Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

He raised his hand and wiped Wen Ran's wet eyes with his fingertips, but Wen Ran grabbed his hand instead.

Wen Ran kissed one finger at a time, and after kissing all the fingers, said: "Thank you for playing the guitar for me."

Then, he kissed Meng Miandong's lips again: "Thank you for singing to me."

Meng Miandong was in extreme tension just now, and he has not fully recovered yet. He kissed Wen Ran back, and put Wen Ran's hand on his heart: "Thank you for listening to me play the guitar, and thank you Hear me sing."

Wen Ran sensed the heartbeat beating hard against his palm, lowered his head, and kissed Meng Miandong's heart through his home clothes: "Congratulations, you have taken another step forward."

Meng Miandong murmured, "It's not enough."

Wen Ran rubbed Meng Miandong's hair: "I believe you will be able to take the second step, the third step, the fourth step..."

Meng Miandong rubbed his forehead against Wen Ran's palm and said, "I will not disappoint your expectations."

After finishing speaking, he said excitedly again, "Just now you lost your composure for me."

Wen Ran nodded frankly: "Yes, I lost my temper for you, I almost cried."

Meng Miandong made a wish: "Next time I will hear you cry, the kind of crying."

Wen Ran laughed and said: "Then you should work hard."

Meng Miandong clenched her fists and said, "I will work hard."

From that day on, Meng Miandong played and sang to Wen Ran every day, but after ten days, Wen Ran did not cry.

During the period, it was Meng Miandong who cried and wet Wen Ran's clothes when he and Wen Ran were reviewing a literary film by Wen Ran.

On the 11th day, after having dinner and taking a walk, Meng Miandong took Wen Ran's hand and walked to the sofa. He mustered up his courage and tried to play the DVD of his concert again.

From the first second, he turned pale with nervousness, causing Wen Ran to ask worriedly, "Can you turn it off?"

"Not good." Meng Miandong sat on Wen Ran's lap and asked Wen Ran to hug him, "That's all right."

He didn't dare to face himself in high spirits in the concert, so he focused all his attention on Wen Ran, stroking Wen Ran's hair, stroking Wen Ran's eyebrows, stroking Wen Ran's cheeks, stroking Wen Ran burning Adam's apple...

But fortunately, he didn't suffer from alcohol addiction, and he could still hold on.

He buried his face in Wen Ran's heart again, closed his eyes, calmed down, and listened to the singing of himself three years ago with his ears.

Three years ago, my timbre was as clear as a teenager, but now my timbre may be due to the damage to my throat caused by alcohol. It is not clear at all, especially in the treble part. The me three years ago can sing easily Going up, but now I am very struggling, as if I am about to die.

Not only his voice, but also his figure is not comparable to the self three years ago. Three years ago, for the sake of appearance and enough physical strength to cope with high-intensity work, he specially trained his muscles. After training his abdominal muscles, he was still in that field He showed off his abs at the concert, causing the fans present to scream. Although he has gained some weight due to Wen Ran, he is still too thin, morbidly thin, and has no muscles at all.

The self three years ago is so different from the self three years later, and I have become such a virtue, I am so sorry for the self three years ago, right?

But the self three years later has heard the news, which is something that the self three years ago did not have.

The self three years ago had never thought of falling in love, but the self three years later is in love, and often does some intimate things with Wen Ran.

Therefore, he doesn't have to envy the self three years ago, because he has already got the best and the best Wen Ran, and this alone is enough to instantly kill the self three years ago.

Wen Ran caressed Meng Miandong in his arms, while watching Meng Miandong in the concert seriously.

The Meng Miandong in the concert is Meng Miandong three years ago. He is Meng Miandong who has neither sudden deafness nor alcohol dependence. Change the whole world.

Three years ago, Meng Miandong would never have thought that he would be so decadent that he would stay behind closed doors and be addicted to alcohol, right?

But now Meng Miandong is getting better at a speed that impresses him, and there must be a day when Meng Miandong three years ago will impress him.

Meng Miandong's back was gently stroked by Wen Ran, and she allowed herself to escape for a while before facing herself three years ago.

It just so happened that three years ago, I changed into a costume at the end of the stage. This costume was covered with sequins, and the jacket didn't even have buttons, so he only took one look and saw the abs, which he doesn't have now.

He noticed that Wen Ran was looking at it seriously, and pointed at himself three years ago with dissatisfaction: "Is he better than me?"

"It's so sour." Wen Ran scratched Meng Miandong's wrinkled nose, "Is the little fool eating his own jealousy?"

Meng Miandong retorted: "I'm not a fool. I told you earlier that I'm very smart, and I graduated from a key undergraduate degree."

Wen Ranfa asked: "Since you are so smart, why are you jealous of yourself?"

