I was abandoned by the gods

Su Luobai frowned secretly, wanting to suffer, he really did not expect that Xing Yue's desire to protect Xie Qingqiu was so strong.

Especially when he tried his best to bring the topic to Xie Qingqiu just now, but Xing Yue insisted on not answering a sentence, his attitude was completely business-like.

But now it seems that Xing Yue is just holding back and not doing anything.

Seeing that Su Luobai didn't answer, Xing Yue's anger grew even higher, almost popping out from between his teeth: "I'm asking you something!"

Su Luobai, who had figured out all the joints, did not show the slightest cowardice under such a murderous aura, which was completely different from his posture in the face of evil spirits.

He even smiled at Xing Yue and said, "Xie Qingqiu and I are friends who can take any joke."

Xing Yue sneered: "Friend?! I think it's a thug!"

Looking at Xing Yue who was full of anger, Su Luobai really calmed down a lot. People with emotions are at least much easier to deal with than those who can't see through their minds.

Su Luobai said: "It's really a friend, the kind of friend who can put a knife in each other's ribs, so I can't bear to see him die like this."

Xing Yue laughed out loud as if hearing some joke, but asked back: "Then how much do you know about him?"

Su Luobai said: "Almost everything is known."

But Xing Yue said: "Then he is still willing to take the initiative to come to see me?"

I could hear this supposedly ruthless voice, but it was mixed with inexplicable loss and powerlessness.

Su Luobai raised his eyebrows, and said: "Actually, he didn't want to come, but I forced him to come here. He was writing a suicide note recently, and I was lucky enough to read it a few times. Do you want me to read it out for you? "

Xing Yue laughed, his laughter was full of powerlessness and despair, and said: "Is he... going to blow himself up again?"

I don't know if it was Su Luobai's illusion, but the eternal statue seemed to come alive.

Although it was like running out of oil, at least Su Luobai felt like a living person.

Su Luobai said: "Even if he wants to, we will stop him. I can't bear to watch my friend die in front of me like this."

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and the hall became quiet again, so quiet that one could hear a needle drop.

After waiting for a long time, just when Su Luobai thought that the other party didn't want to say more, Xing Yue started talking again.

The voice was extremely soft, so soft that if Su Luobai hadn't listened intently, she wouldn't have known what Xing Yue was talking about.

Maybe Xing Yue was just talking to himself, muttering to himself like this: "There are still ten days and eight hours."

Su Luobai frowned, and said: "What kind of day is this, is it Brother Xie's deadline?"

But Xing Yue didn't answer, and then said in that inaudible voice: "He doesn't want to see me, I know, so I have to bear it. The last time I met him, when he... was going to... blow himself up , I have been guarding in this empty hall, counting the days of his death, and only on that day can I let myself go to see him."

Su Luobai thought of Xie Qingqiu's appearance of wanting to eat his flesh and blood every time he talked about Xing Yue, and couldn't help but sigh: "If you had any unspeakable secrets at that time? You should have told him..."

Before Su Luobai could finish speaking, Xing Yue interrupted with a sneer in an instant: "There is nothing unspeakable, I just lied to him, betrayed him, killed countless direct disciples, and brought Wan Mozong to Chaoyang Sword Sect. I did everything, and he was right to hate me! After all... I destroyed everything that was like a treasure in his heart. I deserve to go down to the [-]th floor. People in hell don't deserve his forgiveness!"

While talking, Xing Yue laughed to himself, and then said in the voice without any emotion at the beginning: "I am not worthy, I knew from the beginning that my master's life is worthy of heaven and earth , have a heart of swords and violins that I want to have but have been asking for. Do you know? I also want to live happily under the sun like him."

Xing Yue closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and grabbed at the empty hall, as if he was about to grab something tightly, but after a while, he suddenly withdrew his hand again as if being burned by something.

But his laughter didn't stop, his voice was as shrill as a night owl's, hoarse and terrifying.

At this moment, Xing Yue is like a lunatic.

Su Luobai frowned, just about to speak, but was interrupted by Xing Yue.

Xing Yue's eyes still did not open, and continued to use that inhuman voice with a little mockery to say: "People like me really don't deserve to stay with Master, but...you know? I don't deserve it, but Those disciples are still unworthy, not even you... not worthy! Hahahahahahahaha, not worthy!"

Xing Yue burst into laughter immediately, and the laughter echoed in the empty hall.

But for some reason, this lunatic-like laughter fell into Su Luobai's ears, and only two words echoed infinitely.

Not worthy!

Not worthy!

Not worthy!

……

Su Luobai suddenly felt as if someone had hit her mind, and a white light flashed suddenly.

This feeling is like seeing Xie Qingqiu's memory at first, as if somewhere that was sealed, was suddenly opened by a key.

The dazzling white light filled the corners of Su Luobai's mind in an instant, as if leading him through countless time and space.

-

On the day he met the ancestor of Wanmo, the suzerain of Wanmo Sect, Xing Yue experienced the biggest change in his life.

He became an orphan.

That year, Xing Yue was just eight years old, and his family was all mortals, all relying on his father to hunt for a living.

Xing Yue has been different since he was a child. He doesn't like to cry or laugh, and has been living with a deadpan expression, as if he is not from here.

Even the parents who gave birth to him and raised him would feel terrified when they looked at Xing Yue.

On that day, disaster happened to Xingyue's family, and a group of robbers rushed into the already precarious family.

The robbers couldn't find any valuable gold, silver and jewels, so they went on a killing spree and slaughtered Xing Yue's biological parents right in front of Xing Yue's eyes!

Warm blood splashed on Xing Yue's face, and then dripped again along the arc.

Xing Yue didn't blink once from the beginning to the end, he just stood there in a daze, looking at the desperate eyes of his parents before they died.

Xing Yue was still indifferent.

He's an emotionless—

monster!

After the robber brutally killed his parents, he waved a big knife at him with a grim smile. Xing Yue just looked at the blood from his parents that remained on the blade.

Xing Yue still did not move, nor did he blink his eyes.

He is a monster.

And at this moment, the ancestor of Wanmo was attracted by the bloody smell, and killed these robbers for Xing Yue.

The ancestor Wanmo looked at Xing Yue's emotionless eyes, but as if he had discovered some kind of treasure, he laughed wildly: I didn't expect good seedlings to appear in this remote mortal world, hahahahaha!

As for Xing Yue, even when he was taken away by the Patriarch Wanmo, he was still expressionless when he saw that the home he had lived in for eight years had turned into a Shura field full of blood.

Xing Yue even smiled, he is really a monster!

Until I met that person...

Xing Yue has been living as a monster.

The author has something to say:

The second update, if you are lucky enough to apply for the list tomorrow, you will update with the number of words on the list and start saving manuscripts, laughing and crying

I wanted to post it on time at 9 o'clock, but it was an unexpected card, but I finally wrote it down.

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