Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

Meng Miandong curled up at the end of the bed, and after a large expanse of whiteness flashed in front of his eyes, his body trembled suddenly, not out of fear, but out of extreme pleasure, which was indescribable, a pleasure he had never experienced before .

Under the shroud of pleasure, he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. After a long time, the pleasure receded a little, and then the remaining aftertaste controlled his body.

The scorching heat of the body is receding bit by bit, and the eroded mind is gradually returning to the cage.

He breathed calmly, swept away the filth on his hands, and subconsciously felt disgusted with himself.

He was just kissed by Wen Ran, sucked again, and then he fell in love.

He even drove Wen Ran out, doing such dirty things through a door, he even thought about Wen Ran the whole time, and took Wen Ran as an object of lust.

so dirty...

The confidence gained from Wen Ran couldn't resist the deep-rooted inferiority complex for a long time, and he was defeated in an instant.

He kept saying that he was willing to go to bed with Wen Ran, but he never thought that he would go to bed with Wen Ran under the bright lights. He needed the cover of darkness to cover his body and his reaction.

Does he have no confidence in himself? Even though Wen Ran likes his body, even if Wen Ran wants to sleep with him, he still has no confidence in himself.

He fixed his mind and warned himself: I can't go on like this, I want to have confidence in myself, I want to overcome the catering personality disorder, I want to overcome the fear of love/things, I want to become a better self, I want To become an adult who can stand side by side with Wen Ran, I cannot let Wen Ran down...

But at this moment, the door was knocked, Wen Ran said outside: "Can I go in?"

Meng Miandong didn't want her miserable situation to be seen by Wen Ran, but her lips and teeth were erratic and said: "Come in."

As soon as he opened the door, Meng Miandong greeted him with red eyes, disheveled clothes, timidly, but the moment he looked at him, he exuded an unknowingly astonishing beauty.

Wen Ran walked up to Meng Miandong, rubbed Meng Miandong's hair, and asked with concern: "Miandong, are you okay?"

"It's dirty..." Meng Miandong didn't answer Wen Ran's question, but whispered, "I feel dirty, imagining you, and the self that leaks out is dirty. I have thought about going to bed with you many times, but Actually I don't want you to see my body at all, I have no confidence in my body or how I respond, I can only bear to sleep with you in my imagination. At the end of the day, I am a coward with low self-esteem. I know you won't Dislike me, you love me very much, but I..."

Meng Miandong's confession made Wen Ran very depressed. Meng Miandong's current predicament was obviously caused by Xin Donghai. Meng Miandong was already improving, but this improvement was not enough for Meng Miandong. Deeper inferiority complex.

He caught Meng Miandong's hands hidden behind his back, lowered his head, and licked them carefully, but it made Meng Miandong struggle violently.

He simply clasped Meng Miandong's wrists with his left hand, and pressed Meng Miandong's waist with his right hand, then pulled it off forcefully, and swallowed it regardless of the dirt.

Meng Miandong lost the strength to struggle in an instant, whimpered, and kept saying, "Don't...it's dirty..."

Wen Ran let go of Meng Miandong's wrists, then gently stroked Meng Miandong's cheeks, and said vaguely: "It's not dirty, don't be afraid."

Meng Miandong had never tasted such a taste before, and she couldn't help but indulge in it for a while.

With his freed hands, he grasped the suit material on Wen Ran's shoulders respectively, his body undulating and sweating all over his body at the same time.

After an unknown amount of time, a large expanse of whiteness appeared in front of his eyes again.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that he was hugged by Wen Ran. Wen Ran's suit was stained with dirt, which was particularly dazzling on the smoky gray material.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He choked up and apologized, but heard Wen Ran whisper in his ear: "I swallowed it all, it's very sweet."

"Did you swallow it all?" He asked back in a daze, and heard Wen Ran say: "Yes, swallowed it all."

The next moment, Wen Ran suddenly clasped Meng Miandong's chin, not allowing Meng Miandong to avoid his gaze, and then said word by word: "First, you will think about me coming to comfort yourself, I will I feel very happy, because it shows that you really like me, so you are not allowed to think that you are dirty; second, I like your person, your body, and your reaction just now. Confidence; third, you are not a coward, you have been working hard, and the coward’s countermeasure in the face of everything is to avoid and will not work hard; fourth, imagination is indeed much easier than practice, if you dare to imagine, it proves You are already improving; fifth, sorry, I just overdid it, I just wanted to let you know that you are not dirty at all."

After he finished speaking, he immediately let go of Meng Miandong and asked, "Now, what do you want me to do?"

Meng Miandong's eyes were already red, through a thin layer of water mist, he stared at Wen Ran and said: "Take me to take a bath."

Wen Ran carried Meng Miandong to the bathroom according to his words, and when the bathtub was filled with hot water, he was about to go out, but was hugged by Meng Miandong.

Meng Miandong trembled, but said stubbornly: "Don't go, help me take a bath."

Wen Ran said distressedly: "Don't push yourself too hard."