Meng Miandong said bluntly: "Because he has abdominal muscles and I don't have them."

Was it for the abs?

Wen Ran smiled: "He has abdominal muscles and you don't, so can't you just train them?"

Before the words fell to the ground, he deliberately asked in a hoarse voice: "Could it be that my Miandong thinks it's more comfortable to hug with abdominal muscles?"

"No." Meng Miandong snorted, "You're playing hooligan again."

Wen Ran said seriously: "He is you, you were three years ago, you are him, you were him three years ago, so you don't need to be jealous of yourself, if you have to compare, I like you more now, because The you now will make my heart hurt, but the you three years ago will not."

Meng Miandong kissed Wen Ran, "I won't be jealous of him anymore, because he doesn't have you."

"Yes, you have me now, whether you are happy, angry, sad or happy, I will accompany you." Wen Ran and Meng Miandong intertwined their fingers, "No matter whether there are difficulties and obstacles ahead or a smooth road, we will move forward together."

"Yeah." Meng Miandong felt that his eye sockets were getting hot, and he calmed down a little before continuing to watch the concert.

He watched intently, his hands couldn't help but hold Wen Ran's hand tightly, and his nails embedded into the back of Wen Ran's hand.

Wen Ran felt a little pain, but he didn't make a sound, because his Miandong was fighting against the lingering fear, tension, inferiority and other negative emotions in his heart, he couldn't disturb his Miandong.

The concert lasted for two hours, and the last song was "Independence" which Meng Miandong played and sang.

"Independence" has no backing dance or accompaniment. He changed into a T-shirt and jeans, and simply stood on the stage alone, playing and singing by himself.

The guitar sound and singing voice, even the emotions and posture are beyond his reach now.

He stared at himself three years ago, and began to reflect on his own shortcomings.

When the song "Independence" ended, the concert ended. Three years ago, I brought my backup dancers and band to bow to all the fans.

Then, the self three years ago sat down on the lifting platform in the center of the stage.

The bustling stage returned to tranquility, but the fans off the stage were boiling, shouting encore constantly.

In the fans' encore, he reappeared on the stage three years ago and sang a new song that has not yet been released. At the end, he smiled and said to the fans: "In three months, I will start the national Please support us for the concert tour.”

Fans shouted one after another off the stage: "Xiao Miandong, see you in three months."

This is an agreement he made with his fans, and his fans kept the agreement, because the tickets for the concert three months later were all sold out in the first hour of sale; but he broke the agreement, because he was singing Sudden deafness three days before the meeting.

Another reason why the brokerage company gave up on him was the temporary cancellation of the concert, which caused heavy losses to the brokerage company, venue fees, staff salaries, various materials, promotional expenses...

So this agreement is full of irony for him now, and what is even more ironic is that after the concert, there is his 10-minute confession, in which he expressed his wish: "As long as there is one person who is willing to listen to my singing, I will It will keep on singing.”

There are still fans waiting for him to come back, but he escaped because of sudden deafness, escaped into alcohol, and made himself suffer from alcohol dependence.

Regarding singing, his attending doctor actually said that there is no problem, but the music should not be too intense, the sound of the scene should not be too loud, and ear protectors should be worn. Proper singing is actually conducive to the recovery of the left ear, but he After trying to sing, she couldn't face herself who was out of tune and allowed herself to degenerate.

For the waste of three years, the trigger was sudden deafness, the catalyst was alcohol dependence, but the biggest reason was his own weakness. He was too weak to face his own embarrassment, let alone his disability. I don't want to get sympathy from others, and I don't want to be looked down upon by others.

If he followed the doctor's advice and returned to the stage, then he would definitely not have only this concert DVD now, and his left ear is likely to have completely healed now.

However, nothing will happen if...

After the 10-minute confession, there was a long list of staff members, some of whom he could still remember the appearance of.

After the list of all the crew came out, the DVD ended and there was no picture on the TV.

He was stunned for a long time before he realized that his hands were aching from excessive exertion.

He looked down, and found that his nails were embedded in the back of Wen Ran's hand, forcing the back of Wen Ran's hand to turn red.

He wanted to let go of his fingers, but his fingers seemed to be nailed to the back of Wen Ran's hand, unable to move at all.

"Don't worry, it won't hurt." When he heard Wen Ran say this, he realized that his eyes were red with anxiety.

As soon as he realized it, his tears burst into tears instantly.

He cried because he hurt Wen Ran, and also because he regretted letting himself be weak for three years.

His eyelids were kissed by Wen Ran, Wen Ran's lips were very hot, and the tip of Wen Ran's tongue was also very hot.

He tried desperately to stop crying, but couldn't.

The self who was loved by Wen Ran became weaker.

