Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

Chapter 51 Alcohol dependence Chapter 7

He knelt on the floor tiles, the cold air gradually spread up his calves, and then spread all over his limbs, and within a short while, he was almost frozen to death.

He tried his best to stand up, wanting to rinse his mouth, but before he could reach the sink, the feeling of vomiting surged up from his stomach again.

He had to go back to the toilet and spit out a lot of acid water.

His throat was irritated by stomach acid, and even the air that he breathed in with difficulty felt a dull pain.

"Wen Ran..." For some reason, he thought of Wen Ran again, who treated him very gently.

He tried to stand up again, but suddenly fell on the edge of the toilet. The floor tiles were cold and hard. After vomiting, he was very weak, but no one came to help him. He had to stand up with his own strength. stand up.

I will definitely be able to stand up.

Before he could stand up successfully, the alcohol addiction that he couldn't take care of due to vomiting came up again.

He urgently needed alcohol to suppress his alcohol addiction, and he endured it for a long time, until it was silent outside and deep into the night, he finally couldn't bear it anymore.

The desire for alcohol made him get up smoothly from the floor tiles. He put on his clothes and hurried to the 24-hour convenience store at the entrance of the community to buy a bottle of vodka, which was 54 degrees.

He went home holding vodka, rushing like a drug addict holding drugs.

His body was still trembling slightly. Fortunately, there was no one on the way, otherwise it would scare people, right?

When he got home, he opened the vodka. The mouth of the bottle was already on his lips, but he hesitated suddenly.

He had clearly promised that Wen Ran would get better.

But he broke his promise in just half a day, he is so useless.

But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, for him, the only thing that is important to Wen Ran is this body, as long as the body can be worn by Wen Ran, what is the theme song of the new movie, what is the soundtrack of the new movie, what makes him come Wen Ran played the leading role in the new movie to coax him.

He can't do anything at all, whether it's the theme song, soundtrack, or acting, it's impossible for Wen Ran not to notice.

He is already disabled, so he can feel at ease as a disabled person, and don't be fooled by the illusory beauty.

He is no longer the dazzling him on the stage three years ago, he is a deaf man, he will never be able to return to the stage, and he will never be worthy of Wen Ran's liking.

He took a sip of vodka, and the acrid liquid rolled down his throat, causing him to cry, but his body eroded by alcohol wanted more.

He simply drank a bottle of 54ml of [-]-degree vodka, and then, he actually felt ecstatic pleasure.

Yes, as long as he has wine, he doesn't need anything else, not a stage, no audience, not to mention Wen Ran's concern.

Just let him get drunk.

He staggered towards his bed, trying to sleep soundly under the influence of alcohol, but there was a knock on the door in his cochlea.

"Who is it..." He answered vaguely, and then staggered to open the door. When the door opened, his eyes told him that Wen Ran had come.

But didn't Wen Ran rush to see Director Fu?

So, it can't be Wen Ran, it's his hallucination, right?

He was hugged by the illusion, it was a very gentle and warm embrace.

"Hmm... Wen Ran..." He thought that he might be very drunk, and actually wanted to have sex with Wen Ran in his hallucination.

Such is the case with drunken sex.

He tore off Wen Ran's clothes indiscriminately, Wen Ran's exposed body has muscles that make people feel very safe, and each muscle has smooth lines, which are the same as what he has seen in the movie, similar to his frail body totally different.

He had never seen other people's naked bodies with his own eyes, so he couldn't help becoming nervous.

But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it's in hallucination anyway.

He stretched out his hand, but was avoided by Wen Ran, and then Wen Ran held the back of his head with one hand, raised his lower jaw with the other, and covered his lips.

Bewitched by Wen Ran, he then stood on tiptoe, boldly raised his hand to hook Wen Ran's back neck, and boldly kissed Wen Ran back.

During the kiss, he noticed the strangeness in himself, he was eager and uncomfortable at once, he was forced to whimper softly, even the end of his eyes turned red, as if he had put on peach-colored eyeshadow.

