Boys

Cigarette butts or fireworks.The burns and beatings on the face resulted in partial loss of vision in the right eye, a single broken front tooth, obvious strangle marks on the neck and sewage in the mouth should have been subjected to suffocation-style water torture...

"There is a black corner of my right eye now, but fortunately it's not a big problem." Jun Zhao smiled and talked about his own affairs, but I knew that he had just gone through a painful spot in his life. This is Nana Speaking to me, she became more and more excited as she spoke. There were many people watching outside. I reminded her that she realized that she lost her composure and stopped her voice.

Jun Zhao didn't do gangsters, not because of the failure of this incident.On the contrary, what the other party did this time gave the "boss" above Jun Zhao all the more reason to justifiably set the stage.And Junzhao is just a chess piece that was used to sacrifice. It should be said that Junzhao survived this time because he rushed to save people in a rage at that time. Otherwise, death or life is just a "thing" for the superior.

After this incident, everyone's life goes on as usual

However, Junzhao's entire right hand could not return to normal condition due to serious injury and musculoskeletal damage.

After this incident, Jun Zhao, who was lying on the hospital bed, heard that the black face asked someone to come to the hospital and said to him: The boss sent 10 yuan in condolence money.An arm, a life of risking his life every day, in the end, Junzhao's loyalty was paid off by 10 yuan.

"Is your arm okay?" I asked.

Hearing my question, Junzhao said, "You know, I don't feel it. He is just like an ornament now." Junzhao raised his right hand, and I saw that the trembling right hand was very difficult to lift. Junzhao stretched out his hand, and I held it , He began to squeeze me back hard, but I couldn't feel the strength of his right hand at all.Jun Zhao let go, and sat down with me on the stone chair at the corner of the street with a wry smile. He said, "Although Nana forbids me to say it, sometimes I still feel like a useless person."

From the hospital to the discharge, Jun Zhao’s world has changed. The younger brothers who followed him have basically left, because he has no more bureaus. Jun Zhao takes every brother seriously, but when he is discharged from the hospital, he can only go out silently. In the hospital, when you become a big brother sentenced to be out of the game, those young boys who used to follow behind you will want to follow you, everyone will come out to eat and drink, and you are too stupid to think that you will be a brother for the rest of your life.

And now what the hell is left?

No one answered the black-faced calls. No matter how many calls Jun Zhao made, the powerless Jun Zhao could only return to one place, which was the small apartment where he and Nana lived.Lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, slowly said from the mouth: "Damn... trash."

At dinner, Jun Zhao tried his best to lift his right hand to hold the chopsticks, but no matter how many times he couldn’t lift his hand, he stuck his right hand with his left hand and stuffed the chopsticks into his right fingers, but the chopsticks just fell on the table crisply, Jun Zhao opened his eyes. Big eyes, mouth wide open, looking at the chopsticks that fell on the table, my fingers don't even have the strength to hold the chopsticks now.The chopsticks in his left hand could not pick up anything. Nana, who was sitting across from the table, saw Jun Zhao's appearance, and gave him a spoon to use... Jun Zhao saw the spoon in Nana's hand, and somehow got angry.

"You look down on me, don't you... Fuck! You fucking look down on me, don't you!"

With a flick of the spoon and a sweep of the bowl, they all fell off the dining table.Jun Zhao hit the table heavily with his left hand, Nana just stepped aside without saying a word, silently picking up the food and bowls and chopsticks that Jun Zhao dropped to the ground.She saw Junzhao sitting on a chair, looking at her right hand with her head lowered, silent.She dumped the finished things into the trash can, turned on the stove filled with water to boil, and took out the frozen rice from the refrigerator and poured it in to make porridge.

White porridge, pickles are placed on the porridge, there are only spoons and no chopsticks.

"I'm going to resign at the end of this month," Nana said, putting on her earrings.

"I want to open a small shop. I have seen and planned the shop. Come and help me next Sunday."

"..." Jun Zhao looked at the bowl of porridge without saying a word until Nana went out.

You need a backer when you are working in the store, so I will be your temporary boyfriend, which is also convenient for you.Don't worry, if you don't do it, I will let you go. I, Jun Zhao, can do what I say, and if you don't believe me, you can ask my brother.

Jun Zhao, who helped Nana open the store, suddenly remembered the words he said to Nana when he fell in love with her. Nana finally agreed to keep the relationship between the lady and the benefactor's boyfriend and girlfriend.He knew that her girlfriend would have a physical relationship with the guests, so it was impossible for her to come out and do it, but Nana had a bottom line not to be a S, at most she would be a little S, and there was a black face watching for him.

