life fate

Zuo Hufa had a very cultured name before everyone called him Zuo Hufa. His name was Liang Jinyu.His ancestors were all honest farmers, and his parents took great pains to give him such a name.They specially asked the teacher in the village to choose a lot of names, and then took them to the fortune teller to pick and choose.Finally, it was determined that this was the name of a cultural person. They hoped that their son would study hard and get a good name, and one day he would be able to leave this remote village.

But his parents didn't expect that his son failed to learn the culture of a cultured man, but he learned the tolerance of a cultured man first... He actually likes men rebelliously!

This matter has to start with him going to school. The new teacher is a young man. He once won the second place and became a high-ranking official. Then he resigned and came to this remote place for some reason.

He spoke in a soft voice, although he couldn't lift his hands or shoulders, but he was born with a gentle appearance, and no one looked down on him.Others always say that "you are a scholar if you are useless", but in this small village where almost everyone does not know a single word, everyone respects scholars very much.

Liang Jinyu is a student of this Mr. Su, and he always asks Mr. Su if he doesn't understand anything.After he discovered his dirty thoughts about his husband, he also ran to ask him what was going on.This was overheard by his classmates. The teenagers were just the age to make trouble, and spread the news that Liang Jinyu was a stinky dragon to the small village overnight.

Although Mr. Su reprimanded him, the children in the school always excluded Liang Jinyu and made fun of him from time to time.Some parents even think that Mr. Su is not very clean, saying that a scholar is just elegant on the surface, maybe there is something dirty hidden in his heart.

Not only would Liang Jinyu not be able to go to school due to this disturbance, she would also be unable to open the school.

Liang Jinyu's parents couldn't believe it and asked their son if he really liked men. Liang Jinyu pouted and said yes.

His youthful spirit made him feel that there was nothing wrong with him, he just liked a man, so why should he be weirder than others?

But Liang's father and Liang's mother didn't think so. They had been honest farmers all their lives, and suddenly they raised such a "rebellious" son, which really made them feel ashamed in front of the villagers.The two locked Liang Jinyu in the small room, and did not admit their mistakes and did not release them.

The house has only small windows, and Liang Jinyu curls up on the bed every day, looking at the blue sky and white clouds from the window.It was still the season when the grass was growing and the warbler was flying, and the sound of children playing could be heard outside, Liang Jinyu thought in a daze: I was still catching fish and shrimp in the fish pond and small river at this time in previous years.

Until one day, someone climbed to a high window to block the blue sky and white clouds.That was the first time Liang Jinyu saw Song Yi.

At that time, Song Yiye was still a young boy, and he grinned at Liang Jinyu.Liang Jinyu was dumbfounded, and could only blink in a daze, then watched Song Yi get in through the small window, turned over and jumped into the room.

"You..." Liang Jinyu was stunned for a long time, not remembering what she wanted to say, and blinked at Song foolishly.

Instead, Song Yi touched the sweet-scented osmanthus candy out with a smile: "Do you want to eat it? It's selling well outside." Song Yi peeled off the candy wrapper and brought the candy to Liang Jinyu's lips.

Liang Jinyu avoided it, and then remembered what she wanted to ask: "Who are you? How did you get in? What are you doing here?"

The cannonball-like questions made Song Yi laugh. He stuffed the candy into his mouth and smashed it twice before answering one by one: "My name is Song Yi, and I read it here. As for what you are here for, eat a candy." I'll tell you."

Liang Jinyu has long been greedy looking at the sweet-scented osmanthus candy. Their family's situation is not good, and it is not bad to be able to eat one sweet-scented osmanthus candy a year.The last time he ate it was given to him by his husband... Only when he thought of his husband did he feel a little annoyed, this time he has caused more trouble for him.

So Liang Jinyu took the candy and threw it into his mouth, turned it around twice with his tongue, and then pressed it against the root of his teeth on the side of his face: "Tell me." I can't bear to vomit.After Song Yi didn't answer for a long time, Liang Jinyu said slowly, "You bought fake sweet-scented osmanthus candy. The one from Mrs. Liu's house in the village is the best."

Song Yi laughed out loud, "You're still very picky."

In the end, Song Yi didn't say what he came for, and Liang Jinyu didn't drive him away.He was panicked, as long as the person who came did not take his life, he would be happy to have someone to accompany him.If it took his life...he thought of his parents saying that they wished him to die, so he couldn't help but sighed a long time.It would be fine if someone came to take his life, as long as he had a good time.

Song Yi asked seemingly unintentionally: "You are so young, why are you sighing?"

Liang Jinyu wanted to express her grievances, but she stopped looking at Song Yi's pretty face... He was afraid that Song would leave as soon as he heard it.So he could only shake his head, exerting his youthful ingenuity to the extreme, and said lightly, "I had a fight with my parents."