Immediately afterwards, Wen Ran ended the kiss, and he was dissatisfied and wanted to kiss him again, but his mind was immediately subverted by the burning heat.

Wen Ran, who lowered his head, still had that handsome brow and eyes, even the expression in front of him was impeccably elegant.

Unfamiliar pleasures kept coming up, making him addicted to it, unable to get out, and did not want to go out.

This is an illusion, let this illusion last longer.

Meng Miandong fell asleep in the aftertaste that he defined as a hallucination, but unexpectedly, Wen Ran was looking at his sleeping face and sighed softly.

Before Wen Ran bid farewell to Meng Miandong, he took a two-hour flight to visit Director Fu.

Fortunately, Director Fu had been rescued. Although he was still in danger, because he was really worried about Meng Miandong, he flew back by plane.

When he stood in front of Meng Miandong's house, it was already 04:30 in the morning. If it was summer, wouldn't it be dawn?

He didn't want to knock on the door at first, but there was a faint smell of alcohol from the crack of the door.

He was a little disappointed immediately, but he took it for granted.

He irresponsibly took away all the high-quality wine, but did not take good care of Meng Miandong, even if Meng Miandong went out to buy wine, it was only natural.

After the door was opened, he saw Meng Miandong who was drunk, and Meng Miandong kept smiling at him, it was an innocent smile without a hint of gloom, his heart throbbed, and he stretched out his arms to hug Meng Miandong.

He heard Meng Miandong call him "Wen Ran", and the next moment, Meng Miandong reached out to pull his clothes.

The drunk Meng Miandong was particularly obsessive, and not long after he closed the door, he tore off all his clothes.

Or maybe it's because he wasn't resisting at all?

He wanted to make out with Meng Miandong.

After being naked, Meng Miandong stared at him for a while, his blushing brows added another layer of shyness, but his actions were very bold.

He didn't forget that Meng Miandong was injured, and the wound had just healed, so he avoided Meng Miandong's hand, and only hugged Meng Miandong in his arms and kissed.

Meng Miandong enthusiastically accepted his kiss, and boldly responded to him.

He noticed Meng Miandong's strangeness, and lowered his head without hesitation.

Very sweet, Meng Miandong's is very sweet.

His heart was shaken, but he didn't go any further. Instead, he got up and went to the bathroom to solve it by himself, and then came back to hug Meng Miandong who had already fallen asleep.

Meng Miandong's sleeping posture is like a baby's, curled up, and he gently patted his back to stretch out a little.

Meng Miandong in this world is an orphan—just like Meng Miandong in the real world, Meng Miandong was thrown by her biological mother at the entrance of the orphanage late at night on New Year's Eve.

Because the biological mother was so panic-stricken that she even forgot to ring the doorbell of the orphanage, so that the director of the orphanage who woke up early found the little Meng Miandong wrapped in swaddling clothes until the next morning.

Fortunately, there was no snow on New Year's Eve, otherwise Meng Miandong might have frozen to death.

Seeing that Meng Miandong was breathing weakly, the director immediately sent Meng Miandong to the hospital. After rescue, Meng Miandong came back to life.

Meng Miandong was smart and well-behaved since he was a child. He was able to teach himself all the courses of junior high school in the third grade of elementary school, and he also helped other children in the orphanage with extra lessons.

At the age of 17, Meng Miandong was discovered by Han Cheng, became a model, and worked hard to buy a second-hand house.

At that time, Meng Miandong's first record was popular all over the country, and the title song was "Independence". This record won him the Best Newcomer Award in all domestic music awards.

If there is no sudden deafness, Meng Miandong will still be that high-spirited young man, right?Not the walking dead in his arms controlled by alcohol.

my hibernation...

Get well soon.

He kissed the top of Meng Miandong's hair, hugged Meng Miandong a little tighter, and then let himself fall asleep.