He is no longer that lonely orphan who has no support and can only move forward bravely.

Wen Ran's mouth was already full of bitter tears, he looked at Meng Miandong and said: "My Miandong is very sweet, sweet everywhere, except tears, so don't cry anymore, even if you want to cry, you can only cry when I Cry when I hold you, because your tears are also sweet at that time."

Meng Miandong sniffed, looked back at Wen Ran through the thick mist, and cried for a while before calming down.

After calming down, the first thing he did was to let go of his hands.

After he loosened his hands, what he saw were the nail marks on the back of Wen Ran's hand, all ten nail marks broke Wen Ran's skin.

Wen Ran didn't care, but he was afraid that Meng Miandong would cry again, so he pressed down and kissed Meng Miandong.

The sweet and moist kiss made Meng Miandong fascinated, and his body sank into it, unable to extricate himself.

When Wen Ran's lips were peeled off from his lips, he took the initiative to hug Wen Ran and said, "Kiss me."

Wen Ran lowered his lips again, licking Meng Miandong's oral mucosa bit by bit, sliding across Meng Miandong's teeth bit by bit, and then rubbing Meng Miandong's Tongue.

Meng Miandong was so kissed that he let out a low moan, his whole body was soft, he confirmed again that he didn't need to envy himself three years ago, because now he has Wen Ran, and his Wen Ran is kissing him.

This kiss was too long, and it naturally gave birth to Qisi. Not long after, not only the lips and tongue, but also the body were entangled, and the air instantly became hot.

Meng Miandong's body was drenched again, and her hair was so wet that it stuck to her face.

His voice was also hoarse, but he kept expressing his feelings with low moans.

After doing it three times, Wen Ran let go of him, the feeling of emptiness knocked him down in an instant, he looked at Wen Ran aggrievedly and said: "Don't come out."

Wen Ran responded to his request gently.

The two fell asleep hugging each other, and Meng Miandong felt something strange when he woke up. He immediately realized that Wen Ran was still there, and couldn't help but smile.

Meng Miandong moved a little, Wen Ran also woke up, he stood up, kissed Meng Miandong's forehead and said, "I'll carry you to take a bath."

"It's coming out..." Meng Miandong tasted some of it with his finger before replying, "Well, I want to take a bath with you."

After Wen Ran cleaned up Meng Miandong, he carried Meng Miandong into the bathtub and went to shower by himself.

After the shower, he also walked into the bathtub and let Meng Miandong lean on him.

Meng Miandong clasped his wrist, carefully looked at the back of his hand, there were traces of blood scabs growing on the back of his hand.

"I'm sorry." Meng Miandong lowered her head, licking and kissing his blood, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pushed so hard."

He said softly: "It's okay, I know you couldn't bear it, so you did it out of instinct, not on purpose."

Meng Miandong looked at him with misty eyes and said, "Thank you for indulging my weakness. Wen Ran, I'm actually a weak person, right? In good times, I can always work hard, but in In the face of adversity, I was easily defeated. Sudden deafness is not a terminal illness, nor can it declare that my singing career is over, but I let myself stay in hell for three years. Even if my left ear is disabled, Among the disabled, I am also lucky. And even if I cannot accept the disability of my left ear, the established fact cannot be changed. What I should do is to adapt, not escape, Wen Ran..."

He tried his best to smile: "Wen Ran, accompany me to the hospital, I've decided to wear a hearing aid."

After constant mental struggle and repetition, he finally decided to wear a hearing aid, but why does Wen Ran in front of him look unhappy at all?

He pushed the corners of Wen Ran's lips up with his fingers, made a smiling expression, and then asked in confusion: "I've decided to wear a hearing aid, aren't you happy?"

Wen Ran sighed and said: "I am very contradictory, this decision is not easy for you, I think I should be happy about it, but I can't accept you wearing a booster from the bottom of my heart. Miandong, I hope your left ear get better."

"But...it's better..." Meng Miandong touched his left ear, "Once I hear a slightly louder sound, my left ear may have tinnitus, I don't think..."

He held his breath for a while before continuing: "I don't think my left ear will get better. So I decided to wear a hearing aid so that I can make music better."

In fact, for ordinary people, [-]% to [-]% hearing is enough to cope with daily life, but it is far from enough for Meng Miandong who wants to make good music and present a perfect performance.

Wen Ran stared at Meng Miandong who was working hard to become stronger, his heart ached.

After a while, he whispered, "I'll accompany you to the hospital."

The two of them soaked in the bathtub for a long time, and they didn't come out of the bathtub until the bath water turned cold.

After drying Meng Miandong's body and putting on her bathrobe, Wen Ran took a hair dryer to dry Meng Miandong's hair.

He was afraid that Meng Miandong would get tinnitus, so he turned on the lowest gear.

