Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

The temperature of Wen Ran's fingertips remained on Meng Miandong's lips, and even the temperature of Wen Ran's tongue remained in his mouth, but Wen Ran turned and left.

Meng Miandong froze in place, then involuntarily ran a few steps in the direction of Wen Ran, and stopped instinctively after running out the door.

He is not Wen Ran's lover, he and Wen Ran are just a relationship between a male prostitute and a client.

He asked Wen Ran for 400 million yuan, but Wen Ran wrote him a check of 5000 million yuan. As a prostitute, Wen Ran was already generous enough, but as a male prostitute, he was not qualified to ask for too much, so he just stayed where he was...stayed where he was Just wait for Wen Ran to hug him.

What if Wen Ran doesn't come back?

But Wen Ran will come back, right?After all, Wen Ran used 5000 million to support him for a month.

smell burning...

He walked home, closed the door, sat on the edge of the door with his knees folded, feeling empty.

He is so useless, obviously for the past three years, he has been alone, but now he will feel lost because of Wen Ran's departure.

Suddenly, he heard a sound from the computer, it was the character he played in the game died.

The character he plays is more vulnerable than the player himself, but is that a thing to be happy about?

No, because the character can be resurrected, but he can't, if he dies.

If he died, would Wen Ran feel sad?

It would be fine if Wen Ran would be sad.

Whether it was on the stage at that time, or when he was diagnosed with sudden deafness and underwent painful treatment, he never thought about dying.

It's just a lovelorn, why would he think of death?

Is it because these three years of suffering have obliterated his ambition to live?

Or was it because his nature was exposed?

He was an orphan abandoned by his biological parents, and he was never such a confident, strong person.

Therefore, he will be devastated after setbacks.

But...but if... If he can return to his pre-illness appearance, get rid of alcohol dependence, successfully compose a theme song for Wen Ran's new movie, successfully sing, and successfully come back, will he have a chance Make Wen Ran fall in love with him?In love with his soul, not just his body?

Should he try it?

But what should I do if I fail?

Why must it fail?

As he thought of this, his eyes suddenly sparkled, but at this moment, the addiction to alcohol surged from all directions of his body, mercilessly washing away his fighting spirit, and the addiction to alcohol was telling him that he would Did it fail?

If he is so weak, he will definitely fail, right?

But... Wen Ran... for Wen Ran he decided to give it a try.

And he just agreed to Wen Ran's additional conditions, even though he pretended to agree to it for the extra 600 million, even though when he agreed, he didn't believe that he could do it at all, and he didn't plan to try it at all.

But if he tries hard, will he be able to establish a new connection with Wen Ran after the one-month nurturing is over?This body is no longer needed.

He couldn't help but imagine the scene where he was recording a song in the recording studio and Wen Ran was sitting on the side listening to him singing.

Will it come true?

If it came true, would Wen Ran kiss him in the recording studio?

By the way, Wen Ran said that he likes to listen to his singing, so maybe Wen Ran will be moved by his singing, and then kiss him, right?

He blushed because of the wonderful fantasy, but living in reality, he had to face an increasingly intense alcohol addiction.

Alcoholism, if only he hadn't taken refuge in alcohol to escape reality?

But assumptions are always assumptions and cannot be established.

Under the torment of alcohol addiction, he curled up his body. After a long time, alcohol addiction finally completely eroded his mind.

He stood up, picked up the sake in the wine cabinet, and pressed it to his lips.

He struggled, not wanting to swallow the wine, but regardless of his struggle, his throat writhed eagerly.

His struggle was too weak, and the wine finally moistened his throat and was absorbed into his stomach pouch.

The previous fighting spirit no longer existed, his eyes dimmed again, his so-called determination was too easily destroyed.

He lay on the floor, feeling the chill of early spring, and his loathing for himself deepened.

He lay down from noon until dark, and drank a bottle of dark beer in between. Most of the time he closed his eyes, but he did not fall asleep.

Not long after, the doorbell rang.