He was awakened by Meng Miandong's movement. He opened his eyes and looked at Meng Miandong. Meng Miandong who caught his eyes turned into a hedgehog again, pushed him away, and erected tiny spines. , sarcastically said: "Didn't you rush to visit Director Fu? Why are you back again, are you so reluctant to part with my body?"

Although Meng Miandong's tone was tough, he was actually startled when he woke up.

Isn't Wen Ran the Wen Ran in his hallucination?Why did it become the real Wen Ran?Why was he really stripped clean?Why is he not wearing pants?

So everything last night was not his hallucination?

He took the initiative to seduce Wen Ran, and then was caught by Wen Ran?

But why did Wen Ran do this?Don't you feel humiliated?Don't you feel dirty?

Wen Ran is high above him, there is no need to do this.

He wanted to ask Wen Ran clearly, he wanted to apologize to Wen Ran, but in the end he made a sarcasm.

He doesn't want to expose his heart, if Wen Ran only likes his body, then once he exposes his heart, he will no longer be able to protect himself.

Wen Ran was not angry, but said softly: "Director Fu has been rescued, I don't worry about you, so I came back."

He got off the bed, walked to the door, picked up the clothes Meng Miandong tore off, put them on, and returned to Meng Miandong, concerned: "Are you hungry? May I make you lunch?"

"Make lunch..." Meng Miandong was stunned, and heard Wen Ran who opened the refrigerator say: "Wait a minute, I'm going out to buy groceries."

Wen Ran really came back from buying vegetables, and immediately took off his peaked cap, black-rimmed glasses, and scarf as soon as he came in, then walked to the kitchen and skillfully cooked the dishes.

After Meng Miandong washed, she sat on the sofa and looked at Wen Ran full of doubts: Why did Wen Ran cook for me?Why didn't Wen Ran blame me for being drunk again?Is Wen Ran really just for my body?I don't need to do this for my body, right?

Wen Ran brought out steamed enoki mushrooms with minced garlic, diced beef with black pepper, tomato fish, fresh shrimp casserole porridge one by one, and then said to Meng Miandong: "Miandong, come over to eat."

Meng Miandong didn't know if he could accept Wen Ran's kindness, because he didn't think he deserved to be treated kindly by Wen Ran.

After a while, he refused: "I'm not hungry, you can eat by yourself."

Wen Ran walked up to Meng Miandong and coaxed, "Let's eat."

Meng Miandong insisted: "You can eat by yourself, I can order takeaway."

Anyway, he is used to eating takeaway food, it would be bad if he got used to eating Wen Ran's cooking.

Wen Ran had no choice but to say against his will: "Didn't you sell yourself to me once? If you don't eat, how can I feel comfortable when I hug you?"

"Well, I see, I will eat obediently." Wen Ran is really for my body, right?

Meng Miandong sat on the chair that Wen Ran specially took the sofa cushions for, and started to eat silently.

He must admit that Wen Ran's cooking skills are very good, it suits his taste very much, and it is a taste that will make him obsessed.

But what to do when you're infatuated?

Therefore, while eating, he kept hypnotizing himself in the bottom of his heart: it's so bad, it's so bad, it's so bad...

After dinner, Wen Ran was washing the dishes, and his alcohol addiction unexpectedly relapsed.

With no vodka left, he had to top up with beer.

Ten-degree beer is far inferior to 54-degree vodka, and it tastes not much different from plain water.

Wen Ran came out of the kitchen, Meng Miandong was drinking beer.

He didn't say anything, just sat silently beside Meng Miandong.

Meng Miandong is full of guilt, but she doesn't want to confide in Wen Ran.

After drinking one can of beer, he didn't take the second can, but said to Wen Ran: "Let's complete the deal."

Wen Ran stared at Meng Miandong and said, "Do you really want to get rid of me?"

Meng Miandong said flatly, "Yes, I really want to get rid of you."

Meng Miandong was drunk last night. The drunk Meng Miandong is so bold, because he instinctively wants to complete the deal as soon as possible, so as to get rid of him, right?

Wen Ran said helplessly: "Okay, I understand."