After drying Meng Miandong's hair, he went to blow his own.

Meng Miandong hugged Wen Ran's waist from behind, and water drops would fall from Wen Ran's hair from time to time.

Wen Ran looked at himself in the mirror and Meng Miandong, who only showed a strand of hair, awakened the system 001 in his brain, and asked, "Can Miandong's left ear recover?"

System 001 replied: "Since you entered this world, I don't know what will happen later, so I don't know if Miudong's left ear can..."

Wen Ran was too lazy to listen, before System 001 finished speaking, he turned off System 001 again.

He dried his hair half-dry, turned his head, and said, "I'll call and ask Han Cheng to make an appointment."

"En." Meng Miandong still didn't let go of Wen Ran, Wen Ran took a step, and he also took a step.

Wen Ran walked to the bedroom, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table, and called Han Cheng: "Miandong has decided to wear a hearing aid, please make an appointment with the doctor."

Wen Ran’s studio has just opened, and there are not enough staff members. Han Cheng is interviewing. When he heard Wen Ran’s words, he was surprised at first, and asked the young people who were waiting for the interview to go out first, and then asked: “Mian Dong really made up his mind. gone?"

Wen Ran said distressedly: "Miandong has really made up his mind, so we can't shake him."

Han Cheng hesitated for a moment, then replied: "Okay, I see, I'll make an appointment, wait for my call."

After Han Cheng hung up the phone, 5 minutes later, he called: "At eight o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow, I will take you to the hospital."

Wen Ran glanced at Meng Miandong, and said, "See you then."

Wen Ran's call was hands-free, and Meng Miandong heard it, and followed suit: "Thank you Brother Han, I'm sorry to trouble you."

The boy who collapsed in front of him after being declared impossible to heal his left ear had grown up.

Is it because of Wen Ranzai?

Han Cheng thought with relief, but was also sad because Meng Miandong was about to wear a hearing aid.

"Sorry, I'm going to hang up first, I still have an interview." After he hung up the phone, he didn't continue the interview immediately.

Eight o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, tomorrow, today, it is now 55:[-] in the morning.

There should be no more breakfast in the breakfast shop outside, so Wen Ran and Meng Miandong went to a porridge shop.

The porridge is casserole porridge, and the small pot is enough for two people.

Meng Miandong ordered the sorrel fish casserole porridge. The sorrel fish was very tender without spines, and there were mushrooms and green vegetables in the porridge.

Wen Ran ordered barbecued pork buns, crab roe buns, double cured meat and mango rice rolls.

After eating, it's almost lunch time.

The porridge shop is located in the shopping mall, and a new ferris wheel was built outside the mall. The two of them took advantage of the lunch time when no one was there, so they took the ferris wheel.

When the Ferris wheel reached its highest point, Wen Ran touched Meng Miandong's lips, and then confessed affectionately: "Miandong, I love you."

——There is a legend that a pair of lovers kiss when the Ferris wheel rises to the highest point, and they will be together forever.

Meng Miandong also confessed affectionately: "Wen Ran, I love you."

After they got off the Ferris wheel, they drove to the gym.

Time flies, today is over soon, then tomorrow is over, and then the day after tomorrow arrives unexpectedly.

Meng Miandong was very nervous, did not fall asleep, tossed and turned on the bed, Wen Ran was also very nervous, so nervous that she even wanted to ask Meng Miandong if she should give up.

But he understands that he should not and cannot shake Meng Miandong, this is a decision Meng Miandong made with great difficulty.

The two people who tossed and turned didn't sleep all night, watching the curtains slowly being illuminated, and watching the sunlight come in.

They looked at each other in agreement, and then got up.

After washing and changing their clothes, they went out to have breakfast.

Wen Ran didn't wait for Meng Miandong to speak, he ordered a pork pie, a scallion pancake and a deep-fried dough stick for Meng Miandong, and then superstitiously said: "Eat these, everything will go well."

Meng Miandong couldn't help complaining, "I'm not going to take an exam, I don't need a hundred points."

Wen Ran said seriously: "You take it as an exam, and after you eat these, you can get [-] points."

Knowing that Wen Ran was worried about herself, Meng Miandong stopped complaining about Wen Ran, but obediently ate a pork pie, a scallion pancake and a deep-fried dough stick.

Wen Ran was nervous and didn't have much appetite, but he still ate a bowl of small wontons and a basket of steamed willow leaves.

Since they got up too early, it was only 41:[-] in the morning when they returned home after breakfast.

It was eight o'clock in the morning when Han Cheng came to pick them up, and there was an hour and nineteen minutes left.

They were restless, suffering minute by minute, and finally waited for Han Cheng to come.

But Wen Ran secretly hoped that Han Cheng would never show up.