Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

But this kind of jealousy didn't last long, because in the ending song, Meng Miandong did too much to him.

He pinched Meng Miandong's waist, looked up at Meng Miandong, and asked with concern, "Are you okay?"

Meng Miandong broke out in a layer of hot sweat, even his eyelashes were filled with sweat, he had no strength left, and shook his head towards Wen Ran: "It's not good, I'm very tired, you should do it."

Wen Ran turned over and pressed Meng Miandong under him, and gently bullied Meng Miandong to cry.

On the fifth day, after dinner, Meng Miandong did not hide in the study, but connected the computer to the TV, and played his only concert DVD on the computer.

Three years ago, he was confident and ostentatious. He would often review this DVD. One reason was to enjoy the screams and cheers of the fans. The second reason was to find out the shortcomings in it, so as to dedicate a better performance to the fans.

But after the sudden deafness, he never watched this DVD again, because the self three years ago was too dazzling, he didn't want to watch it, let alone dared to watch it.

The reason why he used the remote control to press Wen Ran to watch this DVD before was because he was very scared.

But he has already made up his mind to face it. Only by facing the self three years ago, can he be a good self now and welcome the self tomorrow.

However, he didn't know that the eyes he looked at Wen Ran were filled with fear.

Wen Ran actually wanted to persuade Meng Miandong not to force himself, but he didn't want to hinder Meng Miandong's efforts, so he just held Meng Miandong's hand.

At the beginning of the DVD, there are pictures of the preparations for the concert and fans waiting outside to enter the venue. Then, the camera cuts to the opening of the concert. He is not on the stage at the beginning, and there is only a silhouette of him holding a microphone on the big screen. Silhouette He kept changing, and during the changing, sparks shot out around the circle of the stage. After all the sparks went out, he sat on the lifting platform and arrived at the center of the stage.

He sat on the sofa, looked at himself in the picture, and turned his head suddenly. When he heard the first line of the song, his alcohol addiction rushed up. The skin paled instantly.

He hugged Wen Ran, and said in pain: "Wen Ran, I feel very uncomfortable."

Wen Ran hurriedly turned off the TV, and asked anxiously: "Where is it uncomfortable?"

Meng Miandong replied tremblingly, "I'm addicted to alcohol."

Meng Miandong's alcohol addiction has not been committed for a long time, and Meng Miandong has been taking the three drugs disulfiram, acamprosate, and naltrexone on time and without interruption.

Therefore, Meng Miandong may not be addicted to alcohol at all. Alcohol addiction is just an illusion produced by fear and the feeling of wanting to escape, or maybe the alcohol addiction is dormant due to drugs. released.

Wen Ran couldn't tell whether the truth was the former or the latter for a while, so he looked at Meng Miandong's pale eyes and said distressedly: "I can't give you wine, not even the third-degree fruit wine. Can you get over the addiction?"

Meng Miandong buried her face in Wen Ran's arms, and said in a muffled voice, "Okay, I will get through it."

In order to make Meng Miandong more comfortable, Wen Ran hugged Meng Miandong back to the bed and lay down.

"Wen Ran... Wen Ran... Wen Ran..." Meng Miandong didn't want to say anything, he just murmured Wen Ran's name purely.

Wen Ran understands, but still keeps responding: "I'm here, Miandong, I'm..."

Meng Miandong's mind is full of the scene just now, the familiar and unfamiliar staff, the screaming and cheering fans, his own appearance and his first song - his youthful appearance that he will never go back and his never-ending singing A melodious singing voice.

Loss, panic, envy... All kinds of emotions were mixed together, and after being fermented by alcohol addiction, he could hardly bear it.

He originally thought that he had accepted the fact of being disabled, but when he saw his healthy self, he suddenly realized that he was just deceiving himself without any way to change the established fact.

Self-deception is self-deception after all, broken to pieces by such a light tap.

He didn't raise his head: "I... Wen Ran... Wen Ran... How good it would be if I didn't suffer from sudden deafness... Wen Ran..."

Without waiting for Wen Ran to comfort him, his mind seemed to be taken away by his alcoholism, he screamed at Wen Ran for help: "Wen Ran save me, Wen Ran save me...I'm dying..."

His hands and feet also slapped randomly, Wen Ran could only hug him tightly with all his strength.

Wen Ran whispered in his ear again: "I've already hugged you, you'll be fine."

He couldn't hear or feel anything, and he still desperately called for help to Wen Ran.

It wasn't until his voice became hoarse that he calmed down a little, but the silence was not voluntary, but forced.

I don't know how long it took, Wen Ran found that Meng Miandong's body finally relaxed slowly, he kissed Meng Miandong's hair and asked, "Are you okay?"

"Well, my alcohol addiction has passed." Meng Miandong was sluggish, and his eyes were not bright, but he said to Wen Ran seriously, "Thank you for being by my side."

"Thank you for letting me stay by your side." Wen Ran took Meng Miandong to the bathroom and took a shower, then changed into clean pajamas, and then carried him back to the bed to lie down.

He also lay down, and as soon as he lay down, Meng Miandong slipped into his arms and fell into a deep sleep.

He stared at Meng Miandong's tired sleeping face, sighed softly, and fell asleep.

On the sixth day, when he woke up, he was thinking whether to persuade Meng Miandong to give up, but he didn't want Meng Miandong's previous efforts to be in vain.

After all, he is actually selfish, selfishly hoping that Meng Miandong can persevere.

But Meng Miandong, who woke up not long after, pretended that what happened yesterday did not happen, hooked his neck and smiled, "Good morning, Wen Ran, won't you give me a good morning kiss?"

Wen Ran immediately gave Meng Miandong a good morning kiss, it was a very gentle kiss.

After being kissed by Wen Ran, Meng Miandong said coquettishly again: "Wen Ran, I'm so hungry."

Wen Ran didn't mention what happened yesterday, and pulled the quilt off Meng Miandong's body and said, "Then get up and have breakfast, today is a sunny day."

Today is indeed a sunny day, as the weather has started to turn hot, Wen Ran took the air conditioner to the balcony to dry while Meng Miandong was washing.

He didn't go to wash until Meng Miandong finished washing.

The two changed their going out clothes again, changed their outfits, and went out.

Covered by the sun, Meng Miandong felt warm all over. He remembered what happened yesterday very clearly. Because he hated himself who was prone to collapse, he didn't want to mention it.

Thinking about it carefully, the so-called alcohol addiction is most likely an illusion, because as long as he has an alcohol addiction, he can justifiably stop watching DVDs, and Wen Ran will feel sorry for him.

His determination is really ridiculous, it seems to be a performance to win Wen Ran's sympathy.

After breakfast, Wen Ran said to Meng Miandong: "Don't go to the gym today, right? How about taking a day off?"

Well, of course, well suited to his ridiculous determination.

Meng Miandong sneered at herself in her heart, but contradictoryly wanted to enjoy Wen Ran's pampering.

After hesitating for a while, he chose not to enjoy Wen Ran's pampering: "I don't want to rest, let's go to the gym."

No matter how ridiculous the determination is, at the moment when he made up his mind, he sincerely believed that he could do it, he could not let down the self who believed in himself, and he also could not let down Wen Ran who believed in him.

He must not regress to the point where he doesn't even go to the gym.