Hearing this, Meng Miandong closed her eyes and took the initiative to kiss Wen Ran.

Wen Ran pushed Meng Miandong away and said, "You promised to write and sing the theme song for my new movie, and when the finished product comes out, I won't pester you anymore."

After he finished speaking, he asked System 001 again in his mind: "Can this be regarded as curing the hibernation?"

System 001 replied: "No, because even if he successfully wrote and sang the theme song, he didn't do it voluntarily, but was coerced by you."

Wen Ran didn't like to live under the watch of System 001, so he turned off System 001 temporarily.

At the same time, he added mentally: Miandong, I can only break my promise, no matter what, I will pester you.

After hearing Wen Ran's conditions, Meng Miandong sneered, "If I don't agree to you, are you going to haunt me for the rest of your life? I don't believe you are so patient with me."

Wen Ran nodded and said, "I have enough patience with you."

"Really?" Meng Miandong urged again, "When will we complete the deal? I don't want to owe you all the time."

Wen Ran actually didn't want to go to bed with Meng Miandong who considered himself a male prostitute and a prostitute, but Meng Miandong kept saying that he was doing it for his body, so after going to bed, as long as he treated Meng Miandong as usual, Meng Miandong would be fine. Would Miandong believe that he was not just doing it for his body?

Therefore, he said to Meng Miandong: "The day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I will hug you."

Tomorrow night?After Wen Ran hugged him, he would definitely get bored, and Wen Ran's so-called conditions would be voided, and someone else would write and sing the theme song for Wen Ran's new movie.

When he woke up the day after tomorrow, he would be alone again.

good, that's good...

Meng Miandong smiled: "I'll wait for you to hug me." I hope you will say goodbye to me when you leave, like this: Goodbye, Miandong.

At that time, he will reply freely: Goodbye, Wen Ran.

After that, Wen Ran will never see him again, but he can still see Wen Ran on TV and computer, if he is willing to go out, he can still see Wen Ran in the cinema, in the advertisements on the streets——no Then treat his Wen Ran tenderly.

After the two agreed on the trading time, Wen Ran did not leave, but stayed by Meng Miandong's side until late at night.

During this period, Meng Miandong ignored Wen Ran, either playing games or reading novels.

The next day, Wen Ran didn't show up, but he arranged for someone to deliver three meals to Meng Miandong.

At [-]:[-] in the evening, Wen Ran knocked on Meng Miandong's door, Meng Miandong opened the door, and said to Wen Ran, "Do you want to advance the transaction time?"

Wen Ran shook his head and said, "I just wanted to come and see you, did you drink today?"

Wen Ran still has hairspray on his head, and powder on his face, he must have just finished recording a TV show, and he looks extremely tired.

Meng Miandong couldn't help but said, "Aren't you tired? Why did you come to see me? I won't run away."

Wen Ran's heart warmed up: "Are you caring about me?"

Meng Miandong denied, "I just want you to rest, so that I don't have to see you."

Wen Ran didn't respond to Meng Miandong's words, but just smiled and said, "Can you tell me if you drank today?"

Meng Miandong said impatiently, "Yes, I drank a bottle of red wine, three cans of beer, and a can of plum wine."

He thought that Wen Ran would be angry, but Wen Ran's voice was gentle as usual: "It's fine if you don't drink high alcohol, take it step by step, Mian Dong, you will get better."

He couldn't help thinking: It won't get better, I can't bear it for long, maybe tomorrow I will go to drink high alcohol again.

Wen Ran put his hand on the door frame and asked again: "Can I borrow today? I don't have the energy to go home."

Meng Miandong asked back, "Where's Cheng Han? Where's your assistant?"

Wen Ran replied: "I let them go back first."

Meng Miandong asserted, "You did it on purpose."

"Yes, I did it on purpose." Wen Ran tentatively stroked Meng Miandong's cheek and said, "I like you, and I want to stay with you."

Meng Miandong hid back and wanted to close the door, but let Wen Ran in softly.

