Lovers suffer from depression [Quick Transmigration]

It was the first time that the squad leader saw someone Meng Miandong liked. He was an outstanding young man who could not be ignored, with a gentle aura, like a spring breeze.

The young man must have been jealous, so he left without waiting for Meng Miandong's answer, right?

He saw Meng Miandong chase after him again, he had never seen Meng Miandong like this before, it was like chasing a light beam, desperate and without hesitation.

Immediately, he felt envious, and felt his eyes sour.

He also has someone who can make him desperate, but that person doesn't care about him at all.

He has been very smart since he was a child, and his academic performance has always been among the top three in his school grades. He also successfully entered the country's best law department with high scores in the college entrance examination - the law department of University A.

But facing the person he likes, he is no different from an idiot.

He glanced at the direction where Meng Miandong disappeared, then turned his head, and said to the Communist Youth League Secretary, "Let me go, Meng Miandong has already left, I can't have a room with him today."

Before the secretary could answer, he reached out and peeled off the secretary's hand covering his waist.

One finger, two fingers, three fingers...

It was obviously a very simple action, but he felt that he was taking his own flesh and blood.

He had thought it through a long time ago and convinced himself to give up. Why did he still feel such pain?

He is indeed very lowly, so lowly that if the other party is willing to have a room with him now, he will immediately agree.

Four fingers, five fingers, and finally, he pushed all the fingers of the secretary of the regiment.

He took a step back, looked at the Youth League secretary again and said, "I wish you happiness."

After finishing speaking, he ignored the Youth League secretary and went straight to his seat.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he sat down, the party secretary walked up to him and pulled him up from his seat.

He didn't struggle, just asked lightly: "What exactly do you want to do?"

The group secretary looked at the squad leader and said, "I broke up with her."

The squad leader was not surprised at all. For the party secretary, it is very common to change girlfriends or boyfriends frequently.

He smiled slightly: "Then I wish you to find the next one as soon as possible."

The group secretary pulled hard, and more than half of the monitor's upper body fell into his arms, because there was a desk between the two of them, and he couldn't hold the monitor in his arms.

He stroked the left cheek of the monitor that Meng Miandong had stroked just now, and said, "Would you like to be my next?"

The squad leader pushed away the party secretary and said sarcastically, "Aren't I your last job? Isn't it your last job? Why? You still have the habit of turning back?"

The regiment secretary's face became more and more ugly, he pursed his lips, and said: "Follow me."

The squad leader softened his heart and followed the regiment secretary out.

They left the school gate and went to a hotel not far from the school. They used to have a room in this hotel, but after the two ended at the end of last semester, they never came again.

He stood at the door of the hotel, turned his head sideways, and said indifferently: "Are you going to fuck me? Don't tell me you're tired of girls and miss me again?"

The League branch secretary didn't answer. After registering at the front desk and entering the room, he replied: "I haven't touched her. After I hugged you, I haven't touched anyone."

The squad leader sat by the bed, raised his head and smiled and said, "It turns out that's the case, so now you are dissatisfied with your desires, do you want to vent your desires to me?"

The group secretary never knew that the squad leader was so aggressive. When they were still dating, the squad leader clearly followed him in everything without any objection.

No matter what shameful gesture he used, no matter how excessive he did it, even if he asked to do it in the classroom, the monitor never said a word no.

But the squad leader in front of him made him wonder how to get close.

He sighed, and said frankly: "When you confessed to me, I happened to be in the window period. Because you look good, I accepted it. When you asked to break up, I didn't feel much. I thought Break up, break up, you're not special anyway, but after that, no matter who comes to confess to me, I can't get excited. I'm bisexual, and I was originally planning to start a family with a woman, but I didn't expect that, not to mention starting a family, I didn't even want to look at them. Later, I reluctantly accepted a girl's confession, but when she asked me to kiss her, I was not interested at all. Before becoming me, I was just kissing a girl, as long as it wasn’t too ugly, I didn’t care. I started to think about whether I fell in love with you. On the day I bumped into you coming out of the hotel, I wandered the streets while Thinking about this question. But you went to open a room with someone else, I felt that my pride was hit, so I pretended to bless you calmly, but in fact, I was so angry that I wanted to kill the person who opened a room with you. After you left, I went to the gym It took more than three hours of boxing before I managed to calm down. Just now Meng Miandong confessed to you and said that he wanted to have a room with you. Before I could react, my body had already walked to your side and grabbed your hand .”

The squad leader's heart was shaking, but he didn't believe the Youth League secretary at all. Isn't it too easy for a playboy to say such beautiful words?

He just sat there quietly, without any response to the Communist Youth League secretary.

The regiment secretary sat next to the squad leader, and tentatively put his hand on the squad leader's shoulder. Seeing that the squad leader didn't refuse, he tentatively kissed him again.

He has been in love many times, but they were all chased by others and coaxed by others. He has no idea how to pursue someone.

In essence, he has no love experience at all, he only has the experience of being pursued, but now the person he likes does not pursue him, what should he do?

The squad leader couldn't resist the approach of the party secretary, and his hands had no strength anymore, so he let his clothes be stripped off and he was overwhelmed.

His body sank before long, but his consciousness remained clear.