Fortunately, Song Yi didn't press him, but just chatted with him about some village affairs.He said that he just arrived in the village and was considering whether to live permanently.He looks well dressed, good-looking, somehow willing to go to the backcountry... just like Mr....

Thinking of her husband, Liang Jinyu became even more worried.

Song Yi didn't stay for too long, and then he said goodbye to Liang Jinyu and walked away from the window.

It was still blue sky and white clouds outside, and the silence in the room made people feel sad.If it wasn't for the sweetness of sweet-scented osmanthus candy in his mouth, Liang Jinyu would have thought that Song Yi had imagined it by himself.

Song Yi came again the next day, but he still brought a bag of sweet-scented osmanthus candy through the window.

"I asked for directions to the old lady Liu's house in the village to buy it." Song Yi sat next to Liang Jinyu with a smile, and handed the paper bag over, "Try it."

Seeing that Song Yi came again, Liang Jinyu couldn't be happier, picked up an osmanthus candy and threw it into his mouth. Before he tasted the taste, he yelled, "It's delicious!"

Song Yi laughed and chatted with him like yesterday.Maybe it was because Liang Jinyu was really excited, so she spoke loudly, which alarmed Liang's mother who was spinning downstairs, and hurried up the stairs to see what was going on.

Song Yi was much more vigilant than Liang Jinyu, and pulled Liang Jinyu who was beaming at the side: "Someone is coming up."

The room is very small, except for the bed, there is only a small wooden table... This is also used by Liang's father and Liang's mother to read and write for him.In desperation, Liang Jinyu covered Song Yi under the quilt, held him down through the quilt, and started humming softly.

Song Yi was so crushed that he almost couldn't breathe. The child's reaction was much faster than he expected, and he didn't even finish his sentence.He wanted to say... I'll go first.

Mother Liang probably didn't hear anything else, she just knocked heavily on the door: "You bastard, are you so happy to make your parents mad!" After saying that, Mother Liang went downstairs, her footsteps The voice was so loud that Liang Jinyu could hear it clearly.

He was a little sad, and the sadness spread up and enveloped him all of a sudden, his eyes were red and he almost burst into tears.But he sniffed, held back his tears, and forced a smile on his face.

Song Yi could no longer hear footsteps, but he didn't know why Liang Jinyu didn't let him go.So he turned over with difficulty and lifted Liang Jinyu off.Liang Jinyu was taken aback, and only then remembered that there was someone else in the room.He smiled embarrassedly: "I'm so sorry, I forgot about you."

Song Yi: "...it's okay." He could see that Liang Jinyu was not in a good mood. He had already inquired about the situation in the village in the past two days, so he reached out and stroked Liang Jinyu's hair: "I'll tell you It's something in the rivers and lakes."

Liang Jinyu's eyes lit up immediately, making Song Yi's mood inexplicably complicated.

When Song Yi was leaving, Liang Jinyu still asked, "Are you coming tomorrow?"

Song Yi thought for a while: "I haven't been to school, if I come tomorrow, you have to tell me about the school."

Liang Jinyu fell silent for a moment, the good mood just now dissipated, she lowered her head and did not speak.The two stalemate for a while, and Song Yi took the lead to make a compromise: "Then I will tell you about the world tomorrow, and you will tell me about the school the day after tomorrow."

"Okay!" Liang Jinyu raised her head, anyway, it can be a day later.

The next day Song Yi came again, this time he didn't bring sweet-scented osmanthus, he brought some pastries.While eating, Liang Jinyu listened to Song Yi's talk about the world. Song Yi's voice was nice, and he could tell stories with ups and downs.

When he was talking about *, he suddenly stopped, and turned to look at Liang Jinyu: "People outside say you have broken sleeves, is it true?"

Liang Jinyu was originally in high spirits, but suddenly her voice became hoarse, and even the smile was still on her face.It took him a while to stop laughing, showing the sadness of being alone, but he still gave a low "um".

He had already made plans to lose Song Yi, but he still felt a little uncomfortable, after all, it was rare to have someone to accompany him.

But Song Yi moved closer and hooked his neck: "Don't be afraid, I am too."

Liang Jinyu raised her face in disbelief, and paused for a while before saying, "Did you get kicked out by your family, and you can only hide here with us?"

Song Yi was silent for a moment, looked at Liang Jinyu for a while, and could only nod his head.

"You are so miserable," Liang Jinyu actually felt sympathetic to him first, "But I may soon be kicked out by my parents..." His tone was a little teasing, but his expression was so sad that he was about to cry, his eyebrows drooping.

Song Yi comforted: "It's okay, I will be with you."

Liang Jinyu looked at him for a long while without answering, but tears slowly overflowed from his eyes.The ridicule and ridicule of the crowd was like a quagmire, pulling him further and further down.He dragged his heavy steps and walked alone in the darkness. The young man's thin frame had long been unable to withstand the pressure approaching from all sides, and he just walked forward holding his strength.

Today, finally someone is willing to give him a hand.