Meng Miandong retorted, "It's because you indulged me too much."

"Okay." Wen Ran took off his suit for the convenience of helping Meng Miandong take a bath, then, staring at the naked Meng Miandong, took a bath ball and squeezed some shower gel on it.

Standing under the shower, Meng Miandong desperately resisted his body's instincts and tried his best to expose himself to Wen Ran's eyes. However, his body trembled slightly, wanting to hide in the bath. In the water, let Wen Ran see nothing.

Wen Ran felt his heart throbbing, but with Meng Miandong's cooperation, he applied shower gel all over Meng Miandong's body and cleaned it.

Meng Miandong bit her lip, when Wen Ran washed off the foam on his body and carried him into the bathtub, she reached out to hold Wen Ran's hand, raised her head and said, "Stay with me."

The shirt on Wen Ran's body was already half wet, and the texture was faintly revealed, so sexy that Meng Miandong was almost suffocated.

He nodded, sat on the edge of the bathtub, and said, "Okay, I'll stay here with you."

"Yeah." Meng Miandong boldly put his face on Wen Ran's lap, and said shamefully, "There are still six days left, and I'm going back to school for the exam. Before going back to school, shall we go to bed?"

Wen Ran didn't respond, but said: "Miandong, you are very powerful today. In order to save me, you were obviously very afraid of Meng Mingchun, so you went to see Meng Mingchun at Meng's house. You even planned to sacrifice yourself and allow Meng Mingchun to give you to Xin Donghai; in the office, you took the initiative to kiss my body; after returning home, you showed me your scars and told me about your past; just now, you asked me to help you take a bath; now, you actually said With such a tempting request..."

"Miandong..." He called Meng Miandong's name again, and said solemnly, "We are already lovers, but no one stipulates how long lovers must go to bed, and there are some things that cannot and are not necessary Worry, I have enough patience, but it doesn’t mean I’m patient. To me, your existence means more than going to bed. If it’s just for going to bed, then you shouldn’t be defined as my lover, but you should be defined as My bed partner is right, since you are not my bed partner but my lover, you should be happy every day, because the only requirement I have for my lover is that he should be happy every day."

Every word that came out of Wen Ran's mouth was so sweet that Meng Miandong could cry immediately.

He has been worrying that he can't go to bed with Wen Ran. I'm sorry Wen Ran, but he keeps digging into the horns. Wen Ran has been using his words and deeds to show his love for him, not the need to go to bed, but he needs Wen Ran. Only by constantly showing that can he gain a little self-confidence, so as to prove that Wen Ran will not change his mind just because he can't sleep with Wen Ran.

In the final analysis, it was his inferiority complex that made him feel that he was not good enough for Wen Ran.

But not in the future.

He thought clearly, raised his eyes to meet Wen Ran's eyes.

Wen Ran saw confidence in Meng Miandong's eyes that he had never seen before. Although this confidence was still weak, he was sure that in the near future, this confidence would shine brightly.

Then, his Miandong uttered the most impressive words so far: "I want to be someone who can't be bullied by anyone, including father, brother, sister, cousin, aunt, uncle Xin... I want to be someone who can The person who can match you, I want to be the person who can rely on each other with you."

Wen Ran smiled, and couldn't help joking: "At that time, others should say that Wen Ran used some means to make Meng Miandong fall in love with him."

Meng Miandong became shy after being teased: "I will work hard."

"I'll be with you." Wen Ran checked the temperature of the water, "It's getting cold, do you want to change the water, or get up?"

Meng Miandong shook his head and said, "There's no need to change the water, this time I'm really going to study."

Wen Ran took the bath towel, wrapped it around Meng Miandong, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll get the pajamas."

When he came back, Meng Miandong had dried off her body and was waiting for him. Meng Miandong was still trembling a little, but her expression was calm and her body was stretched.

Being looked at by him, Meng Miandong became shy again, as if covered by peach blossoms that bloomed one after another.

He put on the pajamas for Meng Miandong, and praised: "My Miandong is so attractive."

Meng Miandong bit Wen Ran's lower lip, and then said frankly: "I felt very comfortable just now, so comfortable that I have no strength in my whole body."

"Next time I will make you more comfortable." Wen Ran looked at Meng Miandong, "Do you want me to carry you back?"

Meng Miandong raised her hand to hook Wen Ran's neck, and said, "Yes, carry me to the sofa, I want to stay with you."

Wen Ran hugged Meng Miandong to sit on the sofa, and made a cup of barley tea for Meng Miandong, sat down, but felt Meng Miandong leaning on his shoulder, and said in a voice like a mosquito: " I won't force myself anymore, but I also want to make you comfortable, so, shall we sleep together today? I hope I can get used to being close to you as soon as possible."

Wen Ran laughed and said, "Did I say that I'm not feeling well? I'm actually very comfortable, because my miandong tastes so sweet."

"Is it really sweet?" Meng Miandong knew that the dirty ingredients did not contain sugar, so she couldn't help wondering.