His consciousness seemed to float out of the body, and he looked at the joyful body with cold eyes.

After a long time, he lay on the bed, just looking at the ceiling.

When it was completely dark, he finally regained his strength. He took a shower, put on his clothes again, turned his back to the party secretary and said, "Let me pay the rent."

The next day, he saw Meng Miandong again, and there was no gloomy look on Meng Miandong's face, he knew that Meng Miandong must have reconciled with his lover.

A few days later, he was taken to open a room again by the party secretary.

Day after day, he has no lover, but has an extra bed partner.

Facing the party secretary, he became more and more silent, and he would not even make a sound on the bed unless the pain was severe.

He thought his body was dying gradually.

On the day before the school celebration, after going to bed, he said to the party branch secretary: "This is the last time. From now on, I will not come to open a room with you again."

The squad leader hadn't taken the initiative to talk to himself for a long time. When he saw the squad leader speak, the Youth League secretary was very happy, but he didn't expect the content of the speech to break his heart.

This should be his punishment, right?After all, he has broken the hearts of many people.

He hugged the Youth League secretary, but before he could speak, he heard the squad leader say, "Do you want to do it again?"

He shook his head: "No, I don't just want your body, I want you to stay by my side."

"En." The squad leader responded, but didn't make another sound.

The Youth League secretary suddenly felt that what he was holding was an empty shell, and there was nothing inside.

He broke out in a cold sweat from his thoughts, and carefully checked the monitor's breathing and body temperature.

The squad leader looked back at the secretary of the league branch, twitched the corner of his mouth, and showed a smile that was hardly a smile: "Since you don't plan to do it again, then I'm going back to school."

The regiment secretary tightened his hands a little and said anxiously, "Don't go."

The squad leader frowned in pain: "Relax."

"I'm sorry." The group secretary immediately let go of his hand.

The squad leader got out of bed, felt the strangeness in his lower body, paused for a while, and then went to take a shower.

After taking a shower, he opened the door and went out without looking at the party secretary again.

He looked into the empty hallway, breathed in the cold air, and he knew his love was over.

He was the logistics of the school celebration, he walked back to school, and then went to make preparations for the school celebration.

The preparations for the school celebration were almost completed, and the rest were relatively trivial. He asked the other officers to leave, leaving him alone.

It was completely dark outside, and even if the lights were turned on in the auditorium, part of it would inevitably be eroded by darkness.

He listened to his footsteps, looked at his neat hands and feet, but there was a hole in his heart.

He fell in love with someone for the first time, and that person dug a hole in his heart.

That person changed his attitude towards him inexplicably, and seemed to have some love, but he lost the ability to believe.

Even during the relationship, how can you believe that you will not deliberately avoid thoughtful men and women?

After all the trivial things were done, he sat on the stage with his legs dangling and his mind blank.

What should he be thinking?

Where should he go?

Who is he?

He looked around blankly, then lowered his head and looked at the ground.

His body fell off the stage suddenly, but it didn't hurt much.

He just lay there on the ground with his eyes open.

Time was ticking by, but he wasn't even interested in making sure he was injured.

Suddenly a plane passed by outside, and the subtle sound entered his cochlea.

He suddenly remembered that he had never even been on a plane.

He has to cheer up, but it's just a lovelorn, he has other things to do, and he can't feel that his life is over just because he has lost his love.

He still has his parents to support and his sister who is paralyzed in bed to take care of.

Parents provide for him to go to school, not to let him come to school to be decadent, but to let him come to school to earn a future.

His life has just begun, and falling out of love is just a trial in his life.

He tried to stand up, and he took another step forward. Fortunately, his body only hurt a little, so it shouldn't be a serious problem.

It was almost ten o'clock now, there were not many students coming and going outside, and the street lights were dim, which could only dispel a small piece of darkness.

He walked between darkness and light, and after a quarter of an hour, he finally returned to the dormitory.

The light-off time in the dormitory is 10:30, and it is only 10 minutes before 30:5. His roommates are already lying on the bed, but when they heard his footsteps, they all poked their heads out and said from the dormitory: " You didn't come back so late, we thought something happened to you, and we couldn't get through to your phone."

He took out the mobile phone in his pocket and saw that the mobile phone had already turned off automatically because it was out of battery.

He smiled apologetically at his roommates, and thanked them again: "Thank you for your concern."

"You're welcome, it's just you..." The dormitory chief thought about his choice of words, "Is it not going well with him? Your face is getting uglier."

Without thinking, he said, "I'm completely over with him."

The head of the dormitory was startled, and then said: "If you are reluctant, we will chase him back for you."

"It wasn't he who dumped me, it was I who broke up with me. I've already made up my mind. I don't need someone who will only make me miserable, even if I like him very much." When the voice fell to the ground, the electric light suddenly dimmed, and his whole body People fell into darkness, but it was far less lonely than when he was alone in the auditorium just now, because he was no longer alone.

"I'm going to wash up." He went to the bathroom with the washbasin and a change of clothes. There were still marks left by that person on his body. Of course, he hadn't forgotten that person, but he really made up his mind this time To forget that person.

After he washed up, he went back to bed. This night, he slept until dawn.

When he opened his eyes and saw the first morning light, he said to himself: "It's another day, come on."