But Junzhao also realized that he is no longer the big brother who has a group of younger brothers, and the Nai Nai in front of him is no longer the lady in the casual clothes shop. The line between him and her was broken the moment he entered the hospital.Junzhao picked up the hammer in his left hand to fix the nail, but his right hand was weak. At this time, Nana's hand suddenly reached out and stuck to his right hand to help him fix the nail.

Junzhao looked at Nana, and carefully tapped the hammer himself. Nana didn't speak, and the two just nailed rows of display cabinet chairs silently.When painting, Nana adjusted it for Jun Zhao, and Jun Zhao painted the shop. The two worked silently for several days.

"Let's go out and eat."

Nana was a little surprised, Junzhao suddenly said to himself that he wanted to eat outside.The two hadn't gone out together at night for a long time. Junzhao put on his clothes with one glove, and finally put on the shirt, but found that the other hand was difficult to get in. At this moment, Junzhao felt someone gently lift his right hand, The shirt sleeve slipped into his arm, Nana straightened the shirt, buttoned it one by one, and buttoned it for Jun Zhao, and stuffed the shirt into the trousers. Zip up.

Through the glass window outside, Jun Zhao saw the terrible scars on his face.People who met him couldn't help staring at him. He frowned and lowered his head, but a gentle voice next to him said to him, "You said, don't look at the ground when you walk."

Pulling his hand and rubbing it into his arm, Jun Zhao looked at Nai Nai who was wearing glasses beside him. It was just an ordinary side face, with unkempt hair on his shoulders, wearing a casual top and jeans, wearing a Wearing a small bag from the night market, the girls I knew in the past were prettier than her, and they appeared in many appearances, but why did I like it?

And what is the point of you continuing to be by my side like this?Jun Zhao brushed Nana's hair behind his ears, thinking about his current appearance, what else could he do to keep this woman by his side?To talk about the result of giving up on him and turning to choose someone else, Jun Zhao has always been ready, but Nana didn't say anything, stay?or go?Nana never gave him an answer.

The restaurant was noisy, and when the dishes came, Junzhao used his unaccustomed left hand to hold the noodles, like a child. He had just picked up the meat, but the meat fell off as soon as his hand slipped. Junzhao couldn’t hold the bowl. Finally, he bent down and leaned into the bowl to eat the noodles. This method caused the people at the next table to look sideways, until Junzhao gave them a glare before turning his head away.

"Why do you suddenly want to eat outside?" Nana asked.

"If I ask you to eat out by yourself, you will definitely not agree. And..."

"And?" Nana wondered.

"The porridge you cook...is so unpalatable."

"..." The two were silent for a while, and suddenly laughed together after taking one, two, and three steps.

"She said that no matter what I become, she will be with me forever."

Junzhao smiled to me, exposing the front teeth on the missing side made him look silly when he was originally sunny.When I got back to Nana's shop, a man came out. He was a big, bald-headed man.The boy came out of Nana's shop?This is a bit weird in a store that sells women's clothing and girls' accessories, but suddenly I saw Yamato nodding to Jun Zhao, and said, "Ah, Jun Zhao Daㄟ."

"I'm not your big brother, I help Nana deliver the goods, I'm a villain, and I trouble you every time." Jun Zhao said.

"Shrimp talk, big brother is going to take care of Sijia Ni, this should be ㄟ. Let me go to work, I will go first." After the bald man finished speaking, he patted Junzhao on the shoulder and walked to the small truck on the street go.

"I used to be my little brother, and then I went to work as a freight forwarder. Now Nana ordered the goods, and he helped to deliver them. At first, he said that he would not charge money. After one or two times, I thought this would not work, so I followed the principle. How can it be possible? Let him absorb the freight by himself, it can't be like this." Jun Zhao said to me.

Only then did I hear from Junzhao that there were some younger brothers who had been with him before because he helped them break away from the gang. Many of them came back to help him after hearing about him, and one of them introduced him to the factory. Work, can start next month.

"I used to run hundreds of thousands of jumps as soon as I made a move, but now I have [-] and six days off a month. I have added and subtracted. Can't you feed a woman? Are you right?" Junzhao said to me, and was caught off guard just after he finished speaking. Nana called, and Nana asked him to help order the delivered goods, and there were still customers in the store to greet.Jun Zhao went to the back of the store to order goods, and Nana greeted the customers. The former eldest brother and young lady are now the clerks of the grocery store in the alley.I saw that they were busy thinking that they should go too. Unexpectedly, when I walked out the door, Nana suddenly chased me out.

"If you want to leave, let me know first." Nana said.

"Is Jun Zhao okay?" I asked.

"It's much better. I came out slowly. Before I opened the store, I kept telling me to break up." Nana said.

"Break up?" I wondered, just now Junzhao didn't mention this.

"Don't think he's strong, he's just a big brother who likes to pretend to make people think he's fine."

Nai Nai told me that Jun Zhao, who is not in the scenery, has always felt in his heart that apart from