life fate

When Zisangyu returned to Zisang's residence, it happened to be rainy.

Zi Sang Bi was waiting for him at the gate of Zi Sang Mansion: "Are you back?"

"Well," Zi Sangyu smiled, "Where's Daddy?"

"On the hospital bed, the doctor is asking a doctor." Zi Sangbi's eyes stayed on Zi Sangyu's face for a while, and he found that Zi Sangyu didn't look as thin as before, his face was rosy, but there was an unconcealed expression in his eyes. worry.Zi Sangshi doted on this little son since he was a child. No matter what he said, Zi Sangyu still had a deep affection for Zi Sangshi.

He suppressed all his thoughts and led Zisangyu to Zisangshi's ward.

The inquiring doctor had just left the house, and when he saw Zi Sang Bi, he saluted: "Patriarch Zi Sang."

"How is my father?"

The doctor glanced at Zi Sang Yu, and Zi Sang Bi waved his hand when he saw this, indicating that he didn't need to worry about it and could just talk.On the contrary, Zi Sangyu was a little embarrassed, he seemed to be a complete outsider when he went out this time.

The doctor's expression was a bit embarrassed: "Master Zisang may... die soon. It would be fine if he is willing to take the medicine, but he doesn't care about his body now, and I, I am helpless."

Zi Sangyu was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, his body flickered, and he subconsciously reached out and grabbed Zi Sangbi's clothes.Zi Sangbi looked back at the pale Zi Sangyu, frowned slightly, and immediately gave him a hand.

Zi Sangbi turned his head and said to the doctor: "The medicine is still prepared as usual, and it will be prepared and delivered every day. Please trouble the doctor."

"Patriarch Zisang is very polite."

Zi Sangbi led Zi Sangyu into the door: "Father's condition is not optimistic, he doesn't take medicine himself, and now there is not much time to wake up. You...you should be mentally prepared."

Zi Sangyu has already recovered, he did not expect Zi Sangshi's serious illness to have reached this point.And before myself... I was actually grinding you and me with Zixiu.

When he walked in, he saw Zisangshi lying on the bed. The once majestic master Zisang was lying on the hospital bed dying, looking crippled and desolate.

Zi Sangyu felt that he couldn't lift his heels, and his father who taught him, the strict and kind father, seemed to have disappeared in a blink of an eye.

In the end, it was Zi Sangbi who broke the silence. He walked to the bed and said, "Father, are you awake? I know you don't want to talk to me. Now I have brought back your favorite Ayu. You want to talk to me." Did he talk?"

Zi Sangshi blinked, then coughed suddenly, his face flushed red.Seeing this, Zi Sangyu hurried up to help Zi Sangbi up, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he began to cry: "Father, father..." But his tears still did not fall, but his eyes were red and his brows were wrinkled.

Zi Sangshi finally opened his eyes, his gaze fell on Zisangyu's face and he couldn't take it away. He said hoarsely, "Ayu..."

Now Sang Yu couldn't hold back his tears, he gasped and said, "Father, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Zi Sangshi seemed to want to raise his hand to pat Zi Sangyu's head, but he raised his hand a little, but it still dropped heavily without strength.Now he was able to catch his breath, and slowly spit out the rest of the words: "You have been obedient since you were a child... What's the matter now, why don't you listen to your father?"

"Father, it's Ah Yu who is unfilial!" He grabbed Zi Sangshi's hand and slapped himself hard on the face.Zi Sangyu's skin was fair in the first place, but he put in a lot of effort, and his face became red and swollen all of a sudden.

Zi Sangbi watched from the side with his eyes fixed, but in the end he still didn't say anything, and stood silently by the side.

He drifted away from the scene in front of him, thinking of his childhood.Zi Sang Shi has always protected his wife, and he originally planned to only have Zi Sang as his mother's main wife for the rest of his life.But her own mother climbed onto Zi Sangshi's bed in an unscrupulous way, and became pregnant with Zi Sangbi.

He himself was destined not to be favored by Zi Sangbi since he was conceived. As long as he can remember, Zi Sangshi has never shown him a smiling face.

His mother always taught him to study hard and stand out, so that Zi Sangshi could see him as a bastard.So he worked very hard since he was a child, he didn't dare to cry or make trouble, and he grew up desperately to be independent, just to let Zi Sangshi see himself.

Later, Zi Sang Yu was born, and the whole Zi Sang House paid attention to this young master, and even Zi Sang Shi, who had always been stern, always showed a smile.

It was only then that Zi Sangbi discovered that someone could easily obtain what he could not get with his best efforts.

"Father!" Zi Sangyu's voice pulled Zi Sangbi out of his memories, and he heard Zi Sangyu say: "Father, I really can't live without him!"

Zi Sangshi coughed a few more times: "Then, then you want to piss me off!"

Zi Sangbi didn't know why the conversation had come to this point, he frowned and looked at the two people who were in a stalemate.

The personalities of the two fathers and sons are surprisingly alike in this aspect, neither of them is willing to back down and stares at each other with wide eyes.Zi Sangshi lay on the bed for many days, with disheveled hair, yellow and thin face, and finally Zisangyu softened his heart: "Father, why do you have to care about these things? I'm still fine now. Could it be that it's hard for me to find a girl I don't love? alright?"

