people. It is also commonly known as "FM2". As long as a small pill takes [-] minutes, it can make people fall into a deep sleep , feel nothing.Brother Feng made a powder and added it to the water given to Aang, and let Aang drink a few sips intentionally or unintentionally, and finally the medicine took effect, and gently pushed Aang into the car, without any effort.

"Actually, I don't have any interest in whether you are gay or whether you are doing research on how to get into this circle, but you should also know that some debts should be paid..." I listened to the recording in the car Brother Feng continued with his magnetic voice:

"I still don't believe that you jumped into the circle because of some fucking research. I believe there are more reasons behind it. Otherwise, Brother Nan would not have tried his best to ask Aang to check your details. I don't care what you are Is it really just a person who simply sacrifices for academics, or has a different reason, those have nothing to do with me. I just want to ask you one thing, Xu Chunmao..."

Do you recognize this brother Aang?

I turned into the highway rest stop, and it was already daylight.During weekdays, there are not many people at the rest stop.I parked in a parking space and looked at Aang who was sleeping soundly with his mouth open on the back seat. I suddenly pulled out my earphones, plugged them into Brother Feng’s cell phone, and gently put the earphones into Aang’s ear holes .

Brother Feng’s mobile phone password seems to have been removed by him. I swipe through the file folder, looking for the song that Brother Feng asked Aang just now, but I found a bunch of photos. There is a woman and a little girl in the picture. Playing in the water for a trip, I saw Brother Feng holding their photos in his arms, smiling happily, one photo after another, and finally a divorce certificate.And I saw A Ang when he was young, with highlighted hair and permed hair, like a kid in the second grade. He was wearing boxers with a bare upper body, and his tattoos were not finished, but his figure was very good, unlike now With a belly.

There are a few videos, including Aang vomiting in the trash can in the clubhouse because of inadvertent drinking, there are videos of Brother Feng going out with his divorced wife and children, there are clips of Ah Shan and Aang arguing with him, and there are drag racing, The birthday fun belongs to the three of them. The sound of these films is now returning to Aang’s ears, bit by bit, those clamoring, nonsense, and then growing up. After parting ways, they still can’t help but want to see each other How are you doing?

I took the earphones on one side, and couldn’t help but want to hear the sound of Aang and his brother passing by. I played a clip, and the three of them seemed to go to the same place. Uncomfortable, I simply closed my eyes and listened to the noisy voices, only to find out that the scene of this movie should be a KTV box.

Ah Ang didn't know what was stimulated, he dragged his clothes and pants after swearing, and then seemed to force Ah Shan's pants to be taken off, and they fucked each other with Ah Shan, rolled into a ball, and finally beat something flipped.Brother Feng said: "Regular, work-study students don't earn much money and it's hard work, don't mess with others. Sing and sing, ah, don't you want to teach me to sing this Taiwanese song? Hurry up! Don't look down on your big brother from other provinces." People, Taiwanese digging horses are Jin Lian Deng, Ga Lin speaks! Come! Sing and drink...

I hummed a few lines along with the music in the video. Only when the song came to the chorus did I realize that it was the song that Brother Feng asked A Ang just now, a song "Love your enemies" and "Love waits for future generations".In the middle of singing, Brother Feng's singing stopped suddenly, and then I heard Brother Feng say: "Ang Tsai is really not together?"

"Brother..."

I opened my eyes and looked at Aang, the voice of Aang in the video continued: "I'm sorry...I have to cry..."

"It's nothing, even if you don't dig right, Li Ma is the brother of digging, and the later generations, Lin Lianggang, are all digging here, big brother?"

"Of course!" Ah Shan said.

"Hmm..." I heard A Ang's voice, and then saw that the shaking video suddenly stopped, clearly reflecting A Ang's talking face, his serious expression, looking at Brother Feng and saying to him: "Brother , do you want to replay your song?"

But life cannot be replayed.

I bought a few pots of tea and drove on the highway not knowing where I was going.I turned off both my mobile phone and Aang's. I don't know when Aang will wake up, but how should I explain Brother Feng's decision to him after waking up?I re-listened to what Brother Feng said to me that night, it was that sentence again: Do you recognize this brother A Ang?

"I don't recognize my brother...Brother Feng..." I murmured in the car.

"I think it's Gaba who fell in love with Kiri wearing a leather tail...Brother Feng."

So you just got jealous?

12-falling rain

At the final stage of my dissertation, I basically discussed the direction of revision with Professor Li one-on-one. Although I am not ignorant of the rules in the academic circle, there are several items in which my views with the professor are reversed, such as letter question of validity.Academic papers attach great importance to both credibility and effectiveness. Although the main purpose of the paper is to verify whether one's answer is in line with the facts, it is not as self-justifying as an online article, and even the supervisor is not responsible.Whether it is statistics and interviews, they are the two most important points in sociology. The two usually pull each other. For example, although they are highly reliable, they are not effective. But the reliability is not high, it can only prove that it can be implemented in this direction, but it cannot find the root cause and solve it.Therefore, it is very difficult to find papers with high reliability and validity.

When Professor Li read my paper, he was a little surprised. At first, I thought it might be an encouragement to me, a research assistant who has been playing tricks for a long time, but unexpectedly, Professor Li said: "I didn't expect that there is such a Viewpoints, and extended to 70s British sociology research papers as an extension, it is too brilliant."

For the first time I heard the professor's praise, I laughed a little. I felt that the professor's effect was too exaggerated. A mere research assistant in the school can write a long speech.Professor Li returned the first draft to me, and the person said: "Write this paper well, Xu Chunmao, when it is finished, no matter what time it is, send it to the professor immediately, and I will help revise it. I think this paper should be published in the seminar of Academia Sinica." .”

The professor smiled at me and said the almost impossible thing, but the expression was not a joke, I thanked the professor for leaving