Wen Ran said earnestly: "It's very sweet, my sleeping winter is very sweet everywhere."

Meng Miandong realized that Wen Ran was talking about love, of course filth would not be sweet.

He blushed and said, "When I get better, I also want to taste your sweetness."

Wen Ran took a sip of barley tea, calmed down for a long time before saying: "Mine is not sweet."

Meng Miandong said as a matter of course: "You like me, you will find mine very sweet, the same reason can be proved, I will definitely think yours is very sweet."

Wen Ran was afraid that he would lose control and didn't want to continue this topic, so he changed the subject and said, "Miandong, don't you want to study?"

Meng Miandong was easily diverted from the topic by Wen Ran, and said with fists clenched, "Well, I want to study hard and get a special scholarship."

"Before, you only said you wanted to get the first-class scholarship, but now you say you want to get the special-class scholarship." Wen Ran encouraged, "Miandong, you have improved again, come on."

"Come on, come on." Meng Miandong opened the notebook and looked at the information.

Wen Ran also opened his notebook and began to look at the reports sent by various branches.

The two of them didn't talk any more, they sat with their backs pressed against each other until the sun went down, Wen Ran simply fried two plates of Yangzhou fried rice, each of them ate one plate.

After eating, Wen Ran continued to check the report and dealt with some matters that were not considered urgent.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Wen Ran went to take a shower.

Listening to the sound of rushing water, Meng Miandong couldn't study anymore.

Half an hour later, Wen Ran changed into a bathrobe and returned to Meng Miandong's side, her hair was wet, water beads meandered down, rubbed against her tight skin, and sank into the bathrobe, which was very thought-provoking.

Meng Miandong stared at Wen Ran, suddenly felt that she was about to have a nosebleed.

He covered his nose and hurriedly said, "Go and dry your hair quickly."

"Are you shy?" Wen Ran pressed Meng Miandong's cheeks and asked, "Want to kiss?"

Meng Miandong immediately closed his eyes, allowing Wen Ran to invade his mouth.

The two exchanged a wet kiss, Meng Miandong was still nervous, but not because of fear, let alone lack of confidence in himself, but because he was kissing his beloved.

After the two separated, the silver thread was entangled and refused to break, Meng Miandong took the initiative to kiss back, without skill at all, but it made Wen Ran's heart sweet.

After the kiss was over, Meng Miandong was afraid that Wen Ran might misunderstand, so she immediately explained: "I was trembling just now, not because of fear or lack of confidence, but because of you."

Wen Ran said with a smile: "I see, I'm going to blow dry my hair, after blow drying, I'll wait for you in the bedroom."

Meng Miandong lowered her head subconsciously: "Okay."

Except yesterday in the hospital, he never slept with Wen Ran in the same bed, so he couldn't help but feel uneasy.

After the sound of the hair dryer stopped, he dawdled into Wen Ran's bedroom.

Wen Ran only lit the bedside lamp, and when he saw him, he didn't say anything.

He understood that Wen Ran was waiting for him to make his own decision.

He took a deep breath, climbed onto the bed, wrapped his hands and feet around Wen Ran.

Wen Ran kissed his forehead and said: "Good night."

"Good night." He rested his pillow on Wen Ran's shoulder, and said after a long time, "Yesterday, because I was facing parting, I wanted to give you my first night. I didn't care about anything, so I climbed into your bed, but I was exhausted just now. Gained strength."

Wen Ran hoarsely said: "You have worked very hard, do you want me to reward you with a little red flower?"

Meng Miandong pursed her lips and said, "I'm not a kid anymore, so I don't want little red flowers."

"Really not?" Wen Ran touched Meng Miandong's side neck.

Meng Miandong suddenly realized that the little red flower that Wen Ran said was actually a hickey, and immediately said without hesitation: "Yes."

Wen Ran heard this, and immediately kissed Meng Miandong's side neck, branding a bright red hickey on that delicate skin.

Meng Miandong, who owns the little red flower, buried her head in Wen Ran's heart, and said in a muffled voice: "I like the little red flower, and I will work hard for the little red flower."

"Even if you don't work hard, I will give you the little red flower." As soon as the words escaped Wen Ran's lips and teeth, he heard Meng Miandong say: "No, the little red flower that is earned through hard work is valuable."

While talking, Wen Ran felt that he was really discussing the topic of little red flowers with Meng Miandong, and couldn't help but said with a smile: "Go to sleep, little friend Miandong."

"I'm not a child, I'm already an adult." Meng Miandong continued, "I'm 21 years old, and I'm old enough to sleep with you."

Wen Ran teased: "When we go to bed, I will give you a whole body of red flowers."

"I'll be looking forward to it." Meng Miandong hugged Wen Ran a little tighter, then closed his eyes and fell asleep.

This time he slept very peacefully, and when he woke up, he was still in Wen Ran's arms, all the negative emotions were dissolved, this was the first time he was so positive to welcome the new day.

He could already be sure that the new day would be a good one, because Wen Ran was by his side.