Zi Sang Shi still didn't speak, just looked at Zi Sang Yu.It happened that a servant who delivered medicine came up, and Zisangyu exhaled: "Father, I will give you medicine first."

Zi Sangshi didn't know what he thought of, so he nodded.Zi Sangyu just played some more, took the medicine bowl and sat on the bedside to feed him medicine: "Father, no matter what, you have to take care of yourself. This time I came back late, and I will accompany you in the future." your."

While taking the medicine, Zi Sangshi raised his head and said, "Have you been with me all this time?"

Zi Sangyu: "...Naturally." At worst, he and Zixiu could move back from that small town in the south of the Yangtze River, buy a small house near Zisang's mansion, and then come to accompany Zisangshi every day by himself.

Only then was Zi Sangshi satisfied, and for the first time obediently drank the medicine.

Zi Sang Bi thought that Zi Sang Shi was not in good health, and planned to let Zi Sang Yu help him to sleep.As soon as he opened his mouth, he heard Zi Sangshi say: "A few days ago, I asked the doctor for a medicine that can cure all diseases. You don't know how to take care of your health when you are alone, so I asked for it specially for you. You can take it today."

Now Zi Sang Bi's face didn't wrinkle completely, he didn't know which doctor Zi Sang Shi asked for medicine.What's more, the person who is seriously ill now is obviously himself, and his own life is not guaranteed, so he still misses Zi Sangyu?

There was a small cabinet next to the bed, and Zi Sangbi groped for a long time before he found a small box.He was used to seeing gold and silver treasures in his life, but at this moment he showed a cherished expression towards this small box.

It was indeed just a blood-red pill inside, but it looked more like a poison.

"I don't have anything to do, why are you keeping the medicine for me?" Zi Sangyu refused, "Hurry up and eat it, Dad! Take it and you will be cured!"

Zi Sangshi glanced at Zi Sangyu reproachfully: "I just begged for you, it won't work if others take it." He had already talked about this, and Zi Sangyu had to swallow the pill no matter what.

The taste of this medicine is a little strange, even with a bit of pungent taste, and the body feels dry and hot after taking it.But this feeling was only for a moment, and soon disappeared without a sound.Zi Sangbi was still suspicious, but after seeing that Zi Sangyu was fine, he couldn't help laughing at himself... Could it be that Zi Sangshi was willing to give Zi Sangyu poison?

Only then did Zi Sangshi feel relieved, and let Zi Sangyu go down to rest.

When I come back this time, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave for a while.Zi Sangyu's room was kept intact, and after packing his luggage, he began to write letters to Zixiu.

He had just unfolded the letter paper and picked up a pen to write the word "Zixiu", when he felt a vague pain in his heart.The pain was very subtle, but it lasted forever, and Zi Sangyu couldn't describe this feeling accurately.

Is it really lovesickness?

The more he wrote, the more uncomfortable he felt, thinking that it might be caused by his exhaustion.So he put down his pen and planned to take a good rest for a while.

Zi Sangbi has been thinking about that medicine all the time, and he always feels that what he takes out from Zi Sangshi's hands will not be so simple.So he asked someone to investigate Zi Sangshi's whereabouts all the time, and he really didn't know what the old fox was thinking...

The rain has been falling all the time, and the rainy days in the south of the Yangtze River are very suitable for sleeping. When it is rainy, the sky is always a little drowsy.When the temperature is low and the light in the room is dim, people's laziness will breed, and sleepiness can't be stopped no matter what.

Zi Sangyu fell into a nightmare, he has always slept soundly, he rarely even had dreams, let alone nightmares.This nightmare is also very strange. The world is full of colors, turning blood red for a while, and pitch black for a while.The world kept expanding and shrinking, and Zi Sangyu was so oppressed that he could hardly breathe.

Just when he thought he was going to suffocate to death, there was a sudden knock on the door.He broke free from the nightmare suddenly, and sat up straight.There was still the sound of pattering rain outside the house, and the feeling of the rest of his life made him gasp for breath.A servant's voice came from outside the door: "Second Young Master, the Patriarch asked you to get up for dinner."

"Understood." Only then did Zi Sangyu regain his composure.

He hardly ever had dinner with Zi Sangbi, but now he just wants to find someone to stay with, and he can't refuse.However, Zi Sangbi is still not enthusiastic about him, and there is no sense of familiarity between the two of them as brothers.

But this didn't prevent Zi Sangyu from feeling a little more at ease, he thought of Zixiu again, and remembered that Zixiu would always hold him in his arms while eating, and then feed him bite by bite.

For some reason, the feeling of suffocation in the nightmare surged up from the bottom of my heart again, and my heart throbbed a little, so Zi Sangyu had to cheer up and eat.

He went to see Zi Sangshi again after dinner, but Zi Sangshi fell into a coma.He went to sit by Zi Sangshi's bed, said some irrelevant words, and then went back to his room.

Before the letter to Zixiu was finished, Zisangyu looked at the word "Zixiu" and suddenly didn't know how to write.

On the other side, Zi Sangbi finally got an answer about what he ordered people to go down to inquire.

The person who came said: "Patriarch, there is news."