Is it smelling?

But Wen Ran said that he has a job tomorrow.

So it won't be smelling.

He opened the door like a walking dead, and then saw Han Cheng.

Han Cheng sent Wen Ran to the airport, and was assigned by Wen Ran to take care of Meng Miandong.

He smelled the alcohol smell on Meng Miandong's body, frowned and asked, "Miandong, have you been drinking again?"

Meng Miandong smiled and said, "Yes, I like to drink."

Han Cheng sighed: "You should drink less."

Meng Miandong asked back, "Why do you want to drink less wine?"

Han Cheng changed the subject: "Are you willing to write a song for Wen Ran's new movie? Your left ear is hearing impaired, but writing lyrics should be fine, right? For composing music, you only need to write a prototype, and you can find someone else Polish it up, and sign it together when the time comes."

When Meng Miandong heard that Han Cheng mentioned Wen Ran, she couldn't help being afraid, would Han Cheng know that he sold himself to Wen Ran?

Han Cheng witnessed him becoming popular overnight. In fact, the last thing he wanted was for Han Cheng to see his distress. That's why he spoke sarcastically to Han Cheng after he knew that his left ear might not be fully healed.

But it doesn't matter if Han Cheng finds out, right?Anyway, it is true.

Seeing that Meng Miandong didn't answer, Han Cheng handed the dinner to Meng Miandong, and said, "Eat well, and about writing songs, you can give me an answer after you think about it."

Meng Miandong took the dinner and couldn't help asking, "Did Wen Ran ask you to deliver it?"

Han Cheng nodded and said: "Wen Ran was invited to participate in his brand endorsement event and flew to Paris. I don't worry about you, so let me deliver meals for you."

Wen Ran is worried about me...

Meng Miandong suddenly felt a little sweet, took the dinner, sat at the dining table excitedly and started eating.

Han Cheng was puzzled by Meng Miandong's attitude, but the next moment he realized that maybe Meng Miandong likes Wenran, right?

It would be great if Wen Ran could use this to save Meng Miandong from the abyss.

But if Wen Ran is really with Meng Miandong, the two of them will face too much resistance.

There is no impenetrable wall in the world, the relationship between the two will be exposed sooner or later, when the time comes, will it really be as optimistic as Wen Ran imagined?

Han Cheng was very worried, sat on the sofa, waited for Meng Miandong to finish his dinner, and then asked Meng Miandong with concern: "Have you been to the hospital recently?"

Meng Miandong said indifferently: "I didn't go, is it useful to go to the hospital?"

Han Cheng was at a loss for words, and asked again: "May I help you move your musical instruments here? You can try..."

Meng Miandong interrupted, "Why move here? I'm deaf and I can't use it."

It was the same three years ago. From the beginning, Han Cheng planned to stay by Meng Miandong's side until Meng Miandong recovered, but Meng Miandong's attitude chilled him. At the same time, the company kept putting pressure on him. That's why I had no choice but to become Wen Ran's manager.

——After all, Meng Miandong is already a waste product for the company. When the contract expires, Meng Miandong will no longer be the contracted singer of the company. He will not be able to create benefits for the company if he stays with Meng Miandong.

Meng Miandong's refusal made him instantly recall the feeling of powerlessness at that time.

He was helpless and could only say: "I'll go first, if you change your mind, remember to contact me."

Meng Miandong watched Han Cheng leave, and immediately regretted after closing the door: Han Cheng is concerned about me, I should not be so sharp.

He touched his stomach full of food, and made up his mind: next time I see Han Cheng, I must not be so sharp.

He went to the study again, and took out a stack of papers from the bottom of the bookcase. On these papers were the staves he drew and the lyrics he wrote. Most of them were works before his debut. two.

But the paper is full of his high spirits back then, which is beyond the reach of the now useless him.

As Han Cheng said, he can try to write lyrics, and he doesn't need to use his left ear to write lyrics.

Would Wen Ran be happy if he could really write lyrics that perfectly fit the new movie?