Wen Ran went straight to the sofa and fell asleep.

He started recording variety shows at four o'clock in the morning, and just finished recording, and he could hardly keep his eyes open.

Meng Miandong watched Wen Ran, thought about it, and took a wet towel to wipe the powder on Wen Ran's face.

All actors have to wear make-up, no matter male or female, many of them are wearing heavy makeup. The powder on Wen Ran's face is only a thin layer, which is easily wiped off.

Wen Ran slept peacefully, Meng Miandong threw the wet towel into the trash can, then brought a wet towel to wipe off most of Wen Ran's hairspray, then squatted in front of the sofa involuntarily, watching Wen Ran.

Wen Ran is the best person to him in the past 21 years of his life, if Wen Ran really likes him, how great would it be?

But Wen Ran is in the glamorous entertainment industry, and he is also a film star, so there are too many people to choose from, why choose a cripple like him?

He couldn't help but kissed Wen Ran, then returned to the computer without any time, and continued to play his games.

He had to admit that not only his body, but also his heart had a place for Wen Ran.

In the past three years, except for Han Cheng who came occasionally, he was always alone, he fell into the mud, he was sensitive and inferior, Wen Ran was the only one who wanted to give him a hand, it was impossible for him not to be moved.

But he still doesn't believe that there is something worth smelling about himself who is deeply mired.

On the third day, which was the day they agreed to complete the deal, Wen Ran went out after breakfast, and when he came back, it was past midnight.

After Meng Miandong opened the door, he said to Meng Miandong: "I just came back from the hospital. Director Fu has gone through the critical period and has woken up, but he can't start working now because I still have a few There were no make-up shots, so new films may be delayed."

Meng Miandong said indifferently, "I see."

Wen Ran didn't continue this topic, but instead asked Meng Miandong: "Do you still feel pain?"

"It's been gone for a long time." Meng Miandong said calmly, "I've already taken a bath, you go take a bath first."

"Okay." Wen Ran went straight to the bathroom, took a shower, put on Meng Miandong's bathrobe, and then walked out of the bathroom.

Meng Miandong was sitting on the sofa, when he saw Wen Ran, he said, "Let's go to bed."

Wen Ran picked up the lubricant and condom, and followed Meng Miandong into the bedroom.

Meng Miandong lay on the bed, closed his eyes, and stretched his limbs.

Wen Ran went to kiss Meng Miandong first, and then squeezed the lubricant on his fingertips.

After experiencing the gentle and long foreplay, Meng Miandong has long been fascinated by Wen Ran, without any resistance, she accepted Wen Ran frankly.

Wen Ran's body was very hot, and he knew that his body was also very hot, much hotter than Wen Ran's.

This was his first time, and it hurt a little, but the pain didn't last long, and was immediately replaced by pleasure.

This may also be his last time, because he confirmed once again that he likes Wen Ran, and he would not want to do this kind of thing with anyone other than Wen Ran.

But Wen Ran...but Wen Ran wouldn't want to do it a second time, would he?After all, he is now a cripple and an alcoholic. No matter in appearance or figure, he cannot compare with other people. None of the actors and actresses who have worked with Wen Ran will lose to him.

He also has a bad temper, and he doesn't know the technique, not at all, he just shows his feelings honestly.

He knew he wasn't comfortable holding him at all.

Wen Ran just feels fresh, right?

There are not many people who have suffered such a fire and become disabled like him, right?

His eyes turned red instantly, and he wanted to cry, but he didn't want to hinder his feeling of Wen Ran, let alone dampen Wen Ran's interest.

He wrapped Wen Ran with his hands and feet, and at the same time secretly sucked his nose.

But in the next moment, the end of his eyes was kissed by Wen Ran, and the fine tears were licked away.

Wen Ran didn't continue, but turned to Meng Miandong and said apologetically, "Does it hurt? I'm sorry."

Meng Miandong hugged Wen Ran's waist and said seductively, "It doesn't hurt...it doesn't hurt at all..."

Wen Ran gently kissed Meng Miandong's pale eyes: "I know you are in pain, don't lie to me."

Meng Miandong shook her head, and said with a sob in her mouth, "Hold me."

Wen Ran didn't follow his words, instead he stroked Meng Miandong's cheek and said, "Don't cry, the deal is considered complete."

"No..." No, no, no, I want to feel you thoroughly, I want to keep you in my body, I want to remember for a long time, long enough to recall a lifetime.

Seeing that Ran didn't move, Meng Miandong stubbornly grabbed it with his hands, and at the same time his body sank.

Wen Ran's life is still very long, maybe he won't remember him after a while, but he hopes that Wen Ran can remember him for a long time.

If only I could remember as long as he did.

However, that is impossible.

The traces he left in Wen Ran's life are too shallow, and the sum of all the intersections between him and Wen Ran is less than ten days.

He didn't tell Wen Ran that he liked Wen Ran's movies very much, and was fascinated by the various roles played by Wen Ran, that's why he said something a million times.

He also didn't tell Wen Ran of his plan.

He heard himself panting and humming. These sounds were normal when they hit the right ear, but they were changed when they hit the left ear, and even the impact sounds were weird.

Yes, he is a cripple.

Seventy to eighty percent of hearing is actually enough for him to live like an ordinary person, but it can't let him pick up the instrument again, compose music again, and stand on the stage again.

He suddenly thought again: Will the sound I make be unpleasant?After all, the voice of the deaf is not pleasant.

So, he supported Wen Ran's heart with one hand, and covered his lips with the other.

He looked at the beads of sweat rolling down from his body onto Wen Ran's body, the filth falling from that place onto Wen Ran's body, and wanted to stay away from Wen Ran so as not to make Wen Ran feel sick, but this body was reluctant.

After a while, he had no strength left, so he could only turn to Wen Ran for help: "Come here."

Wen Ran looked at Meng Miandong with loving eyes from the very beginning, but Meng Miandong was too indulged in his own emotions and didn't realize it.

Hearing Meng Miandong ask him for help, Wen Ran had mixed feelings in his heart, he observed Meng Miandong's expression, and moved forward and back gently.

From the beginning to the end, Meng Miandong looked sad, and in the end, she cried even more, because she was forced by him, right?Use 100 million.

But Meng Miandong didn't allow him to leave in order to complete the deal.

Meng Miandong is very strong and proud at heart, just like Meng Miandong three years ago.

All kinds of signs confirmed this conclusion, such as just now, but he hoped that Meng Miandong would show weakness.

After Meng Miandong sensed the moisture in his body and the emptiness that followed, he forced himself to speak to Wen Ran: "Thank you for your patronage."

Before the words fell to the ground, he had passed out.

Wen Ran hugged Meng Miandong to take a bath, changed the sheets, and then carried Meng Miandong back to the bed.

He flew for four hours in one day, was interviewed by a magazine, took a few photos, and slept with Meng Miandong again. Of course he was tired, but he didn't want to sleep, he just wanted to watch Meng Miandong.

What should he do?What to do to get to the happy ending?

He can no longer force Meng Miandong, and Meng Miandong refuses to accept the job he offers, so he has no way to get close to Meng Miandong who stays behind closed doors.

Meng Miandong, who said thank you for your patronage, will drive him away when he wakes up tomorrow morning?

Can he hang on?

At this moment, he even hoped that he was the one suffering from sudden deafness, he was the one suffering from alcohol dependence, and his dormancy was still the boy singing on the stage.

However, this is not possible.

Because, in the real world, it was Meng Miandong who committed suicide by jumping off the building, not him.

Wouldn't it be nice if he could find out that Meng Miandong was suffering from depression earlier?

He thought about it over and over again, and the more he thought about it, the more powerless he felt.

I don't know when, he woke up from sleep, and got out of his arms, with a pale face, trying to put on a coquettish male prostitute, licking his lips and saying: "Guest, do you want to do it again? 100 million times."

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